My face turned pale.

It's not that I don't know that he will definitely come to me in this matter, and it's not that I don't know how shocking Liu San'er is to me and him when he appears this time, but when it really comes to an end, I'm still so at a loss.

My life is not only painful, but also has many opportunities and best memories, until now it looks like a dream, but every time I wake up from a dream, I have long known what I will face.

He stood in the doorway, tall as a mountain, almost blending in with the night, giving people an incomparable pressure.

I bit my lower lip and said, "Does the emperor have any orders?" ”

"I'm asking you if you want to go to the West Chamber."

As he spoke, he stepped in, and I subconsciously retreated, but in front of him, I had no way out, so I could only watch him walk in, and with a force, the door was closed behind him.

At this time, when he really approached the eyes, I calmed down.

"I didn't go."

As soon as the words fell, he suddenly stretched out his hand and pinched my chin, his hand was not light, and his chin was pinched a little painful by him, but I didn't snort, just gritted my teeth and endured, watching him slowly come to me, looking down into my eyes, and saying word by word: "Do you want to go?" ”

At this time, I smelled the faint smell of wine in his breath.

I wasn't drunk, just a little drunk, and I could see from his sober but burning eyes that I had long known that I couldn't deal with a drunk Pei Yuanhao, but after all, I was a little resentful in my heart, so I said calmly: "Will you allow me to think?" ”

His dark eyes reflected the flickering candle flame on the table, as if there was a flame burning, and after listening to my words, he curled the corners of his lips and smiled coldly, pinching my chin and lifting it gently: "Of course I allow it." ”

“……”

"I just want you to see him!"

“……”

"I wish you could see him."

I bit my lower lip so hard that I could feel a palpitation in my heart.

He has always known how to hurt me the most, and at this point today, I don't care about any torture or death threats, but I can't let him have anything to do with the people I care about.

"I know what you mean."

As I spoke, my voice trembled a little, and the man stood in front of me, blocking the candlelight, and a thick black shadow covered me, as if blocking the light and warmth.

"I'm not going to go to him."

What I ask for, that's it, lost, not gained.

"I won't ......"

I didn't accept my fate, but I've gotten used to it over the years, but the tears were still a little uncontrollable, I choked up, and said, "If the emperor doesn't have anything else, then please go back-"

Before he could finish speaking, he suddenly reached out and shoved me against the wall.

"Ahh

I screamed in pain from my back hitting the hard wall, but before I could react, he had already bullied me and crushed me underneath, followed by his hot, alcohol-scented breath.

"What are you going to do-!"

I subconsciously struggled, but his hands were immediately grabbed by him and buckled on the walls on both sides, and as soon as he lowered his head, he felt the hot breath spray on his face, making me shiver.

He lowered his head and felt every time I trembled, those eyes were like a hunting leopard, staring at his prey, ready to pounce and tear me to pieces and devour me at any time, and his lips, almost against my lips, said word by word: "Look at his eyes, I don't like it very much." ”

"What......?"

"You'd better not let me see those looks again."

“……”

"Keep your eyes on you!"

Hearing this, my heart suddenly skipped a beat.

In a trance, I remembered that when Liu San'er wanted to marry me, the people in the village were dissuading him, and at that time Liu San'er said angrily - Do you care about the sky and the earth, do you still have to take care of my heart?

No one can control other people's hearts, not even myself, and the man in front of me is the same, but he wants me to control my own eyes......

I burst into laughter.

"......" saw my smile, his eyes suddenly became fierce, as if he couldn't bear it, and lowered his head and printed my lips.

But it was not a kiss, but a bite with anger, and my lips immediately smelled of blood, but he didn't seem to be satisfied, squeezing my body hard, and tearing my breathing, I desperately wanted to struggle, and even called for help, but I couldn't shake him in the slightest, and even all the sounds were swallowed by him.

"Hmm! No, no! ”

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door with a very light tuk tuk tuk outside, and then Nian Shen's voice was heard: "Aunt Qing, Aunt Qing, are you there?" ”

My eyes widened all of a sudden, and Pei Yuanhao was also shocked.

The two of them didn't move for a while, but his lips were still close to me, and between the two of them, the lips were sticking together, and there was even a smell of blood.

didn't get a response from me, Nian Shen knocked on the door again: "Aunt Qing? ”

At this time, I broke free from his shackles with all my might, and said with some gasp: "Your Highness? ”

"Aunt Qing, are you there?" Nian Shen immediately became happy: "I have something to find you." ”

"What...... What's up? ”

"Aunt Qing, will you let me come in and say?"

“……”

I was a little anxious, I looked up at him, if I let Nian Shen come in and see me and him like this, how much shock it would cause to this child, but Pei Yuanhao was a little unhurried, the original anger in his eyes turned into a playful look at the moment, and he looked at me for a long time.

"Aunt Qing?"

“……”

I panicked and broke out in a cold sweat, grabbed him and tugged at the hem of his shirt.

A faint smile tugged at the corners of his lips, and he leaned over and licked my lips.

The smell of blood and the slight drunkenness of wine made me tremble, not shackled by him, but did not dare to struggle, could only tremble and hold his breath to look at him, he seemed to be very satisfied with the way I am, and simply gnawed at the corners of my lips.

