Chapter 64: His Good
Ye Ling walked for less than five minutes, Ling Ran came in, and couldn't help but be slightly stunned when she saw Yin Zibo in her office: "Something?"
Yin Zibo smiled: "I was chatting with Brother Ye just now, he was talking about his past love history." I really didn't expect that a man like Brother Ye would have a hot mother's deep past. I really, tears flowed down my face. ”
Ling Ran rolled her eyes and gave Yin Zibo a cold face: "Crocodile tears." ”
Yin Zibo shouted: "Hey, what are you talking about." No wonder it is said that the most poisonous woman's heart"
"Don't mess around with idioms. "Ling Ran is not angry.
"Miss, I just have this bit of ink in my stomach, it's good to be able to find an idiom, you can't be too demanding of me. It's like Brother Ye, fuck, I know every word of the broken things that are written, but I can't understand them. Yin Zibo handed the piece of paper written by Ye Ling to Ling Ran.
Ling Ran was speechless.
"Ling Ran, Brother Ye was really sad just now. Yin Zibo sighed, and roughly told Ling Ran what Ye Ling had just said, "Look, now that the peak is turning, he is divorced, and you have returned to China, this is the second chance that life gives you, you can relive the dream of a mandarin couple, not every couple has such an opportunity, sometimes, a miss is a lifetime"
Ling Ran was angry and funny: "Hey, Zibo, you don't want to think about what Ye Ling eats." He has his purpose in fooling, and you also help him fool???What are you trying to do? Is it so that I can return to his arms and call you uncle when I have a child?"
"Ah, that's a good suggestion. Yin Zibo smiled, "I originally expected the child to call me father, but now it's better to call me uncle, and I don't have to pay for it." Brother Ye is very generous and will not treat my baby badly. ”
"Yin Zibo, you die. Ling Ran smiled, rolled up the paper in his hand, and knocked Yin Zibo's head with a "snap".
"Oops, murder lover, murder lover. Yin Zibo shouted.
The two of them had laughed enough, and Ling Ran sat down in her chair and began to make coffee. Yin Zibo also wanted to lobby for Ye Ling: "Ling Ran, Brother Ye"
Ling Ran sighed: "Zibo, this word of Nalan Xingde actually has a second half. ”
Ling Ran took the pen and wrote under Ye Ling's gorgeous handwriting: Lishan language is half a night, and the night rain and rain will not complain. How is it like a thin brocade cloth, and the wings and branches are wishing on the day.
Ling Ran handed the paper to Yin Zibo and explained: "There is also an allusion in this second half, which is the story of Emperor Tang Ming and Yang Guifei. Emperor Tang Ming and Yang Guifei once made a vow to cross the sea and mountain alliance in the Eternal Life Hall of Huaqing Palace in Lishan on July 7, the night of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl Magpie Bridge Meeting. However, during the Anshi Rebellion, Emperor Tang Ming was forced by the pressure of the military mutiny to kill Yang Yuhuan in Maweipo. A man loves a woman, and he can love until the country is ruined, but at the last moment, he loves his own net worth and life even more. Therefore, later generations commented that Emperor Tang Ming was an amorous but thin king. ”
The meaning of this second half of the que is: Emperor Tang Ming once loved Yang Guifei so much, so Yang Guifei had no resentment even when she was given death. But you are not as good as the fortunate Tang Ming Emperor, at least he once had a sea oath with Yang Guifei who was willing to be a winged bird in heaven and a lizhi on the earth, but you didn't give me any promises. And what right do you have to accuse me of my change of heart?"
