Yin Zibo thought for a while: "No, Ling Ran, Brother Ye said that he wanted to marry you, and he repeatedly hinted at that time that he wanted to marry you in a few years." ”

Ling Ran couldn't help pursing her lips: "In a few years?"

"Well, he said, when he is promoted to director, it will not be more than 5 years. ”

Ling Ran couldn't help but laugh "haha": "Zibo, Zibo, that night you said that you planned to get married at the age of 35, what was Ye Ling's reaction? Men themselves know that they are unreliable, but they still expect women to swallow the bait like a stupid fish, is it possible, is it realistic?"

Ling Ran said slowly: "In fact, it was the incident that Ye Ling broke up with his girlfriend that sounded the alarm bell for me. I was 23 years old at the time, and a girl of that age would not have considered getting married, not to mention that I was in deep love with Ye Ling at that time, and when I got married, wouldn't love be about to go to the grave. Ye Ling and I can love each other so passionately, isn't it because he is uncertain and difficult to grasp, and we love so brightly, isn't it because of our special love model. is married, that is the old husband and wife, so I have to wait at home every day for him to work overtime until the third watch in the middle of the night, I am so tired that I am going to die, I lie down on the bed, there is a dead person, how boring. ”

"But his girlfriend suddenly showed me 45 years later. First of all, it is really a big question mark whether Ye Ling and I can get along for another 45 years, and even if we can, there will definitely be no such passion at that time. At that time, Ye Ling was promoted to the position of director, in his early 30s, with an annual salary of one million, high-spirited and personable, what kind of woman would he attract? And I, 278 years old, the lobby manager of the securities department of a state-owned bank, with an annual salary of more than 100,000 yuan. Will one day I open the door and go into his house and see him and another woman, like me now, having a candlelight dinner in the fruit? And then I strip naked and lie next to him all night, and he won't touch me?"

This image made me shudder, and I had the idea of marrying him and having children with him immediately, so that I could trap him forever. Ling Ran looked at Yin Zibo, "Didn't Ye Ling say that the thing he was most sorry for me was to make me unexpectedly pregnant." You can talk to him about this, and he doesn't have to feel guilty. Because it wasn't an accident, it was a trap I set on him. As a result, he didn't take the bait, and I blame myself, and I can't blame him. ”

"Ye Ling attaches great importance to contraception, to hide from him not to take contraceptive pills for three months, and to prevent herself from getting pregnant in these three months, it is really a big problem, I am really exhausted, trembling, to be pregnant, it is really not easy. Ling Ran smiled bitterly, "But Ye Ling said a word, why are you so careless, go and kill it quickly." I didn't say a word and immediately hit the child. You know why? Because my mindset had changed a bit. I have begun to learn to think from an enthusiastic and impulsive little girl, and use the analysis mode taught to me by Ye Ling. ”

"When I was preparing for pregnancy, Ye Ling was free by chance, and we went to watch a movie together, an authentic bad movie, and all kinds of magical moral preaching. The film is about a Chinese couple who failed to do business, and the man asked the loan shark in a hurry to borrow a large amount of money, and took his wife to the Macau casino to gamble is really a psychotic plot. Then, naturally, he lost everything, but when he was gambling, there was a big sum of money who fell in love with his wife at first sight, fell in love at first sight, and was crazy and infatuated, so he told the man to let his wife accompany him for an hour, and give him money to pay off the debt. The man persuaded his wife to agree, so he took the woman on the yacht, but he didn't do anything, so he drank and chatted. An hour later, he came back and gave the man a sum of money. Since then, the man began to be dissatisfied with various suspicions and jealousies of the woman, so the two had an emotional crisis. At this time, the big money appeared again, and the woman naturally smoothly threw herself into the arms of the big money, and in the final ending, the couple was reunited, and the big money gave the man a lot of money, so that he could revive the family business The lewd man finally made a fortune by his wife's force. ”

When Yin Zibo heard this, he couldn't help but exclaim: "Still broken and reunited? This man can die, he is incompetent, and he asks his wife to sell B." This woman will return to the arms of such a man, she must be sick. ”

Ling Ran smiled: "Ye Ling said the same thing." The two of us came out of the cinema and scolded bad movies all the way. Ye Ling said that this man is really insulting all the male creatures in the world, and if he wants to sell it, he should sell it himself, and he actually sells his wife's b. ”

