156 Seeing clearly does not mean that you can do it chicly

When Chu Ye came back, he didn't see Xu Jie'er, but he found the prenatal examination sheet that Xu Jie'er had dropped on the ground, as well as the precautions before the abortion operation. He instantly felt like he had been doused with a basin of cold water.

Then she resolutely left the ward and went to the doctor she had made the appointment with yesterday.

Xu Jie'er came back to her senses from her stunned and nodded in thanks. She was biting her lip fiercely and clutching the quilt, why did everyone say it was her fault, why? Since she is already wrong, let her be wrong again and again!

After a while, the nurse came in and told Xu Jie'er: "Miss Xu, Mr. Chu is not outside." ”

The ward fell silent for a while, and Xu Jie'er felt that the position of her heart was empty.

"Anyway, the child is not mine, the marriage and family are not mine, and it is not my parents' hearts that hurt, what do I have to care about." Qiao Zexuan felt that she was a little naΓ―ve, so he turned around and left.

"Yes, I will knock out this child in my belly and divorce him again, I will be alone, and I will weigh your heart." Xu Jie'er bit her lip, "What you say can't change my determination." ”

"Yes, I don't deserve to be a beautiful her, but you don't deserve someone like Chu Ye who loves you like that. You should be alone! Qiao Zexuan cursed her.

This person, Xu Jie'er knew that it meant Ning Xiangwan. She sneered: "Qiao Zexuan, you still lost after all, because you don't deserve her at all." ”

"I really want to thank you for your annoyance." Qiao Zexuan chuckled lightly and didn't care, "If Chu Ye is at fault, then he is at fault because he didn't tell you the truth of the matter, he is also afraid of losing you because he loves you too much, if it were me, I would say it happily and let you stay away from me, so that I wouldn't lose the important person in my life." ”

Xu Jie'er was so angry that her chest rose and fell violently: "Qiao Zexuan, I used to be blind, but I also sue you, I also hate you." ”

"Xu Jie'er, before, now, and in the future, I won't like you, because you are too willful and selfish. I'm not Chu Ye, and you're not my person, I won't tolerate and indulge you like him, let you abuse him thousands of times, and he can treat you like your first love. I only have two words for my feelings – disgust. Qiao Zexuan didn't hide his hatred for Xu Jie'er at all, because he had always felt this way about her, and he didn't need to hide it.

Is this qiΔ“ really all her fault? Obviously not! What's wrong with her, she lost her innocence, she ruined her life, she almost lost her life, she paid so much, she got to this day so hard, where was she wrong?

"Qiao Zexuan, don't think that I liked you before, you can talk nonsense, I don't feel anything about you now, why do you say this about me? Who do you think you are? Xu Jie'er's chest was nailed so painfully by every word he said, but she was so powerless to refute him.

"What I'm saying is the truth." Qiao Zexuan looked at her bloodless face, which was already like a flower that had lost its color by wind and frost, "You should be responsible for all the current situation." If it weren't for the fact that you were pestering me and getting drunk and delirious, how could you treat Chu Ye as me, and seduce him without any scale, so that he couldn't control himself and took your body If Chu Ye hadn't saved you and not been abducted by other men, you would have been taken away from your innocence by other men, how could you have pulled Chu Ye into the water, and then tortured by you like this. Xu Jie'er, if you make a mistake, you should have the courage to admit it, instead of finding a scapegoat and putting the blame on Chu Ye, you can make yourself feel at ease. ”

Xu Jie'er's face turned pale in an instant, and she retorted loudly: "You are talking nonsense! Who told me to come here and talk nonsense to me! ”

"I wouldn't want to be here if I wasn't entrusted by someone. It doesn't matter if you want to die, but to bring the innocent child in your belly to be buried with you, you are really already mad. You don't want this child just because you don't want to face your own mistakes, and you also have an unshirkable responsibility in this matter, you put all the blame on others, you just don't want to face your own life and be made a big joke by yourself! Qiao Zexuan hit the nail on the head and blamed Xu Jie'er for the key point in her heart.

She felt her heart jump to her throat, she and Qiao Zexuan seemed to have not seen each other for many years, seeing each other today, those love and hatred were stirring in her chest, it was an indescribable feeling, both sour and painful, but more relieved, and shocked.

"Why are you here?" Xu Jie'er looked at Qiao Zexuan who appeared in her ward, her eyes were full of surprise.

Qiao Zexuan didn't pay attention to him, and entered the ward, Xu Jie'er heard the sound, thinking that the nurse who had left just now had returned, she sat up and looked at the position at the door, but she didn't see the nurse, but only saw Qiao Zexuan coming over, and it became clearer and clearer in her sight.

Chu Ye also understood the truth, and he was speechless for a while.

