I drank a lot of alcohol, so much that I wanted to vomit, I was very depressed, if it was usually my mother would advise me to drink less, but today she didn't speak, just let me drink.

When I drank too much, I hugged my mother and cried all the time, and my mother comforted me, saying that I was just going out for three or four years, crying something.

She didn't understand that my departure, perhaps, would be goodbye, and meeting again would already be a different path, and even I didn't know if I would have the memory of now.

……

A pair that can not be modified brings out warmth, always behind it, always wordy, always concerned, does not know how to cherish, too guilty, intoxicated with the scale, she does not appreciate her mother's love, but never back down, determined to rush to the heart, struggling, kindness can finally be repaid, the spring breeze and rain warm my heart, a lifetime of care, wordless gift, is what a warm gaze you teach me to look at the road ahead, tell me to fall, should not give up, can not explain, how to repay the kindness, love, leniency is infinite, please allow me to say that I really love you......

I don't know why, but all of a sudden, I sang Beyond's Really Love You, a song written for my mother, and my mother hugged me and said, "Silly boy." ”

I remember drinking a lot that night, and then my head hurt, I was dizzy, and then I had no memory.

……

My head hurts, I rubbed my head, opened my eyes, I was lying in my room at this time, looking at the posters of Beyond posted in my room, all kinds of childhood toys, I sighed.

After packing up my things and looking at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the morning, my mother was not at home, it seemed that she was going out to work, and I looked at the empty house.

I found a piece of paper, I thought about it, and still wrote on this paper.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I lied to you, I'm going to perform a very dangerous mission, a very important task that must be performed, maybe I will die, maybe we will never see each other, but you have to believe that I have always loved you, love your son, Chen Hui is unique."

After writing this note, I put it on the table on the coffee table, carried my backpack, and resolutely left the home where I had lived for more than ten years.

It's good to go like this, otherwise I don't know what it would be like to cry with my mother.

I walked downstairs to Brother Xiang, took out my mobile phone and called him, and after he answered, I said, "Come down, let's go." ”

Within ten minutes of the call, Brother Xiang ran down with his backpack on his back.

"So fast?" I looked at Brother Xiang and asked.

"I was ready last night, I spent a minute putting on my shoes, eight minutes saying goodbye to my parents, and finally running down in one minute." Brother Xiang put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Let's go, I'll accompany you wherever the underworld is." ”

"Good brother." I looked at Brother Xiang who was smiling next to me, and I patted him on the shoulder: "You don't have to go, accompany Yang Juan by yourself, I'll just go down alone, and you won't be able to help if you go down." ”

"Great, I'm waiting for your words, that was a kind word just now, I'm about to travel to Sanya with Juan, and the tickets have been bought......"

I kicked Brother Xiang's ass and scolded, "Get out, don't say you know me, fuck." ”

"Don't worry, I'll cheer you up in Sanya." Brother Xiang put his arm around my shoulders and laughed.

When I heard this, I was relieved, although I was angry on the surface, but I wasn't going to let Brother Xiang go down to the underworld, those demon beasts in the underworld were too terrifying, especially the guy in the innermost part of the fog, mysterious, terrifying, it was not at all that a few more people or a few fewer people could decide the outcome of the outcome, and Brother Xiang would go down with one more cannon fodder at most, of course I didn't want him to go down.

Brother Xiang took the car to the station in Chongqing, and Brother Xiang said to me: "Huizi, there is always a time to part, I will leave now, remember to be careful after you go down by yourself, don't forget to extend my life, I don't want to go down to accompany you in two days." ”

"Don't worry, after I become the king of Jizo, I will handle this matter for you as soon as possible." I nodded, and then hugged Brother Xiang vigorously.

The men were not so hypocritical, and after hugging him hard, he ran to find his Yang Juan and looked at his back.

I laughed dryly, this idiot, I hope he can get better in the future.

After Brother Xiang left, I dialed the master's phone.

"Master, when will you go to the underworld?" I asked the master on the other end of the phone.

The master asked me, "What?" You ready? Have you ever been separated from your family? ”

"Hmm." I nodded.

"What about Xiaofan? Don't you say goodbye to her? The master asked over there.

"No need, the more entangled this kind of thing is, the more I don't want to leave, I have already made up my mind to become the king of Jizo at this time, then I will ......"

Before I could finish speaking, my master said, "You still can't let it go, right?" ”

"Why do you say that?"

"If you really let go of everything, wouldn't it be okay to just put the three relics together and become the king of Jizo? You are now let go on the surface, but you are still reluctant to do so in your heart. My master said on the other side of the phone.

"yes, I really can't put it down." I nodded, and that's something I have to admit.

"Since you can't let it go, you can't let it go, come to Wujiang Town to find me, let's go to the underworld together, if you really want to see Xiaofan for the last time, let's go, after coming to Wujiang, we will go directly to the underworld, then the situation below is also very urgent, I won't give you time to hesitate at that time, just go to Wujiang Town before tomorrow night, as for whether you go to see Xiaofan, it's up to you." The master said over there.

"Me." I opened my mouth, and I originally wanted to say that I didn't need to think about it, and I would come to Wujiang Town directly, but after thinking about it carefully, I still said: "Master, thank you, let me think about it, before tomorrow afternoon, I will definitely go to Wujiang Town." ”

"Well, you think about it yourself, some things only have one chance, and some things can only be done for the last time in this life, if you can't see her, that's your own business, you can think it out yourself, the most important thing is not to leave a regret in your heart, in that way, you will regret it for life, even if you become the king of Jizo in the future, you will regret it." My master persuaded over there.

Is there only one chance? The last chance to see Sister Fan?

I hung up the call with my master indifferently, then opened the address book and looked at Sister Fan's number, but I always hesitated to dial it.

Suddenly, Sister Fan met me for the first time in Changshou, and the scene where I mistook her for a female ghost, and everything that happened with her later, began to tour in my head like a movie.

See? Or is it missing?

[PS: I've passed the pre-exam, tomorrow's five watches, I will do what I say, and I will officially test the theory the day after tomorrow, I hope to pass. 】