Liu San'er smiled hesitantly: "I-I'll wash my hands." ”

After saying that, he turned around and walked out.

Seeing him walk quickly, I leaned over and stood in front of the pot, my heart was slightly heavy, and I let out a long sigh.

His hands were full of words.

Soon after the marriage, he mentioned to me a few times that he wanted to learn literature, but I did not agree, nor did I refuse, and he talked about his perfunctory past several times, and after a few times, he stopped mentioning it.

And that day, after he "burned" the kitchen because he was too sleepy, I secretly went to look and found out that there were several old books hidden in the pile of firewood and grass.

At that time, I knew that although I didn't promise him, he still thought of another way, and the threshold of the old Xiucai family in the village was about to be broken by him, so he borrowed a lot of books and secretly read them on my back, and hid them in the firewood and grass pile after reading them. It's just that I turned over those books, because they were all torn over time, and he must have had a hard time reading them.

And a few times when I went to the field to bring him food, I would see him sitting on the field from a distance, shaking his head and reciting, "When the king sees evil, the ministers will hide; If the king sees good, the ministers can ......".

I will come back so late today, and I will show the way for the readers, just thinking about it, I also understand.

In fact, when he mentioned it for the first time, my heart was really happy, no matter how hard life is, but my husband is motivated, just like the road in front of me is bumpy, but I know that it will lead to the best place; Besides, although he is already very satisfied with the status quo, if he can still have a good knowledge and sing poetry and harmony in his spare time, it will really be perfect.

However, if you really want to do this, there is still some inexplicable hesitation in my heart.

The most nosy autumn wind, red his maple leaf white head, when I first told him this poem, I myself knew very well, the more I knew, the more contradictions and pains, sometimes, people should be rare to be confused.

I don't want to stop him, but I really don't want him to lose his current happiness and go into the pain of sobriety.

But he seems to have been looking in the direction of sobriety.

In the evening, Liu San'er was tired all day, and after eating dinner and taking a shower, he fell asleep, while I lay quietly on the bed, looking at the mosquito net above my head in a daze.

At this time, Liu San'er's murmured whisper suddenly came from his ears-

"Faith, no one has faith...... Do not stand. ”

My heart moved, and I hurriedly turned my head to look at him, but I saw that he was still asleep, but he was unconsciously talking in his sleep, muttering, "What's the matter...... Quartet, to -- in the center. The saint is obsessed...... Want...... Whew-"

Listening to him "want" for a long time, but like a naughty boy who couldn't memorize a book, he snored for a long time, and I couldn't help but almost laugh.

The room was pitch black, only the faint moonlight shining through the window, shining on his dark but clean face, there was a particularly pure handsomeness, he slept deeply, it seemed that he had been in another universe, his soul was also rippling, and a faint smile appeared on his calm face, which was indescribably satisfied.

My smile faded slowly, and I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him for a long time.

He woke up early the next morning, cleaned up as if nothing happened, washed up, took two steamed buns and went to the ground, I still worked at home, embroidered the last few stitches of embroidery, and it was noon.

After cooking the food and putting it on the table, Aunt Liu looked outside the house and said, "What about San'er, you haven't come back again?" ”

I nodded: "It's autumn, and the work in the fields is busy." ”

"Busy shouldn't be like this, if you don't eat at this time, how can you have the strength to work?"

I smiled and said, "Mother, don't worry, when you finish eating, I'll send him over, so that he won't run back and forth." ”

"How's that going, your body—"

"If you don't get in the way, you can't take a single step."

While saying that, she set the dishes and chopsticks, and Queen Yin also sat at the table, her eyes looking out of the room.

Although she used to be an unscrupulous woman, but after going crazy, she was a little too quiet, sometimes she didn't even look like a madman, and she sat in the back room with Aunt Liu for a long time, not noisy or noisy, and the most happy thing was to see Liu San'er come back, and she would pull her son to call her son long and short, as if she was afraid that he would be tired.

Looking at her quiet appearance, I smiled, but suddenly realized that I had just lost my mind and took a pair of chopsticks missing.

Aunt Liu also saw it, so she said, "Aunt He, go to the kitchen and get a pair." ”

When Empress Yin heard this, her eyes immediately widened, and her whole person shrank for a moment, revealing a look of fear.

I remembered at once, the last time Liu San'er almost burned the kitchen, at that time she was frightened, and when I came out, I saw her standing in the yard with her eyes like copper bells, no matter how she shouted to pull her, she didn't respond, and she had a fever at night and talked nonsense all night.

Until now, she would hide away from the kitchen.

I hurriedly said, "No need mother, I'll get it, you and your aunt will eat first." ”

Aunt Liu glanced at her, and couldn't do anything about her, sighed and stuffed the chopsticks into her hand: "Eat quickly, there is salted fish and roasted eggplant today, you love to eat." ”

After eating, Liu San'er still didn't come back, I helped my aunt and Queen Yin into the house to rest, cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, packed the food, and went out with the basket.

