157 If you can, exchange this life of mine for the life of the child
And Xu Jie'er was outside the door, suffering, waiting, and praying......
"Quick, get the injured person to the emergency room." Ning Xiangwan commanded the medical staff, hurriedly lifted Chu Ye onto the push bed, and sent him to the emergency room.
"Sister, I believe in you, I believe in Chu Ye, and the child......" Xu Jie'er's gaze was so resolute, but it was also scarred.
Ning Xiangwan had already asked people to get ready, and when they said this, he sent Chu Ye to the emergency room: "Jie'er, don't do this, I can only do my best, and the rest can only depend on the will of heaven." ”
Xu Jie'er knelt in front of Ning Xiangwan and kowtowed to her.
"No, Chu Ye, don't talk anymore, sister is here, sister will save you." Xu Jie'er wiped the tears on her face, and she went to pull Ning Xiangwan who was standing beside her, "Sister, please, save Chu Ye, you know, our mother and son can't lose him." I know it's wrong, but Heaven can't punish me like that. ”
"Jie'er, I also want to accompany you, and I also want to watch the child grow up, but I'm afraid it's too late......" Chu Ye still smiled so gently, "Promise me, after I die, don't be sad for me, don't cry, find someone who loves you more, and live happily." ”
"Promise me to live well, you said you would give me a lifetime of happiness. You can't break your word, and the child can't be without his father, Chu Ye, you can't leave our mother and son. Xu Jie'er also begged him, her voice was extremely choked, "Chu Ye, I really know it's wrong, it's me who is willful, it's me who pushed it all on you, I promise you that in the future, I will definitely change it, and I won't be so unreasonable again." Chu Ye, I believe that you really love me, if you leave us, where do you let me go to find someone who loves me so much? Chu Ye, promise me that I must be good. ”
"What's the matter?" He asked.
"Okay, I promise you, I answer you." Xu Jie'er pressed his palm against her face, and tears wet his warm and dry palm, "But you also have to promise me one thing." ”
"Please keep this child, this is my only child, and it is also the only bloodline of our Chu family, Jie'er, when I was selfish once, I made this request, is it okay to give birth to the child?" Chu Ye begged her, his face was getting worse and worse.
Xu Jie'er burst into tears and nodded her head anxiously: "You say, I will promise you all ten things you say." ”
"Jie'er, I'm really happy to hear you say that before I die. Jie'er, am I sorry for you, or did I make you sad and make you cry. Chu Ye held her hand back, not wanting to let go tightly, "Jie'er, can you promise me one thing?" ”
Why do some things always have to come to a point where there is no turning back, and only then can some people understand the preciousness of true feelings, can they distinguish between true good and evil, and can they understand what their hearts desire? Is this the lesson of blood?
Ning Xiangwan was infected by the sad atmosphere, and he was uncomfortable listening to it, and turned his face away slightly.
Xu Jie took Chu Ye's hand and stroked it on his flat lower abdomen, while his palm gently stroked the child's storage at close range. His face was a look of pride as a father.
"Chu Ye...... I...... I'm sorry, I was wrong. Xu Jie'er held Chu Ye's hand and realized that she was lost, "Chu Ye, I am evading my responsibility, I shouldn't force you like this!" Yes, Qiao Zexuan and my sister are right, I am ignoring what I really want, and I care too much about hatred. Chu Ye, I'm sorry...... But how can you be stupid, how can you use your own life...... Chu Ye, the child is still there, and he didn't beat it, it was my sister who woke me up, and I deeply knew my mistake. ”
Xu Jie'er burst into tears, she sat down beside Chu Ye, tears falling on his face, ironing his skin. Her tear-wet eyes met Chu Ye's, but he raised a smile and tried to raise his hand to wipe the tears from her face: "Jie'er, don't cry!" I don't want to see you cry. ”
"Is this really not the outcome you want? Then why did you force Chu Ye to this point step by step! If not, why would he give your life to you like this without even blinking an eye! Xu Jie'er, how do you feel about losing someone who loves you deeply? Isn't it fun! Ning Xiangwan blamed Xu Jie'er, "Qiao Zexuan is right, you just don't want to admit that you have also made mistakes, and you don't want to face yourself and write your life into a joke, so you put all the blame on Chu Ye." Xu Jie'er, how can you be so ruthless! ”
"How so? How so? Xu Jie'er's face was full of tears again, "This is not the result I want." ”
Ning Xiangwan got up and pulled Xu Jie'er over and let her look at Chu Ye: "Jie'er, Chu Ye loves the life you can lose, are you satisfied now?" ”
Then he raised his eyes and looked at Xu Jie'er, smiling weakly, without a trace of resentment against her on his face, all without complaint and no regrets: "Jie'er, I'm sorry, I made you suffer so much, this is also not to be desired, I deceived you, I just didn't want to lose me, but I didn't expect that I would lose you in the end." I don't blame others, I just blame myself for not doing well enough. Jie'er, I really love you and love this child, so I promised not to beat the child, if I can, I want to exchange my life for the child's life, put your hatred on me, and love the child well in the future, like this...... All right? ”
"No, Sister Ning, let me say it, I'm afraid I'll never have a chance to say these words again." Chu Ye swallowed his throat and felt the sweet taste of blood in his mouth, "This is what I owe Jie'er." I don't know how to repay her, except for my life! ”
"Chu Ye, don't speak, we'll give you first aid right away." Ning Xiangwan's tears were very low, and the tears had already dripped down, falling on Chu Ye's red-dyed shirt, and the light-colored flowers were blurred, very beautiful, but he had no intention of making people appreciate them.
