I, Sha Wujing. Alias Sand Monk.

At this moment, I am sitting in the prison of the Heavenly Palace writing these things, the reason why I want to write is because from tomorrow I will not be an immortal, not that I can't do it, but I don't want to do it, I'm tired, exhausted Jing Tomorrow I'm about to be thrown out of heaven by the four gods and fall into the world to accept the punishment of the fourth reincarnation, the so-called fourth reincarnation is in the human world from birth to death reincarnation four times, in these four times you can choose the object of transformation at will, but you have to suffer extreme suffering. This is the most cruel criminal law in the heavenly court, and the senior brother Sun Wukong, who wanted to make trouble in the heavenly palace back then, was not fortunate enough to try, and I am counting this time for the second time.

These two punishments were entirely due to the care of the Queen Mother, the femme fatale-hearted woman. The Queen Mother is actually my mother, I am not born to her, she is just my stepmother. If it weren't for my mother's billion-year reincarnation, she would not have been able to sit in the position she is today. When my mother, the Nine Heavenly Gods, gave birth to me, she was reincarnated. The gods don't die, they just keep reincarnating, and I can't figure it out now, why didn't my mother continue to be a god in reincarnation, but became an ordinary woman, until now I don't know where my mother's soul goes. The Queen Mother was originally her mother's sister Jiutian Jade Girl, with boundless mana, on par with her mother, the only difference was that she couldn't give birth. When she and her mother married the Jade Emperor at the same time, she was destined to be the Queen Mother, and she was destined to be the future Jade Emperor since she was born. But the will of heaven changed everything, the mother was reincarnated, and the jade girl ascended the throne. Since then, my life has been turned upside down. She hated me, hated me surprisingly, hated me for not coming out of her belly, so she said all kinds of bad things about me in front of the Jade Emperor, created a variety of conspiracies, and finally I was demoted to a rolling shutter general, and I worked day and night in that kind of profession with low salary, low position, and no future. I was not convinced, and I wanted to resist, but the Buddha sealed my mana with supreme divine power, causing me to have more than enough strength in my heart.

The first reincarnation was because I accidentally broke the Queen Mother's glass lamp, which was a birthday gift from Taishang Laojun to honor her, in fact, I know that her least favorite is that lamp. Because it's ordinary, the price is average. However, when I touched it to the ground and shattered, she said that it was her love, and gave me the ultimate punishment of reincarnation.

The four gods, each holding my arms and legs, threw me down from the patio and fell to earth.

In the first round I chose a bird, a sparrow. That's because I like to fly, I used to be a god and I could fly, but now I want to continue to fly when I fall into the world, so I chose sparrows.

An ugly-looking old sparrow was in charge of my birth, and it stuffed me with a red bug when I peeked out of the eggshell. I grew up very quickly, and within a few months I began to learn to fly, which was a must when I was a god, and it was as ordinary as eating, simple and casual. As a sparrow who desperately wants to soar in the sky, it is painful and tiring, I once wanted to give up this boring and laborious study, but I can't, a flightless sparrow faces death, I don't want the first reincarnation to be so simple, after a lot of hardships I can finally leave the nest and fly with wings.

When I really flew up, I found that this kind of flying was very different from my impression, and I thought that I could soar in the blue sky and white clouds, do a few difficult tumbling operations, and feel the condescending mood comfortably. But when I fly over a tree, I feel dizzy, and that height actually gives me a stuffy effect, and I just stop at the treetops and pant and think, I failed, I failed so much, the first reincarnation failed like this.

In any case, the days of the sparrows need to go on. Before I knew it, I had reached the age of talking about marriage, and I never thought that the life of a sparrow would be so simple, but I kept repeating myself in finding food, sleeping, and receiving the ancestors. It's a small, cute sparrow, and I don't belong to the same sex, so I'm going to marry him, and he's happy to do it, because I'm a little better than the average sparrow. The day before the wedding, a group of sparrows in the old locust tree ceremony, the first time I found that it is small and delicate under the background of a few leaves, it is so delicate, I recall that I used to look for the fattest insects for it, the fullest grain, once for it to pull the throat and sing until dawn, once flew around it in a circle, to show it the difficult flying skills that I have studied, once ...... Memories become reality in the sound of a whooshing, bloody reality. A group of children under the tree were shooting with slingshots, and the sparrows who had come to the wedding scattered, and it fell to the ground with a pebble, and the children picked it up with joy and clutched it tightly in their hands. It raised its head, puffed out its eyes, breathed hard, and suddenly opened its mouth at me, and then opened its eyes and did not move, its legs stretched out very straight and straight, and its mouth was still open.