"Aunt Qing? Why don't you speak? ”

“……”

"I'm in."

The hand that grabbed the hem of his shirt was about to tear his clothes, and at this moment, he pressed to my lips and said, "Don't come in." ”

"W-huh?!" Nian Shen was stunned for a moment: "Father? Are you in Aunt Qing's house? ”

"......" I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, the whole person was about to go limp, and he was hugged by one hand, and he said slowly: "I have something to discuss with your Aunt Qing." ”

"Oh......"

"What are you looking for your Aunt Qing?"

"That's right, today the teacher gave a meeting gift to Erchen, and Erchen also wants to send the teacher a return gift, and wants Aunt Qing to accompany me."

Hearing this, his eyes froze for a moment, he looked down at me again, and said lightly: "It's getting late now, you go over like this, and disturb your teacher's rest." ”

"Oh......"

"Tomorrow morning, let your Aunt Qing accompany you."

"Yes."

My heart skipped a slight beat.

What does he mean when he asked me to go deep into the past? It was plain that I knew what I was supposed to do, and if I made the slightest mistake, he would make me regret it, as he said......

I bit my lower lip and looked up at him, the fishy smell on the tip of my tongue made me and him look at him with a kind of cruelty, at this time I pinched his shirt and slowly put it on his chest, not too hard, but very firmly pushed him away little by little, word by word: "Weichen, obey the order." ”

He sneered, the hot breath that was entwined with his lips and tongue just now was cold to freezing point at this moment, and he didn't force me anymore, but turned around and walked over and opened the door, Nian Shen was standing at the door, and when he saw him, he was also startled, and hurriedly knelt down: "Erchen to see my father." ”

"Alright, it's late, let's go back and rest."

"Yes."

After he finished speaking, he also brushed his sleeves away, and looked inside curiously, and saw that I only nodded to him weakly, so he didn't say anything, turned around and lowered his head and left.

This night, for many people, was a sleepless night.

I opened my eyes wide in this way, looking at the dark outside the window and being dyed with milky white morning light, early in the morning, Nian Shen came to knock on my door, and when I opened the door, I saw him holding something in his hand, looking up at me with a happy face.

When he saw me, he was taken aback: "Aunt Qing, what's wrong with you?" Why are the eyes so red? ”

I smiled, "It's fine. He looked at the things in his hand again: "Your Highness, this is a gift for the teacher?" What is it? ”

"This is a crutch, the teacher's eyes are inconvenient, for the teacher; And this lone slip multiplication, and this ......"

He said a lot, and I saw that he was still holding a piece of wind in his hand, and asked, "This dress is also for the teacher?" ”

"No, this is for Senior Brother."

“…… Senior brother? ”

"Yes," Nian Shen nodded: "When Senior Brother handed me that dagger yesterday, I felt that he was shivering all the time, probably because he was afraid of the cold, so I asked Mr. Yu to prepare a dress for him." ”

“……”

"Aunt Qing, do you think Senior Brother will like it?"

“……”

I couldn't speak, I only smiled, touched his heart with a trembling hand, and led him to the west chamber.

Walking to the door of the West Chamber, I paused slightly, and Nian Shen immediately raised his head and looked at me suspiciously: "Aunt Qing? ”

I thought about it, squatted down and said to him, "Nian Shen go in by yourself." ”

"Huh? Won't Aunt Qing go with me? ”

“…… There are some things, Nian Shen should also learn to do it alone and face it alone, Aunt Qing can't be with you for a lifetime after all. ”

"Ah......h

He pouted slightly, a little disappointed, I looked at his drooping eyes, and I could only harden my heart - I wasn't afraid to see Fu Badai and Liu Qinghan, nor was I afraid that Nian Shen would find out something, I was just afraid -

I'm afraid I really can't control myself.

I can't control my eyes, I can't control my heart.

Nian Shen saw that I insisted on refusing to go in, so I could only walk in with a lot of things in my hand, I kept watching his figure disappear at the end of the corridor, and then sighed softly, and when I turned around, I saw that around the annex, the morning fog was filled, and the green color of the green bamboo looked so fresh through the thin mist.

Looking at it like this, I also wanted to go out for a walk, but when I went out, the guard didn't stop me, but only smiled and greeted me: "Lord Yue, you also go out for a walk?" ”

I smiled and nodded.

As soon as you leave the door of the annex, you can smell the fragrance of bamboo leaves in the mist, which makes people feel refreshed, and the green leaves are still hanging with crystal dew, reflecting the colorful morning light.

I was walking alone in the bamboo forest, and the bamboo leaves on the ground had fallen a thick layer, and there was a rustling sound when I stepped on it.

Since Pei Yuanhao built an annex here, naturally this piece of bamboo forest has been demarcated, but it is not big, and after a while, he walked to the foot of a small hill, the sloping mountain wall seems to have been cut by a knife, and the smooth mountain rocks are covered with thick moss, and there is moist water vapor leaking out.

Except for one or two birdsongs, every qiē is quiet.

It was in such a quiet place that I heard footsteps coming from the mountains.

I looked back and froze.