"Whew...... Whew......"

My breathing became more and more rapid, my eyes were almost bloodshot, my fingers holding the shards were shaking a little because they were too hard, and seeing that the sharp edge was only a foot away from him, and if I went a little further, it would cut his skin, and the palace ladies and grandmothers were so frightened that they didn't dare to take a breath, and they stared at us with wide eyes.

After being silent for a long time, he said softly: "You hate us so much......"

As soon as I heard his voice, I only felt my mind buzz, and there was nothing left to think about, and the fragments in my hands slammed down on his throat.

"Ahh

"Your Majesty, be careful!"

In the screams of the people around him, Pei Yuanhao didn't seem to feel danger at all, his eyes looked at me without blinking, just when the piece of shard was about to cut his skin, he suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist, I gritted my teeth and struggled hard, but I couldn't break free from his shackles at all.

Seeing that I struggled more and more, his face sank and his hands strained.

"Hmm-" I let out a muffled grunt of pain, and the fragments between my fingers fell to the ground with a thud.

"Let go of me, let go of me!" I struggled desperately in his hands, even if my wrist had been pinched by him and was about to be broken, the sharp pain still couldn't calm me, seeing that I was getting more and more crazy, the guards outside finally stepped forward to restrain me, Pei Yuanhao finally let go of my hand, slowly stood up, my hands were quickly grabbed and buckled behind me, and I sat on the ground panting.

He stood in front of me, looking at me with a furrowed brow.

At this time, Nangong Lizhu walked up to him and said softly: "Your Majesty, did she hurt you?" ”

"It's fine."

He just said two words lightly, and his eyes didn't leave me, who was already struggling with messy hair and bloodshot eyes, and was silent for a long time, and said, "Someone." ”

The grandmothers behind him immediately came over: "Your Majesty." ”

"Let this place be cleaned properly, and all the things for the winter will be prepared, don't—" He paused, then looked at me again, "Don't be bitter about her." ”

"Yes, slave and maid."

After saying this, the whole room fell silent, no one spoke casually anymore, Pei Yuanhao looked at me condescendingly for a long time, as if he wanted to see through something, at this time Nangong Lizhu in his arms sighed softly, stretched out his hand and hugged his arm, he immediately said: "Zhu'er, what's wrong?" ”

"Uh, it's fine."

"Huh? What's going on? ”

"Here, it's a little cold," after taking a closer look, Nangong Lizhu's originally ruddy face really turned white, and she said softly: "My stomach is a little uncomfortable." ”

When Pei Yuanhao heard this, he immediately said, "Go back." ”

"Yes."

With that, both of them turned around, and he carefully escorted the woman out, and just as he was going out, he looked back at me again.

The man who had been holding me had already retreated with them, but I was still sitting on the ground, panting a little wolf, and in those dark eyes, I gritted my teeth so hard that I could almost hear the sound of my teeth gritting in the cold air, and he turned and walked away.

The gate, once again, was locked.

Those grandmothers were the last to leave, and they scolded me for a long time, after all, I went crazy just now, and almost injured the precious concubine Li, maybe everyone here will suffer today, and in the end I was beaten to the ground and even had some difficulty breathing, so they scolded and walked out.

The whole body hurts......

I lay on the ground, looking feebly at my limp hands, which had a few piercing bruises in addition to the wounds from the grandmothers.

It's the man's fingerprints.

It hurts all over my body, and there, it hurts terribly.

I endured the pain that my wrist was almost broken, and I clenched my fist hard, the bones on the back of my emaciated hand bulged high, and I clenched my teeth hard - today's qiē will be rewarded one by one in the future!

Certain!

At this moment, there was a sudden sound of a soft push on the door outside.

When I heard this, I immediately unloaded all the strength of my body, and my eyebrows furrowed slightly--what's going on? Could it be that there are still people who haven't left, or is it that Nangong Lizhu stayed behind to "visit" me alone?

However, if she comes, it won't be when Pei Yuanhao has just left for a while, let alone be so cautious, I heard the footsteps so soft, as if I was afraid that a heavier one would scare me, such caution is a bit like-

I thought and slowly raised my head.

I saw a familiar little figure standing there at the gate of the courtyard, looking at me with a little frightened look on his immature face, and after a while, he slowly walked over and walked to the door.

“…… Mother-in-law. ”

The voice was still a little trembling, it seemed that I was frightened, I was also a little at a loss for a while, lying on the ground and couldn't get up, I could only barely raise my head to look at Nian Shen's little face and pale with fright, like a rabbit that had been greatly frightened.