I flew down and straight to its mouth, and I believed it had something to say to me, let me save it? Let me fly away? Let me sing? Let me give it food? Still is? It was dark in front of me, I rushed out of my body and floated in the air, this time I felt very good, comfortable and relaxed over the white clouds, soaring in the blue sky, but I was still uncomfortable, what were the shortcomings? I do not know.

The first reincarnation simply passed, which I did not expect, but the pain of this moment made me unforgettable for a long time. When I returned to Hades, I sat on the bridge in a daze, a weak and ignorant life was so fragile, fighting all my life to fill my stomach, but in the end I couldn't grasp my own destiny. This sad fate, this helpless fate, a momentary beautiful encounter is death.

The second reincarnation I chose land, I didn't want to fly anymore, really, I began to be afraid of the feeling of flying, that panic and depression can easily stir up the pain in my heart a little bit. They huddled together, twisted intimately, and kept tumbling and swelling in their internal organs, so that a heart-rending pain overwhelmed me. So after thinking about it carefully, I chose land, I chose to be strong, and I chose a hero.

My mother was a beautiful lioness king, her big eyes, smooth curves, and soft tongue left an indelible impression on me, and she died after giving birth to me, in childbirth. Then I seemed to see my other mother, the Nine Heavens Fairy, her incomparable beauty, her voice like a warbler's cry, her boundless mana, she went to reincarnation, her reincarnation was due to my appearance.

My father was the leader of the whole lion pack, and he always liked to stand on the rocks and look at us condescendingly, and the sunlight passed through my father's golden fur and shone directly into my eyes, bringing me a shock, an irresistible shock. His father's vigorous body, sharp eyes and loud, earth-shattering roar were destined to be the lion king, a capable and mighty lion king.

I also have two brothers and a younger sister, but the two brothers were born with their mother, and they hurried back with their mother before they could open their eyes to see the bright sunshine. Only a weak sister and an unknown me survived.

We always followed behind my father, learning some of his steps and movements, my father was very gentle with his sister, but rough and me, every day my father would have a virtual fight with me, but every claw and every bite of my father was real and cruel. I can't figure it out, and I don't bother to think about it, I just want to live well, live healthily, and not let life be as hasty as the first reincarnation. As time went by, we began to grow up, and our sister became more and more beautiful, and we could see the shadow of our mother everywhere. I learned all its skills under my father's harshness and roughness, and was stronger and more ferocious than him.

My father's appearance has not changed, he is still golden fur and a vigorous body, but his eyes are no longer sharp, and his roar is no longer loud. Some of the young males in the lion pack sometimes challenged my father, and although they were all defeated and left, my father became weaker and weaker, and I don't think he could withstand my powerful blows at all. But I didn't provoke, because I still think of it as my father, a dignified father.

During a successful hunt I caught an antelope, a very strong antelope that was enough for our lions to feed for a whole day. I dragged the antelope proudly towards the habitat of the lions, and my sister followed behind me, occasionally chasing butterflies among the flowers, or scaring panicked rabbits. As I dragged the antelope back to its habitat, I saw three young, strong lions frantically biting at my father, whose golden fur was already covered with scarlet, and one eye was dripping with sticky blood, and his whole body was trembling, but he still maintained an upward posture, and had no intention of retreating at all. What is it fighting for? A illustrious throne? Dead mother? Or is it the dignity of itself? I didn't understand, I just saw it exhausted by the three young male lions biting its throat and falling to the ground, panting.