After walking along the path for a while, the next slope is a golden splendor in front of you.

Autumn is the harvest season, but also determines the color of the earth, the wheat is dyed yellow by the cool autumn wind, and from afar, you can smell the clean fragrance of the land and the sweet fragrance of the wheat.

Approaching his own land, there is a clump of verdant bamboo on the edge of the field, through the bamboo leaves, I saw Liu San'er standing on the ridge, I was just about to call him, but found that there was a person standing next to him, and after a closer look, it was a young man who lived in the east of the village, about the same age as Liu San'er, called Gou Er, and was pulling him to say something.

This Gou Er is a person who likes to work hard, does not learn and has no skills, his family is a little thin, and he is idle every day.

Seeing Liu San'er with him, I frowned, walked over gently, and heard him say: "Let's go, San'er, buddy will take you to see the world, you are so big, you haven't entered the Qinglou yet." ”

Qinglou?

As soon as I heard these two words, my heart sank.

"It's not far from town, it was only recently opened. Ouch, the girls in there are all as beautiful as fairies, and they can sing little songs and drink with others. ”

Liu San'er smiled wryly, waved his hand and said, "I, I'm not going." ”

"Why not?"

"Gou Er, I have a wife, so I can't go to those places."

"Hey, what are you afraid of if you have a wife? Which man is not a man with three wives and four concubines, you went today, what can your wife say. ”

"No, I can't go." Liu San'er said as she waved her hand.

Na Gou Er didn't seem to give up, and pulled him to lower his voice and said, "Come on, brother will help you hide it, don't tell your wife, isn't it okay?" ”

"No, no." Liu San'er shook his head, but said seriously: "People can't stand without trust, and they don't trust their wives, so how can they be people." I'm not going. Don't go! ”

I stood at the end of the bamboo forest, listening to his words, and my heart jumped at once.

Gou Er entangled for a while to no avail, and then left in a huff. I stood behind the bamboo forest, looking at Liu San'er stupidly, he was still the same, with mud on his hand, and some mud on his face, he looked left and right to see if there was nowhere to wipe it, so he squatted in the pond and washed it, and then picked up a touch of water and poured it on his face to wash away the mud.

The sweat and water beads of the face, angular, upright and clear, when he raised his head and breathed a long sigh of relief, was illuminated by the sun, as if it was glowing.

I looked at him stupidly, and suddenly I couldn't move.

There was an indescribable sensation, as if slowly, swelling in the chest.

The heart was beating and almost jumped out of my chest.

I don't know how long it took, until the clouds in his eyes were dried by the wind, and then he slowly walked out, and as soon as he looked up, he saw me and said with a smile: "Light, why are you here?" ”

"I'll bring you food."

As soon as I opened my mouth, my voice was still a little hoarse, I coughed, and walked over to put the basket down, he smiled and said, "Why are you running here again, watch your body." ”

"It's okay, eat quickly, you're hungry."

"Well, I'm really hungry."

He smiled, wiped his hands on the handkerchief around his waist and took over the dishes and chopsticks, and was about to sit on the ground habitually, but suddenly remembered something, looked at me and said, "Where do you sit, there is no stool here." ”

I smiled, didn't speak, put one hand on my waist, the other on his shoulder, and slowly sat down on the ground.

He smiled, sat down next to me with the bowl in his hand, and began to eat in large gulps.

The meals are a little cold, the most ordinary home-cooked food, but there is the most ironing person, the most warm stomach, the soup is delicious to eat, he gulped down, after a while the bowl was bottomed out, holding the dishes and chopsticks to go to the pond to wash, I grabbed his sleeve, said: "Don't, I'll take it home to wash later." ”

"Oh, then you-"

"San'er, sit with me."

Surprised, he looked down at my face, was silent for a while, then sat down again without saying anything.

The two of them just sat side by side on the edge of the field.

No one spoke, the coolness brought by the autumn wind blowing through the face, mixed with the fragrance of rice and grass emitted by the ripening of the earth, and in front of us was a large piece of golden grain, which was blown by the wind and set off waves that stretched endlessly, as if it could continue forever.

This should be beautiful forever.

I looked at the beautiful scenery in front of me, and then slowly, I turned my head to look at the people around me.

His appearance is not bad, but among the people I know, he is really not outstanding, and he is also a dignified and clear appearance; But in fact, his eyebrows and eyes still inherited the family, and he also has a little bit of Liu Zhaoyi's shadow, but with a rough feeling, if Liu Zhaoyi is an ice beauty and Liu Yi is a beautiful jade, then he is a full rock.

Rough, not necessarily exquisite, but with an indescribable steadfastness and heaviness.

When he smiled and looked at the scenery in front of him, his black and white eyes were rendered by the golden rice, and he seemed to be facing the light, and there was a sense of hope.

I rested my head gently on his shoulder.