She felt like someone had her heart split, took a step back in pain, and then shook her head: "No......"
Xu Jie'er was also attracted by such a sudden change, she turned her head a little mechanically, looking at Chu Ye, he gasped, and it seemed difficult to breathe. The blood was pervasive, staining her vision red, except for red, it was still red, it was an indelible color that surrounded her.
The knife was taken by Chu Ye when he left Xu Jie'er's hospital room, and he had already made this worst decision at that time, he could spare his own life in exchange for Xu Jie'er's forgiveness.
"Chu Ye, where did you get the knife, how can you be so stupid?" Ning Xiangwan looked at the blood flowing continuously, and her heart was also being torn apart.
Ning Xiangwan watched as Chu Ye's hand pressed on his abdomen, where a knife was inserted, and bright red blood was flowing from between his fingers, and the stunning blood stained his white shirt, like a brilliant spring light, and it opened up like a piece of rotten.
Chu Ye hooked his lips and smiled sneeringly, and at this moment, the cold silver light of the metal flashed, and he saw that Chu Ye had fallen in a pool of blood. Ning Xiangwan was startled and looked at Chu Ye who fell in front of his eyes: "Chu Ye, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Chu Ye ......" This is angry and attacking.
The pain in this vertebral heart made Chu Ye unable to bear it, his chest burned, and a stream of hot blood rushed up, rushed out of his throat, and spit out a mouthful of blood, sprinkled on the ground, weaving a blood-colored pattern.
Then Xu Jie'er also appeared in his sight, Xu Jie'er bit her lip, looked away, and didn't go to Chu Ye. Chu Ye saw Xu Jie'er's evasive gaze, and felt that his heart was trembling violently, scared, and uneasy, as if he was hanging high in the air, and would fall to the ground at any time and shatter into pieces.
Waiting anxiously outside, Chu Ye watched Ning Xiangwan come out, and his eyes lit up: "Sister Ning, how is Jie'er?" What about children? ”
Ning Xiangwan ignored her and went out of the door, and Xu Jie'er also stepped forward.
Xu Jie'er didn't know how long she cried before she could clean up her own crying, she slowly got up and got off the operating table. walked out, came to the door of the operating room, and saw Ning Xiangwan, who had been waiting for her there: "Sister." ”
Ning Xiangwan turned around, and as soon as she opened automatically, she walked out of the operating room, Xu Jie'er was lying there, her eyes were closed, her eyelashes were lowered, and two lines of tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes. She bit her lip and cried quietly, her chest heaving, she suppressed her crying, but she couldn't hold back the pain and sadness that came from this mountain of mountains, the cry slowly amplified, like a light rain turned into a heavy rain pouring out, and the whole operating room was filled with her own cries.
"Sister...... I ......" Xu Jie'er was teary-eyed, biting her lip, but she couldn't say anything to refute, she couldn't say a word.
After all, Ning Xiangwan's chest rose and fell so badly, and even her heartbeat was not at a normal frequency, because Xu Jie'er was not her own sister, unlike her and Fu Xiangyang, who grew up as sisters and brothers, so she had never said such heavy words to Xu Jie'er, and this time she really broke her heart.
Ning Xiangwan herself felt the soreness and dampness in her eyes, she took a deep breath and continued: "I'm nosy, what I'm saying is not good, if you want to be angry with me, then that's it, if I don't recognize me as a sister anymore, it can only mean that you have no fate." Jie'er, as a man, you really can't be so selfish and willful, you can't always feel that the world owes you, and all the people in the world are sorry for you. A slap can't make a sound, this mistake is not something that Chu Ye can make alone. Qiao Zexuan, you have also seen it, look at his attitude towards you, and then look at what kind of heart Chu Ye has towards you, compare his heart to you, you can't be so cruel to stab Chu Ye's heart with a knife! Jie'er, what I should say and what I shouldn't say, I have said it, whether you want to listen or not is your business! The child is in your belly, I can stop you, this time I can't stop you next time. If you hit this child, I don't think I have any affection for you anymore, and you won't call me sister in the future! ”
"Sister......" Xu Jie'er called her weakly.
