What?! As soon as I heard the word pregnant, I was stunned.

I couldn't say a word, my head and ears were full of buzzing sounds, as if the whole person had been struck by a thunderbolt, and I didn't feel anything.

I'm - pregnant?!

I'm pregnant?!

When I realized this, I felt that the world was spinning, everything was chaotic, and only one sentence kept echoing in my mind - am I pregnant? I'm pregnant!

Why did I get pregnant?!

More than three months pregnant, that is, that time, the one who was still in Yangzhou.

Suddenly, I only felt cold in my hands and feet.

Liu San'er was obviously also taken aback, and he was stupid. He looked at the old doctor with wide eyes, and after a while, he ate and said, "Body...... Pregnancy? ”

"yes." The old doctor stroked his gray beard and sighed, "She seems to have some injuries from such a serious disease, right?" Hey, this kid hasn't fallen yet, I can only say that the feng shui of your ancestral tomb is good, otherwise-"

I didn't say the words again, because looking at me and Liu San'er's faces were not right, my face was suddenly so pale that there was no blood at all, they couldn't listen to what they said, and the whole person sat there as if his soul had been drained.

I'm pregnant!

Did I break that man's flesh and bones?

I, after leaving that man, actually became pregnant with his flesh and blood?!

Ha......

At this moment, I actually laughed.

There's no way not to laugh, it's so funny.

God played this joke on me.

After I ended my relationship with him with death, and after I had gone through so much pain and fled from his side, I suddenly told me that there was still a life in my body, a life conceived by me and him.

Haha, hahahaha......

Everyone in the infirmary looked at a pale woman with surprised eyes, sitting weakly in a chair, but she kept laughing, laughing almost breathlessly, and her eyes were full of tears.

Liu San'er kept by my side and looked at me silently, without saying a word, only asked the doctor directly to buy a pair of fetal medicine, and then helped me out slowly.

Neither of them spoke again along the way, and was so silent that even breathing was so obvious, he carefully helped me all the way back to the house, helped me to sit on the bed, stood on the edge of the bed and looked at me for a while, and then said, "I'll go and decoct the medicine for you." ”

“……”

"You have a good rest."

"......" I lowered my head without saying a word, only watching his shadow slowly elongate and disappear on the ground, and then slowly moved my gaze to my lower abdomen.

Since the miscarriage, my menstrual affairs have been very messy, and this time I was put in prison in Yangzhou, and my body has reached the verge of death, and it is already a miracle to save this life, and it is not surprising that the menstrual affairs have not come......

The trembling hand touched the flat lower abdomen, and it was almost impossible to feel that there would be a life there.

But why, did I conceive his child again?

I had clearly left, and had used my life to make a final end to the protracted entanglement between me and him; I'm no longer Yue Qingying, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, but why, do you want me to conceive his child?

I leaned feebly against the head of the bed, letting helpless tears slip from my eyes.

Since she knew that I was pregnant, Liu San'er had been very silent, as if she was afraid of touching something, and she didn't talk much, and the medicine was delivered to me after she had been boiled, and the cooked rice was also delivered to me. He protected me so carefully, but he didn't dare to speak lightly.

When it was time for dinner, I drank the tocolytic medicine he boiled, and the bitter taste made me a little nauseous. He took the bowl and said softly, "You take a break before eating." Dinner was all ready, hot in the pot. ”

I looked up at him, "You're going out?" ”

"Hmm."

"Where?"

"I ...... I want to go down to the river to try my luck. ”

"Isn't there still a fishing ban?"

"I heard that it's almost solved, and I'm just going to take a look in the ditch next to it." As he spoke, he looked at my pale face again: "You have to make up for it now." ”

As soon as I heard what he said, my eyes were a little hot, and I could only lower my eyes.

After a while, I choked up and said, "You, don't be so nice to me." ”

“……”

"I'm not worth it."

He was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent.

The room was quiet, I couldn't even hear the breathing, but I seemed to be able to hear tears flowing into my heart, he looked at me quietly for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was low, a little hoarse: "You, don't be sad." ”

“……”

I thought he would comfort me for something, but he was silent for a while, and finally didn't say anything more, just said dryly: "Have a good rest, children are very important." ”

I opened my eyes wide and looked at his dark eyes, slightly lowered, with thick eyelashes covering them, and there was a gloom that I couldn't tell whether it was sadness or helplessness. The dim candle flame flickered, and the eyelashes cast a long shadow on his face. I watched the shadow flutter as if he wanted to lift his eyes to look at me, but he never did, and as soon as he turned around, he went out.