"But then again. Ye Ling and I actually don't have to accuse each other of abandoning ourselves. No one is more affectionate than anyone, and no one is more unrighteous than others. We broke up because we didn't have the same goals in life and couldn't go the same way. As for why they blame each other for abandoning themselves? Actually, to put it bluntly, it's very simple, I don't want to admit that I am selfish, and I want to gain some popularity and sympathy from my friends. However, Ye Ling, he is a man, he is embarrassed to say that he is too miserable, and he is embarrassed to say it when he meets people, it is estimated that he is just an audience like you. The more Ling Ran thought about it, the funnier it became, "You were really touched by him to your jackal, tiger and leopard heart, and shed crocodile and cobra tears, damn, his eloquence is really getting better and better." ”
But after a while, Ling Ran stopped smiling: "Ye Ling, actually, is very, very good to me. He made my youth burn, cleansed my whole body and mind, raised my horizons, and pointed me in the direction of life. I can be where I am today, and I can say that he has contributed a lot. ”
Ling Ran said slowly: "I met Ye Ling at the birthday party of my college classmate Yao Peijun. I have a general relationship with Yao Peijun, and the reason why I went that day was entirely because she had chartered such an expensive club to have a party, and I went to eat and drink. ”
As a result, as soon as I entered the door, I saw Ye Ling, I really felt like I was struck by lightning, I had never seen such a man in the past, handsome and noble, with extraordinary style, like a prince in a fairy tale. My ex-boyfriend is handsome, but his temperament and demeanor are like the mud under his feet. At that time, I felt that I couldn't breathe through it, and I thought to myself: Such a handsome guy, if I can get it, even if it is only once, it will not be in vain for this life. ”
Yin Zibo Khanxia: Nima, is this a way of love at first sight for dogs and men, and at the first second, I thought of rolling the sheets.
Ling Ran continued: "I can see that he is about to leave, I am in such a hurry, once I miss the eternal hatred, I will look back at the vast sea of people." I quickly sat down and looked left and right at him, anyway, I don't know, I'm not afraid of being embarrassed, look at the handsome guy, don't look at it in vain, look at it in vain, why don't you look at it in vain. I didn't expect him to leave, and he came over and asked me to dance. My whole heart was pounding, I never felt so sought after. He hugged me around the dance floor, and I saw Yao Peijun's eyes green with anger, and I saw my classmates looking sideways, and being favored by such a handsome guy, my vanity was satisfied like never before. ”
"Ye Ling is not only personable, he is funny and well-informed, and I can feel that he is quick thinking and quick to respond without saying a few words to him, and I have to concentrate to keep up. That night he seemed to be interested in testing me, only half of the sentence was spoken, and the remaining half of the sentence was left to me to figure out and add to it, and then immediately jumped to the conclusion sentence, and as soon as I was stimulated by him, the whole brain of the person was active, so I also responded to half a sentence, and then we looked at each other and smiled, and immediately moved on to the next topic. It was really a fun conversation that night, it was really a challenge of IQ and reflexes, and I was completely mesmerized by him. Suddenly, he changed his suave and intelligent appearance, revealing an obscene and shameless face. He leaned into my ear and said, "You are so clever and beautiful, and you make me so impulsive." I want to press you against the wall, suck you above, and top you below. I was dumbfounded, and before I could react, he had already taken me off the dance floor. ”
He took me to the aisle by the dance floor, pressed me tightly against the wall, and made me feel the toning of his body, the strength of his muscles, and the hot ** He sucked me with his tongue, crushed me with his body, and attacked me with his hardness I was a schoolgirl at the time, and I had never met such a veteran in the love scene, and my whole body was about to burn. This is the first time in my life to experience the taste of **, although he is still just through his clothes, teasing at will, but I am really in full swing, wanting to live and die. Can I say, I'm really excited and enjoying it?" Ling Ran said seriously.
