He finally asked.

My whole body trembled for a moment, and I looked up at him a little unexpectedly, and met those amorous but tired eyes.

From yesterday to today, I avoided it, and he didn't speak.

I even hope that this tacit understanding will continue until I leave, until he forgets him. But I knew very well, how was this possible?

He, how could he forget jì?

And I, how to answer?

She, is she okay?

"Huang Ye......" The originally moist eyes blurred again at this moment, and I choked up and shook my head, like a dying animal: "Don't ask, okay?" ”

“……”

"You ...... It's already separated, and it doesn't matter if she's doing well or not, it has nothing to do with you. Whether she's good or bad, it's not something you should ask. You don't ask, don't ask at all, don't think about it, okay? ”

Huang Tianba looked at me silently, his eyes clouded with a layer of gloom.

After a long while, he rambled, "Is she okay?" ”

"Huang Ye ......"

"You sue me."

“……”

"Is she okay?"

“……”

Seeing that I had been silent, he was also silent, but soon, he said softly: "Actually, I don't have to ask you, I have a way to know her news." ”

“……”

"I just chose to let you sue me."

“……”

"Because I believe that you will choose, in the most correct way, to sue me."

At this moment, I finally couldn't hold it back, hot tears burst out of my eyes, like a flood that burst the embankment, immediately flooded my face, I shook my head desperately, but I couldn't avoid his eyes, as if he was using the last strength of his life, persistently asking me questions-

Is she okay?

"She's fine, Master Huang, she's really good."

Huang Tianba still looked at me: "Will she still be in pain because of me?" ”

"......" I shook my head, tears streaming down my face.

"Does she still hold a grudge against me?"

“……”

"She, she's right to me—"

I finally cried: "Huang Ye, she has forgotten about you!" ”

A thunderclap exploded in the sky.

Huang Tianba's whole body froze, looking at me with wide eyes, that handsome face, for a moment, pale.

"What did you say?"

"She's forgotten about you!"

“……”

"Soon after you left, she boiled herself a bowl of marrow washing flowers, she forgot about you, she forgot everything, she didn't even remember herself!"

After saying this, my voice almost shattered and trembled terribly.

I looked at Huang Tianba, but I saw that he had lost his reaction at all, just sat there blankly, for a long time, his eyes moved slightly, and looked at me.

"She boiled the marrow flower for herself?"

"At that time, she was in too much pain, so she let herself forget about it."

Huang Tianba's breath was suffocated, and he grabbed my hand hard: "What about her?" What now? ”

"She took a lot of marrow washing flowers, more than I had taken at the beginning, so she-she lost her memory, she lost all her sense of being a human being, she became a child, she didn't understand anything, and she had to teach her even a lot of basic things."

Huang Tianba stared at me and didn't say a word, but my hand was almost crushed in his palm.

I gritted my teeth and continued: "However, she is not sad, because she has forgotten everything, she is a new person, so she is happier than us, more than any ordinary person. Huang Ye, she is very happy. ”

“……”

Moreover, she did not forget her own medical skills, and after a period of adaptation, her medical skills were restored. She began to hang the pot to help the world again, cure the sick and save people, Huang Ye, shouldn't that be your happiest thing? ”

Huang Tianba didn't say anything, just looked at me.

The rain was blown in by the wind and fell low on the face.

It's cold to the touch, but every drop makes me shiver.

I don't know how he will feel, but the heavy, almost suffocating feeling has been transmitted from his hands to my heart.

I almost couldn't bear it anymore, and choked up, "Huang Ye......"

I saw his lips trembling slightly, opening and closing several times, as if he wanted to speak, but when he reached his mouth, only dry breath remained, as if every breath had become torment, and every heartbeat had become a source of pain. After a long silence, he asked the question I feared most.

"And what about her now?"

“……”

"It's all in the past, how is she now?"

As if he felt something, or maybe he still had a little bit of spirit for his loved ones in his heart, and he was still pressing forward to ask questions step by step.

Someone once said that a human hand is like a human heart, the same size, the same sensitivity, the same has suffered many setbacks and injuries, and the same is constantly creating miracles; And at this moment, my hand was squeezed tightly by him, as if a heart was also pinched by him, and the pain was almost shattered.

Perhaps, I just felt the pain he felt at the moment.

I opened my mouth, choked in my throat for a long time, and finally burst into tears and cried, "She's in love with someone else." ”

“……”

"Huang Ye, she is in love with someone else."

