Outside the golden car, there seemed to be a commotion.

I froze.

Everyone outside can hear the sound coming from the car! My relationship with him in the past was originally a very sensitive line, and his attitude towards me now is almost no shy about it, and now there is such a sound in the car, what will people outside think, even if you don't think about it, you know!

I don't care what other people think, but—

When I thought of the thin figure in the crowd, those clear eyes, I watched those eyes from the original warmth, to now little by little dyed frost, just like his name, light cold-cold, every time I see it, it makes my heart ache like a knife.

I immediately struggled desperately: "No, don't——! ”

As soon as the words came out, he seemed to have foreseen it, and slammed his lips on my lips, and I only felt that I was taken away by him in one breath, and I could not help myself at all, and I kept trembling under his shackles; And he, with a vigorous desire and impulse, was hot like red-hot coals, covering my body, and although he was still covered by a layer of clothing, it was already as if he was about to set both of them on fire.

No, you can't!

I don't want to have sex with this man again, absolutely not!

I couldn't struggle, I could only twist my body desperately to avoid him, but I hit the hot place on his lower body, and suddenly my scalp was numb, he was more like he couldn't bear it, he crushed my lips heavily, and his tongue poked into my mouth and kept stirring, I snorted in pain, and I couldn't help but struggle hard, but I was pressed down by his mountain-like body, hit the car board, and made a muffled sound.

The sound, and the moaning/panting/breathing that had just come from the carriage - my face suddenly turned red, and I glared at him fiercely, and there were almost tears in my eyes.

He also saw the tears in my eyes, the strength in his hand retreated slightly, and he slowly raised his head, the entanglement of lips/tongue separated, and my lips were a little red and swollen by him, trembling slightly.

He was still just a stone's throw away from me, as long as he was lower, the two of them would be entangled with their lips/tongues again, his breath was hot, and he was still wheezing after the entanglement, and said, "Qingying ......"

“……”

"Come back."

“……”

"I want you, come back!"

Come back?

When I heard these two words, I only felt a shock in my mind, and suddenly it went blank.

Come back? He wants me, come back?

Slowly, I calmed down, no longer struggling, not even the last bit of resistance, just lying under him slightly gasping, he looked at me with some surprise, through a hint of joy in his eyes, the hand holding my hands also loosened, and poked into my messy clothes, the skin like snow was a strange red under his touch, and every inch of skin was trembling, like my heart.

"Young Baby...... Young Baby ......"

He almost obsessively shouted my name, and suppressed it in an attitude that was no longer suppressed, I only felt a chill in the chaos, and his slender thighs were gently pulled up by him, sticking to his strong waist, and I felt the infinite strength of his hot skin together, as if I could already predict the next fierce invasion.

However, just when he was on the string, the suppressed body suddenly stiffened, and the whole person was stunned.

The eyes that were close at me widened and looked at me in amazement.

Two hands against his chest.

His brow furrowed, and he looked back into my eyes, and although my hands were trembling with pain, there was a kind of brazen firmness, and along with my eyes, they were so calm that they looked at him like this.

Then, little by little, little by little, little by little, he was pushed away.

Anger immediately rose on his face, as if it was overwhelming, and he pressed down hard, and suddenly, my injured hand felt a tearing pain, and cold sweat poured out. But I gritted my teeth, refused to back down, and still refused him.

Two people, disheveled, naked/exposed, and with a hot temperature in their breath, confronted each other like this.

I was like a trapped beast that had been cornered, and he couldn't care about anything, not even the more severe pain in his arm, and suddenly, his expression was shocked, and he looked down at my arm, where there was a sound like flesh bursting, and the pink bandage was dyed red in an instant, and blood gushed out, flowing down my arm and dripping on my face.

In sight, there was a blood-red color.

"Young Baby!"

His voice sounded in my ears again, but it seemed to become far away all of a sudden, and I couldn't bear the sharp pain in my arm that seemed to be shattered, and I slowly lost consciousness when the blood spread in front of me.

It's cold......

In such a winter, snow is falling all around, freezing people's breath.

