155 If you also give up, there is really no hope
"Qiao Zexuan......" Ning Xiangwan called him, "I don't ask you to promise me now, and you don't want to reject me now, I hope you can go back and think about it, and then reply to me, okay?" Qiao Zexuan, I have never begged you for anything, are you going to disappoint me this time? ”
"Wanwan, I've never been a good person." Qiao Zexuan put down the chopsticks in his hand, "I'm sorry, I really can't help with this favor." ”
Both of them think that the other party is the one who hurts them, so how can they let go of it.
"Zexuan, we don't mention the past grievances, this time it's a good deed, isn't it fun to help others?" Ning Xiangwan knew that it was difficult to convince Qiao Zexuan, after all, the grievances and entanglements in this were not something that could be sorted out in a while.
"How can this be caused by me, this qiē is Xu Jie'er She wants to get something that doesn't belong to her, so it's self-inflicted, and it has nothing to do with others." Qiao Zexuan was dissatisfied, "How can you put all the responsibility on me, Wanwan, I am also a victim." ”
"Don't get excited, just listen to me slowly." Ning Xiangwan nodded when he saw him, and told everything that happened between Xu Jie'er and Chu Ye, hoping to get her understanding and help, "The matter started because of you, and I think it should be ended by you." Jie'er is now pregnant, if she can't think about it for a while...... It's two lives, how can life be child's play, so Qiao Zexuan, saving one life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, not to mention two lives. ”
"I don't have anything to do with her, and she's married and has a husband now, so it's not my turn to worry about her affairs." Qiao Zexuan's face turned gloomy when he heard that it was about Xu Jie'er, if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have lost Ning Xiangwan, the two of them should not want to see each other now.
And at this moment, Ning Xiangwan was begging for help, so naturally it was not easy to refuse his kindness: "It's about Xu Jie'er." ”
"Then let's hear it, and I'll see if I can." Qiao Zexuan served a bowl of pork ribs and corn soup to Wan and sent it to her.
Ning Xiangwan met her self-deprecating gaze, very serious: "Qiao Zexuan, this favor may only be able to help you." ”
"Saving two lives?" Qiao Zexuan was puzzled, "I don't have such great ability, I can't even save my own life, how can I save two lives." Don't make fun of me. ”
"I want you to save someone's life...... No, it's two lives. Ning Xiangwan picked up the water cup and took a sip.
"What's the matter with me?" Qiao Zexuan spread the scarf on his body.
Ning Xiangwan asked Qiao Zexuan to order, and everything he ordered was Ning Xiangwan's favorite dishes. And she won't affectionately think that he is ordering for her, with ulterior motives. Qiao Zexuan didn't break it, anyway, the two of them were confused like this.
At noon, Ning Xiangwan and Qiao Zexuan met in an elegant restaurant outside the hospital, and the two sat opposite each other.
Xu Jie'er ignored him, walked into the ward, lay down on the bed, buried her head in the quilt, and ignored him at all. Chu Ye also endured the pain and torture.
She took the checklist and returned to her ward very calmly, while Chu Ye went to the bathroom just now and returned to the chair. He saw Xu Jie'er coming and said with concern: "Jie'er, where have you been?" Why don't you sue me when you go out? ”
"Okay." Xu Jie'er agreed.
The doctor was not surprised, these days, people who don't want children abound: "That's good, the fastest can only be tomorrow, you go back today to bathe and clean, and have a good rest." Keep your body and mind happy. ”
"Doctor, I don't want this child, please do your best to arrange an abortion for me." Xu Jie'er is face is frosty, she doesn't like this unexpected child at all, and always feels that this child is a burden that she can't get rid of.
Xu Jie'er went to the obstetrics, and there she registered to see a doctor, and the doctor looked at the results of the B-ultrasound single and said to her: "Miss Xu, the child is forty-seven days old and is developing well, but you are weak and need to pay attention to nutritional supplements, so that the fetus can be better absorbed and grown." ”
Ning Xiangwan's heart settled down a little. And now after Ning Xiangwan left, Xu Jie'er couldn't sit still, and she always felt that there was a force in her heart that drove her to leave here. She was restless, she lifted the quilt, got out of bed and walked to the door, as soon as she went out, she didn't see Chu Ye, she didn't care, she took the elevator and left.
"Okay." Qiao Zexuan also readily agreed.
"Since you said so, then I won't beat around the bush, I have something to ask you, but I can't say it clearly on the phone, if you have time, let's have a meal together at noon, and then I'll tell you in detail." Ning Xiangwan also explained his intention directly.
Qiao Zexuan was very surprised to receive Ning Xiangwan's call, and quickly answered the phone: "Wanwan, what are you looking for me?" ”
Ning Xiangwan returned to the office and began to be busy with work, she took some time to make a call to Qiao Zexuan.
