"Uncomfortable, what's uncomfortable about you?"

Pei Yuanhao looked at me and said with a cold gaze: "When you were with me, you didn't push back, is it really uncomfortable, or you don't want to serve me at all!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and looked up at him with wide eyes, only to feel the strong smell of alcohol in his hot breath rushing towards me, almost making me a little dizzy.

He seemed to have really drunk a lot, and was more impulsive than usual.

I don't know what's wrong with it, it makes him feel bad, but how can he care about a drunk person? Besides, the faint pain in my lower abdomen made me have no time to think about anything else, so I could only plead softly: "Your Majesty, the concubine didn't push back, and it wasn't that she didn't want to serve the emperor, but in fact, the concubine was because she had a child...... Your Majesty, don't do this--the concubines are really uncomfortable, Your Majesty-let me go......"

His hands were already impatiently moving over me, his hot chest pressing on my body, in such a cold and snowy night, bringing the warmth of skin ironing, but making people feel so uneasy. I almost subconsciously reached out to push him away, but this action seemed to anger him, he gritted his teeth, and simply pressed my two wrists to the top of his head, and suddenly my whole body was naked in front of his eyes, and there was no trace of concealment at all for him to take what he wanted.

The feeling of uneasiness suddenly came to my heart, and I trembled slightly, but I couldn't do anything, so I could only keep whispering and begging.

"Don't ...... Your Majesty, I-"

Before I could finish speaking, he had gagged my mouth, his lips and tongue were snatched away by him, and I could no longer say anything, and I felt his other hand slightly rudely unravel the last layer of cover on me, and the burning desire entered my body with an irrepressible impulse.

"Hmm-"

I frowned, let out a groan of pain or something, but he swallowed it all, and the next moment, he couldn't wait to move.

Wave after wave of collision hit like a tide, I kept gasping and moaning, he finally let go of my lips, the hot lips slowly moved to my neck, collarbone, all the way down slowly, biting every inch of my skin, bringing a tingling and slightly painful feeling.

But he seemed to feel that it was far from enough, his breathing was heavy, and his movements gradually became a little out of control.

At this moment, the original faint pain in the lower abdomen suddenly turned into colic at this time, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, and immediately panicked, and hurriedly wanted to call him, but I saw that his wine was rushing, his whole face turned red, and his eyes were a little trance-like, looking down at me, hot sweat fell from my forehead drop by drop, dripping onto my cheeks, and I trembled slightly.

His gaze was blank as he had been when he had pampered me, and my heart sank suddenly, and an indescribable pain welled up from the bottom of my heart.

Then, I saw him open his mouth slightly, and spit out two words-

"Leaving the Pearl ......"

This name, like a sharp knife, pierced my heart all at once.

At this moment, a sharp pain suddenly came from my lower abdomen, and my face changed suddenly, only to feel a burst of hot stuff pouring out of my lower body, and suddenly it was pitch black in front of my eyes.

……

"Young Baby! Young Baby! ”

I opened my eyes wide, but I couldn't see anything, as if my soul had been withdrawn, I don't know how long it took, I slowly heard some voices in my ears, but it was Pei Yuanhao who held me in his arms and shouted loudly: "Qingying, Qingying, what's wrong with you?" ”

There seemed to be something hot in my body that was constantly being withdrawn, I only felt that my whole body was out of control, and I was held in his arms, and the colic pain in my lower abdomen had made my face pale, and I looked up at him, and my lips kept trembling and said, "I...... It hurts......"

His gaze slowly moved to my lower body, and his eyes widened in horror.

I followed his gaze and almost choked.

Blood!

It was all blood, and the thick bedding and brocade quilt on the lower body were all stained red with blood.

My whole person seemed to be lying in a pool of blood, those red, so red that my tears almost flowed out, and Pei Yuanhao hugged my hand tightly, and suddenly yelled: "Come on, come on!" ”

As soon as the people outside heard that his voice was wrong, they hurriedly pushed open the door and came in, and hurriedly said, "Your Majesty, talented, what's wrong-"

Father-in-law Yu and Mama Wu also took Shui Xiu Xiaoyu, but their words were all swallowed in their throats, and when they saw me lying there with a pale face, the brocade quilt could not hide the blood and slowly stained it, and they were all stunned.

