I said softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Pei Yuanfeng turned his head and glanced at me, his brows were deeply locked, I felt that he seemed to have a lot to say, but when he saw me, he couldn't say a word.

Feeling that his mood was heavy, I thought about it, but made a faint smile and said, "What's wrong?" You are all people who are about to get married, and you still look sad, I don't know if you are forced to marry. ”

Hearing me tease like this, he couldn't seem to help it, and smiled softly.

After laughing, the shallow folds in the center of my eyebrows still didn't go away, I thought about it, and asked again: "Have you discussed with Mu Hua, when is the marriage scheduled?" ”

"A month later."

"So fast? Is it time to prepare? ”

"Originally, the wedding date was set for June, and a lot of things were ready-made. Now it's just a matter of taking it out again, and it's not that hard. ”

"Yao Lao's side—"

"I just sent a message to please."

I nodded, glanced at Pei Yuanxiu walking quietly with Li'er in front of me, then stopped, and said softly: "Your marriage, I have already told Huang Tianba when I went to Wuwei." ”

Pei Yuanfeng's footsteps faltered.

"Although he didn't promise me anything, he was a man and did things...... I think you understand it somewhat. ”

When I said this, I was already a little embarrassed, and a sour feeling welled up in my heart. Pei Yuanfeng's eyes became a little deeper, and he seemed to have some pain, and after a while, he said in a deep voice: "I know." This time in Nian Baoyuze, he walked away without looking back, and I understood what he meant. ”

He turned to me and said, "Thank you." ”

"Nothing. I'm just doing it. ”

"Nope. I know your friendship with him, and it will be very torturous for you to ask you to sue him about this. ”

“……”

I bowed my head slightly.

"However, long pain is better than short pain, and this is good for everyone."

I nodded.

By this time, we had walked through the rockery, vine-covered garden, and had seen the open building standing in front of us in the distance. All around, a group of guards passed us down the corridor, all stopping to salute us.

He waved at them.

After those people left, I walked side by side with him, and I said softly, "What about Miss Muhua?" ”

The wrinkles in his eyebrows deepened a little, and after a while, he said softly: "She went to the medical center in the city." ”

"Haven't come back so late?"

"Hmm. In the past, I used to be busy until late, but lately, it's been every day. When he said this, he paused for a moment, and his tone became a little heavier: "She doesn't seem to be in a good mood lately. ”

"Oh? Why? ”

"I don't know, it's been like this since Nian Baoyu came back, I asked her, and she also said that it was okay, only that she was a little tired."

My brow furrowed.

Actually, after Nian Baoyu came back, I also had that feeling, Xue Muhua's whole person became a lot silent, just by looking at it, I could see that she was not in a good mood, but since we arrived at Tianmu Temple, there have been accidents, and I don't have time to think about this trivial matter.

And now when I mention it, the deep haze in my heart can't help but slowly magnify.

I was silent for a while, then turned my head to look at Pei Yuanfeng, and said, "You say, is it possible for her—"

"Impossible!"

Before I finished speaking, I was categorically interrupted by Pei Yuanfeng, and the heavy expression on his face became strong in an instant. As if to affirm what he had just said, he repeated: "Absolutely impossible! ”

“……”

"When Yao Lao treated her, he said that the dose she gave herself was very large, and even injured some of her organs. Therefore, it is impossible for her to recover! ”

Hearing him say this categorically, I paused for a while.

After a long while, he let out a long breath: "That's ......."

In fact, at this moment, I don't know whether I am relieved or more uncomfortable.

Xue Muhua will never recover her memories again, which may be cruel to her, but on the other hand, it may not be a kind of redemption, especially at the moment, when it is almost impossible for her and Huang Tianba to go back.

Perhaps, sometimes, when the tragedy is irretrievable, there may not be another comedy?

Thinking of this, I smiled and patted him on the shoulder, saying, "Then I'll wait to drink your wedding wine." ”

Pei Yuanfeng turned his head to look at me and smiled.

I don't know if it's my delusion, although he smiled, the smile was not completely happy, and there seemed to be a hint of hidden worry, but he didn't say anything more, but turned around and left.

At night, I put Li'er to sleep early, Pei Yuanxiu took off his coat, but when he saw me brushing his sideburns at the mirror, he came to me and said suspiciously: "You still want to go out?" ”

I nodded: "Today is the last night, I want to go to the mourning hall to keep watch." ”

His brow immediately furrowed: "But your body." ”

"Don't worry, I won't force myself."

This guarantee obviously couldn't dispel his worries, and I smiled and said, "My cousin is going to send the spiritual seat of Master Zhengjue to Xishan tomorrow, so he may not be able to return to the Yan family again, and I may not have the opportunity to meet him." ”

“……”

"I want to talk to him."

“……”

He seemed to understand, thought for a moment, and said, "Then it's not too late. ”

"Well, you go to bed early."

