Chapter 41: There is still hope

The child's expression ...... It doesn't look like we need to do anything more. ”

At the end of the bonfire, Rumi got the email address she wanted and said goodbye to everyone and left. And seeing the figures of the elementary school students leaving in columns, there was a sigh under the snow that seemed to be still a little unrelieved.

It is no wonder that the incident has been told that it has been successfully resolved, and this abrupt change of position before and after it has not had time to do anything useful, or even when the process is not very clear and understood...... It's no surprise that you can feel overwhelmed under the snow.

On the other side, Yuji nodded in approval as if he hadn't noticed the words under the snow at all, and said.

"Well...... Don't say anything else, but like the previous situation, it shouldn't happen again!" After such a guarantee, he immediately looked in the direction of Rumi's departure with a slightly squinted expression, "To be honest, if I can't get any results after so much effort and hard work, I'm very troubled!"

will say such confident words, of course, it is not that Yuuji is confident enough to be able to change the lonely and excluded situation of Rumi, in fact, if he can do it, he will not be alone for so many years. His method is just a trick.

There's no shame in being alone, so there's no need to be pitiful.

As this phrase says. is also a withdrawn personality and doesn't have many friends, but under the superhuman snow in all aspects, no one will pity her (that's the Snow Queen, who dares to pity her?);

Another example is Biqi Valley, a lonely person who is good at evasion, although he has reduced his sense of existence to the extent that his classmates can't remember his name, but he has also gotten rid of the situation of being pitied. (Obviously, it's worse here, right?)

And why did Liumei show such a sad and lonely expression, to the point of pitiful?

Back to the stream that night, Yuuji was thinking while banging on the pebbles. We can probably find the answer to this question.

Whenever the rhythm in his hands stopped, his mind began to stagnate. Loneliness will come out of the cracks in the heart. Man is one such creature. When there is no sufficient connection with external objects (such as attention, interaction, etc.), the only thing that people care about is themselves, and the emotions of loneliness and loneliness arise in this situation, and the more they care, the more they will feel lonely inside.

And if you Rumi, you can understand it by looking at her actions. Repeatedly fiddling with the camera, deliberately distancing himself from the group, and pretending to look at the scenery elsewhere casually...... While making these childish cover-ups, her mood was also revealed in front of everyone-

Liumei her, I'm afraid she always minds the fact that she is alone.

Troubled by this, saddened by this, saddened by this

However, the more I cared, the more I fell into loneliness and couldn't extricate myself.

The cycle repeated, so at some point, she had been soaked in a lonely jar. Just like the former Yuji Itai......

It's true that Yuji's method can't change the situation of studying in the United States, but after tasting the pain of loneliness for so many years, he understands one thing - as long as you don't think about it when you're lonely, you can't be lonely!

With some kind of sustenance, the child will no longer be so lonely and distressing. This is the conclusion that Yuji spent all night by the stream, and it is also the reason why he worked so hard to write lyrics and create music for Rumi to see......

"It's true that if you divert Rumi's attention from her loneliness, the problem will be solved," said ...... Hikiya frowned, "However, as a result, the child will not be able to make friends after all." ”

Even if the success experience of making friends is zero, and until just now, he was still depressed from the poisonous tongue of Liumei, but I have to say that Biqigu's vision is really vicious, and the essence of Yuuji's plan is revealed at once.

"Ahh~~, you're right, this method is only for the purpose of improving her sad situation for the time being, and it can't change her lonely state."

"The fundamental factor that causes Liumei to be sad is her current situation, isolated, excluded and even ignored, since you know all of this, you should also understand that the people around her are like this, even if she wants to ignore this, it is difficult to do it, but it is better to say that if you can't change this situation, everything is ...... No, wait, did you just say for the time being?"

Maybe it's because Yuuji was too refreshing and crisp when he admitted his mistakes.,Than Qigu didn't think much about it and continued to analyze the situation of Liumei just now.,It's not until now that I reflect the difference in Yuuji's words.。 I couldn't help but widen my eyes at the dead fish, and cast my stunned gaze to the side.

"A person is not necessarily lonely, and when there are many people, he may be even more at a loss. ”

What was imaged under Hikiya's eyes was the sighing expression of Yuji Sakai, whom he had never seen before.

"Lonely children rely on focusing on other things to escape this loneliness temporarily. kept running and running, and didn't dare to stop in his sleep, trying to keep himself away from this loneliness. However, they also understand that it is only temporary, and no one can escape this fate, just as no one can stop moving. And once you stop, it means being haunted by loneliness...... I know this better than anyone else!"How can it not be clear?After all, Yuji is also a person who has experienced the same situation (in high school and the years of studying abroad, Yuji always forced himself to be busy with work and study to keep himself from falling into loneliness). As a newcomer, he knows better than anyone the disadvantages of this method. Whenever he stopped, he knew better than anyone else the long-suppressed feeling of being bitten by a poisonous snake......

After revealing a bitter and weak gesture, Yuuji's expression became more determined.

"But, teaching the child to focus on one thing will at least make her less upset! And, as she moves towards her goal, her abilities, her language skills, charisma, and self-confidence will also improve, and she will change step by step......"

"In this way, even if there is no way to change the lonely situation now, at some point in the future, the more beautiful Liumei will eventually have the ability to find a place for her......"