I sat at the head of the bed, obviously so tired in my body, so tired in my heart, but I couldn't rest at ease, I just kept looking at my flat lower abdomen in a daze. At this time, Aunt Liu's weak voice came from the back room, and she called me softly: "Light girl......?" ”

As soon as I heard this, I hurriedly got up and walked in, and I saw Aunt Liu lying at the head of the bed, looking at me.

"Aunt Liu, are you okay?" I walked over and tucked the quilt for her. Her body is not good, and she is also wiggling with the quilt on a hot day, I touched her forehead, and it was fine.

"You called me something?"

"It's nothing, I heard you didn't make a sound for a long time. Auntie wants to talk to you. ”

"Okay, you say."

As I spoke, I helped her sit up, and used a pillow to cushion her behind her back to make her more comfortable, Aunt Liu looked at my pale face lovingly, smiled and said, "Have you drunk the medicine?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and my face suddenly turned even paler.

Liu San'er, have you sued her?

"Don't worry, San'er didn't say anything, and he wouldn't say anything when I asked." She said softly: "But my aunt is also from here, I was disgusted when I drank this medicine, how could I not know what medicine it is?" ”

As she spoke, she looked at me again, sighed slightly, and said, "Actually, don't care. When San'er brought you back for the first time, I knew it. A woman jumped into the river with an injury, woke up and refused to say anything, what else could it be for? ”

I sat on the edge of the bed, my whole body trembling slightly.

"A woman's life is born bitter. When you meet someone who is rich, you may not be taken to heart, and when you meet someone who knows the pain and heat, you will live a hard life, depending on how you choose. She said, but as if she remembered something, a sweet smile appeared on her wrinkled face: "My family's mouth, I don't know anything, only fishing, I have never hated eating fish, but I still followed him to eat fish for a lifetime, no way, who let him marry him?" ”

I choked up and said, "Auntie......"

She stretched out her hand, which was as dry as old bark, patted the back of my hand gently, and said, "Over the years, the girls in the village have also handed Geng stickers to San'er's hands, even Rue Xiang - hey, I shouldn't have said it, that girl is also a good girl, just like you, capable and docile. But San'er kept dragging it out and didn't even reply to a word. I didn't know why he was at first, but then he kept going to Momiji Temple to work, and my aunt found out. ”

"......" I was stunned for a moment.

He said that when he was in Yangzhou City, he met the girl he liked, but the girl was gone. When he left Yangzhou, he went to Hongye Temple to ask for marriage, and the abbot of Hongye Temple told him that he and the girl still had a fate, and he could always meet ......"

I suddenly understood what was coming, and my eyes widened in astonishment.

Liu San'er, he-

Aunt Liu gently held my hand and said, "Child, San'er is a good child, kind-hearted, diligent, and knows how to hurt people." If you marry him, other aunts don't dare to say it, but he promises not to let you suffer a little and shed a tear. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, tears welled up in my eyes.

The hot tears flowed down my cheeks like flames, and I kept shivering, and the tear stains were like every wound in the past, clearly imprinted there.

As soon as she saw me crying, Aunt Liu seemed to be a little anxious, and was busy getting up to wipe me, but her body was weak, so she could only lie there, and asked eagerly: "Child, child, what's wrong with you?" Don't you want to? If you don't want to, just sue Auntie, Auntie won't force you. This is as if the aunt never said it. ”

"......" I cried so much that I couldn't speak, I could only shake my head.

"Y-you're worried about your children?" She immediately seemed to remember something, looked at my lower abdomen, and said, "Don't worry, as long as this child is yours, San'er will be distressed." Not every man is so cautious. ”

As she spoke, she squeezed my hand and said softly: "Isn't my family and my family's son, to San'er, just like my own child?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, raised my head in shock, and looked at Aunt Liu with teary eyes: "What did you say?" ”

She also smiled bitterly, with a sad expression on her face, and said, "San'er, he is not our own." ”

"What?" I was surprised, Liu San'er was not born to them? But didn't she just say that she drank fetal pills and drank nausea, why?

Aunt Liu sighed and said, "I was also pregnant, but my body was weak, and the child was lost before it was saved. I wanted to never have it after that. ”

“……”

"Later, there was a scholar surnamed Liu who wanted to go to Beijing to take the exam, and he happened to borrow my house. He dragged his children and daughters, and he couldn't get by, so he entrusted the youngest child to us. ”

“……”

"We are all surnamed Liu, which is considered to be our family, because San'er is the third in his family, so we have always called him San'er, and we haven't given him a big name."

My head buzzed.