Ning Xiangwan couldn't bear to see Chu Ye in such pain anymore, and Xu Jie'er couldn't see her true heart clearly. These words may be a little heavy, but they are her heart, and she wants to say them, so she says them. For the sake of a human life, for a love, I can't take care of so much.
"Jie'er, calm down and listen to me." Ning Xiangwan stood under the bright light and watched her pale and colorless by the white light, "I didn't let Dr. Li not perform the operation on you, it's because I don't want you to regret it later." Now that Chu Ye is outside the operating room, can't you hear his heart-rending shouts one after another? Do you really have the heart to push the person who loves you the most into a painful hell? Now Chu Ye is no longer an adult, and a ghost is not a ghost. How else do you have to be sober and understand that you will no longer insist on going your own way like this! If a person is not a sage, who can be without fault? Even though Chu Ye is wrong, he will change it when he knows his mistakes, but what about you, do you want to make mistakes again and again? Jie'er, do you still want to disappoint your sister? ”
Doctor Li walked out of the operating room, and Xu Jie'er heard this familiar voice, and also raised her head from the operating table, only to see Ning Xiangwan alone, and there were no other medical staff: "Sister, why are you here?" What about doctors? My surgery hasn't been done yet, what about them? Where did it go? ”
"Thank you, Dr. Lee." Ning Xiangwan was grateful.
"......Soon," Dr. Li replied to her, looking up and seeing Ning Xiangwan, she was also relieved, she was afraid that she would not be able to delay any longer, she and Ning Xiangwan exchanged glances, "Doctor Ning, I'll leave it to you here." ”
Ning Xiangwan heard Xu Jie'er's voice: "Doctor, why don't you give me surgery?" How long will I have to wait? ”
The nurse nodded, and Ning Xiangwan entered the operating room, disinfected it first, changed into a sterile gown, and rushed to the No. 2 operating room.
Chu Ye looked at her eyes and nodded heavily, Ning Xiangwan also patted her shoulder with peace of mind, turned around and asked the nurse beside her, "Prepare a sterile gown for me." ”
"Chu Ye, you don't have to thank me, you just have to promise me to wait patiently for me here, don't mess around anymore, and don't rush into the operating room." Ning Xiangwan first comforted him, "I'll go in to see Jie'er." ”
"Really?" Chu Ye's frowning brows were finally relieved when he heard such good news, and the anxiety in his heart slowly subsided, "Fortunately, the child is still there, Sister Ning, I don't know how to thank you." ”
"Chu Ye, calm down, I already called Dr. Li, who operated on Jie'er, when I called me, and she won't operate on Jie'er for the time being. The child is still there, don't worry. Ning Xiangwan had already informed the doctor, and she was afraid that it would be too late, so she made preparations in advance.
Everyone looked at each other, and they also knew Ning Xiangwan's personality and her background identity, so there were not too many objections. The security personnel all let go of their hands, and Chu Ye was freed. He stood up and grabbed Ning Xiangwan's hand: "Sister Ning, Jie'er has already gone in, if you don't go in to stop it, it's really too late." ”
Ning Xiangwan said to them: "He is my friend, you let him go, and I will be responsible for all the responsibilities." ”
"Yes, Doctor Ning, this person is too rude." The paramedics also explained.
"Doctor Ning, he's making trouble here, and he's going to break into the operating room." The security personnel were very embarrassed.
"Sister Ning......" Chu Ye raised his head when he heard Ning Xiangwan's voice, his eyes were blurred with tears, but he saw a glimmer of hope.
Ning Xiangwan's heart was deeply stung by this scene, she rushed forward and said to the several security personnel who were imprisoning him: "You let him go." ”
When Ning Xiang came at night, he saw such a chaotic scene, Chu Ye knelt on the ground, and his tone was sad, which made the listener sad. He was a dignified seven-foot man, but he could no longer suppress the countless sorrows welling up in his chest, and crystal tears escaped his eyes and rolled to the ground.
And the medical and security personnel who rushed to stop Chu Ye in time, but he struggled under the restraint of everyone, while begging bitterly: "Let go of me, I just want to go in and take my wife, I just want to keep my child, is this wrong?" ”
Chu Ye's heart was in a hurry, he was thinking about the child in his heart, and he didn't care about anything else, he used his strength again, tore off the nurse's hands that were holding him, and with a push, the nurse fell to the ground. Chu Ye slammed the closed door hard: "Open the door, let me in...... Xu Jie'er, you come out for me, you can't beat this child! ”
"You let me go, I want to see my wife, I want to keep my children." Chu Ye went to pull the nurse's hand, but the little nurse did not relax, and grabbed him tightly, if something happened, she couldn't afford to take this responsibility.