I stood in the white snow, people were still a little trance, as soon as I turned around, I saw that all around were red palace walls, still like that, and in a white snow and red wall, a thin figure stood not far in front, wearing a white wind coat, as if slowly walking into the distance.

As soon as I saw him, I exclaimed, "Light chill! ”

The figure stopped, slowly turning its head to look at me.

In the snow, I saw that familiar face, but it was a completely unfamiliar eye, the pupils that had been clear became cold and cold at this moment, he only turned half of his face, and the angular side face seemed to be carved from ice and snow, revealing the cold.

I was stunned for a moment, but I still shouted to him: "Light cold, light cold!" ”

The snow was falling heavier and heavier, slowly drowning my ankles, and the cold air rose from the soles of my feet to my heart, and I was anxious to catch up, but as soon as I stretched out my hand, I heard a click, and a red mark appeared on the snow.

Yes, bloodstains.

As soon as I looked down, I saw that the wound on my arm was still cracked, and the blood slowly flowed down with the temperature of my body, dripping on the snow, but because the blood flowed through my fingertips, there was a strange warmth.

What's going on?

I looked at my hand, and then looked up at him, the snowflakes fell one after another, gradually diffusing around, almost no longer visible his figure, but I still stubbornly stretched out my hand, my whole body was frozen by ice and snow, only the hand stretched out to him, as if touching his figure can feel the body temperature on his body.

It's so warm......

I moved my fingertips slightly, but I felt that my hand seemed to be wrapped in something, and there was a slight roughness, but the temperature made me feel very comfortable, and even the snow in the dream was not so cold.

Wrapped in such a temperature, I don't know how long it took for me to slowly open my eyes.

At a glance, I saw a pair of gentle eyes, looking at me with my head down, and when I opened my eyes, I immediately bent up: "You are awake." ”

“……”

"Feeling better?"

“……”

I was still a little blurry in my dream, and I looked at her blankly for a while before I suddenly woke up: "Queen! ”

I hurriedly struggled to get up, but as soon as I moved, a sharp pain suddenly hit my arm, I almost fainted again, the wolf fell back, she hurriedly reached out and pressed my shoulder: "You are injured, don't move." ”

I nodded, obediently lay back, looked up, only to find that I was lying on the bed in my room, the room was very quiet, only the breathing of two people staggered, Chang Qing sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me all the time.

And the temperature I felt on my hands - I subconsciously looked at my hands, some pale hands were gently held in her hands by a pair of soft wattles, and there was a steady stream of warmth from the soft skin, all the way to my heart.

No wonder, it's so warm in my dreams, it turned out to be her, holding my hand all the time.

My heart suddenly warmed: "Queen Mother, thank you Queen Mother." ”

She only smiled, didn't answer my words, looked down into my eyes and said softly, "Are you better?" ”

"Hmm."

"You're terrifying Hongu."

What?

I thought about it for a while, and then I remembered that on Pei Yuanhao's golden car, I firmly rejected him regardless of my injuries, and I kept fainting in pain, so what about now? How did I get here?

As if knowing what I was thinking, Chang Qing held my hand and said softly, "It's the emperor, who came back with you." ”

What?!

My breath was suffocated, and there seemed to be the same residual pain in my chest that made me shiver.

He, came back with me?

How many people are watching along the way?

I bit my lower lip hard, biting it painfully, and raised my head to look at Chang Qing, her face was still as calm as ever, but there was more warmth in her eyes. I was a little impatient and wanted to get up, but immediately the pain was so painful that cold sweat flowed out on my forehead, I only felt that I couldn't use any strength in my arms, and I couldn't move my teeth, Chang Qing saw that my face was white with pain, and said softly: "Don't move, your injuries are very deep, you have bones, the doctor told you not to touch it again, and you can't do it during this time, otherwise, it will be wasted, you know?" ”

I broke out in a cold sweat.

I didn't expect that at that time, I actually burst open the wound myself, and the injury became like this, but when I think back to the scene, although the pain was the same as the torture I had suffered in the past, if I had to do it again, I would still do it without hesitation.

It's just that, looking at myself like a waste man's arm, I don't have the mood to speak, and I droop my eyelids.