A roar, a roar that shook the whole grassland, a roar that I couldn't believe myself erupted from my throat. I jumped up and rushed towards the three male lions who trampled on my father, I did not realize that I had become so strong, in the face of three young, strong male lions, I had no fear, but the more I fought, the more crazy I became, they were bitten by me and hid everywhere, their eyes were full of fear of me, fear of my cruelty. When I drove the three scarred lions out of the pack, I found my father standing behind me, turned to look, the sun shining through its scarlet fur, stinging my eyes, its piercing eyes, its vigorous body, its earth-shattering roar. In an instant, I seemed to see my father standing on the mountain rock and looking at me condescendingly, which brought me a shock, an irresistible shock.

After my father's sharp claws drew a perfect arc on my face, it fell and fell under my claws. Blood soaked into my eyes, I looked down at my father, but met his eyes, that peaceful, quiet eyes, it was like a dazzling sunshine that brought me back to my childhood, let me see my father's roughness and severity towards me, scene by scene clear and familiar, as if to see how I became stronger bit by bit, how I inherited my father's physique, father's majesty. At this moment, I looked at my dead father through the red blood water, and I figured it out, I figured out everything, figured out that the king of the steppe had good intentions, and I also figured out that being born as a lion was for the death of the next generation.

I roared into the sky, and the whole grassland trembled with my roar, and this time I was not surprised, because I knew that I was strong and that I had inherited everything from my father.

After inheriting the throne, I often stood on the rocks and looked down on the lions below, which was a kind of happiness that only the strong could feel, a kind of happiness that was momentarily exciting.

My sister is mature, and my sister is completely no different from my mother, with big eyes, smooth curves, and a soft tongue, which makes me always have the illusion that my mother is my sister and my sister is my mother.

In the blink of an eye, it's mating season, and my sister always gets rid of the ambiguous entanglement of other male lions and hides behind me. On an afternoon filled with salty air, my sister and I bonded. The brief moment of pleasure made me feel like I was back in my mother's body, sleeping comfortably and peacefully.

Sister, no, it should be my wife, the lioness king of the lion pack. She only brought me a cute little male lion, it was so little and so cute, I loved it, I loved it. When I licked the stains off it with my tongue, I saw my father, I saw my father's majesty, my father's roughness. Since then I have never licked my son again, instead of sharp claws and cruel teeth, whenever my son resists with hateful gazes and low whining voices, I am a little relieved that I am like I have been a successful father.

Before I died under my son's claws, I left a perfect arc in its face. It was thin and crooked, like a thin moon hanging over its head.

Blood soaked my eyes, and in the blurred I saw a beautiful mother, a majestic father...... When the soul returned to the underworld, I realized that the second reincarnation was over.

The dark underworld was crowded with the undead who were anxious to reincarnate, and the leader of the line discharged in the Hades Hall could not see the edge at a glance. At this moment, I am not in a hurry to reincarnate for the next reincarnation, I just want to find a corner to lie down, very casual and comfortable to lie down, two uninterrupted reincarnations make me tired, not my **, what is really tired is my spirit, my trance spirit. A swaying feeling has haunted me since I fell into the mortal world, making me unable to distinguish between direction and true and false. However, these two rapid reincarnations have made me a little sober, understand some truths, see through some things, and have a new understanding of the meaning of life.

I lay quietly, the cold and biting ground of the underworld made me feel surprisingly comfortable, and the air was full of undead spirits, their expressions were different, but they all fluttered in the same direction, and at the end of the direction was the Hall of Hades, a place where reincarnation. Looking over the dim sky, I thought of the sparrows, the weak, ignorant creatures that valued food more than affection, more than anything else. They only survive for survival, only to find a little delicious food, but this clichéd and boring way of life easily shocked my soul and made me clearly know that simple is beautiful.

Lions, on the other hand, not only survive for the sake of survival, they also die for the sake of survival, and the law of life forces them to make themselves stronger and become the king of beasts. A force in the underworld drives them to perform the cycle of birth, death, death, and birth over and over again, they are majestic and ferocious, but their feelings are thick but contain infinite tenderness, they know that death only represents the birth of another life, they must continue so cruelly, only in this way will they not be extinct, only in this way can they reflect the admiration of their souls.

The two reincarnations are a thing of the past, and I don't want to say anything more, because superfluous words may tarnish the meaning of life. I'm tired, I'm out of breath, what should the next reincarnation be? I need to think about it, think about it carefully, because life is so precious to me right now.

