Chapter 42: The End of the Incident
The world will change its attitude as people change
This is something that Yuji has long understood.
In the past, he naively and childishly released his good intentions, and he acted without thinking about whether he could do it, whether others needed help, etc., and when he witnessed the smile on his face, he arrogantly thought he was welcome, but only after witnessing the betrayal of everyone did he realize it...... I don't understand people's hearts!
And now, although it is not the goal, he has become mature, and he will no longer do that kind of rampage without worrying about the feelings of others, and will no longer escape the precious sincerity between people. Having acquired enough reassuring abilities to rely on, he now has the qualifications to establish an interdependent relationship with others called 'friendship' for the first time......
The world will change with the change of people,
This is a fact that can be understood by simply pushing back.
If it is true that no matter how people change the reaction of the 'world', there will be no change. No matter whether you work hard or not, everyone is the same, you can't get close if you work hard, and you won't stay away if you slack off...... So how do those who work hard in this world get along with themselves? Or who wants to do such a futile thing?
What kind of hard work will bring what kind of reward, and if you want to get something, you have to give something of equal value...... Equivalent exchange, this is the eternal truth of the world.
So—
The result is the 'change' of the world
The price to be paid is ......
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"From a psychological point of view, this situation of studying in the United States is not a special case, and the result of the gap between people's cognition and expectations developing too quickly in the process of growth and development, and unable to adapt to the surrounding environment. It's a very common phenomenon. ”
"Normally, this situation can go away as long as the children get used to it, so there is no need to worry about it"
"Besides, that child is so cute, I'm afraid that he will grow into a beauty who is popular with the opposite sex in the future. Taking this as an opportunity, I should be able to make some friends of the same sex. So I don't think we need to worry so much, we just need to guide the child through this period in the right way. ”
Let Tsurumi Rumi believe that there is hope for the future, this is the simplest and most direct way, but it is also the best solution that Yuji can do.
Now that I think about it, Yuji also feels that his method is actually somewhat similar to religious beliefs. Just like in Europe and the United States, where the Christian faith is the main religion, people there always like to confide in the priest in the church or pray to God when they encounter difficult problems or emotional and psychological difficulties. Although this does not have the slightest effect on the solution of the matter, with faith as sustenance, people will not be crushed by difficulties.
If you have the courage to face life bravely, as time passes, no matter how great the difficulties will pass......
"It's a beautiful dream, but that's just one of the possibilities, right?"
The guy who interjected was a beautiful girl who gave people an awe-inspiring impression like an iceberg snow lotus, but had a cute temperament like a cat.,Snow under the snow.。 Just like the girl's usual upright character, the facts are pointed out fairly.
"You're right, it's just a beautiful possibility!" Yuji nodded with a wry smile and acknowledged the fact, "But all I can do is plant that possibility, and at the same time make that kid not so uncomfortable......"
"As for what kind of fruit will bear in the end, it still depends on her own efforts!"
......
Stunned, puzzled, until the final understanding, for Yuji, who knew all the risks and consequences but still chose like this, Xue Xia rubbed his temples with a helpless expression and said.
"Really...... No matter how you defend it, you still can't change the sin of deceiving girls, Itai liar-kun. ”
The mouth said something like an accusation.,But even under the snow, I didn't notice that the eyes that looked at Yuji were inadvertently filled with tenderness.。
Of course, Yuji didn't notice it, so he could only sigh with a wry smile.
"yes, I'm a liar!" and, presumably, hopelessly!
No matter how he justifies himself, his sin of lying to Rumi will not change. Maybe the title of 'liar' really has a good relationship with him, and more than one person has given him this evaluation...... Moreover, he is indeed a guy who is good at weaving reality with lies. (laughs bitterly)
It's also ironic that he thought he would be a 'performer', but instead he became a 'liar' in the impression of others...... 'performer' whose job is to make all the 'audience' happy, while 'liar' will make others suffer!
As a result, has he become a bad guy who has brought misfortune to others? Thinking of this, Yuji couldn't help but pout, and there was a bitter taste in his mouth.
“...... But wouldn't it be a little more comfortable?" said the cute girl with pink dango hairstyle with a gentle expression, "It's also hard to always look at the flow of atmosphere in a group. I'm always observant, and I can't be wrong when I say that, so ...... So, Yuuji is enough like this!"