"If it weren't for Xu Jie'er pestering me and treating you as me, how could there be something now, and what does it have to do with me?" Strictly speaking, Qiao Zexuan actually didn't have much responsibility.

"Qiao Zexuan, you--" Chu Ye's anger surged.

"You don't need to thank you, it's not certain if I can help, and I also want to see what the two of you have become like torturing each other." Qiao Zexuan lightly hooked the corners of his lips and smiled, "Actually, this is all caused by yourself. ”

"Yes, I really don't want to see you, but I'm still grateful for your help." Chu Ye distinguishes right from wrong.

"I know you don't want to see me, and I just don't want to see you, and I wouldn't be here if it weren't for the fact that you came to beg me late." Qiao Zexuan faced Chu Ye, and the two looked at each other.

When the nurse went out, she saw Chu Ye talking to a man, so she left.

"Okay, Miss Xu." The nurse took the measurements, closed the notebook and walked outside.

"Nurse, please do me a favor, if you come in and sue me when the person outside is not there, will you?" Xu Jie'er decided to hide from Chu Ye to go for surgery.

The next day, it was the day when Xu Jieer made an appointment with the doctor to have an abortion. In the morning she did not eat and did not drink water. The nurse came to check her blood pressure and temperature, and it was normal.

Ning Xiangwan didn't dare to have too much hope, because he was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

"I'm not 100% sure of that." Tan Xiyue comforted her heart, "It still takes time." ”

"You mean he's going to see Jie'er? Will it help with this? When Ning Xiangwan heard him say this, his eyes flashed with light.

"They can't see it, that's why they don't want to see each other." Tan Xiyue stretched out a hand to hold her hand, "But since you have already asked him for help in person, I think he rejected you for a while, and he also needs time to think about the relationship." ”

Ning Xiangwan lightly feathered her eyelashes: "What does it have to do with me, they can't see it themselves." ”

"Qiao Zexuan lost you because of Xu Jie'er, he has more resentment towards Xu Jie'er, how can he promise you to help her." Tan Xiyue got to the point, "How can he make others perfect what he can't get." ”

"I can't hide anything from you." Ning Xiangwan clasped his fingers on his knees.

When he got off work in the afternoon, Tan Xiyue received Ning Xiangwan and noticed the slight sorrow between her eyebrows: "What's wrong?" Did Qiao Zexuan not promise you? ”

Qiao Zexuan also wanted to finish this meal calmly, he hadn't had a good meal with Ning Xiangwan for a long time. It was a scene he had dreamed of for a long time, and they had a meal in peace.

"Let's just eat this meal without talking about anything." Ning Xiangwan no longer mentioned Xu Jie'er's matter.

"It's me who is incompetent." Qiao Zexuan did not refuse Ning Xiangwan's repeated retention and sat down.

The relationship between this is too complicated, it can't be solved in a moment and a half, Chu Ye, Xu Jie'er and Qiao Zexuan don't look at each other right, and this relationship is also continuous, and the reason is still chaotic. She thought too simply, she just thought of helping people, and she didn't expect it to be so difficult.

"Qiao Zexuan, even if you can't help me, this meal should be eaten before leaving." Ning Xiangwan also stood up, "No matter how busy you are at work, you have to eat, don't you?" In fact, it's difficult for me to be strong, so you don't have to mind me. ”

Since he can't help her, then how can he still have the face to eat her meal. It's better to leave as soon as possible, so as not to annoy people.

Qiao Zexuan turned his face away, not looking at Shangning Xiangwan's eyes, ignoring the request in her eyes: "Wanwan, I can help you with other things, but I really can't do anything about Xu Jie'er." I'm sorry...... I'll go first. ”

Knowing that what is lost is impossible to have again, and when he wants to cherish it, that person has gone away, although he understands these truths, but he can't do it if he wants to be chic and not nostalgic for anything. Just because you can see it doesn't mean you can do it smartly.

And Qiao Zexuan looked at Ning Xiangwan's pleading eyes, he was indifferent on the surface, but his heart was still filled with ripples of pity because of a trace of sorrow between Ning Xiangwan's eyebrows. His heart will still be affected by Ning Xiangwan, and it will still be swayed by her. This was not the result he wanted, because he had already seen that there was no possibility between them, and if he continued to fall into such a stubborn trap, then he would only suffer in the end. And she won't change her mind because of his pain, she will pity him and return to him and start over. She will only feel more and more disgusted with him, and his heart will become more and more uncomfortable.

Ning Xiangwan begged Qiao Zexuan in the softest and most earnest tone, hoping that he could look at the past feelings, look at some of the mistakes he made in this matter, and reach out to help Chu Ye and Xu Jie'er, who were hurting and torturing each other, it was really a sad thing to kill each other like this between people who loved each other. If you can untie the knot of grievances, then there will be a pair of loving people in this world, which is also a beautiful thing.