Chang Qing looked at me and was silent for a while before he said solemnly: "Qingying, thank you." ”

“……”

I raised my head to look at her, it seemed to be a little late at this time, there was only a faint candle flame in the room flickering on the table behind her, the faint candlelight showed a little orange, so that the indifference in her eyes melted a lot, and there was a little more warmth, I was looked at by such a gaze, and my heart was also a little warmer, and I said softly: "Don't say that, queen." ”

She smiled slightly: "Then, this palace won't talk about this." ”

I smiled slightly.

This is the room where I live, simple and simple, there is no burning dragon, and there is no warm incense in the emperor's golden car, but I am lying on a simple wooden bed, my hand is held in the palm of her hand, but there is a feeling like being in the spring breeze, I suddenly feel very comfortable, but I am also very tired, I don't want to pay attention to anything outside, even if it goes on like this, it's fine.

I'm really, really, tired......

Chang Qing also seemed to feel the fatigue in my heart, so she kept guarding me, but I saw that her eyes were clearly flickering with the candlelight, as if she had something to say, and said softly: "Does the queen have something to say?" ”

"......" she looked at me and nodded.

"The Queen, please speak."

I also somewhat understand what she wants to say, even if the person in her heart is not the person next to the pillow, but her identity is different from other women in the harem, every move of the emperor, she must take it to heart, and the qiē that Pei Yuanhao did to me today, even if she didn't see it, it doesn't mean that no one sued her, she is bound to figure it out.

However, as soon as she opened her mouth, she said something I didn't expect at all—

"Qingying, what is the relationship between you and Lord Liu Qinghan?"

I was stunned, and looked at her with wide eyes in amazement, and she asked me what was the relationship between me and Qinghan?

Why did she ask this all of a sudden?

I was a little at a loss, and looked at her blankly for a while before I hesitated: "The emperor-queen mother, why do you ask this?" ”

She looked solemnly into my eyes: "You sue Sù Bengong." ”

I couldn't react at all for a while, I looked at her dumbfounded, I couldn't say a word, Chang Qing looked at the expression on my pale face, and seemed to understand everything, I was silent for a while, and sighed: "This palace knows." ”

“……”

"Actually, Hongu should have guessed it a long time ago."

“……”

"At that time, when Hongu came to ask you about his conduct, you could feel it."

“……”

"You've never said that to a person like that."

"......" I became more and more speechless, and only lowered my head.

She looked at me for a long time before she said softly, "Y-why are you so confused......?" ”

Listening to her words, I also smiled bitterly in my heart, I am indeed confused, half a life of love has allowed myself to come to this point, with nothing and scars, but I can't see the end of this road, how can I not be confused?

However, this path is a sober choice for me.

I looked up at her and suddenly said softly, "Did the queen go to the studio to paint a portrait?" ”

She was stunned, as if she didn't know why I suddenly asked such a question, and after a pause, she said, "No." ”

“……”

"Hongu listened to your advice and didn't draw the picture on paper."

I smiled, looked her in the eye, and said, "Me too......"

Her hand holding my fingers trembled, and her eyes showed a shocked look, and after a while, she lowered her head as if she was laughing and a little choked, rubbed my slender fingertips, and said softly, "You, why are you so stupid?" ”

I smiled too, and the smile was full of sour helplessness.

The wound on my arm no longer hurts, but I still remember how desperate and determined I was at that time; Next time, it may take more pain to get rid of it, but I don't know what kind of situation it is.

At this time, I looked up at Chang Qing, her eyes were still a little tired and bloodshot, I don't know if she has been guarding me, is it just to ask about the relationship between me and Qinghan? I had some doubts in my heart, so I asked, "Queen Mother, do you still have something to say to me?" ”

She looked at me and nodded silently.

"You say."

"Young Baby ......"

She opened her mouth, but she wanted to speak and stopped, as if something was entangled and struggling in her heart, I looked at her like this, and after a while, she finally used some strength to hold my hand, and said, "What if I say that the emperor will admit you into the harem again?" ”

“……！”

I just felt a thunderstorm explode overhead, and I was stunned with a loud bang.

Emperor, do you want to admit me into the harem?