Liu San'er looked down at me, I reached out and picked up a small wooden stick, and wrote a word on the ground, "San'er, what is this word?" ”

Without even thinking about it, he said, "Boat." ”

After speaking, I was stunned for a moment, looking at me with a little puzzlement, I still smiled, didn't speak, and wrote another word: "What about this?" ”

"Yi."

"Hmm. I like this word very much, it is one of the best qualities in people. ”

He nodded, looked at the word for a while, seemed to be a little hesitant in his heart, and lowered his head and said, "Light, what's wrong with you?" ”

I interrupted him, and slowly wrote a few more lines, and he looked at it, and read it out slowly.

"The ice is three feet thick, and the snow covers thousands of miles. Jun's heart is like a pine and cypress, and my heart is like that. ”

I looked up and smiled at him.

He looked at me with some hesitation: "Why are you writing this?" ”

"Because, this Yi word, this poem, are all like you."

“……”

"Although, I still want your life to be like the poem I taught you last time."

He hesitated for a moment, and said softly: "Compassion is light and cold, and the apricot blossoms are small pink." Swing rope in the middle of the night, the pavilion is hazy and drizzle......"

"yes, you have a good memory."

He scratched the back of his head a little embarrassed, glanced at me, and said softly: "Actually, I like this poem very much." I think this poem, like your name. ”

“…… My name? ”

"Hmm." As he spoke, he blushed a little more and more, avoided my eyes, and said, "I think it's as beautiful as your name." It makes people feel very happy. ”

“……”

I was suddenly speechless, and I only felt a sour tip of my nose.

Happiness......

Happiness.

All I want in my life is this peaceful happiness in front of me.

However, flying alone is too lonely.

If it is a wing, there is no fear of death.

And if he wants to fly to a higher place, I, as a wife, and as a wing, should also accompany him to a higher place!

I said softly: "Liu San'er, let me teach you to read." ”

The body I was leaning on suddenly stiffened, as if he couldn't believe his ears, and he turned his head to look at me in shock.

I looked at him with a smile: "I'm not very knowledgeable, but you- I can still afford to teach." ”

He looked at me stupidly, and after a long moment he said ecstatically, "Light, you- did you really agree!?" ”

"Hmm."

As I spoke, I laughed again: "In the future, don't hide the book in the firewood, if it burns, you will take it and return it to others." ”

He was embarrassed by what I said, and his face turned even redder.

In the middle of the night, he reached out and grabbed my hand, because he was happy, his hand was shaking, and he couldn't speak clearly: "Light-light, I-"

I smiled, also held his hand, patted it gently, and said: "I know that you are motivated, and I also know that you have always wanted to study hard, the reason why I have not taught you is not for other reasons, but I have told you before, sometimes, the more you know, the happier you may be." ”

Liu San'er said: "I-"

"Still, I figured it out."

"Figured it out? What did you figure out? ”

“……”

I looked at him, with an uncertain look on his dark face, smiled and shook my head, and gently rested my head on his shoulder. The two of them stopped talking, just quietly looking at the beautiful scenery in front of them.

From that day on, every night after dinner, after finishing the work at home, I sat down at the table and began to teach Liu San'er to learn literature.

He is already in his twenties, and it is actually too late to start learning at this time, but fortunately, he has studied in a private school for a few years, and he still has a foundation, plus his talent is not bad, or perhaps, there is a talent of his father and brother in his blood - Liu Shizhou used to be a scholar of Enke, Liu Yi is also a bachelor of Hanlin Academy, Liu San'er has a good memory, and he can learn things well.

It's the mosquitoes at night that are hard.

After autumn, there are a lot fewer mosquitoes, but there are still some very poisonous, a bite on the body is painful and itchy, he and I often teach and learn, both of us scratch their ears and cheeks are very sad, and finally can only hide in bed and put down the mosquito net, light a candle to learn.