He angrily reached out and pushed the door of the operating room, the nurse dropped the notebook in her hand and stepped forward in panic to grab Chu Ye: "Sir, please calm down, the operating room is not the place you should enter, if you are so unreasonable again, I can only call the police to deal with it." ”
When the nurse heard him say this, her face changed greatly, and she hurriedly notified the medical staff and security personnel: "There is a family relationship in the operating room, please come and help quickly." ”
"Okay, since you won't take me in, I'll have to go in by myself." Chu Ye resolutely turned around.
Chu Ye couldn't accept such a result, the child he loved so much didn't even take a good look at his face, how could he not have it like this? His gaze tightened, shattered and sharp.
"Late? The kid ...... None left? Chu Ye's pupils dilated suddenly, "You are talking nonsense--"
"This is a major surgical site, and it's not something you can get in if you want to." Miss Nurse shook her head, "And the operation is already underway, I'm afraid it's too late." ”
"Miss nurse, my wife is inside, she is having an abortion, she made this decision without my consent, I want to have a baby, can you help me call her out? Or you take me in. Chu Ye begged Miss Nurse.
His actions attracted the families who were waiting here for their loved ones to have surgery, and they all looked at him with a reproachful look. But Chu Ye didn't pay attention to it at all.
Seeing Chu Ye's crazy behavior, the nurse reminded him, "Are you her family?" If so, please sit on the rest chair and wait, this is the main place of surgery, do not make loud noises. ”
Is he still a step too late? Xu Jie'er just went in, doesn't even God want to keep this child?
Chu Ye loosened the nurse's sleeve and ran to the door of the operating room: "Xu Jie'er, you come out!" ”
"Yes, she just went in for a while." The nurse nodded in answer.
When he arrived at the key floor where the operating room was located, the elevator stopped with a "ding", and before the door was opened, Chu Ye had already flashed out of the elevator sideways and quickly, and went straight to the door of the operating room. Just when Chu Ye's six gods were gone, a nurse happened to pass by, and he grabbed the nurse's sleeve: "Miss nurse, may I ask if there is a young lady named Xu Jie'er who is operating inside?" ”
Chu Ye's thick eyebrows furrowed deeply, he closed his eyes in grief, he took a deep breath, and pressed all the pain in his heart, but piling up more and more like this will only make his internal injuries aggravate and hollow out his heart.
And Chu Ye held his mobile phone, looking at the metal panel of the elevator clearly reflecting his appearance, the originally very delicate face was already covered with vicissitudes and haggard, his hair was messy, his beard was thick, his eyes were bloodshot, and the clothes on his body were wrinkled, and his appearance looked unkempt and very sloppy. He himself looks down on himself a little, his life has never been as low as at this moment, low to the deep valley, he looks up, how can he not see a ray of sunshine, let alone a way out and hope. His eyes were hot and tingling, and he tilted his head to prevent the tears from rolling down. Things have developed to this point, and he really can't think of how he can get Xu Jie'er's forgiveness and keep that poor and innocent child. His heart hurts, and so does his breathing, and this pain travels through every nerve in him, and swells in every cell of him, making him live but not die.
Ning Xiangwan ended the call, said hello to the nurse, and left in a hurry and went to the operating room.
Ning Xiangwan heard Chu Ye's suppressed heavy breathing: "Don't worry, I'll come over right away." ”
"Sister Ning, Jie'er went for an examination without us, and now she has an abortion, she is determined not to have this child." Chu Ye held the phone, and the metal corner of the phone cut his palm, "I'm rushing over now, can you come over for a while?" No matter what, innocent children must not be sacrificed. Sister Ning...... If I lose a child, I ...... I think it's impossible for me to forgive Jie'er in my life, and there really isn't any more possibility between me and her. Trapped for me to have this child, I love this child. ”
"Chu Ye, you called me, did something happen to Jie'er?" Ning Xiangwan guessed that only Xu Jie'er's matter made Chu Ye lose control.
Chu Ye squatted on the ground and pinched the piece of paper, he gritted his teeth and stood up, dizzy, his body staggered two steps and did not stand firmly, and he supported the end of the bed with one hand so as not to fall. He closed his eyes, then hurried away, and called Ning Xiangwan while walking to the elevator, now the only person he could think of was Ning Xiangwan.
The ice water from the Arctic poured down on Chu Ye's head without warning, causing Chu Ye's hot blood to freeze instantly, and his body and mind were cold, which was the only feeling he felt now, and the pain was numb. He pinched the piece of paper and looked at the bold Song characters on it, as if a cold, sharp knife had pierced his eyes, and suddenly he didn't want to see anything.