I pursed my lips and said, "Come on, will his wife return to the arms of such a man?" The big money is handsome, rich, capable, and sincere to women. The husband was incompetent, poor, and lewd, and he sold his wife, and he disliked his wife after he sold it, because he let other men sleep with him. In the face of these two men, his wife still needs to hesitate, so she changed me, and immediately kicked the lewd man with one kick, and walked with the big money without hesitation. Ye Ling smiled and said, "It's a pity that you can't meet such a good thing." ”

"But when I came back from the cinema, I suddenly saw myself clearly. I began to reflect. When I met Ye Ling, I was breaking up with my ex-boyfriend, a sports student, so I didn't think much about it in the past. In fact, I broke up with the special enrollment because I had been faintly disdainful of him in my heart and felt dissatisfied. Just like Ye Ling, I have always faintly felt that I am lacking, dissatisfied, and unwilling to marry me. ”

"If the special student didn't want to break up with me at that time, but continued to have a deep affection for me, then when I met Ye Ling, would I dump him and chase Ye Ling? The answer is yes, maybe I won't be so active, but as long as Ye Ling is interested in me, and when I don't hook him with my eyes, take the initiative to come up and ask me to dance and hook up with me, then everything will still happen, because Ye Ling is the man I really want, which makes me admire, makes me fall over, and makes me burn. That special enrollment is just a handsome face, but no matter how handsome you are, can you be more handsome than an ATM? Similarly, in Ye Ling's eyes, I am just a bunch of beautiful meat, no matter how beautiful you are, can you be more beautiful than RMB?"

"Thinking about it like this, I suddenly understood that even if I got the marriage certificate, even if I gave birth to a child, I would not necessarily trap Ye Ling, on the contrary, I would be more stressed, because if he met a woman with particularly superior conditions at that time and abandoned me, I would become a divorced woman with children, and the difficulties of life can be imagined, and his life will only flourish and be more brilliant. So would I be so willing to be abandoned by him? No way, the rabbit is in a hurry and bites, I will definitely be trapped and struggling, trying to grasp the best thing in life and guard my most appreciative assets. I seem to have seen myself holding the child, fighting with Ye Ling in various battles, sweeping the floor, and all kinds of unsightly. ”

"When I think about it, I am afraid, I hesitate, I doubt. I began to think about what is the right way to solve the problem, not relying on the unreliable emotional gifts of men, and having enough confidence in my own strength, even if I really lose it, I am not afraid. At this time, I found out that I was pregnant, and Ye Ling told me to have an abortion. I beat the child without saying a word, the abortion is completely my personal fault, it has nothing to do with him, he doesn't have to feel guilty, it's my full responsibility. ”

Then, the day after the abortion, I proposed to Ye Ling that I want to study abroad and improve myself. ”

"I have never been a hard-working child, and I have never been serious about work, but in order to go abroad, I really worked hard, and at that time my relationship with Ye Ling had tended to be stable, so I continued to fall in love with him while preparing for the exam. In the process of preparation, I found that I had changed again, and I was able to devote myself to a career goal, which can also give people great satisfaction, and in the process of taking the GMAT exam, I faced unprecedented challenges and incentives, and deeply enjoyed this hardship. I began to understand why Ye Ling worked so hard, and why he fell in love in the gap between work, instead of working in the gap between love like me. ”

"The process of hard work and pursuit of a career is very sexy, and when you achieve something, you can feel a strong sense of satisfaction, and this pleasure is more lasting and intense, which can bring great spiritual pleasure to people. Compared to it, the pleasure that love and ** can provide is really weak. ”

"The purpose of my original study abroad was to improve myself and come back to fight for Ye Ling, but after all, it's not realistic to think about it, how could he wait for me for so many years, wait for me to achieve positive results, and then come back to conquer him, does he have such idle time. In the same way, after I improved myself, my vision was different again, after a few years of separation, my feelings also changed, at that time, did I really want to go back to him? I felt suspicious myself. When I got my acceptance letter for an MBA at Columbia, two completely different emotions were intertwined in my mind at the same time. ”

