Chapter 39: Sure to Change (Revised Chapter)

In the shade of the tree, a familiar voice with envy and sigh came from behind the trunk

"Stupid Yuji...... It's really popular!"

"Rumi-rumi-chan ......" Yubihama said in a voice. However, the figure passed straight past her

"Rumi-chan is a magical girl qualification" Looking at the petite figure that walked out from behind Yubihama, Yuji greeted her with a smile, "How about it, come to me and have decided to become a magical girl who can transform handsomely and defeat the tentacle monster and save the world?"

Everyone was embarrassed, is it really good for people to talk about this kind of topic as soon as they come?

Who would be the magical girl who shouted stupid lines and was ashamed to death...... Just call me Liumi!"

The rhetoric is still vicious. Rumi looked at the few people leaning against the big tree and hesitated for a moment, and then chose to sit down next to Yuuji. After that, Rumi didn't speak again, and she didn't plan to do anything to break the silence, as if she really just wanted to say the previous sentence. It's just that Yuji can feel that Rumi's eyes looking into the distance are a little sad - like a child in the forest who gets lost and can't find his way.

Looking at the little girl with an expression on her face that was almost full of 'I'm very melancholy, come and comfort me', Yuji couldn't help but laugh out loud after all

“...... I always think you're thinking about something rude, what's so funny?"

"No, nothing," Yuji decisively denied, afraid that she wouldn't believe it and explained, "I just think that someone with qualifications like Rumi can't be a magical girl...... It's a shame, that's all."

"Then why do you feel like you're so happy and still smiling?" the little girl looked at him with a suspicious expression.

Ahem~~

"That's just your delusion, it's an illusion!" Coughing and smiling, Yuji's eyes glanced around and began to change the subject, "Speaking of which, what does Rumi think of that performance just now?"

"Just now?"

A schoolboy is a schoolboy, and all of a sudden he is distracted.

But......

The sound of singing still rings in my head.

The song, which is very joyful both in terms of lyrics and music, can be understood even by Rumi Tsurumi, who is just an elementary school student, is telling the story of the experiences of Yuji Sakai in a club called the Ministry of Service, the people he met and the things he met......

To be honest, Rumi envies the three people in the lyrics, because there will always be such a person in the world who regards them as companions, knows them so well, and even composes lyrics and music for them...... There is such a feeling between the members of the ministry that they cannot be inserted or placed in it. That's why Tsurumi Rumi will envy and envy them, because she won't exist in it.

"Generally, you can understand it when you read it.,The fact that Yuji is popular with so many people.,Do you still need to ask me?" The girl looked away as if she was angry, and said coldly.

Looking at Rumi Tsurumi who was playing with her temperament, Yuji couldn't help but laugh again.

"Of course it's necessary, how can it not be necessary...... You're the star of the show!"

"You say, I'm ...... It's the main character!?"

Tsurumi Rumi tilted her head a little puzzled, but Yuji on the other side said with a half-squinted smile and said:

"Yes, I put so much thought into this performance, but it's all for the sake of staying in the United States......! Who else?"

Yuji had already planned this show when he planned it by the stream, whether it was himself performing on stage, or this temporary and humble stage, or even the audience laughing and singing in the audience, they were all part of this 'performance' - the purpose was just to let Rumi Tsurumi see what he wanted her to see. So in his opinion, it is an indisputable fact that studying in the United States is the protagonist.

And yet—

"Itai, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person...... I misread you!"

Biqigu was the first to stand up and accuse with righteous words

“...... Why do I have to be said that?"

"It's a crime! Really, is it because of the negligence of the events of the previous days? It is long overdue to beware of the ...... of the nature of the scumbag."

Xue Xia said with a blushing face, and the eyes that looked at Yuji completely changed to the eyes of the disgusting insects.

"I don't understand, but I always feel like I'm being belittled, is it my delusion?"

What's wrong with everyone one by one? complacently said the results of their efforts, but instead of being appreciated, they were scolded bitterly, even with Yuuji's IQ, they couldn't help but feel a little confused for a while.

In the end, it was Yubihama who was stunned to tell the truth-

"Yuuji, did it turn out to be Lolicon?"

......

"Eh, eh~~" Tsurumi Rumi's little Lori didn't react to what happened until now, and her eyes widened in shock. Then, she blushed as she looked at Yuuji and stammered, "That, that...... Is Yuji confessing to me, who was the one just now?"

"No, no, no, that, although Yuuji's words don't look annoying, but no, I'm still young" Before Yuji could speak, Rumi seemed to have inherited the brains of the previous few people, and her flushed hands shook vigorously, "When I grow up and can fall in love, I'll consider Yuji again......"

Smack~ This is the sound that represents the head being knocked out, and it is also the sound that represents the end of the brain hole.

"Ahh

"What do little ghosts think about all day long, why don't you learn to fall in love at a young age!" Yuji rolled his eyes and said, then turned around and glared angrily at the other three, "And a few of you too, don't teach bad children!" - you, you should know the reason why I did this, right?

Comprehending the meaning of Yuuji's gaze, Yubihama lowered his head in shame, but still muttered quietly.

"It's not all ...... Yuuji's fault!"

"This is my pot??" Yuji said to himself incredulously.

"Lori Kongjun doesn't want to say, you forgot everything written in the lyrics of your song, right?" under the snow, he glared at Yuji unkindly, and suddenly, a biting chill came to his nose.

"Well, that's it"

In the end, Hikiya concluded, and then patted Yuuji on the shoulder, "Because we're all grudge-holding guys, we won't let you live alone, don't worry!"