After much deliberation, I decided to be a fish, an ordinary fish that swims around in the water every day.

As soon as I went from a bulging roe to a thin, reddish carp, I began to be confused, and this confusion came from the dragon gate in the deep water. The dragon gate was very majestic, tall, big, carved with golden dragon patterns, but under the background of the turbulent whirlpools around it, it was slightly terrifying and gloomy. One by one, the carp that had leapt past in the delusion fell into it, spun and spinned, and drove away to reincarnation. I don't understand why they still try in the face of death, don't they know that life is precious?

The years are flowing and swinging away round and round. I grew up and turned into a beautiful red carp. But these bright colors did not bring me good luck, they only brought discrimination against my kind, they could not accept me covered with bright red scales, they refused to live with me, they refused to communicate with me, they refused to say anything about me. I had no choice but to hide in a deep coral hole, eroded by loneliness in the dark and cold water.

It's the reason for it, it's the warmth that still lingers in the deep, cold hole. It was a small carp with red scales that was the same as me, and it was living in the coral hole next door to me after being treated as unequally as me. I was amazed by its appearance, I thought that all misfortunes would only appear to me, but I didn't expect that there was a piece of it around me that was just as lucky as me. We soon came together, and slowly found that it was so cute, with small eyes, red scales, and a little tail flicking when it swam up, and it was undeniable that I fell in love with it.

The sun pierced into the water and shrouded us, the bright red scales shining brightly. Every day I will go to the deep water to find some skinny poor fish and insects to come back and share with it, not because I don't want to eat fat fish and insects, but because of the hatred of the same kind, we limit the size of the activity area, and good food is not available to us. Although there were no fatty fish insects, we were able to snuggle up together and enjoy the food I had worked so hard to find, and the taste was mixed with an unusually strong sweetness.

The days pass slowly in this plain harmony, happiness and sweetness are always crowded together, I am drunk, drunk in this ordinary life.

The foraging work irritated me, and the small fish and insects in the neighborhood seemed to have all migrated, and it was getting harder and harder to find, and I felt distressed to see its slimmer body. So I decided to take a risk and look near the Dragon Gate, which is the graveyard of the carp, and no fish will go there in search of food, so all the clever fish and insects gather there to live, and they like to watch the carp fall into the whirlpool and disappear. Imagine how pleasant it would be to see your predators die in front of you! I swam there tremblingly, and the dense crowd of fish and insects ignored my arrival, probably thinking that I was a fish about to fall into the whirlpool, albeit of a different color.

I lurked in the aquatic weeds, and the fish and insects were still coming and going unscrupulously, and finally I seized a chance to catch a few fat big fish and insects. But just as I was departing in joy, I saw a strong carp soar up, its posture was strikingly graceful, its head held high and its tail hanging straight underneath, shot straight out like a quick arrow off the string. But just as it was about to cross the dragon gate, a golden light shot out, and in an instant it seemed to be pushed by an invisible force, and it fell into the whirlpool and disappeared after a few turns.

To tell you the truth, I was stunned by this strange sight, and all the fish and insects in my mouth fled for their lives when I was surprised. I swam back to my lodgings in a panic, and told me what I had seen, and the little red carp, which was no less surprised than I was, swam around me several times, and, after making sure that I was not hurt, told me something that had made me tired of the blandness. It says that all the carp that cross the dragon gate will become dragons, they are the kings of the water, they have magical powers, they have golden scales, they are huge, they are mighty, they never feel sorry for food.

A nameless thing collided inside me, and it made my blood boil. Dragons, how desirable, not to worry about food, to have mana, and even to take off the painful red scales and put on a golden scale armor...... That nameless thing started to go berserk, prompting me to jump the dragon gate immediately, prompting me to change the dullness.

I'm not stupid, I know and see my kind falling into the whirlpool, I don't want to be like them, I'm going to be a dragon, I'm going to make my beloved it stop panicking for food. So I started to practice jumping, first with a very short aquatic plant, then a little taller, then a little higher, and then ...... I don't know how long it took, but I decided to jump the gantry when I crossed the tallest aquatic weed near a coral cave. It didn't stop me, and I knew it wanted me to succeed, not just because of my pride, but also because of it. So that we will no longer be discriminated against by our kind, and I will prove that fish of different skin colors do not mean that they are incompetent.