"One is the love for Ye Ling, I hope he will propose to me for the sake of losing me. But Ye Ling didn't, I can understand this, not to mention that he didn't plan to marry me in the first place, even if he really wanted to marry me, I was going to study in the United States, he had to think about it. After all, it will be at least two years since I left, and it is impossible to predict whether I will come back or not, why did he propose to me, and is he going to divorce in the future, it is better to wait passively for me to come back, and wait for luck to be calculated, and if you can't wait, you won't be able to save trouble. ”

"The other is the desire for a life in the future. When I was 23, I asked myself, do I really want to get married so much? I found out that no, I wanted to marry Ye Ling, not to get married. I'm so young, I still want to go out and see the world, including other men. Is Ye Ling the sexiest and most attractive man in the world? On the other side of the ocean, there are handsome foreign guys with blond hair and blue eyes, and it is worth sleeping."

Yin Zibo sweated.

Ling Ran laughed: "If I say, I want to eat all the food in the world, wear beautiful clothes all over the world, and sleep all over the world." You're not going to be scared to death by me. ”

Yin Zibo smiled bitterly: "Ambition is commendable." I also want to sleep with all the beauties in the world, but unfortunately I have more than enough heart but not enough strength. ”

Ling Ran smiled, but gradually the smile disappeared from her face: "Actually, I really wanted to marry Ye Ling at that time, and I really wanted to. I was pregnant, and I went abroad, wasn't the purpose of forcing him to marry me? But I have all the weapons to attack the city, but he is holding on to the city, and I still can't break down the door in the end. You said that he repeatedly hinted that I would marry me, yes, he gave me a golden pen, and he accompanied me to take wedding photos, but where is the marriage certificate? He thought that I would be able to satisfy my hunger by drawing a cake? I am not stupid, and I don't bother to pay attention to his explicit hints. ”

"When I left, I had already planned it. As soon as I arrived in the United States, I cut everything in the past, and I would not contact anyone except my parents, including Ye Ling, especially Ye Ling, I want to completely forget him as quickly as possible. But I still couldn't control myself, the more I wanted to leave him, the more I wanted to get him, I really wanted to fall at his feet and beg him to marry me, I had to grit my teeth and endure desperately. ”

I said to myself: I have no background, so I will leave him with a dashing back, no matter how many women he has in the future, 100 or 1,000, I will always be the one who abandons him when he loves him the most. In this way, at least I can rely on this article to make him remember my name in this life and this life, and it is better than that, as time goes by, his love for me fades, and I am hysterical, and all kinds of evil forms, begging him to force him to marry me, and it is better than that although he is reluctantly married, he and I are no longer passionate, and we look at each other and hate each other. ”

"But on the night I was really leaving, I couldn't help it, and I was supposed to be at home with my parents at night, but I called him again, and we lingered all night. I rode on top of him, and in the faint light of the bedroom, I saw my arms slightly raised, I saw my long hair rippling in the air, I saw him open his mouth, let out a hoarse cry, and his body straightened. At that time, I suddenly remembered a scene in the movie "Instinct", where the woman took advantage of the moment when the man squirted and stabbed the man in the heart with a crushed ice pick. At that time, that thought flashed through my mind, and it actually made me excited. ”

"I was really scared by my own thoughts. Do I really hate Ye Ling so much? Just because he refuses to marry me? I'm insane. Besides, I have a great future, and the hot land across the ocean is waiting for me to conquer, why should I do this, I have it, is it worth it? I can't understand how I could think like this in an instant. A long, long time later, it can be said that it was only recently that I understood why I had the kind of obscenity that pierced Ye Ling's heart with an awl and then another into my own heart. Actually, I didn't want to kill him and kill myself, no, it wasn't like that at all, I was living well, and I wanted to live better. What I really want is: let time stop and let that moment be eternal. Because this kind of love only exists once in life, and it only exists at that moment, even if the person is still in love, it will no longer be in love, so I want to freeze that moment, so the brain cells become active and become love death, because only death can make time freeze. Ling Ran smiled, "It's not scary to say it, but don't be afraid, it's just end-adolescent paranoia." I don't have violent sexual tendencies. ”

Yin Zibo smiled: "Martyrdom or something, even a man like me has had this kind of lewdness, but that was when I was a teenager, but unfortunately, I haven't found a person for lewdness." ”

Ling Ran smiled: "Ye Ling accused me of abandoning him, okay, I admit this now, yes, I abandoned him, because I have been in a passionate relationship with him for two years, I enjoy it very much, but I can't go on like this forever, my life needs to enter the next stage." He refused to open a new page for me, and he had to spend it forever until the two of them were tired of playing, and I had no choice but to pursue new goals. ”

Ling Ran smiled at Yin Zibo: "But did he admit it in front of you, he refused to marry me, a big reason is that he thinks I am not good enough to be reincarnated, he wants to climb the high branches and be a famous son-in-law." ”

He didn't say it that way, but it didn't go away. I don't know. Yin Zibo said.

