Xiao Yan suddenly jumped up, and said with a sigh: "Sister, we still have to go to play the sheng, get up, get up." I'll be waiting for you in the study. With that, he walked out, taking a few steps past the screen.

Shen Qingyi raised his eyebrows and sneered with "Nanshan Collection", you run.

The maid on the porch came in to serve her to wash and change her clothes, and combed her hair again, and Shen Qingyi went to the study slowly.

Xiao Yan had been pacing slowly in front of the sheng frame many times, holding the thirty-six reed sheng she had selected in her hand, her eyes were serious, her fingers rubbed back and forth, as if she couldn't put it down, as if she was amazed and admired the craftsmanship of this sheng, but Shen Qingyi knew at a glance that she was nervous.

In the past, when Shen Qingyi taught her to play the Xun test in Chenghe Academy, she was like this, holding the Xun and touching it around, as if she would respond to her after touching the Xun a few more times, and said reasonably: "Music is the heart, music is love, and the instrument also has feelings, and I have feelings with it, so I can resonate." ”…… In fact, I was nervous, and I was afraid that I wouldn't blow it well in front of her.

The corners of Shen Qingyi's lips curled, and he walked over slowly.

Xiao Yan lowered his head and thought in his heart, "Sheng, Sheng, you see that I like you so much, hugging you and touching you, looking at you affectionately, admiring your beauty, admiring your exquisiteness, you have to understand my mind, communicate with my heart, and the music is harmonious......" Hearing Shen Qingyi approaching, he subconsciously hugged Sheng, turned his face and said, "Sister is here." ”

The corners of Shen Qingyi's mouth hooked, and his voice was unhurried, "You run." I thought I was running fast, so I wouldn't ask you about osmanthus wine? ”

Xiao Yan let out a haha, his eyes looked east and west, but he didn't look at Shen Qingyi.

Shen Qingyi approached her, and when she saw her familiar look, she couldn't help but itch her hand and wanted to pluck her ear, but when her hand was raised, she restrained herself and said angrily to her: "Forgive you first." ”

Xiao Yan sighed suddenly, and immediately took off the seventeen spring sheng that his sister had chosen in the morning, hugged it himself, turned around and said with a smile: "Sister, let's go." ”

The two of them walked out of the study, bypassed the cloister, and went to the garden behind.

The garden is very wide, about two acres of land, the flowers and trees are scattered, the winding path is secluded, the red, white, yellow and purple colors reflect each other, although it is summer, but it is like spring, the garden is full of colors, through the shadow of the flowers and trees, Xiao Yan saw a blue pool, Shen Qingyi took her through the flowers around the tree, along the winding path into the inside, and soon arrived at the pool.

In the lotus leaf field in the pond, the lotus flowers are still playing with pink bones and flowers have not bloomed, but a tree of roses by the pond is blooming brilliantly, and the white double-petaled flowers are pink and halogenic, which reminds Xiao Yan of Shen Qingyi's jade white and red cheeks and ears, and his heart suddenly fluttered, and he quickly turned his eyes away. The heart is quiet, the mind is clear......"

An exquisite pavilion by the pool, a few cases of Lin Xi have been placed in the pavilion, and wine, tea and fruits have been placed, Xiao Yan smelled the fragrance of osmanthus wine, her eyes stared at the celadon holding pot, the spout was still plugged, she had already smelled the fragrance that was absent, and turned her eyes to Shen Qingyi and smiled, my sister is always like this, as long as she likes it, she will prepare it for her...... Although she had only annoyed her with osmanthus wine before.

The two went to the pavilion, sitting on the Lin mat with only socks, Bai Su knelt next to him holding a pot and pouring wine, and the fragrant cinnamon fragrance immediately spread in the pavilion. Xiao Yan raised her glass to salute Shen Qingyi, the wine entered her throat, the sweet and fragrant liquor was in her chest and abdomen, and there was a mellow and long force, she sighed: "This must be thirty or forty years old bar." Shen Qingyi drank all the small cups and said: "The wine is brewed in Miantian in the thirty-seventh year, and the osmanthus is the new osmanthus in Yuting two years ago." ”

Xiao Yan said yes in a row, and drank four or five cups in succession.

Pick up the sheng and stand up, facing a pool of blue lotus and a tree of roses, blowing a small plum blossom song full of spring.