It swam with me to the dragon gate, and the large and small whirlpools made me a little dizzy, and the carp around me began to laugh at us, they were laughing at the two red carp that looked like they were about to cross the dragon gate. I turned to look at it, and found that it was also silently watching me, that little eye was full of antiquity, full of reluctance, we didn't know if this jump would be successful, but I couldn't back down, because the nameless thing in my heart had spread all over my body, it was pulling me, driving me.

I jumped, and this jump doomed me to the end of samsara, doomed me to my separation from it, doomed me to lose to the nameless thing in my body. I jumped very high, jumped very far, and when I was about to cross the dragon gate, the terrible golden light appeared again, it was so big, and it was so fierce, I couldn't help but start to float backwards, I thought I was finished, I would fall into the whirlpool under the gaze of my fellow kind and fish and insects, and spin to reincarnate.

However, a beam of sunlight that had been inserted into the water shone on me, and the golden light disappeared, replaced by a red light like fire, the red light from the scales on my body, like a flame that went straight to the dragon gate...... I became a dragon, a gigantic, golden-clad dragon with mana. Sure enough, I no longer have to worry about food, I don't have to sleep in a cold coral cave anymore, and the comfortable life makes me happy and makes me forget everything, everything.

It's, the weak red carp, the red carp that used to make me love, it's calling me, it's calling from the heart, I hear it calling me, what is it calling me? I didn't know, I decided I'd go check it out. When I came to the dragon gate and was about to fly over, a group of dragons like me stopped me, they said that I was crazy, they said that they had never seen a dragon to cross over, because if they crossed over, they would become carp, the kind of carp that worries about food all day long and desperately wants to cross the dragon gate and become a dragon. They also said that if I crossed over, I would have nothing, go back to my old self, and continue to live my old life. No, I don't want to, I don't want to be a carp again, I don't want my kind to laugh at my scales, I don't want to risk finding a few slightly fatter fish worms, no, I don't go back. At this time, a carp appeared in my sight, there is no doubt that it is flying over the dragon gate, I began to be excited about its appearance, I think when it becomes a dragon I will approach it, ask it if it knows my little red carp, I think it will tell the little red carp that life is very good, this is all due to my success, the same kind will no longer have skin color discrimination, they respect the little carp, love the little carp. And the little carp was also practicing jumping, and soon it came here and came to me, and I thought, I laughed. But just as the leaping carp was about to cross the dragon gate, a dragon beside it turned into a golden light and crashed into it, and then the carp fell, fell, and fell into the ...... I was stunned, very confused, I stayed there in surprise, I didn't know what to do, I finally knew where the terrifying golden light came from. When I woke up, everything was calm again, the dragon gate was still there, the dragon was still there, but the carp was gone. I frantically asked every dragon with golden scales, why? Why? Why is that? They laughed, they laughed, and in their laughing eyes I saw horror, I saw cruelty. They say that's the reality, you know? My dear brother, if there are more and more carp jumping over, like the dense school of fish at the end of the dragon gate, then what advantage do we dragons have? Hope is precious, my dear brother. Would you go crazy for an ordinary aquatic plant? You can't, because there are so many of them, and many of them have been around you since you were born, and many of them upset you and make you upset. And we're doing it just to keep our kingship advantage going. Do you want to work hard to leap over and become a dragon, but because of the large number of them, they have become ordinary, floating with the waves like a water plant? Do you want everything to ignore your existence? Do you want to? If you want, you can watch indifferently and watch as the other carp leaps over and turns into a dragon that is about to become normal.

No! No! No! I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want to be that ordinary dragon, I want to be the dragon that other carp worship and envy, I have mana, I don't worry about food, I don't want a red appearance, I don't, I don't. I screamed and shouted frantically, and the other dragons began to laugh at me again, with cruelty echoing in my ears...... The outline of another carp on the gantry gradually became clear, and I knew that it was about to turn into a dragon. Suddenly, the nameless thing in my body was expanding again, extremely inflated, and it frightened me, unusually frightened. I thought that this nameless thing would disappear after I turned into a dragon, but now it is growing and spreading rapidly. Finally it easily overcame me again, and I went crazy. Turning into a golden light, I flew swiftly and swiftly like the carp that was about to become a dragon, and it fell slowly under my powerful impact. It was the sun again, the sun that appeared again and again, and it shone on the fallen carp, and suddenly I saw the fire, a brilliant fire. It's it, it's mine, I'm able to confirm.