Ling Ran laughed with Yin Zibo.

"This used to make me hate very much, and my slander against him also started because of this, but now, I have also let go. Ling Ran said gently, "What does Ye Ling want? It is a shortcut to climb the peak of her career, a sense of achievement, and an influence." He wants to marry a wife who can provide him with this shortcut, isn't it, can't he?"

"Marriage has always been about conditions, women choose husbands based on their character, education, income, work, family background, etc., and men looking for wives are the same, and everyone wants different things, some men value appearance, and some men value figure. Ye Ling values the woman's family background, and it must be a family background that can be used, this is worth 90 points for him, and all other appearances and figures are worth ten points. Isn't it possible for him to choose his wife like this? Is his choice to be lower than other men's, with a melon seed face, a high nose, snow-white skin, and a small waist? Or is it better than other men to demand gentleness and virtuousness, and to have a vulgar taste in IKEA? This is his power, and he has the right to marry the wife he wants. There is nothing for others to be unconvinced. Even from a certain aspect, Ye Ling still has a lot of backbone. Ling Ran couldn't help but laugh, "Didn't I say that Ye Ling and I met at the birthday party of my college classmate Yao Peijun." ”

Yao Peijun's father is a billionaire, so she has the confidence to chase Ye Ling. ”

"Yao Peijun's pursuit of Ye Ling is not a small price. Of course, the price of chasing Ye Ling is not small, not to mention clothes, shoes, hair, cosmetics, how much did I spend on the cost of singles. But compared to Yao Peijun, it is a fraction, I can buy ten of her clothes, and the birthday party in the clubhouse alone is more than all my taxi fares in two years combined. Yao Peijun chased Ye Ling twice, after I went to the United States, Ye Ling was in a bad mood, Yao Peijun drove a Bentley to take Ye Ling to relax, in fact, he took Ye Ling to see her family's big villa. As a result, Ye Ling said: Thank you for taking me out to see the scenery, I am in a much better mood. Now I'm going back to the office to work overtime. Yao Peijun's hormones are all sprinkled in the gutter. Ling Ran smiled, "Ye Ling likes to sleep with beautiful women, this woman is me, Yao Peijun is not included; Ye Ling wants to marry a girl with a family background as a wife, Yao Peijun is still not included, Yao Peijun has a good father, and it is always not in Ye Ling's consideration." ”

"Yao Peijun's father is very rich, Ye Ling's father-in-law has no money, and Ye Ling's father-in-law still needs Ye Ling to come forward to earn money for him. Look at Ye Ling, what is the purpose of taking a shortcut, isn't it just to climb up, what is the purpose of climbing up, isn't it just to make money. Then why didn't he marry Yao Peijun, take the shortcut in the shortcut, and get it in one step, why did he have to work so hard to climb up, working overtime every day until late at night, and not necessarily making money? Therefore, it is not about what you have, but what others want. You don't have what others want, others don't choose you, there's nothing to be unconvinced. ”

"I have the factor of getting Ye Ling's love and **, so I got his part, and his ex-wife has the factor of getting his marriage, so she got that part. But the two women wanted to be long, but Ye Ling refused to give it, and the consequence was that Ye Ling lost both women. So, he has nothing to be unconvinced. Who told you that you can't give others what they want. Ling Ran said.

Yin Zibo couldn't help but laugh "haha".

Ling Ran smiled: "Actually, Zibo, I can get over this hurdle in my heart, or because of you, I want to thank you." ”

Yin Zibo was surprised: "Because of me, why?"