Sheng's timbre is bright, Xiao Yan's treble is crisp and transparent, which makes people suddenly feel bright and happy in spring, and there is a sense of comfort and elegance, as if they are between heaven and earth, the breeze blows, the flowers are beautiful in front of them, and there is no more trouble and sorrow.

The Taoist attendants and medicine maids in the front yard listened with joy, and couldn't help but step on the beat, while busy with the things in hand, while humming the song, and their bodies swayed gently with the song.

Xiao Yan's whole mind sank into the sheng sound, and he just wanted to make Shen Qingyi happy.

She wasn't sure if she was moved, or because of Shen Qingyi's affection, she was in a chaotic mood, and she couldn't analyze it calmly and rationally, but her intention to make Shen Qingyi happy was real. With such a mood, she blew out the sheng sound, thinking of "Nanshan Collection", thinking of the sparse feelings revealed in Shen Qingyi's poems, and thinking of the leisurely and sloppy interest revealed in those words, she likes Shen Qingyi like this, likes her to live such a life, comfortable and comfortable, watching the flowers fall, and laughing at the clouds...... No matter what happens in the future, she wants Shen Qingyi to be like this.

The sheng sound is wide and bright, bright and cheerful, Xiao Yan contains her feelings and expectations in the sheng sound, and she can clearly hear her intentions.

Suddenly, a clear and beautiful sound sounded, like a spring warbler crying, followed by a soft and long oriole sound harmony, like a couple of people answering each other, followed by the warbler tactful, full of spring willow branches, two yellow warblers around the tree, a moment chasing, a moment of oriole language, and there are swallows flying home, intimate exchanges, swallow whispering, flowers and butterflies in the garden, flying in pairs, bright and comfortable spring because of this charming feeling is more intoxicating, I just wish to be in it, can not bear to leave.

No matter how high the sky is, it can only make people's hearts wide, the breeze is sprinkled, it can only make people fresh, and the beautiful scenery of flowers is good, if it is ruthless, it can not make people intoxicated, that kind of soft, full, full of heart, joyful and lingering feeling, only love can breed.

The medicine maid and the Taoist waiter in the front yard didn't know when to stop what they were doing, those who dried the medicine forgot to dry the medicine, those who checked the pharmacopoeia forgot to turn the book, and those who sorted out the alchemy records forgot to put down the pen, they were happy and humming the song lightly, and they were already intoxicated at the moment, and they all remembered their best feelings and memories, the heartbeat of a glimpse of the past, and the silent love in the dark night...... Some people have tears in their eyes with joy on their faces, and they can't tell whether they are happy or sad, they just feel that their hearts are fluttering, their bowels are turning, and the taste is really a soul.

Xiao Yan's treble is clearly surrounded by this soft and plump alto, and there is sometimes a murmuring bass soft, so that her crisp and transparent sheng sound is no longer so bright and hovering in the air, but in harmony with the alto bass, sometimes rising, sometimes falling, from the timbre to increase the sense of ups and downs, the spring is naturally more layered, more rich, fuller, more infectious......

Xiao Yan knew that his sheng sound was inferior, and he was driven by Shen Qingyi's sheng sound, which seemed to be high pitch, but it was Shen Qingyi's middle and low sheng sound that actually mastered the rhythm. After a song of little plum blossoms, she put down the sheng, turned her face to look at Shen Qingyi, shook her head and smiled and sighed: "My sister blows much better than me." "Is she playing Xiaomei Song for her sister, or is her sister playing Xiaomei Song for her? …… She was really embarrassed to say that she used this song to apologize to her sister.

Shen Qingyi smiled at her, but the sheng was not put aside, and the sheng sound was a bright and bright high note.

The mountains are verdant, and the flowers on the mountains are extremely red, like a burning fire, very brilliant, very charming...... Xiao Yan's heart jumped, and that affection burned like fire in Shen Qingyi's eyes as she looked at her.

Xiao Yan suddenly felt that her mouth was dry, as if she was scorched by the fire, which burned her from the bottom of her heart, and her heart was pounding with heat......

Her love is so intense, under her coldness, it is like a fire, a love that can make the mountains and verdant burn.

Xiao Yan took the cup and drank it dry, the sweet wine entered his throat, but it only eased the dry mouth for a moment, followed by the mellow aroma was scorched by the heat, dense and fragrant, making people's hearts swaying and intoxicating.

Xiao Yan didn't dare to look at Shen Qingyi's eyes, and leaned on the Lin mat with a cup, his eyes a little confused. After the song was finished, the mountains of flowers seemed to still burn in her heart. Xiao Yan thought to himself, he was probably really drunk.

