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The sun after the wind and snow is exceptionally warm. Unfortunately, although the weather was good, it was not possible to attend the funeral in such a beautiful weather.

The funeral of the royal court was held today, and I accompanied Yang Wei to participate in it.

After the priest had recited aloud, all the people took turns to step forward and gently place the white rose in their hands on the coffin of the royal court.

I thought Yang Wei would cry, but she didn't. In fact, she had fainted from crying after receiving the news of Wang Ting's death only that day, but since she had woken up, there had been no more emotional fluctuations, and no one could see any expression in her rock-like indifferent face.

Yang Wei wore sunglasses and a black trench coat, and I followed her.

Most of the relatives of the Wang family surrounded Wang Hao, and Yang Wei kept a distance from afar. Wang Hao kept staring at Yang Wei's every movement with angry eyes. After Yang Wei stepped forward to offer flowers, I clearly heard Wang Hao say fiercely in his mouth: "Slut!" ”

This sentence was said loudly, I believe Yang Wei must have heard it, and many people present heard it. But Yang Wei's face was still indifferent.

After the funeral, Yang Wei walked away to drive, Wang Hao slowly walked up to me, and said coldly: "Chen Yang, these are all conspiracy that you planned in advance, right?" You've captured the IBB! You killed my father! ”

I looked at him, but I couldn't say a word. I couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in my heart, no matter what, Wang Ting died because of this incident. And it was indeed us who planned and single-handedly indulged in this.

Seeing that I was silent, Wang Hao left a sentence coldly: "I swear in the name of my father, I will definitely kill that slut!" You tell her! I will avenge my father! ”

After saying this, Wang Hao walked away.

After waiting for the car, I told Yang Wei these words, and Yang Wei was silent after hearing it.

When the car drove out of the cemetery, at the intersection of the turn, Yang Wei looked at the tombstone that had just been erected, and her eyes showed that deep sadness.

In fact, I never knew why Yang Wei wanted to harm Wang Ting and frame his father. It seems that she didn't just want to get IBB, and Yang Wei's words in the board of directors that day shocked me very much - "My purpose is to defeat you!" I'm going to bring you down! ”

God, when he said this, the expression on Yang Wei's face was really terrifying, and that tone seemed to carry some kind of unforgettable curse and hatred.

I don't know why she hates the royal court so much, she hates her father so much, maybe it's a story from their family - it must be a very tragic past. I only know that Yang Wei and Wang Hao were not born by the same mother, and I think this matter has something to do with these entanglements in their families.

I never asked Yang Wei, and Yang Wei never took the initiative to mention this matter to me.

In the afternoon of the same day, when Wang Hao was interviewed by reporters, he angrily attacked Yang Wei and said that he would definitely do his best to defeat Yang Wei. For a while, the newspapers that came out in the evening were amazed, and the internal strife of the IBB family broke out in full swing, and Wang Hao vowed to recapture the country......

Wang Hao did not stay, and immediately left the United States and returned to China for the company he controlled.

Yang Wei looked at the reports in these newspapers and TV and sneered.

At night, in the Wang family's mansion, Yang Wei was drunk. She was drunk and fell into my arms, losing her voice in pain. She cried so sadly and so violently that several times she almost went into shock, and I tried to stop her madness, but her strength was too great - and I suddenly remembered that in Germany she was the one who had taken down several of the young men in the bar.

She cried and pinched and pounded me, and she bleed out several of my exposed skin. Finally, when I was exhausted, she finally fell asleep.

I gently hugged Yang Wei to the bed, looked at the tears on her face, then sighed and gently wiped her away.

All of a sudden, I felt so tired that I was about to collapse. My heart seems to be carrying a burden of 10,000 catties - I am completely tired of these intrigues and tricks!!

Then I walked out of the place and asked the driver to take me out.

I'm going to see Si Qi and Ju Ju.

These Siqi still refused to see me, but strangely, she did not propose to go home, to go back to China, so she lived in New York silently.

I've seen it twice, but everyone doesn't feel good. Juju and Si Qi live in the same place, and the two have been in contact twice, but neither seems to talk much—I sigh, it seems that the kind of thing that many novels write about in one man and many women is really unrealistic. In reality, what woman can accept her man to find another woman? What woman can be like an idiot who sees her husband's lover and holds someone's hand and kisses her like a sister?

The car stopped in front of the building, and I walked into the door on the first floor, and immediately two more bodyguards came over, and when they saw that it was me, they nodded a little and let me in.

I just remembered in my heart - in fact, Si Qi and Xing Ju were controlled by Yang Wei.

I went to Si Qi's room first. Now Si Qi had let me into the room, but she still wouldn't talk to me. Every time I went to her, she looked at me with sadness, anger, and heartbreak in her eyes.

I walked into the room, and Si Qi seemed to be asleep sitting on the couch.

Her eyes fluttered slightly, and her brows furrowed, as if she was unhappy in a dream.

I felt very uncomfortable, looking at this girl in front of me, I felt that I was really not a thing. I slowly crouched down in front of her, then gently hugged her.

Si Qi immediately woke up. When she saw me, there was a look of surprise in her eyes, and then immediately the surprise turned to anger and indifference. She wanted to struggle, but today I won't wait any longer.

I hugged her tightly, then bent down and picked her up horizontally. Si Qi exclaimed in a low voice, and then said angrily: "What are you doing!" ”

I smiled wryly and said, "Is this the only time you will speak to me?" Si Qi kept his face calm and immediately closed his mouth again.

I strode over to the bed, put her on the bed, and pulled the covers over her. I looked at her and whispered, "It's late, I'm afraid you'll catch a cold." ”

Tears immediately welled up in Si Qi's eyes, and I looked at her with great distress.