Yin Zibo sweated: "Well, generally speaking, girls don't say that. ”
Ling Ran smiled: "I'm honest. Ye Ling is not my first man. I also had a boyfriend before him, a sports special enrollment, super handsome and handsome, and he I chased after him, after I got it, I felt that it was really like chicken ribs, and it was tasteless. That boy was my first man, but when I slept with him, I felt, in addition to the pain, that I was dumbfounded and clumsy. With that ex-boyfriend, I can really understand why sex is a woman's dedication to a man, because a woman doesn't enjoy anything, and the light makes the man vent his desire. I just don't have the dedication to do it, and I haven't done it a few times with my ex-boyfriend because I've been annoyed by him and kicked him out of bed. ”
Yin Zibo&&
"But Ye Ling immediately found out that I was inexperienced. He later told me that he had taken me off the field that night with the intention of having a shot with me in the hallway, but as soon as he found out that I was still a simple schoolgirl, he immediately stopped. Ye Ling has his principles, he is a playboy, but he is a real gentleman, courteous, courteous and restrained, not the kind of obscene man who has a advantage to take advantage of, never let go, and save the 100 yuan prostitution fee, although this kind of man accounts for the majority of Chinese men. ”
"The next thing is that I keep pestering him, and he keeps rejecting me. I went to his house, he showed me butterfly specimens, he took me to fancy restaurants, watched restricted movies, bought chocolate and popcorn for me, all kinds of romances, and finally bought me marshmallows, fuck marshmallows, what I wanted when I was old was the kind of experience he gave me, I wanted to feel that kind of feeling that I had never experienced before. But he refused to give it because I was too simple and he couldn't afford that responsibility. Please, I'm not a virgin, okay, I didn't take responsibility for the man who got my hymen, do I still want you to be responsible. ”
But he still refused, inexplicably insisted, on the grounds that I was in a serious relationship with the special enrollment, and it was normal to have a relationship, which did not damage my morality, but he was a playboy, and he was fooling around, and if others knew, it would be difficult for me to marry. Nonsense, will a man who values a virgin come to tell you about the different reasons for not being a virgin?Will a man who doesn't care about being a virgin at all mind who you have slept with in the past?And, besides, whether it's a virgin or not, will I Ling Ran not be able to get married?" Ling Ran rolled her eyes at the ceiling.
Yin Zibo smiled: "Domineering." ”
"That's it. Ling Ran said, "Yin Zibo, you chased me some time ago, have you ever thought about me being wrong?"
Yin Zibo was stunned: "I didn't think you would be a place." You're not. ”
The two laughed together, and Ling Ran said with a smile: "Actually, to put it bluntly, I am afraid of taking on the charge of playing with an ignorant girl." Anyway, he doesn't lack women, so why do you have to sleep with me. ”
"He won't sleep with me, but I have to sleep with him. Let's not talk about what special enrollment is falling in love with me, even if it doesn't end in marriage, at least his feelings for me are serious; Ye Ling is a playboy, with the purpose of playing with women, if you have a relationship with me, I will suffer. Phew, what a loss. In the same way as sleeping with a man, one doesn't feel anything, just makes the man comfortable, and the other is very concerned about your feelings in the whole process, and it will make you want to die every time. Which one do you say will take advantage of you and which one will suffer? If you are replaced, which one will you choose?"
Yin Zibo whispered: "Well, my choice is for you to try me?
Ling Ran glanced at him: "This is an office, not a supermarket, don't sell your cucumber anytime and anywhere." ”
Ling Ran continued: "I was really fascinated by Ye Ling, or I was fascinated by the experience he gave me, I was entangled with him, he couldn't help it, and let me ** without entering my body." I really didn't know that there was such a feeling in the world, it was so mysterious, like ten thousand fireworks blooming in the night sky, so gorgeous that people wanted to die. ”
"I was really going crazy in those days. My mind was full of him, his handsome looks, his toned figure, his elegant appearance, and his demeanor that was both lewd and unwilling to be lewd to the end. I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, my body is so hungry that it is about to explode, I want him, I want him to enter my body. I was always reminiscing about his movements, he gave me feelings, and desperately imagined that if he went further, I would feel like a miracle, but I really couldn't imagine it, because I hadn't experienced that I had eaten the chocolate he gave me, but I didn't throw away the wrapper, I touched it with my hand as if I had touched his fingertips, and I held it in my hand as if I smelled his breath. ”
"I racked my brains to seduce him, how could I get him to accept me? I practiced calisthenics for several nights, choreographed a set of movements, tried to make myself youthful and sexy, and then I danced a striptease for him. He finally couldn't resist the temptation. But before going to bed, Rory said a lot: he said that he was a man who did not pay responsibility, it didn't matter, I didn't want him to be responsible, he said that he only gave me once, yes, I just wanted it once, to taste whether the taste of lust for immortality in the novel really existed, and he told me to understand that he always slept with women in vain, and I don't want to feel that I am not worthy of it afterwards and regret it. What, why should I regret it, I'm happy to be slept in vain by such a handsome guy with superb skills. The most important thing in my life is that I was slept with by Ye Lingbai, in fact, the reason why we finally broke up was that I wanted to be slept by him for the rest of my life, and he refused to give in."