“…… Sister, you're blowing so well. She muttered.

She picked up the holding pot, poured herself another cup, and poured a cup for Shen Qingyi and handed it over. Shen Qingyi waved his hand and asked Bai Su to brew a cup of tea. Xiao Yan took a sip of wine and smiled, "Miantian Jinbo brews Yuting Qianri Gui, there are not many such wines in the world." Sister, it's a pity that you don't need to. ”

Shen Qingyi looked at her, his clear eyes were still a little blazing, but his voice was soft and slow: "My heart is already burning, and if I drink again, I am afraid that I will not be able to control it." ”

Xiao Yan smiled softly.

She liked her restraint.

A gentleman has desires, and a gentleman has moderation.

She is resolute and daring, but she also restrains herself and does not act arbitrarily.

Xiao Yan has seen too much arbitrariness, Li Yuzhen is, A-Niang is, she appreciates their chic, tolerates their arbitrariness, but appreciates more restraint with moderation, like their background and status, although they are burdened with all kinds of responsibilities, it is not difficult to indulge wantonly, it is precisely the temperance that is difficult...... She smiled and raised her glass and toasted Shen Qingyi.

"Sister, you're fine." "It's really good," she said. ”

She first liked Shen Qingyi, because of her quality, calm, restrained, forbearing, but not weak, resolute and strong but with a soft heart, only when she touched her heart, she would know what kind of gentleness it was under the cold and cold snow in that winter......

Now, she knows that there is a blazing under the gentleness, a blazing that can burn people.

Xiao Yan felt that if she stayed with Shen Qingyi any longer, she would not be able to see her heart clearly, because her heart had been soaked in her affection, like the fragrant fragrance of aged cinnamon wine, which was so strong that she couldn't keep her mind clear.

Shen Qingyi said: "Ah Yan, you are very good, you have been very good. "The moving qualities that attracted her have never changed, they have not been worn out by the years as she grows, they have not been contaminated by the red dust, they are still so clear and pure, and they have the warmest and most honest heart.

Xiao Yan tilted her head to look at her, her dark eyes were a little misty, and suddenly remembered the sentence "Wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk", and felt that it really made sense, such osmanthus wine actually made her feel smoked, it was not drunk, it was obsessed...... Drunk and confused.

She drank another sip of wine, her heart was strong, she suddenly stood up and walked around, seeing the verdant mountains in the distance, the ripples in the distance, the pink lotus pavilion, the flowers and trees were gorgeous, and she looked up at the clear sky, so she had the urge to paint, and looked back at Shen Qingyi and smiled, "Sister, I will paint for you." You gave me the shengqu. I'll send you ......" she opened her arms as if she wanted to hold the heavens and the earth, "I will send you this heaven and earth spring." ”

Shen Qingyi looked at her gently, "Okay." ”

In an instant, Songyin and Songjie brought over the painting tools and placed them in the pavilion, Xiao Yan stood on the side and rolled up his sleeves and instructed Songyin to pave Qing Yuxuan, obviously to paint ink freehand rather than green landscapes. Painting the spring of heaven and earth with ink is more difficult than coloring green landscapes. Shen Qingyi smiled, took the ink strip in Xianglan's hand, rolled up his sleeves and polished the ink for her personally. Xiao Yan drank another pot of osmanthus wine, her eyes were bright and watery, as if she had smeared the sparkling spring color of the lotus pond, and she swayed it away, without layout and thinking, looking at the mountains and water, and her eyes were half-closed behind her, completely driven by her heart, splashing the world in her heart on this white rice paper.

The sky is high, the clouds are swirling, a white crane flies, the green mountains are dripping green, the mountains are full of flowers as red as fire, the lake under the mountain is blue, the pink lotus blooms, such as the hibiscus in the water, the flowers and trees by the lake are boundless, until the sky, gorgeous as cloud brocade, the white crane flutters on the big sleeves of a woman, the figure is slender, but the strength is pulled, such as the plum standard clear bones, holding the sheng and blowing, the white clouds bloom, the flowers fly in the air, the clouds become a sea of flowers, and the whole body is full of spring. A place of spring, a day of spring, heaven and earth share your spring.

Xiao Yan put pen to paper: The heart is at ease, the world is spring.

She raised her eyes to look at Shen Qingyi, and there was deep affection in her eyes.

Sister, as long as your heart is at ease, the spring color of this heaven and earth will be all yours, and there will be no withering.

