As soon as Xiao Nianshen heard my words, he immediately grabbed the wooden fence with a happy expression and said, "Really? Grandma, will he let you out? ”

Let me out?

Hearing these four words, the corners of my lips hooked imperceptibly, but I didn't show a sneer in my heart in front of this child, and I didn't want him to see it, and learned about those things that should not be stored in his simple world, so I smiled faintly: "Yes, I will let the emperor let me out." ”

He looked excited: "So, when is it?" ”

“…… It's almost there. ”

However, the opportunity that came faster than the one I was waiting for was Nangong Lizhu.

I had become accustomed to the fact that every time she and the Emperor had visited me, she would come alone again, and this time she was decidedly in a better mood than ever, and I had heard that pregnant women were always moody, but she didn't seem to be.

As I grabbed the food from the bowl outside the wooden fence with my hand and stuffed it into my mouth, I heard the sound of footsteps from far and near, and when I looked up, I saw her enter the courtyard gate.

When she saw me eating, the sweet smile on her lips deepened.

And I, like a beast in a cage, let out a sharp roar at the sight of her, clutching the wooden fence and desperately reaching out, trying to catch her.

"Looks like you're having a good time."

"Woo-woo——!"

She walked over with a lotus step, until she walked in front of the wooden fence, looked at me condescendingly, her face was a beautiful smile, but that beautiful smile revealed an indescribable hideousness, especially in the pair of sheared eyes, no longer the eyes that softened the spring water, but there was a hatred that went deep into the bone marrow!

It will make people bruise all over their bodies!

Seeing that I was crazy like a beast, she sneered, the smile on her face slowly faded, and she gritted her teeth and said, "I really want him to see it, see what you look like now!" ”

"I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill you!"

When I was desperately screaming and trying to grab her with my hand, she suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist, where there were still bruises left by Pei Yuanhao yesterday, I suddenly felt a sharp pain hit, and the whole person shrank back, but she grabbed me instead: "You want to kill me?" But I don't want to kill you. ”

"Ah...... Let go of me, let go! ”

"I won't kill you, I'm going to let you live like this crazy and undignified all the time!"

“……”

"Doesn't he like you because of your quietness and elegance?" When she said this, her eyes showed a fierce light, staring at me deadly, as if she wanted to stare a hole in me: "Now, look at your appearance, are you still a little quiet and elegant?" What is the difference between you and a brute? ”

"Ahh

"It hurts?" She heard my cry of pain and raised her eyebrows slightly: "Do you have any pain from me?" How much did I pay for him? For him, I left the great capital and rushed all the way to such a harsh grassland, I was so bumstled that my bones were scattered, but he looked at the direction of the capital every day and drank, even in his dreams, he called your name; I turned my back on Yuan Hao for him, went south to make a risk, and even did not hesitate to hurt myself and use bitter schemes, but he, as soon as he heard your 'death', he didn't even look at me anymore; for him, I ran around in Shengjing to lobby the Eight Heavenly Kings to send troops, but he, as soon as he heard that you arrived in Dongzhou, he actually left 400,000 troops alone, so he entered Dongzhou alone to find you, and did not hesitate to make enemies of Shengjing's people! ”

The more she spoke, the more angry her eyes became, and the hand that grabbed my wrist harder and harder, and finally she came over and looked into my eyes almost viciously: "You sue me, why are you, why did you let him do this to you!" ”

“……”

"He knows that I am going to deal with your daughter, and he actually repelled my people with serious injuries, and he also wants to save your daughter, why, why does he have to be so desperate for you, and he doesn't even look at the qiē I paid!"

The hand on my hand was squeezed by her heavily, and I almost screamed in pain, but as soon as I heard the word "daughter", I seemed to clear up again, trembling slightly: "I, my daughter, my daughter, she-"

"Your daughter, yes, you only remember your daughter now," she sneered at me as she looked at me crazy, "Although your daughter was rescued by him, don't be too happy. ”

“……”

"I've heard that his injuries are fatal, and even if you save your child, you may not survive."

“……”

"Perhaps, two years ago, he died on the side of the road."

“……”

"And your child ...... Hahahaha, perhaps, has become food for roadside beasts. ”

“……”

I didn't seem to hear anything, only chanted "daughter" over and over again, these two words had already captured all my mind, I trembled almost spasmodically, and after a long time slowly raised my head to look at her: "My daughter...... She, where is she? You—you give it back to me, you give it back to me! ”

Seeing that I was about to go crazy again, she suddenly let go of my hand and took a few steps back, watching me desperately struggle to reach out from the crack in the fence, like a trapped beast desperately trying to break free, but there was nothing she could do, she slowly stood up, and said calmly: "It doesn't matter whether he is dead or alive, whether your child is dead or alive." ”

“……”

"It doesn't matter if they live or die, but you have to live like this!"