How did he end up here? How long have you been here? How many did you see again?

"Your Highness, you- why are you here? Didn't I tell you not to come? ”

He grabbed the fence with both hands, his eyes were wide open and he looked at me with injuries all over his body, and said softly: "I, I'm not at ease, I'll come to see you." ”

"So, how much do you see?"

“……”

He didn't speak, just looked at me, but I already understood perfectly.

For a while, I was a little silent, I didn't know what to say to this child, I had always been a kind, kind, and suffering grandmother in front of him, but just now I went crazy like a hungry wolf, I don't know if it will frighten this simple child.

I struggled to stand up, sat in the corner, and reluctantly combed the messy hair in front of my forehead with my limp hand, trying to make a gentle smile: "Just now, I scared you." ”

"......," his small shoulders shrank again.

My heart sank, and I was silent for a while, and then said softly: "If Your Highness is afraid, you can not come." ”

“……”

"I'm a crazy person, and everyone is afraid of me."

“……”

"Your Highness, let's go back quickly, don't let the queen mother worry......"

As I spoke, I lowered my head slightly, curled up and made the pain in my whole body feel better, and there was no sound around, maybe Xiao Nianshen had already left, recalling the way I went crazy just now, no one would want to approach such a madman, thinking of this, I smiled softly.

At this moment, a tender voice said cautiously: "Grandma......, you-you're not crazy, are you?" ”

“……”

"You're not crazy, I know."

Hearing the still childish, but extremely firm voice, I slowly raised my head and saw that the little figure was still standing at the door, looking at me with clear eyes, with incomparably clear spirit. Somehow, in such a cold room, I suddenly felt a little carbon red ignited in my chest, although it was only a little, but it was so hot, even the wounds all over my body were not so painful, and I even had a little strength.

I gritted my teeth and slowly moved to the door, Nian Shen looked up at me with a small face, and did not retreat.

When I spoke, my voice was a little hoarse: "Your Highness, are you not afraid of me?" ”

"Don't be afraid." He shook his head: "I know Grandma is not a crazy person, nor is she a bad person. ”

“……”

I smiled softly and stretched out my hand to touch his little face, but as soon as I reached out, I found that my hands were full of hideous wounds and dirty dust, and I froze there.

But a pair of small hands reached through the gap in the wooden fence and grabbed my hand.

Although it was so small, the fleshy little hands were very warm, and he said, "Grandma, your hands are so cold, aren't they cold, I'll help you warm up." After saying that, he held my hand with both hands, and his small mouth breathed into my hand, and he blew and whirred.

Actually, it's not cold at all.

My tears were hot and fell from my eyes, and I could feel the warmth even in my cheeks.

After blowing for a while, he raised his little face and looked at me again: "Grandma, is it a little warmer?" ”

“…… Well! ”

He smiled happily with his mouth open, and his eyes narrowed into slits.

Although this is the coldest and most unforgiving cell in the cold palace, although my whole body is full of pain, and the wolf is like a water dog, but this moment is so warm, even when I enjoy the glory in the future, the memory is so precious.

I don't know how long it took, my cold fingertips finally warmed up under Xiao Nianshen's care, and he breathed a sigh of relief, raised his head to look at me again, as if he had been thinking for a long time, and said softly: "Grandma, you, why do your father and Concubine Li have to come to visit you, you, you are not an ordinary palace maid, right." ”

“……”

"Are you, the former concubine of your father?"

My mind moved, and I looked down at this child, although kind and innocent, but not a stupid child.

I was silent for a long time and shook my head: "I'm not." ”

"......" When he heard this, his small brows furrowed, as if he wanted to say something, but looking at my lowered pupils, he didn't speak again, just looked at me as if he didn't understand.

"Then ......," he thought for a moment, and then asked, "Then why are you pretending to be crazy in front of your father?" You're not crazy. ”

I smiled faintly, "I'm just crazy." ”

"Huh?"

I leaned down, looked him in the eye, and said softly, "Even if I'm not crazy, but someone wants me to be crazy, I'm crazy, if I'm not crazy, I can't survive, if I die-"

If I die...... If I die......

I can't die!

I haven't found my daughter yet, and all the suffering I have suffered, the qiē I have experienced, there is no creditor!

I must not die, I must live!

"I, I don't understand." Nian Shen shook his head a little anxiously and said, "But, Grandma, are you going to be locked up here all the time?" ”

The smile on my lips deepened: "Of course not. ”

I waited for more than two years, and I didn't wait in vain.

My chance has finally come......