Ling Ran was a little embarrassed, and smiled shyly at him: "Some time ago, didn't you pursue me." I already have a boyfriend, and I really want to marry him, much more sincerely than Ye Ling wanted to marry me back then. But you're pursuing me, I'm still tempted, and I'm really thinking about you a little. Why, because you are the only child of a wealthy family, marrying you will not have to struggle for the rest of your life. You see, my reason for being tempted is worse than Ye Ling, he is at least seeking the development of his career, I simply want to ascend to the sky in one step, when I find out about this, I am relieved of him, the so-called shouldn't, it's just that I don't have this opportunity, the so-called hatred and condemnation, but because my own interests have been damaged. If he has the conditions to climb the high branches, he will be inferior to him. ”

Yin Zibo's attention shifted: "Yes, why don't you consider me." You should consider me. ”

Ling Ran smiled: "It's also the same sentence, you don't have what I want, or rather, you don't have the most valuable thing for me now." That thing is worth 90 points to me, and everything else is worth 10 points combined. ”

"I'm looking for men now, what do I want most from them? I'm 28, I want to get married and have children. When a woman is over 30, her appearance will decay and her fertility will decline, so I want to get married before 30 and have children before 32. Can you give me these two things? No, you can't. In addition, since I want to have children, I need a stable marriage and a husband that I can control. Can I control you from cheating and not getting a divorce after marriage? How can I have this ability? So although you have a lot of money, you are not my first choice. This is also the reason why I rejected Ye Ling's secret marriage proposal. ”

Ling Ran told Ye Ling about Ye Ling's secret marriage proposal: "For so many years, I have been dreaming that one day, he will propose to me, and then I arrogantly rejected him and kicked him in the face, so as to get rid of the evil breath in my heart. Of course, I didn't really want to refuse him, my dream was that he proposed to me again, and begged again and again, and then I was moved by him and blessed him with happiness."

Ling Ran sighed: "But when he really proposed to me, I found that there were still all kinds of conditions attached, and I wasn't so happy at all." Moreover, my rejection of him is also sincere, I really don't want to marry him anymore, because I have a better partner to marry. Time has passed, it is difficult to complete the broken mirror, life is like this, and before you know it, what you desperately pursued in the past is worthless"

Yin Zibo frowned and coughed: "Boom, that, Ling Ran." I really don't know, why did you choose your fiancé, what's so good about him? You don't choose me, I admit it, after all, I really don't want to get married yet, but you don't choose Brother Ye, he really wants to come back to you now, and wants to marry you. Now that you're relieved of the past and don't hate him, why don't you forgive him?"

Ling Ran glanced at Yin Zibo in surprise: "I have already forgiven him." I didn't just forgive him, I let go. Who I choose to be my husband has nothing to do with the past, just from my own needs. I chose my fiancé because he was better and more suitable for me than Ye Ling, and Ye Ling chose me now because he had not met a more suitable person than me. None of this has anything to do with the past, who would chew an old cake that has expired for five years. ”

"Your fiancé is better than Brother Ye?" Yin Zibo smiled narrowly, "Fortunately, I can take an hour off?"

Ling Ran was embarrassed, and her face flushed slightly: "Well, he hasn't been with a woman in the past, so the demand is very strong now." But he is really good, I respect him from the bottom of my heart and love him, although he comes from a humble background, but his soul is noble. ”

Ling Ran briefly told Yin Zibo about his relationship with Shao Chengzhi, and then looked into his eyes: "He has qualities that Ye Ling and I don't have, perseverance, perseverance, and self-control, and he impresses me." He can give me the passion and romance I want, but also give me the sensitivity and thoughtfulness I need, and most importantly, he can give me the security I want, marriage and childbirth, security is the most important. This is what Ye Ling lacks the most, but Shao Chengzhi has the most abundance. ”

"The more I have come into contact with him these days, the more I feel that he is calm in character, excellent in character, and strong in mind. Ye Ling is too dazzling, his light makes the woman who owns him too insecure I have been thinking, if only I could meet someone who has all the advantages of Ye Ling: talented, rational, decisive, affectionate, sensitive, considerate, but not as brilliant as him. Now, I have finally encountered all the advantages of Ye Ling, and even surpasses them, but they are not as shining as him, but they are as gentle as a mountain, thick and deep but silent, affectionate as water, but still water is deep and moisturizing things silently. This is the man I can trust for the rest of my life. ”