“……”

"She forgot about you, so her life - someone was very good to her, she didn't understand anything, and that person taught her little by little; When she was sad, that person was always there for her; She is happy, and that person will share her happiness as well. ”

“……”

"Huang Ye, now she is not in pain, she is very happy."

“……”

"She's not even, not as suspicious, jealous, jealous as she used to be. For the people she loves, she tolerates with the greatest mind, even if she will have suspicions, but she will never hurt others or hurt herself. ”

“……”

"Huang Ye......" I stretched out my other hand and held his hand: "She has become a better woman." ”

“……”

"Now, they have also set a wedding date, their wedding date is approaching, as long as they finish this battle of Nian Baoyuze, they will get married."

“……”

"She'll be happy."

I cried as I spoke, and held his hand with both hands, but I don't know if it was because of the weather, the pouring rain around me, or some other reason, but I felt as if I was holding a piece of ice.

His fingers were so pale that there was no trace of blood, a little warmth.

He slowly let go of my hand and pulled it out of my hand, and the whole person seemed to be slowly condensing, and even those eyes were frozen with frost.

He said softly: "She, has become a better woman? ”

"Yes."

"She will be happy."

"Yes."

He was in a trance, looking up at me, a faint smile flashing across his face.

But I don't think it's a laugh.

When he spoke, his voice was laughing, but I clearly felt that it was not a laugh.

"But why do I feel uncomfortable?"

"Huang Ye ......"

"She has become a better woman, someone loves her with all her heart, she is about to get married, she will be happy."

“……”

"But why do I still feel uncomfortable?"

“……”

His breathing seemed to have become difficult, one hand held his chest hard, constantly gasping, but as if he couldn't breathe in, his face became more and more gloomy, I hurriedly got up and walked to his side, trying to help him, but I saw him look up at me and smile.

When I smiled, I only felt my heart shatter in an instant.

"Am I being too selfish?"

“……”

"Why, do I still want her to remember me? Love me? ”

“……”

"No matter how painful it is, I hope she still loves me and loves me alone."

"Huang Ye ......"

I was speechless, and I just called out to him, and I was interrupted by sour tears. Huang Tianba stretched out his hand and pushed me to stand up, but when he got up, he staggered two steps, almost fell down, and staggered to the side of the pavilion with the edge of the table, holding the guardrail with both hands, looking outside.

I stood there and watched his back.

Even though the pain almost crushed him, his back was still straight.

It seems that in such a storm, the Optimus Pillar stands tall!

He's ......

Such a Huang Tianba......

Why did God arrange such a fate for him? Why did he and Xue Muhua go through such a parting of life and death? Why can't you give him a complete lover, a beautiful love?

I cried and said, "Huang—"

But before I could finish my sentence, suddenly, he let out a terrible, tearing roar.

"Ahh

I was shocked all of a sudden, and I looked at him with wide eyes, and saw him roaring violently towards the storm outside, towards the wind, thunder and lightning outside, and towards the vast ocean world like a flood.

"Ahh

Before he could say anything, another thunderbolt exploded above his head, engulfing his voice, but he let out another roar.

"Ahh

When he roared to the end, I could clearly hear the sound of something tearing, and the feeling seemed to pierce a sharp arrow deep into my heart, and I rushed up and hugged him hard from behind.

"Huang Ye!"

"......" His throat was already dumb, and these three roars with all his strength almost oozing blood from his throat, and when he spoke again, nothing could come out, only a hoarse struggle.

I hugged him hard and cried to him: "Huang Ye, don't, I beg you, don't scream anymore!" ”

For the first time, I felt that he was not an optimus pillar at all, his hands wrapped around his body, and he was terribly emaciated, as if a gust of wind would blow him away, but the power contained in such a body resisted the army of millions of tigers and wolves, and saved the entire Central Plains from war.

However, he could not withstand the blow of a woman.

In such a storm, I cried bitterly, and the hot tears finally rolled down without any scruples, and soon soaked his back, but I didn't cry for myself, I was for him, for his hopeless love, for his bumpy half of his life.

Finally, in my embrace, he didn't let out that tearing roar again.

There was not even a violent gasp, and the body in his arms suddenly quieted down.

But I still didn't dare to let go, my two hands clasped hard in his chest, hugged him tightly, even if I still have a little body temperature, I want to give it to him, even if I still have a little strength that will not fall, I will give it to him!

At this time, he was strangely calm.

One drop......

One drop......

Something, piping hot, was dripping on my hands.