I turned into a dragon again and flew over the dragon gate, and saw the fire spinning and spinning, like the sun falling into the sea, dazzling. I also saw the surprised carp on the other side of the dragon gate, and they saw me, a dragon, a golden dragon. I heard their cheers, their excitement, and they were proud to see a huge, mighty dragon. I smiled, and turned to look at the dragons on this side of the dragon gate, the dragons who were as proud as I was, they were also surprised, they were cheering for me, they were excited, they were proud that they could convince a stubborn, ignorant companion. I turned to look at the blinding fire, it was still spinning, the scarlet glow getting more and more dazzling. I laughed. I laughed maniacally.

Filled with shrill laughter, I crossed the dragon gate and turned into another flame and rushed towards, rushed, rushed, rushed to the place that had been waiting for me for so long...... After a period of dizziness, I returned to the familiar but unfamiliar underworld, returning here again and again following the rules of death, and leaving here again and again according to the rules of death.

I finally realized the pain of the Fourth Generation, and no matter what role I transformed, I couldn't escape its palms. I'm tired, I'm tired of the repeated interpretation of the meaning of life, the yearning has gradually transformed into boredom, I want to refuse, refuse to repeat boring reincarnation, I don't want to reincarnate for food, for status, for that terrible **, I want to be a god, and return to the honest curtain of heaven.

Thinking of this, I came to Hades and said to him that I wanted to be a monster, and I wanted to be a monster guarding the beach on the yellow beach. Hades looked at me in surprise, he didn't understand why I had to do that kind of boring and tiring work, you must know that monsters are the most difficult to do, they are discriminated against by humans and gods, they are hindered and killed everywhere, Hades kindly asked: Do you really want to be a monster? And it's a youkai guarding the beach? Are you sure you're awake? I'm sure, I'll be a youkai guarding the beach. I replied without hesitation. Yes, I was really awake, it was the sobriety that the three reincarnations brought to me, the sobriety was abnormal, and everything I saw began to be transparent. I know my choice better, as early as when I was an immortal, I heard that there will be a young monk named Tang Sanzang in the near future, he will go to the Buddha of the West Heaven to obtain the true scriptures, and after the merits are completed, he will become a god, in between which there need to be four high disciples to protect all the way, and these four high disciples must be gods who violate the rules of heaven, and after obtaining the true scriptures, these four disciples can be released and continue to be gods.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw the river with yellow sand, and they were rolling and surrounded me on all sides, but they would not swallow me up, because I was already a youkai at the moment, and it was the beach guarding monster that managed them.

Every grain of sand is a life, they huddle together every day and chirp and make noise, and the content in between is the story of their past lives, before which the concept of sand in my mind was a heap and a piece, and I never thought of them as a life form with the same name, but now I began to pay attention to them, every hard, stubborn life.

Whenever the night comes, the sand will tell their past lives one by one with the sound of the river flowing, there are many, many sands, many past lives, some of them have been sparrows, some have been lions, some have been carp, and some have been monsters. Every time they finish a story, they ask me for my opinion, and let me tell me if their past life was beautiful, and I am speechless. It's not that I can't say it, but I don't think it's necessary to say it, because life has no meaning for me, what can I do after the blind pursuit of blind marriage and the ever-expanding realization of **? What if you get everything you want, what you want, what you want? Death, reincarnation, this cruel life makes me spurn. So I can't say anything, I don't have a word about life.

Since the three reincarnations, my language has become less and less, I don't want to say superfluous words, I don't want to do superfluous things, I just hope that Tang Sanzang will come over and take me away quickly, and then go to the Buddha to get the true scriptures and go to heaven to die.