Tonight, let him silently learn the ancient texts he had learned before, and after he finished silently, I looked at him with a smile and said, "I remember when I told you that day, you obviously liked "Getaway" so much, why couldn't you be silent?" This "Light and Heavy" is so boring, why are you so silent? ”

He also seemed to be a little confused, and smiled: "Yes, why? ”

I glanced at him again and smiled: "Forget it, let's not talk about that today, let's talk about "Yang Goods". ”

"This?" He picked up the book and shook it twice: "I remember what Mr. said before." ”

"Spoken? Tell me what you've talked about? ”

"Only women and villains are difficult to raise."

……

The room fell silent for a moment, and he sat across from me, and though he didn't speak, his lips were curled upward, and his crooked eyes were full of playful light. I was immediately annoyed and angry.

"Good! You're still scolding me. ”

As he spoke, he picked up the book and wrapped it in a roll to beat him.

He laughed and hid: "No." ”

"And say no!"

"What Sage Kong said."

"Come less!"

The scroll knocked on his back, crackling, he laughed and hidden, I pulled his sleeve and didn't let go, the two of them were making trouble in that small bed, at this moment, we both sensitively heard the sound of Xi Suo Suo coming from the back room, it seemed that Aunt Liu was awakened by us, and muttered while getting out of bed: "What are you two doing without sleeping?" ”

Liu San'er and I were both startled, afraid that she would see us lighting candles on the bed and would nagging for a long time, so he quickly took me in his arms, and then leaned forward and blew out the candle behind me.

The room was plunged into darkness.

I had just had a fight with him, and I was already a little uneven in my breath, and I was held in his arms like this, and my slightly red cheeks were pressed against his chest, and I felt the ups and downs there, and the beating heart under my chest, poof, poof, seemed to be beating more and more violently.

I can't help but feel a little hot on my cheeks.

His breath and smell were caged in such a small bed, as if my whole being was integrated into his body.

In the dark, every breath he breathed, every heartbeat, became more and more obvious, as if the sound hit my heart, the posture that was originally docked on his chest was also a little indescribably awkward, I subconsciously moved, but immediately felt a weakness in my hands and feet, and subconsciously reached out and grabbed the placket of his chest.

And he, as if caught off guard, was touched by my hot fingers and let out a low muffled grunt.

At this moment, a sound of footsteps walked to the door, and Aunt Liu opened the curtain.

In the darkness, all I could hear was my low gasps and his suppressed breathing.

Aunt Liu seemed to be stunned for a moment, put down the curtain with a sigh, and read in her mouth: "Amitabha Buddha Amitabha." He quickly walked back and seemed to be in a hurry to go to bed again.

Liu San'er and I have been snuggling up to each other like this, until this time, I suddenly felt that the other party's body temperature had risen to a hot level, but it was a little hot to touch, especially his breathing, as if it was carrying sparks, and when it blew on the top of my head, it almost burned my hair.

At this moment, both of them were involuntary and a little out of control.

I don't know how long it took, I shuddered, and looked up at him, and immediately saw in the darkness, those strangely bright eyes, like obsidian, but burning with a small flame, flickering at me, as if to set me on fire.

My body trembled.

In the past, the two of them stayed in this bed for most of the night, and they really didn't think too much about it in black and white, but this moment seemed to be completely different.

He and I have been married for a long time.

A normal, adult man would not be without that need, and besides, I had never had a round house with him, or even had more intimate contact, and a young, strong-blooded man like him could not feel it at all. Sometimes in the middle of the night, I would feel like he was watching me all the time, and even his breath seemed to blow into my face, but in the end, I could only hear the sound of him gently going out of the house to take a shower in the stone shed.

It's been months since then.

If you don't think about it, maybe it's still calm, but when you think about it, your heart seems to be ignited by a little spark, and the wildfire burns like a prairie fire.

His breathing was getting heavier and heavier.

My face was also burning with fever.

"Light ......" he suddenly called out to me, his voice was very low, but with a little strange hoarseness, and even his voice was trembling.