“……”

"What I have suffered, my humiliation, someone must pay the price, Yue Qingying, this is what you owe me!"

After saying this, she slowly turned around and walked away in my beast-like whimper and roar, and when she walked out of the small courtyard, the grandmothers hurriedly greeted her with a flattering smile, and she said coldly: "Remember what the emperor ordered, don't 'wrong' her, if she dies, the palace will not be easy to explain to the emperor." ”

"Yes, yes, the slaves and maids have remembered the words of the mother."

"Just remember." After she finished speaking, she turned to leave, and the ladies of the palace knelt down behind her: "Congratulations to the mother." ”

It wasn't until the figure was far away, so far away that I could no longer hear the sound here, that I slowly quieted down, a little out of breath from the struggle just now, and I tried to calm my heartbeat, but the hand holding the wooden fence never let go.

It's just that because I grabbed it too hard, my nails were faintly bloody.

I gasped and looked at my fingertips that were almost cracking, and after a while, I reached into my mouth and pulled out my throat, and immediately vomited out what I had swallowed, and vomited it all over the place.

However, no matter how uncomfortable it was, I kept vomiting until I couldn't vomit anything.

At this time, I collapsed and had no strength to sit on the ground, which has happened so often in the past two years, I can eat very little, even catch the mice running around the corner to eat, and rarely eat the food they bring, unless I am really hungry and can't stand it.

Because I know very well that every meal I have added drugs that can cause people to go crazy, and it is precisely because of these medicines that I couldn't control myself at the beginning and pulled out the knife to defend myself and stabbed Pei Yuanhao, but the woman pounced faster than anyone else.

When the blood on her body splashed on my face, and I was slapped to the ground by Pei Yuanhao, I saw her eyes, there was nothing in them except hatred, maybe it was a long time ago.

It's just that I found out too late.

When I finally got a glimmer of consciousness, I was already locked up in the small courtyard of this cold palace, and that woman, because of my madness, returned to the emperor's side smoothly, and became the one who could manipulate my life.

It was easy for her to kill me, but she didn't kill me, but it was because of this that I was able to find some of the details I wanted to know from her smug words every time she came to humiliate me.

But today, what she said almost really broke me.

For two years, I have been relying on my thoughts about Li'er, thinking that one day I can find her back in order to support myself to survive, but Nangong Lizhu suddenly told me that Pei Yuanxiu was seriously injured when he took Li'er away, so is he dead or alive now, and is my daughter still alive in this world?

The heart is as if it had been tormented on a fire.

I don't know how long it took to regain a little strength, and I clenched my fists hard - Li'er, you must be fine, Pei Yuanxiu, it will be fine!

I'm going to get out of here alive, and I'm sure I'll find you!

Since knowing that I might be able to come out, Xiao Nianshen was very happy, and he would come to see me every two or three days, and each time he would bring me a lot of food, and I realized that in fact, this child is not only kind, but also has a natural spirituality.

It's just that such spirituality, in such a place, I don't know what kind of shape it will be molded into in the future.

On this day, after the grandmothers left, I heard his footsteps again, but walked to the wooden fence in a somewhat cheerful rhythm, and the snow-white and pink little group smiled happily: "Grandma, I'm here again." ”

"Your Highness."

I happily walked to the door, squatted down and saw him carefully take out the handkerchief in his arms, uncover it layer by layer, and I could see the dim sum that was squeezed into a little deformation, and he sent it to me: "Look, this is candied fruit, this is almond bergamot, this is the congenial cake, and your favorite potpourri ......"

I looked at him with a smile: "Your Highness seems to be very happy today, is there something good happening?" ”

"Hmm."

He smiled so hard that his eyes narrowed, and he nodded at me: "Grandma, do you know that my father praised me today." ”

“…… Really? That's good. ”

All along, I can feel that although Pei Yuanhao is not bad for this child, he is not too good, coupled with Chang Qing's indifference, although Xiao Nianshen was born in Qiluo Cong, he is not as warm and beautiful as outsiders, so the emperor's praise made him so happy.

Thinking of this, looking at his happy appearance, I felt a little sad.

Nian Shen looked at me and said, "Actually, my father's praise of me is all due to you, Grandma." ”

I raised my eyes: "Oh? ”