Yin Zibo laughed and slapped the table on the Taipan table: "Hahaha, I'm laughing to death." Does Brother Ye know this?"
Ling Ran rolled his eyes: "What do you say? Every woman he met wanted to be slept by him for nothing, so he hung like the emperor flopped, because he couldn't be busy." ”
He finally agreed, but told me frankly that the girls he dated were all stunner-level mature women, and a female student like me, who had no experience, might find it boring after one time, so he probably wouldn't look for me again. In fact, I understand that I am with the special enrollment, because he has no experience and zero skills, I am not happy, because he is happy alone. Ye Ling has no obligation and cannot continue to provide services for me when he is not happy enough, this kind of thing has to be wishful thinking, and it is only cool to be happy. I promised Ye Ling that I would never pester him after one time. He finally carried me to bed. Ling Ran smiled bitterly, "Hey, it's really not easy to climb into his bed." ”
"Ye Ling pays great attention to women's feelings, he delicately played with me for a long time, which made me very excited and enjoyed, I thought it was worth dying, but as soon as he entered, I was really like an electric shock, I was surprised and overwhelmed, there is still such a feeling in the world, it is wonderful and difficult to describe in words, I feel that all the emptiness has been filled, all the itches have been scratched, and all the inexplicable anxiety will be cared for. I burst into tears, and I really wanted to die under his crotch at that moment. Unexpectedly, he was also very excited, he said that I was born special, different from other women, and gave him a very good feeling. Then he began to move, and every stroke went straight to my heart, like electricity, and I knew then why I wanted to die, it was really a desire to die. ”
"We tossed almost all night that night, and the next morning, he went to work, and I was so sleepy that I couldn't keep my eyes open, and he left me a note and a key to go. On the note he told me that he could only give me one night and asked me to leave on my own. I wasn't surprised, it was supposed to be an agreement between the two of us, but my heart was still hurting and about to burst. I packed up the house and left. And it's useless to control yourself not to harass him, why do you need it, others have to enjoy it, do you have this obligation?"
"But I was really in great pain, although it was only one night, but the body that he developed was really horny. And this ** is so targeted that there is no substitute. In fact, at that time, I was chased, and one of my college classmates named Qi Junyi had been pursuing me, but love and sex had such a strong uniqueness and exclusivity, only Ye Ling and he could relieve my hunger and thirst in the world, and no one else could. I thought about him day and night, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. But I couldn't go to him, or even sneak near him, for I was afraid that I would throw myself at his feet uncontrollably and beg him to give me one more time."
"But two days later, he suddenly called and said that he wanted to ** at night, but he couldn't find another woman in the middle of the night, and asked me if I would like to go again, one last time. ”
"I'm so willing, it's like I found a treasure for nothing. I hurriedly got up, showered and put on makeup, put on my most beautiful clothes, and grabbed my most expensive bag. Since it is the last time, I will appear with the most beautiful posture, so that tonight will be brilliant and people will have no regrets. ”
"But when I got to him, something happened that neither of us expected. It turned out that the night we were, he used up all the condoms in the house. At that time, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, and unlike now, there were very few pharmacies that were open day and night, far away, and at that time, there were no private cars in China. He said that since there is no set, then don't do it. I was very disappointed in my heart, I came from so far away, but he said no, what is the importance of a condom, I will buy the morning-after pill tomorrow. My ex-boyfriend, that special enrollment is like this, he doesn't care about contraceptive pills or contraceptives, I take care of it myself. ”
Ye Ling firmly disagreed, saying that the morning-after pill is too harmful to the human body, has side effects and can cause menstrual disorders. He asked me to promise that no matter which man I was with in the future, I would never take that kind of medicine, and that I would protect myself and not let myself be hurt. He saw my disappointment and said, "Then let's go to bed and lie down for a while." He took off my clothes and satisfied me with the tip of his tongue, but released himself with shou. I said that he could withdraw it when the time came, and he said no, because the man's prostate fluid also has sperm in it, and the probability of pregnancy can be as high as 40. He said he couldn't let me take the risk. ”
"That night he let me go to bed with a hug after a few **. But he knew that I didn't really get it, and he wasn't satisfied, so the next morning, he told me that he would compensate me for it once and call me as soon as he had time. ”