The sandmen still talk about their past lives in the middle of the night, and I am still a silent listener. Until the arrival of Guanyin Bodhisattva that day, the quiet and comfortable yellow sand beach changed, and the reason why it became boiling was all attributed to Guanyin Bodhisattva A sentence Tang Sanzang is coming. The sands are happy for me, they know I've been waiting here for a long time, they know I want to be a god, but they don't know that I used to be a god. And I also began to be impetuous, I no longer listened quietly to the past life of the sands, I began to imagine the scene of Tang Sanzang's arrival. What kind of person is he? Will he take me out of here and on the way to the west? Is he fierce? Is he a strong martial artist? Time flies by in a cranky mind.

He finally came, riding a swinging horse, with a hairy-faced monkey in front of him, and a pig-faced guy in the back. Tang Sanzang is a little different from what I imagined, he is quite handsome, he looks quite gentle, and he doesn't look like he has any stunts or something. To be honest, I was very excited at the time, after all, I thought I had been waiting for him for more than 300 years, and I was full of blood for more than 300 years of day and night, and I flipped out of the river with my head, and I flew towards him, I thought I should kneel down in front of him and say Master, I have been waiting for you for a long time, right? Or do you still need to say hello to each other with the two senior brothers? I thought, I flew, and the phoenix behind me thought to me, this feeling is so good.

Youkai, want to eat my master? Take your life! This is the hairy guy shouted, I was shocked, subconsciously turned back, and saw that no one knew that this monster was referring to me. He called me a monster, and I could accept it, because I was indeed a monster, but I was very angry when he said that I wanted to eat his master, I don't eat people, I dare to eat monsters, eat me a rake! The pig-faced guy rushed at me, and I was defenseless, and I was sturdy for a while. The pain forced me into the water, and the sands looked at me in horror, and I think they were the same monks as I was.

I was angry, very angry. What's wrong with me? I'm going to apprentice, why are they doing this to me? I grabbed my weapon shovel and flew out again. This time, the first person who appeared in sight was Tang Sanzang, the monk who had made me wait for many years, he looked at me with a frightened face, and shouted for help: Disciple, save me! Son, save me! His unlucky appearance made me sick. It was the pig again, and he roared at the monster in a high-pitched voice, and he lunged at me, and I saw it clearly, and he was carrying the rake.

We had a big fight, and I didn't see that the pig had two more hits, but it was much worse than me, and I beat him to the ground in less than ten rounds. Looking at his embarrassed virtue, I became more and more courageous, every move, every style tried my best, in fact, I don't want to hurt him, this is the truth, really, after all, after the misunderstanding is resolved, I will become my senior brother. Therefore I only led him to a place near the water, where there was the yellow sand of my reign, and I let them teach him. The sands rushed into his nose, ears, and mouth, making him squeak and scream.

Later, the hairy-faced monkey who handed him over was more powerful, and I lured him into the water and was still no match for him. His weapon was very familiar, and when it slammed into my face, I could see clearly, it was the Zhenhai Divine Needle. Zhenhai Shenpin, the Dragon King of the East China Sea, the Heavenly Palace, Sun Wukong. He is Sun Wukong, only Sun Wukong can use the Zhenhai Divine Needle, and only Sun Wukong will be so powerful. I started to worry a little about going to reincarnation before I knew the master, but then I thought, isn't it just for reincarnation? Here's your chance! Just as Sun Wukong slashed at the top of his head, I stopped. I held my head high, my chest high, closed my eyes and waited for reincarnation. However, the torture of the fourth reincarnation to me has not ended, a fairy appeared, he instigated Tang Sanzang to complain that I was the general of the heavenly court five hundred years ago, and I fell into the rebellion because of violating the rules of heaven, and I have been waiting here to protect the Western Heaven for a long time.

At the end of the fight, Tang Sanzang shaved my hair and took off the necklace of a human skull made of agate. I also know that Sun Wukong is my senior brother, and the pig-faced man is called Zhu Bajie, who is my second senior brother. Later, we walked together, and the direction was the Buddha of the West Heaven.

Until I obtained the scriptures, I was always in charge of carrying the burden, which was what Zhu Bajie should do, but he was always angry about the last time he was flattened by me on the yellow beach, so he retaliated and asked me to carry a lot of things after them every day. I don't want to argue with him, let alone fight with him again, because my goal is to be able to obtain the sutra and restore my status as a god. I've been silent, I don't want to talk to anyone, I'm just silently waiting, hoping that day will come soon.