You wind, how free.

Look at this cloud, how comfortable it is.

If the heart is free, not a single qiē can restrain you.

Shen Qingyi looked at her, and then looked at the painting, a smile bloomed on his lips, which made the woad blue tone the thick fat, picked up a branch of wolf hair, dipped the color in the painting with a few strokes, and a fiery red rose was pinned to the woman's placket, but the light ink color painted a gorgeous spring scene The picture immediately added a touch of fiery red, just like the summer flowers blooming in spring, so that the clear and leisurely woman was like a flame, blazing and vivid, and brightening the world and the years.

Shen Qingyi raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Yan gently.

I have you in my heart, and my life is full of life.

Xiao Yan stood in a daze, and suddenly remembered Pei Yuma.

The gods change, and life is brilliant.

Is she the best in my sister's life?

Xiao Yan's eyebrows were already confused.

***

The two sat in the garden and talked, until Jin Wuxi hung down and watched the beautiful sunset in the garden, and then returned to the house with a slow smile.

After dinner, both of them used lightly, after dinner, they walked in the peach and plum forest as usual, and when the night came up and the sky was full of stars, they sat on the couch of the corridor and talked, talking about what they saw and heard on the way and interesting things, and laughed when they talked about the funny places, Xiao Yan said that the eyebrows flew and danced, and Shen Qingyi said that the interesting things only had three points of laughter on his lips, and he could turn into a cold joke at any time to make you speechless, Xiao Yan stroked his forehead and said: "Sister, you are still the same as before." Remembering the way she and the fourth brother looked at each other with a slight twitch in the mouth, she couldn't help laughing, but her face became bitter, how could she tell the fourth brother!

Alas...... It's so sad.

Xiao Yan thought that she would have to leave tomorrow, and if she stayed any longer, she would be involuntary.

will be touched by Shen Qingyi again and again, and the more times I am heartbroken, I will be moved and fall in love.

Moreover, she is now in the world of desire, her mind is already unstable, compared to the previous immovable Ming King realm, her emotions are more easily touched, and she has been moved by her style once when she got along with Li Yuzhen in Chang'an, not to mention Shen Qingyi - she can always touch her softest place. Xiao Yan thinks that he is in a clear state of mind and has a will like a rock, but in front of Shen Qingyi, he seems to be able to be melted by her.

Xiao Yan still hasn't figured out why.

A-Niang said: "There is always a person in this world who can make your heart sink. ”

Xiao Yan likes freedom, but she is not afraid of love.

When love comes in her heart, she will also embrace it calmly.

But now this juncture is dangerous.

She has to be independent, think about her heart, and then go from her heart.

Otherwise, now let her heart be affected by emotions and sink into love, then she will be trapped in the world of lust and cannot get out, and if she wants to break the realm of lust in the future, I am afraid she will have to be like Senior Qianshan, ruthless! - If she loves Shen Qingyi, how can she face this situation in the future?

She remembered practicing martial arts by Jingyuan Lake when she was a child, and the moonlight shone into the lake, and her mother asked her, why did she say that the moonlight was like water? She replied that it was to describe the coolness of the moonlight. Mother said that after all, light is light, water is water, and moonlight will not be water. Mother is to tell her: You must always know what you are, light is light, water is water; Everything must be clearly understood, and only by clearly understanding can we go on firmly.

Be clear.

Xiao Yan's life is not ambiguous.

If she is tempted, she must understand why she is tempted.

If she loves someone, she must understand what she loves her for.

If it doesn't make sense, the heartbeat will be cut off.

If it doesn't make sense, falling in love will also break off.

What is the reason?

Mother said, "The truth is your truth."

If you think it's right, the world will scold you for doing it; If you think it's wrong, the world will praise you for not doing it. That's your reasoning. Other people's teachings are someone else's, not yours.

If she wants to love Shen Qingyi, she must conform to her own reason.

It's like Li Yuzhen is very good, but it doesn't conform to her reasoning, even if she has a heartbeat, she will be cut off immediately.

Xiao Yan must be clear, what is she excited about Shen Qingyi?

Touching is not love.

Family affection is not love.

She was impressed by Shen Qingyi, and it must not be these two aspects.

It will not be because of "unbearable".

Her heart is pure, she never disguises herself, she is what she should be, and her Dao heart is spotless.

If she loves Shen Qingyi, this love must be clear and understandable, without any ambiguity.