"Not only did he compensate me once, but for the next two months, he called me whenever he had time. I waited all night for him to call, I didn't dare to fall asleep at all, and my phone never left me. Every night before going to bed, I take a shower, apply lotion, take care of my hair, put on a hair cover, put on my clothes, shoes and bags by the bedside, as long as the bell rings for him, I jump up, wash my face, brush my teeth and make up with the highest efficiency, and then go to his appointment in gorgeous clothes. He told me every time it was the last time, and he and I both knew it at that time, and it might not be the last, but after any time, his phone might never ring again, and any one could be the real last time. He has so many women that he may get tired of me at any time, so I want to appear in front of his eyes with the most beautiful and gorgeous every time, and enjoy the last feast. ”
"He saw my obsession with him, which probably made him ashamed, and he always had a sense of guilt when he was with me. His school days have passed, and the innocent mentality of sincerely playing with girls' feelings under the guise of love no longer exists. He is more mature and confident than boys his age, which may have something to do with people's innate IQ, emotional intelligence and objective conditions. ”
"There are too many cheap men in China who deceive simple girls in the name of love, and married men use the excuse that they have a bad relationship with their wives and have extramarital affairs, in fact, in order to take advantage of them and save money for prostitution. Ye Ling is not this kind of man, he knows what kind of man he is, what is the purpose of finding a woman, and what is the purpose of a woman looking for him. He can face it directly, and he is blunt about this. He is a man with a bad reputation, but his bottom line is very high, he is with me, although he is with me, although he is in love with me, he will not be responsible for me, I also accept it. But he always felt that I was a girl from a good family, highly educated, had a legitimate job, had a clear social role and future, and that he should not be with me because I didn't make money or gain advantage by selling my lust. He felt like he was taking advantage of me by being with me. ”
"I think this way of thinking is really incredible, whether it is taken advantage of by others depends on what a person gives and what he gets. Did I give anything to him? nothing, love, he didn't want me to love, **, please, that's what I got from him. In fact, he also gave me another kind of satisfaction, spiritually, he is so handsome, so extraordinary, quick thinking, good conversation, unique insights, and the people around me are not at the same level at all, with him, I really feel that my whole person is activated. On the contrary, I was in my ex-boyfriend, the special enrollment, paid affection and **, and I got anything? nothing, just mediocre and boring, between the two except for the time when I pursued him, even the talk was chicken and duck, I swore that I would never want to be with that kind of man with mediocre intelligence and boring in my life, wasting my life. ”
"But Ye Ling always feels that being with me is not good for me, I know that he has a lot of women, which one is not more mature and enchanting than me and which one is not more pleasing to him than me, I know that once he is fresh to me, he will never summon me again, so I must go all out, cherish his every call, and enjoy every minute and second of time he gives me. I dressed myself up and was ready for his bell to ring, like an amateur actor cherishing every opportunity to perform. ”
But one night two months later, he worked overtime all night and asked me to accompany him, but he suddenly got angry. In the middle of the night, he kicked me out of the door, very rough and cruel, and judged by his usual polite, gentle and considerate gentlemanly demeanor. I was very aggrieved, but I could feel that his guilt was flinching, and his inexplicable conscience aroused what little social responsibility he had, so he wanted to drive me away. ”
"He wanted to drive me away, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help but go, so I left, but I was surprised to find that he secretly followed me, he couldn't rest assured of me, my heart suddenly had a trace of sweetness, that was the first time I felt, he seemed to like me a little. If he really didn't care about me, he wouldn't have chased me away, nor would he have chased me away and followed me secretly. He just doesn't call me. And just like that, I got into the taxi with both pain and sweetness. Then began my wait again. ”
"For two weeks, his phone calls didn't come back, and I was in great pain. He may have really forgotten about me, after all, he has so many women. I couldn't help but peek at him, I sat in the coffee shop ravioli shop across the street from his building and watched the lights in his office, and I waited for as long as he was working overtime because I could see him coming out of the building. Once or twice, he finally found out one night. He was so touched that he took me home again, treated me with all kinds of tenderness and kindness, and promised me that I would see me again in the future, on the condition that I also go to find a boyfriend. I knew that he was afraid that I would entangle him, in fact, I was only 21 years old at the time, and I was not in a hurry to get married, what kind of boyfriend to find, wasting my time, but he asked me to find, okay, I will go on a blind date, one or two a week, to complete the task assigned to me by the party. But the more they went on a blind date, the more they thought he was good, and those men had hateful faces, poor taste, poor conversation, slow thinking, and no knowledge. Not even my ex-boyfriend, needless to say, compare to him. ”