Along the way, the demons and monsters blocked it many times, and shouted that they wanted to eat Tang Sanzang's meat, and the frightened fart flowed, Sun Wukong and Zhu Bajie were also nervous, for fear that the monk would eat the monster and delay their return to heaven. In fact, I know that this is just a game of the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, they just don't want Tang Sanzang to get the scriptures so easily, they need entertainment, and their entertainment is to base laughter on our suffering. I don't have great sorrow or joy, my facial expressions are simple and they don't talk to me much, they think I'm just an honest third junior brother, it doesn't matter if I have it or not, so after I got the scriptures, I don't like to talk anymore.

Finally obtaining the true scriptures, the four of us knelt in front of the Buddha and waited for the delivery. All four of us became Buddhas, and we all went away happily. And the Buddha stopped me and asked, "Are you a general of the shutter five hundred years ago?" I replied: Exactly. The Buddha shook his head and sighed: All this is the will of God, I hope you know it yourself. Only patience can dissolve the debt of billions of years. I was at a loss and didn't know what he was talking about the value of the debt, but I could do it with patience. I have completely learned to skillfully use patience in the fourth reincarnation, and now I have nothing more than to stay in heaven quietly.

Although I became a Buddha, I still stood at the door of the heavenly court with a curtain, which was given to me by the Queen Mother. The gods felt that I was wronged and wanted to petition for me, but I didn't have the heart to ask for anything more, I was tired, I just needed to be quiet, quiet. But things like to backfire, yesterday the Jade Emperor announced that I will accept the punishment of the fourth reincarnation again, and never return to heaven, the reason is very simple: I killed the Queen Mother.

Yesterday was the Queen Mother's birthday, but I turned my birthday into her death day. This time it's because of a head, the head of the Queen Mother. She came to heaven surrounded by all the fairies, I rolled up the curtain, they passed, I put down the curtain, and at that moment I didn't know why the queen mother's head was hit by the curtain that was lowered, so she simply got angry, and said casually: Come on, throw this Sha Wujing down the reincarnation of the fourth world! The reincarnation of the fourth life is the reincarnation of the fourth life, and it is the kind of reincarnation that makes you suffer a lot, and it repeats itself over and over again. I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I can't help but go crazy, the fourth reincarnation has tormented me to the point that my whole soul is dead, and the rest of my body can't even be at peace. A familiar force boiled from the body, this power is different from the kind of ** when doing the carp crossing the dragon gate, this is a cry from self-esteem, I picked up the shovel and slashed at the queen mother, shoveled people down, she went to reincarnation.

The chaos in the heavenly court is no less than the big trouble in the heavenly palace that time of the senior brother. The gods can't suppress my power, and once this power that has been suppressed for a long time explodes, it will be out of control. They fell millions of heavenly soldiers and generals, they fell my senior brother, second senior brother and even my master, I went crazy, crazy caused me to trample them under my feet, I still clearly remember Sun Wukong's frightened eyes, he didn't believe that a person who went to the west with him to learn scriptures, and I couldn't even say a word along the way I was so powerful.

Until the arrival of the Buddha, his mana was indeed boundless, and it was an understatement to seal my power again, so I am now in the heavenly prison. At this moment, I understood what the Buddha had said to me: Only patience can dissolve the debt of 100 million years. Haha, patience? Resolve? Buddha, what is patience? What is a debt? To endure is to be at the mercy of others, to live without direction, to endure is to be trampled on by others, and to endure is to give up self-esteem and steal life. And this debt is a matter between the Queen Mother and me, she owes me too much, too much, and it can't be repaid, only her reincarnation can make me reborn again. I think of the sparrow dying for food, I think of the lion for power, I think of the carp fighting for the **, tomorrow is the time for my fourth reincarnation, fortunately I don't have to be a god anymore.

I'm going to stop writing, because there's not much time left, so let me look through the window at the stars while I'm still in Heaven.

The stars of the heavenly court, one by one, flashed a dazzling cold light