He glanced back at the little bed, Li'er had closed his eyes, snoring softly from sleep, and leaned over and kissed me lightly on my sideburns.

I couldn't help blushing, raised my head to look at him, and lowered my voice: "What are you doing!" ”

He smiled.

He smiled like this, and I was even more embarrassed, and turned around and went out the door.

The road was extremely quiet, except for a few lanterns swaying in the night sky in the distance, creating a quiet night scene in front of you. I followed the faint smell of incense and candles in the air to the outside of the mourning hall, and in the distance, I saw a person hurrying out of it.

The night was dark, and the man's face seemed to be a little darker than the night.

When he looked up, he saw that it was me, and his brow furrowed.

But he still greeted me with courtesy: "Miss." ”

"Wei Gongzi."

I returned the salute to him, and the two of them had nothing to say, and he turned and left.

I stood in place, still a little strange how he came to the mourning hall, but after thinking about it, I understood, today Pei Yuanfeng asked Yan Qingchen to let him escort Yan Qinghan and Master Zhengjue's spiritual position to Xishan, and he will leave tomorrow, of course he has to go to the mourning hall to explain to Yan Qinghan.

I glanced back at his hurried departure figure, then turned and walked inside.

I know that he is in a bad mood, of course, not only because he has to be in charge of this thankless security work, but also because the marriage between Pei Yuanfeng and Xue Muhua, even if it is not officially announced, but his status in the Yan family, this kind of thing may not be able to hide from his ears and eyes.

I don't have any other good feelings for him, but in the relationship, there is nothing right or wrong, I just hope that this happy event can go smoothly.

As soon as I entered the door, another person walked out.

looked closely, but it was Li Guo.

Speaking of which, it's been so long since I returned to the Yan family, and I haven't talked to this old man since then, and he is always faint, as if he won't show up lightly in the crowd, but as long as Mrs. Yan commands, he will appear immediately, this kind of ability, it seems that Uncle Ai passed it on.

As soon as he looked up and saw that it was me, he hurriedly bowed his head respectfully: "Meet the eldest lady." ”

I looked at the proper arrangements in the mourning hall, looked at him again, and said, "Steward Li, it's been hard these days. ”

He arched his hand: "Where the duty lies, don't dare to say bitterness." ”

I smiled and nodded, and he leaned over to let me in, pausing again, before turning and hurrying away.

Walking into the mourning hall, it was much quieter.

On both sides of the mourning hall are white flags and couplets hanging high, blown by the night wind, constantly fluttering in front of the eyes, and there is a moment of illusion, as if the heavy snow is falling, and the eyes are lost.

I suddenly remembered what Aunt Hong told me before, after I left Xishan, my mother passed away the next day, and the spirit flags fluttering all over the mountain are not the same at this moment?

Just when I was a little stunned, a snow-white figure stood up from the front.

I also pulled away from my memories and looked at those extraordinarily light eyes.

It's Yan Qinghan.

Compared to before, he was more than a point or two haggard.

In the past few days, he has been staying on the mourning hall without sleep, which is unbearable for ordinary people, not to mention that his body is already quite weak, and after a few days, his whole person has lost weight again, the cheekbones on his face are more prominent, and his face is becoming more and more pale, almost no different from the white clothes on his body.

Seeing me, he reached out to cover his mouth, coughed lightly, and said, "You're here." ”

I nodded and walked over: "I know that the second uncle's spiritual position will go to Xishan tomorrow, so I will come and accompany you." ”

He smiled, raised his hand and gestured, and I walked over and sat down with him on the soft futon.

As soon as he sat down, his attendant immediately came to serve tea.

I took a sip, it was a monttop stone flower, the people of the Yan family love to drink silver hooks, this tea was obviously brought by himself, I learned more and more about his style, but closed the lid of the tea bowl, or asked: "How have you been doing all these years?" ”

He said lightly: "Not bad." ”

I raised an eyebrow.

"My grandfather and grandfather gave me two mines and some industries, and I haven't eaten much in the past few years, and if I can have a future, it will be enough for them to eat for a few generations."

"You're not married?"

"You forget, I'm ordained."

“……”

I really almost forgot that when Zhengjue became a monk, he was still in infancy, and he was sent to Tianmu Temple by his grandfather, and he was ordained there directly, and only left Tianmu Temple when he grew up.

I smiled and pretended to be relaxed, "But I don't think you're ordained at all." ”

He also laughed: "If I hadn't done this, I would have entered reincarnation a long time ago." ”

“……”

"Isn't that a life?"

“……”

"The Sutra of Scolding Intentions" says, as a hundred Buddha temple. It's better to live alone. If I take care of my life like this, I can be regarded as creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, right? ”

Hearing him say this, I couldn't help but smile and shake my head: "Crooked." ”

He said, "How is this a fallacy? That's what my aunt said back then. ”

“……”

My heart skipped a beat, and I looked up at him.

My mother?