"Ye Ling was still in contact with other women at that time, prostitution and dating, which gave me a lot of pressure, I don't know how many I ranked in his heart, I wasn't jealous, because I was not qualified to be jealous at that time, it was not your thing, how can you feel sorry for him that he also belongs to others, people's exclusive need for the exclusive possession of their lover only began to exist after they were obtained, and they were not even qualified to be jealous before they got it. But I was worried, anxious, miserable, all kinds of stress, and I was afraid that he would forget me. But I had no choice but to wait obediently for his call. I studied his preferences, tried his mind, and flattered him in all sorts of ways, with the aim of frustrating the crowd and being able to dominate all his women. I was sleeping with my brain moving, all kinds of scheming, how to tempt him, how to make him like to be with me, how to talk, how to move, how to dress up, my brain cells died more than n. After experiencing him, I really don't have to worry about getting married anymore, I just take out the 110 spirit head to deal with him, and it's not a piece of cake to catch a husband. ”
"I could feel that he was paying more and more attention to me, because he would call me almost every day to tell me about his whereabouts, including his search for other women, if I wasn't always on his mind, how could he call me so often, he was the most lacking in time. He found other women, which made me very painful, and I was not afraid of people laughing when I said it, and I thought: I am willing to let you go for free, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, you can pose whatever you want, why do you still spend money to find a young lady? You find other women, and you have to ask people if they are free, as long as you call me, I will always be free, and I will be free if I am not available, why don't you look for me. I didn't want any shame and self-esteem at that time, I just wanted him. But at the same time as I suffered, I also had expectations, I knew where my advantage was, that is, apart from me, there was no other woman who could be as unconditionally on call as me, who could devote herself to him and revolve around him. In time, I'm sure I'll be able to squeeze the other women away. But the premise is that I can't make him tired of it, I can't make him think that I will pester him, and I have to hang his appetite, indicating that I have a man who wants it, and I don't care so much about him. These are really two contradictory questions, but I have to solve them at the same time, and my brain is going to be wrenched. ”
"From then on, Ye Ling began to take me to his various social events, very formal occasions, introducing me to everyone as his girlfriend. My parents would also take me to social gatherings, but usually only when people came to visit my house, or when I went to someone's house with my parents, or even to a wedding. In the past, I didn't participate in particularly formal purely social occasions, because I had just graduated from college, and I had no status or status, so how could I have the qualifications to socialize with people. Ye Ling suddenly brought me into a world beyond my social class at the time. The people there are either entrepreneurs or lawyers and accountants, all of them have sharp eyes, quick thinking, sharp conversation, and extensive knowledge, which are completely different from the people I usually come into contact with in my work. ”
"At that time, I worked in the securities department of a state-owned bank, doing counters, and the daily work was very boring, that is, customers came, opened accounts for their stock accounts, and entered their personal information into the computer. At that time, there were not many university graduates in China, and the state-owned banks were full of demobilized cadres from the army, or street cadres promoted by the neighborhood offices, because we were large state-owned banks. ”
"But Ye Ling elevated me to a new world, where I came into contact with another kind of people, the kind of people who are vigorous, the kind who strive to go upstream, the kind of people who chase fame and fortune, and the kind of people who are ambitious, not what their money status is, the most of them is an unwritten liar, but the temperament in them inspires me and makes my restless heart agitate. This is a road of no return, my eyes have been opened, and I will never be able to return to the conservative, comfortable and boring world I used to have. I later studied abroad for this reason. ”