"Doctor Legend! Fast! ”

His roar shook my ears and hurt, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the pain in my heart at this moment, and I watched the red in front of me slowly expand, slowly as if it was about to annihilate me.

No...... No!

I shook my head desperately, tears dripping down like beads of broken thread - my child, my child! This is my only expectation, this is my only extravagant hope, don't, you must not have an accident!

I was so scared that I kept shaking, but I couldn't stop the blood from gushing out of my body, this man hugged me so tightly, but I couldn't hold anything, I just felt that my body was slowly getting colder, slowly empty, as if something had been pulled out of my body, even my soul was gone.

When I heard the Imperial Doctor stumbling in and being yelled at by Pei Yuanhao, my consciousness had slowly drifted away......

When I woke up again, it was already two days later.

The sunlight was a little dazzling, perhaps because of the reflection of the snow, the whole room was a little dazzling, I slowly opened my eyes, and the sunlight immediately pierced into my eyes, and I saw a familiar figure in the dazzling light.

As soon as he saw me wake up, he immediately leaned down: "Qingying! ”

Although he blocked the sun, I was still pierced by the dazzling light, and his voice suddenly deepened: "Qingying, are you better?" ”

“……”

I just looked at him.

I didn't talk to him, because there were things that didn't need to be said at all.

The two of them looked at each other silently for a long time, and finally for the first time, he looked away, slowly leaned down and hugged me.

It's not the first time I've been held in his arms, many times in the past, although I'll be scared, although I'll be uneasy, I can still feel the warm breath of the man, but this time, it's only cold, the cold that penetrates the heart.

I was in his arms, trembling, tears dripping down my cheeks.

"Young Baby ......"

He whispered softly in my ear, his hands wrapped around my limp body, very gentle, but very hard, as if to fully integrate me into his body.

But I never moved, not even my heart.

"Won't you let me go?"

“……”

"What else are you going to do with me?"

“……”

The body that was close to me also trembled slightly, and after a long time, he finally slowly let go of me, propped himself up and looked down at me, I just lay under him blankly, with no expression on my face, not even temperature.

It was the first time he had been silent in front of me, and it seemed that even breathing had become a little difficult, and after a long time, he finally said, "It's me, I'm sorry for you." ”

I slowly raised my eyes to look at him.

His face was also very pale, as if he had lost all his blood like mine, but his eyes were red and bloodshot, and although he was still the same person, he was haggard as if he were another person.

But this qiē, I saw it, and I only saw it.

In the face of my indifferent gaze, he seemed to feel something, stretched out his hand and gently held my weak hand, pinching it in the palm of his hand, but the hands of both of them were cold, such skin was close to each other, and he could not feel any temperature, only the hollowness and trembling of each other.

He said, "Young baby, we are still young, and we can still have our own children. ”

"There won't be any more."

This faint sentence was like a thunderbolt from the sky, he was startled, and looked at me with wide eyes, and I looked at him.

"This time, that's enough."

Pei Yuanhao, I didn't stay for you.

Even if you say that I am your most attractive woman; Even if you keep me with the gentlest lingering; Even if you give me a qiē that women in the world want, these are not the reasons for me to stay, I am for this child, for the home I have been looking forward to for half my life.

Therefore, I endured the difficulties of those women in the palace, I endured that I would become a person who even looked down on me, I endured that you would always shout the name of Nangong Lizhu when I was most emotional, and I endured a qiē that I couldn't bear in the past.

Just for this child, just for me and you, and for him, this complete home.

But you, with your own hands, ruined him!

He seemed to feel something, a trace of pain flashed on his pale face, and after a long silence, he slowly looked at me and said, "We, there will be children who belong to us." ”

"Not anymore."

"Yes!"

When he gritted his teeth and said this word, it seemed that his whole body was hurting, and he stared at it deadly, as if he was making the most important decision, a promise.

I looked at him and didn't speak, just smiled slowly.

This smile was extremely gentle, so gentle that it seemed to be blown away by breath in the next moment, he was stunned for a while, and the hand holding me tightened, and I said softly: "You let me go." ”

“……”

That hand spasmed.

"You said that there is no shortage of women in this palace to give birth to children for you, and the one in your heart is not me." When I said this, a hot tear slipped from the corner of my eye, as if all the temperature in my body was sucked away, and even my heart was cold.

"You have so many ...... I won't be missing this one, but I'm - I don't have anything left. ”

……

"Give me back yourself."