Chu Ye nodded, she had no reason to give up, because Xu Jie'er and the child were her one. If he does something wrong, he must have the courage to take it.
"Her heart is very heavy, but don't give up until the end, if you give up, then there is really no hope." Ning Xiangwan instructed, "So the burden on your shoulders is very heavy now, and it may be so heavy that you can't breathe, but for the sake of the child, don't give up." ”
Ning Xiangwan watched Xu Jie'er's love calm down before leaving, and as soon as Chu Ye saw her come out, her eyebrows were also frowned: "Sister Ning, I heard that Jie'er still doesn't want children." ”
"Don't be cranky, just get some rest." Ning Xiangwan comforted her, but the string in her heart was very tight.
"Sister......" Xu Jie'er bit her lip, tears flashed, and then she let go of her hand in despair.
"Jie'er, this is a life, you can't do this, it's cruel, you know?" Ning Xiangwan blamed her, "I'm also a mother, you look at how cute it is, so I can't promise you." ”
"Sister, help me, I don't want this child, I can't want it." Xu Jie'er's fingers clenched her sleeves tightly and looked at her with longing eyes.
Ning Xiangwan was afraid that Xu Jie'er would take this step, and it would be easy to die, but what she left behind was eternal hurt and grief. She didn't want Xu Jie'er to do this, and then she wouldn't even have the chance to regret it.
"Jie'er, you calm down, everything will take a turn for the better, believe my sister, okay? As long as you live well, there is no problem that cannot be solved, you have to believe my sister's words. Ning Xiangwan held her shoulders and saw her grief-stricken face, "Your pain sister understands, but death only makes relatives hurt." Jie'er, you have grown up, you are going to be a mother, you shouldn't be so willful. Death, you have also experienced it once, and you should cherish life more when you are born, right? ”
"Sister, I think it's so difficult for people to live, why are people dying every day, but it's not me? I really don't want to live anymore, I can't think about it that much, I just want to be free. Xu Jie'er buried her face between her palms, "You haven't experienced it, you won't understand my feelings, and you have also seen you come all the way, isn't it enough to be injured?" But they still have to give me a fatal blow! How do you say I'm going to live? ”
She skillfully avoided Chu Ye's name, and now she was afraid that when she heard Chu Ye's name, she would be even more resentful in her heart, and her feelings would fluctuate.
Ning Xiangwan heard that she had the idea of suicide, and her eyebrows twisted: "What nonsense are you talking about?" How is it meaningless? You still have parents, you have a home, and you still have my sister, do you want us all to be sad? ”
"Sister, it's good to be hungry, I don't want to live anyway, there is no point in living, and I have to burden the child in my belly, so it's better to let him be buried with me, just right." It's all gone. Xu Jie'er's eyes dimmed, for such a life, she only felt that she didn't have the courage to go on.
"People are iron, rice is steel, how can you do without eating? Do you want to break your body? Ning Xiangwan reproached her.
"Sister, I don't have an appetite." Xu Jie'er can only have a normal relationship when facing Ning Xiangwan, and she will collapse when she faces Chu Ye.
"Jie'er." Ning Xiangwan walked over and stood in front of her, "Why don't you eat well?" ”
Then she pushed open the door of the ward, walked in to see Xu Jie'er, she was half-lying on the bed through the floor-to-ceiling window and watched the branches outside swaying in the wind, a piece of autumn was full of water, all in her eyes. Although the beautiful autumn scenery is moving, her eyes are not shocked.
"I promise you I'll arrange it." Ning Xiangwan patted him on the shoulder and comforted him.
"Sister Ning, I'll trouble you as soon as I get it." Chu Ye was naturally inconvenient to come forward.
"Chu Ye, you are a real man, I admire your courage." Ning Xiangwan's eyes were slightly starry, and his smile was gratifying.
If he cared, then he wouldn't marry Xu Jie'er, and it was his responsibility for her life to be turned upside down, so he also had the responsibility to bring her life to a better place. If Qiao Zexuan can help, it will also be a good thing. He has no reason to refuse, he can't let Xu Jie'er sacrifice the child, it's too cruel.
"Sister Ning......" Chu Ye called Ning Xiangwan, who got up, as if he had made a lot of determination, his mood was also heavy, "I promised me to give it a try." As long as I can be good for Jie'er, I don't care. ”
Ning Xiangwan looked at Chu Ye, who was frowning and thinking: "I know it's hard for me to accept, so think about it more and think about it." I'll go see Jie'er first. ”
Ning Xiangwan said everything reasonably, but this kind of truth conflicts with feelings, which makes it a little difficult to choose. This depends on whether Chu Ye can figure out the truth of this, whether he can focus on the overall situation and put aside personal grievances. If Chu Ye loves Xu Jie'er enough, tolerates her enough, and doesn't care about what happened before, then he will definitely be able to make the most correct choice.