“……”

"I—"

He was only halfway through his words, or maybe he didn't say it at all, all my feelings were on his breathing, his heartbeat, and the hand around my waist, almost hot ironed around my waist, slowly exerting force, slowly tightening.

My whole body was almost trapped in his arms.

That masculine breath permeated every inch of my skin, almost melting my whole being.

But at this moment, his hand flicked and touched my bulging belly.

Suddenly, he and I froze.

The next moment, he lifted the mosquito net at once, got out of bed with a snort, and said in a hurry: "You-you have a good rest." ”

After speaking, he had walked to the door, opened the wooden door with a bang, and suddenly a cold wind poured in from outside the door, blowing the bed curtains, I sat on the bed a little stiffly, looking at the cold moonlight outside the door on the familiar silhouette of the door, the broad shoulders can obviously pick up a thousand heavy burdens, but at this moment trembling slightly, he only stopped, but did not look back, but walked out quickly.

After a while, I heard the sound of rushing water from the stone shed.

I sat quietly on the bed, listening to the sound of water in the distance, the temperature of the air around me had dropped suddenly, it was a little cold, I looked at the dark night outside the door, for some reason, my heart felt a little empty.

After this night, Liu San'er and I saw each other again, although there was no embarrassment, there was an indescribable feeling.

He still works with a big grin, or laughs happily, when he follows me to study literature, he is still serious, but sometimes, I can see something in his eyes, the past was imprisoned in my heart, but once I pierce another small hole, it will grow out of control.

But I-

Looking down at his belly, the high bulge had blocked his view, and he couldn't even see his feet.

Even if I forget all the past qiē, I know what a woman should do at this time and what she shouldn't do, besides, some things I can take as a dream, but some injuries are still in my heart.

I looked at my stomach and could only sigh.

At this time, Aunt Liu asked, "Light, what's wrong?" People are uncomfortable? ”

I came back to my senses and hurriedly smiled, "No." ”

"Is it that the family has been too busy and tired lately?" As she spoke, she pointed outside and scolded: "San'er is really right, the work in the field is all done, and he runs out all day long, and he is not home!" ”

I smiled and said, "Mother, he's helping people do carpentry work now." Often going to town. ”

"Then you can't stay home, you're alone in this house."

"It's okay, I'm idle too."

After the grain in the field was harvested, Liu San'er went to the carpenter's shop in the town to pick up the work, the wages came faster, after all, it was winter, and the new clothes and quilts had to be repurchased, which was enough for him to be busy for a while, and sometimes he couldn't go home for a day or two.

In the afternoon, I didn't have much to do, and a family in the next village asked me to help write an obituary, so I buried my head in the yard and wrote, writing, when I heard a voice outside laughing: "Yo, my brother and sister are writing again." ”

When I looked up, it was Gou Er, lying at the gate of the courtyard and looking at me with a smile.

I don't care about this person, but in the end, it is from a village, and I have to give Liu San'er a perfunctory face, so I smiled faintly: "Second brother Gou." ”

"Home alone?"

"My mother and aunt are here."

"Oh, where is San'er?"

I frowned slightly, and suddenly remembered that he had pulled Liu San'er to the Qinglou before, and was slightly displeased, so I said lightly: "Go to work." ”

"Workmanship? What are you doing, so busy? ”

"The work of the carpenter shop in town."

"Oh, the carpenter shop in town." Gou Er said with a smile: "Is it the carpenter shop that is very close to the incense factory?" ”

When I heard this, my brow immediately furrowed.

The incense courtyard he was talking about was the newly opened green building in the town.

In this rural town, everyone has only food and clothing, where are there still people who have spare money to visit the Qinglou, but since Yangzhou opened Enke, the scholars of the three southern provinces have come here; When the scholars get together, it is inevitable that there will be some romances, and I don't know where a boss came from, so he saw the opportunity and opened a green building here.

In fact, if those scholars were just shopping, it would be fine, but not long after, something happened in Yangzhou City.