Being watched by the eyes that are so gentle that they seem to be able to tolerate everything, at this moment of experiencing the girl's gentleness, Yuji can't help but reaffirm the fact that Yui Yui Yui is a precious treasure given by God to the Ministry of Service.
A beautiful girl is treated as a treasure everywhere she goes, and it is even more rare when the beautiful girl is particularly gentle, and if the girl is not only gentle and beautiful, but also very good at reading and understanding the atmosphere...... What are you waiting for? Hurry up and marry if you meet! Seriously, Yuuji didn't directly propose marriage, which can be regarded as extreme restraint.
At this time, the sound of another voice made Yuji feel a little surprised.
"Yes. ...... It's easy to make sure you have a connection and hope, and isn't that kid moving forward on his own volition? Even if it is a forbidden hand, it is Itai-kun who prepares all this."
"Is that a consolation?"
Yuji couldn't help but look at the girl in front of him
"No, I'm not going to lie."
"So—even if it's not right, even if it's not praised by anyone, just one, even if it's just a good thing that happens, it's forgivable—that's how I feel."
Rarely, under the snow, there was neither a condescending tone nor a prickly disgust, just a soft smile.
The delicate facial features, the snow-like skin, the slender eyebrows, and the soft expression on the flawless face made Yuji a little stunned for a while, but at this moment, two coughs sounded out inopportunely
Everyone turned their heads
"Well?...... What are you looking at me for?" Bikiya, the culprit who distracted others' attention, said innocently and unconsciously, "Well, they've already finished what I want to say, so I won't say it."
“...... Do you need me to comfort you?"
"Thank you so much, you idiot!" Yuji glared at Biqigu angrily and said, "But no, the repetition of the lines will only cause boring to the readers, and besides, it is also a very troublesome thing for the author to think of the lines."
"I always feel like I know something amazing...... And the latter one is the real reason, right?"
"Allah~ was discovered by you, but that is your delusion!"
"Huh, you've been found out and you're still delusional, are you stupid?"
......
After the usual bickering and noisy routine, there was a silence that was a little too quiet.
On the last night of the camp on the plateau, the sky was full of stars. After the teachers and elementary school students had left, they looked around and saw that there were only a few left in the empty square. Only the unburned fire in the center of the square remained, and the yellow and transparent flames were still announcing the lively scene before.
"Now, you say, wouldn't it be better to sing that performance at the bonfire party just now?"
"Hehe......"
"Woo~~ Yuji bullies!"
"If you do that, everyone will be very happy, because the source of the noise that is annoying to you will be completely erased from the world, and it will never be possible to cause trouble to others. ”
Woo~
It seems to be able to see the resentment of the three people around him who seem to have turned into ink, especially the last one, the murderous aura on his body is about to condense into substance! Under the constant alarm of the biological clock in his body, Yu Er couldn't help but tremble a little for a while.
"No, don't say that, it took me a long time to come up with that tune, and I was able to help with the commission...... Uh, what's wrong with you?"
Looking at the people under the snow who were a little distracted with some confusion, Yuji asked.
"No, nothing ......"
?
He continued to stare at the other side with puzzled eyes, but under the snow, he avoided Yuji's gaze and looked away. Yubihama's eyes dodged, clenched his petite fist, and finally showed his courage
"Yuuji, that ...... And I did it all."
"What are you referring to?"
"Well, this time I'm staying together.,Yuji not only completed the song alone.,The commission of Rumi-chan.,It's also a good completion.,Thanks to Yuji.,Everyone in the service department can also be restored to their original appearance......"
"Ah, so it's been a hard day and a little tired, and the most important thing is that I'm a little hungry now, so I'll go to the kitchen and look for something to fill my stomach. Probably sensing what Yubihama was going to say next, he was afraid that the three of them would continue to struggle with this matter, so Yuuji stood up decisively and prepared to get off the topic
"Ahh
Saying this, Yubihama hurriedly got up from his seat, looking more anxious than Yuji
“...... No need, it's always bothering you, I'm going to go by myself this time, and I'm a little thirsty, I want to drink some water by the way" Just kidding, he originally used this excuse to get out, how can he let Yui do it?
"I'll get it for Yuuji!"
"Ahhh~~ It won't cost much for me to go by myself, and it must be a bit troublesome for you to take these things alone......"