"What kind of heart do you put it!" Yuji complained.

But...... Okay, the stupid tsundere is awkward, and then add a lolita, which can be regarded as the four major scum...... Listen, listen, what kind of people are in the ministry! Speaking of which, these are his own pots. Thinking of this, Yuji couldn't help but caress his forehead helplessly.

"Okay, let's put aside the matter of the four scumbags for the time being......" Ignoring Hikigu's protest of "Who are the four scum?" and Yubihama and Yukishi, who were grinning and threatening on the side, Yuji continued to say to Rumi Tsurumi, "Anyway, Rumi, can you say it now?"

"Thoughts or something...... Rumi didn't understand Yuuji's intentions, and showed a look of embarrassment, "I just think the song is very good, and the song is also very popular!"

"yes, that's what you think......"

Yuji muttered, staring at the black-haired figure in the pupils of the girl in front of him who was singing and attracting everyone's attention, looking at himself, and a little like someone else.

"Do you feel envious?"

He suddenly asked,

"En......"

"But, this tune, it wasn't that popular from the beginning. Writing, arranging, and changing lyrics...... Until then, it had been nothing more than a little-known and neglected solo in some corner, neither brilliant nor engaging, and it was even a noisy brainwave in my head. But......" Yuji paused, then pointed to his head and said, "It keeps singing and singing over and over again 'here', and it will keep singing even if it's lonely." I put my heart and soul into it, constantly thinking about it, repairing it, and making myself more perfect, so the moment it was sung, it attracted everyone's attention!"

Hikiya finally understands Yuuji's plan. Changing the world and changing oneself,These are the two paths proposed by Yuji to change the situation of Tsurumi in the United States,Of the two paths, he chose the former-destroying the external environment of the isolated Liumei,Of course,This is a palliative but not a cure,But it can avoid the problem;And Yuji,Choose the latter。

But is it really useful to change yourself?

"I don't understand......," Rumi said with some frustration. As an elementary school student, it was indeed difficult for her to immediately understand the meaning of Yuuji's words.

Yuji touched her head soothingly, and said softly: "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, the key is to stay in the United States, what do you want to do?"

"I'm ......" Rumi bit her lip and didn't dare to speak, Yuji looked at her encouragingly.

"I don't want to go on like this!" Rumi said, "I hate the current situation, and I hate the feeling of being ignored as if I am inferior, and I hate the fact that I still live like this after becoming a junior high school or high school student......"

"But...... It's annoying, but there's nothing I can do about it."

"Why do you say that?"

Asked under the snow. Rumi seemed to feel a little indescribable, but even so, she made it clear into words.

"I ...... It's all gone. Relationships aren't getting any better. Even if the relationship is restored for a while, I don't know when it will become like that again. If the same thing happened again, I don't think it would be better than that. Even though it's miserable, I hate ...... it."

- Ahhhh

The so-called "change yourself, and the world will change with it" is impossible.

Whether it is an already formed evaluation of oneself or an existing interpersonal relationship, it is impossible to easily change in a positive direction.

The evaluation of people by people is neither a plus nor a subtraction.

It's just fixed ideas and pre-existing impressions.

Man does not see reality as it is. You can only see what you want to see and what you want to have.

No matter what kind of effort the guy who is in a bad mood at the bottom does, it will end up being said by others as "what kind of effort is that guy? The crappy eye-catching can only be the fodder for the attack.

If you belong to a community that has already completed and matured, at least middle school students or similar levels will have this atmosphere.

Present charges are required to do proper behavior. Alone is required to fulfill the obligations of solitary. The house is forced to dance like a house. If a person in a higher position shows understanding to a person in the lower ranks, he can be recognized as tolerant and educated, but vice versa is not forgiven.

This is the rotten rule of the kingdom of children. It's boring.

The world cannot be changed, it can be changed by itself. This statement is nothing more than an act of subordination to this bastard-like, cold and cruel world, adaptation, and admitting one's own failures.

It's just a deception that uses flowery rhetoric, and even deceives itself.

At the end of the words, the right snow suppressed his expression and clasped his hands, watching Rumi silently, and the gentle Yubihama hugged Rumi into his arms and let him rely on him to his heart's content. Biqigu seems to be thoughtful.

Inheriting the advantages of Chigusa's mother, Yuji listens carefully to every word of Rumi and memorizes them all in his heart. After thinking carefully and considering the speech, he spoke, "Then let it go, Rumi! If you want to become what kind of self you want to become, do it! Just like the famous words of a magical girl who loves to play cannons--The power of magic comes from the heart of courage, and the desire to collide in the relationship disappears in the flash, and the path of groping in the darkness is correct? Although everyone is confused about this, don't stop moving forward for this, because this is moving towards your own future......"

"So...... Please don't be afraid of loneliness and loneliness on the road, because when Rumi-chan tries her best to go on, even if it is sad, even if it is sad...... One day, there will be a future that belongs to you!"

Indescribable, the young man's resolute gaze clearly told Rumi this, and she couldn't help but ask with a hint of expectation

"Really, will it change?"

"Well, even if it is a naïve and naïve thought, if you can go on unswervingly, it will be different, something will definitely change, definitely!"

Yuuji's eyes looked directly at Rumi and made a serious reassurance, and then in a blink of an eye, it turned into a smaller expression, "So...... Sign a contract with me and become a magical girl, Rumi-chan!"

"Hah?...... Watch out for me blasting you with Starlight Burst!!"

"Haha~~"