"Siqi." I whispered, "I know you must hate me." I'm really sorry for you. I don't want to justify anything. ”

Looking at this familiar face close at hand, an incomparable impulse suddenly surged out in my heart, and all the tiredness and grievances that had been hidden in my heart burst out at once.

My eyes were red, I hugged Si Qi tightly, and whispered her name: "Si Qi, Si Qi ......"

I'm like a child who has suffered countless grievances outside, and at this moment I have finally found a home where I can relax.

Si Qi noticed that I was actually shedding tears, and she seemed to be stunned.

"Si Qi, I'm really tired. I feel like I'm running out of this......" I whispered in her ear with my eyes closed.

Immediately, I told all the experiences I had since then. I told her about my relationship with Su Su back then, told her about my breakup with Su Su, told her about my sadness, told her how I met Juju, told her how much I loved her, told her how difficult it was when I started from scratch, told her that when I had problems in my own company, I only had a few dollars on me and could only eat instant noodles every day, I told her how I met Chen Yuan, told her how I was persuaded by Chen Yuan, and told her this plan, told her how I acted back and forth between several people, told her how carefully I coped with all kinds of difficulties, told her that I was coerced by Yang Wei, told her that I was assassinated and almost died, and told her that the plan had finally succeeded in the past few days, but Wang Ting died.

Finally, I smiled wryly and said, "It's ridiculous, our plan finally succeeded, but I killed a man!" Killed a man. After all, Wang Ting died because of this incident, I ...... I'm going to continue to get involved in this matter, and I still can't get out! I'm going to Germany and continue this vile and shameless life! ”

My tone was so tired that I let out the depression in my heart as much as I could. In front of Si Qi, I can finally stop pretending, no need to hide, and no need to think about what to say and what not to say.

I don't know when, Si Qi's gaze has softened, she looked at me with that loving gaze, and gently stroked my face with her palm.

"Ayang ......" Si Qi opened his mouth gently.

I listened to the word "Ah Yang" coming out of her mouth, and I couldn't help but feel hot in my heart.

Si Qi burst into tears: "What do you want me to do?" She said this very softly, and there was helplessness and sadness in her tone.

I hugged her tightly and whispered, "Si Qi, I beg you, you can't leave me, you definitely can't leave me!" ”

"But what should Chen Juju do? What about your daughter? Si Qi sighed faintly.

"I ......" I thought for a moment: "Si Qi, no matter what, I can't ignore them...... After all...... And ......"

I didn't know what to say, but Si Qi interrupted me, and she said quietly, "Ah Yang, do you love me?" ”

"Love!" I nodded without hesitation.

"So, do you love Chen Juju?"

"............" I was immediately speechless. I know very well in my heart that I love Chen Juju, but can I say that to Si Qi?

Seeing that I didn't speak, Si Qi shook his head and sighed: "If you don't say it, I know it, you...... You are ...... who loves her."

I lowered my head, not daring to look her eyes.

Si Qi shed tears again: "Ah Yang, why are you so greedy, you said you love me, but you love her, you ...... Why are you so greedy......"

I gritted my teeth: "Si Qi, I don't know what I said, but I only know that I can't give up on you, and I can't do without you, if it weren't for you, I might die." I'm really going to die! But I can't leave the company either! I ......"

Si Qi cried: "Do you want to do both?" Ah Yang? ”

Damn, it's a matter of life or death, I closed my eyes and nodded.

Syllable! A slap slap on my face, Si Qi glared at me angrily.

"You! Shame on you!! ”

The face hurts hotly. I said, "Si Qi, even if I am shameless, I have no other choice. Despicable or shameless, but I can't help it, I ............" I finally couldn't say any more, I hugged Si Qi tightly and whispered: "No matter what, I won't let you leave me." ”

I looked into Si Qi's eyes and said firmly: "No matter what means you use, I will never let you leave me!" Si Qi, even if you hate me, I won't let you leave me! ”

"Ah Yang! Ah Yang! Si Qi cried bitterly in my arms: "You are too ruthless, you are too ruthless...... Why are you pushing me like that...... You know, there's no way I can't bear to leave your ......."

I gently stroked her hair and said firmly, "Si Qi, it's not that I'm ruthless. I can't help it. ”

I hugged Si Qi and said with a wry smile: "I have changed, I have now become a despicable and shameless person, I have become an unscrupulous person...... Si Qi, I'm not that Chen Yang anymore, I have a lot of dirty things in my heart...... I don't think I'll be able to go back......"

Si Qi cried in my arms for a long time, and then she fell asleep from exhaustion.

After settling Si Qi, I left the room lightly, and then went upstairs to meet him.

Outside the door, I adjusted my mood and wiped the tears off my face.

After making sure I didn't look out of the ordinary, I gently opened the door and walked inside.

Wearing a long nightgown, she knelt by the cradle, gently shaking the cradle, and softly singing an unknown lullaby in her mouth. From the side, the light softly sprinkled on her face, making the lines of her face look unusually gentle.

I looked at the picture in front of me and felt a wave of warmth in my heart.

This, this is my woman and my child!

I walked up, knelt on the floor, and hugged her from behind. I sighed and didn't say anything else, just three words in my ear: "I'm sorry." ”

She smiled faintly, she didn't say anything, just rested her head on my shoulder, her delicate face was just against mine, and I felt the sweet fragrance on her body. We just hugged her, and she just lay in my arms, and neither of us spoke. It wasn't until she fell asleep that I put her on the bed, then turned around and kissed my daughter again, and then I walked out of the room.

I walked out of the building, looked at the black sky, looked back at the building, and remembered that I had coaxed three women to sleep tonight, and now I was exhausted.

"God, what have I done!" I sighed and looked up at the sky.

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