"I'll get it for Yuji together!!"
......
Yuji persuaded Yubihama with bad words, but the girl still looked at him with a determined expression, as if she wanted to stare at him until she agreed.
“...... I said, Yui, aren't you a little weird lately?"
"Huh...... What's wrong with people? It's always been like this, hasn't it?"
"Well, didn't anyone tell you that you couldn't deceive people like this? So, what the hell is going on?"
The inner thoughts were pierced by Yuuji, and Yubihama's originally firm eyes suddenly began to become dodgy. In this way, let alone deceiving others, Yuji can't help but feel a little worried about whether the girl will be deceived by bad people in the future.
It's like the habit of some small animals to shrink their necks when they are nervous, Yubihama said with a blushing face and some embarrassment.
"I ...... I'm just trying to help Yuuji, can't I?"
Hey, hey, if you have something to say, it's forbidden to sell cuteness!
"Yuji has always been very good.,I've always been since I was a child.,Unlike me.,You can do a good job alone.。 The last time Zhong Erjun's entrustment, the time when he had a conflict with a small business, and this time he helped Rumi Rumi-chan to solve the predicament, all of which are Yuuji's efforts......"
Speaking of this, Yubihama was a little gloomy, because she basically didn't help with these commissions.
"I also know that I am useless, I can't do athletic performance, and I can't speak logically, but ...... Even if it's just serving tea and water, I want to help Yuuji!"
"So didn't I say it......" Facing the girl who really cared about him, Yuji couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly, "This job is very simple, and you don't need help at all." ”
"No, I think Yubihama-san's statement is correct" Not only Yubihama, but also under the snow. She was also unable to help in the previous commissions, and she was probably also distressed in her heart, ashamed of her incompetence and cowardice.
"Delegating is the business of the entire ministry department, and it's not the right thing to do to always pass the buck to one person, but it will cause trouble to others, Itai-kun. ”
Yuki's words are right.,Yuji's approach is a bit like a parent who spoils his children too much and does everything.,But Yubihama and Xuexia are not pampered guys who are used to that kind of environment.,They also want to keep up with Yuji's pace.,Companions who move forward together!
...... Ahh Looking at the several pairs of eyes full of will on the other side, Yuji, who realized that he had done something wrong, couldn't help but smile bitterly.
- But this time, let me be willful for the last time!
"Well, since you've all said so...... Just come and help me. ”
"Is it really possible?...... I—I'm going to do my best!"
After Yuji said this, Yubihama couldn't help but jump up like a puppy, and a bright look appeared in his eyes under the snow on the side, but Hikiya seemed to have expected something, and the expression on his face remained unchanged.
"Yui is more 'gathering people's hearts', you can come and help me pinch my shoulders, Yukino's strength is good, 'suppressing (flat) the world', just come and help me hammer my legs! I just happened to be a little tired...... (Bang, bang) it hurts~~"
......
"Didn't you say you wanted to help?" Yuji said with an aggrieved face, covering the two parts of his head that were knocked out.
"Really, we're all serious about getting down to business...... Let's go, Yubihama-san, don't talk to people like this anymore. ”
"Yes, it was hard for people to muster up the courage to say ...... want to help."
Yuji was thrown the back of his head under the snow and turned to leave, and Yubihama then followed, and the two slowly disappeared into the night together.
At this time, Hikiya stepped forward and patted Yuuji's shoulder and said.
"Sure enough, it's not surprising to die, you actually want to change the topic, but you also have to pay attention to the risks!" Biqigu said with a gloating expression and a serious tone, "No, I was beaten...... So, what's the real reason?"
"Stupid,There's no real reason," glared at the gloating guy fiercely, Yuji explained, "'Stupid Yui', 'Tsundere Yuki', 'Awkward Hachiman'...... Do you think I would have been able to write a lyric like that if you had helped, could the lyrics have been so joyful?"
Suddenly, Bikigu's hand patting his shoulder stiffened
"Don't you understand?...... The popularity of this piece was originally designed with your pain in mind, otherwise why do you think I would refuse to do it myself in a more effortless way, am I stupid?"
......
Bang~~
A third sound rang in Yuuji's head.
Board~Well~ You bare-hearted belly and squinting eyes!Give me death!
And also...... I'm not suffering!