"I tried to perform and socialize with him. Ye Ling was very satisfied with my performance and asked me what reward I wanted. I know that the time has come, this is the time for me to examine my position in his heart, isn't he the most afraid of being responsible, doesn't he want to be in the midst of thousands of flowers, and not a single leaf will touch his body. Well, I want him to open up about our relationship in my most important social connections, and I tell him to come to my shop after work, pick me up as my suitor, and let everyone know that he's my boyfriend. ”
"When I brought it up, I was actually very nervous. In the past, he repeatedly rejected me, and even wanted to drive me away, because he was afraid that he would be responsible for my reputation and take on the status of boyfriend, so as to bear the potential obligation of marriage. But I just want him to admit it, and only if he acknowledges that he is my boyfriend in my social circle, can I be sure of my status next to him. When I spoke, I was actually very bottomless in my heart, I suspected that he would refuse, but I was also ruined that time, if he refused, I would cut him off, because I had exhausted all eighteen martial arts, if I couldn't go further, I would always be mixed in all his women's pile, and there would never be a day, so why should I waste that time and energy. ”
As a result, he agreed in one bite, and borrowed a friend's Mercedes Benz for this purpose, cleaned the house, had a candlelight dinner, and took a bubble bath. He gave me a particularly shining and romantic night, brilliant and perfect as the full moon in the sky, which I will remember for the rest of my life. ”
"After that night, our relationship went on another level. He told me he wouldn't marry me because he didn't want to think about marriage yet, and that's okay, I'm only 22 years old and I don't want to get married that early. But he doesn't have any other women anymore, he really belongs to me alone, and he cares about me very, very much, and dedicates all his time and physical attention to me. ”
"He would squeeze time out for me to go on appointments, during the busiest and busiest times, between meetings and meetings, and between half-hour breaks between business trips and flights. He was a VP at the time. He was so busy that he didn't even have time to sleep, but he kept me happy every time, and I sometimes didn't know where he got his physical strength. It's really all a kind of dedication to me, he calls me whenever he has a little time, and as long as he calls me, he keeps me from falling through. Sometimes he is too busy and too busy, I have to wait for a long time, and he feels guilty for me, but I am actually the one who should be guilty, he is so busy, his physical and mental strength is exhausted, and I have to let him satisfy me. ”
"I was very willful, pampered and arrogant, and sometimes, he was so busy that he had to submit to the CIRC for review, and he didn't have to go to bed for a week, and he soaked in the office day and night. I thought he was thinking too much, so I called him downstairs for no reason, called him and said, "You stick your head out and show me." Sometimes he couldn't really get out, so he could only let me look at him, but if he could spare five minutes, he would come downstairs and hug me. Originally, the two of them just wanted to hug, touch their hands, and kiss their mouths, but they became horny when they touched, and then we randomly found a place to solve it in the small alley behind his unit for five minutes. Then I took off my underwear, wiped him, stuffed it in my bag, and went back to work with my bare ass. My colleagues know about it. I was extremely shameless at that time, all my colleagues went to the doctor, I asked them to give me a sick note, I slipped off at work and dozed off, I cried when my bonus was deducted, I was coquettish and cute, my colleagues let me, and my boss didn't have a problem with me. ”
"He's a man who is very subtle and perceptive, not only does he set the mood, but he is also observant and considerate. I was a careless girl at the time, and I was constantly losing everything, and I couldn't figure out my own things. He remembered all my clothes and shoes, my menstrual cycles, and when he called me, if he knew in advance that the weather was going to change, he would remind me what to wear to go out, and in the middle of my period, even if he was busy to death, he would meet the stitches to arrange a date, quench my hunger, and satisfy me. He is very sensitive to my body, whether it is ** or uncomfortable, I don't have to say, he knows it directly, I don't understand how he knows, he said he can feel my heartbeat, my excitement, the feeling of my ** coming, every contraction of my body. I didn't believe it at first, but one time, halfway through it, I suddenly my aunt came, and I felt a little falling inside, uncomfortable. He knew it right away, pulled it out immediately, stopped halfway, and then used his fingertips to satisfy me while he hounged and released. ”
"He cared for me down to the smallest detail, and when things went on a trip to the countryside with my colleagues, I would call him and ask him what clothes I was going to bring and if my aunt was coming. ”
"He also often surprises me. Once, he went to Hong Kong for a meeting with his boss, and it took several days, and I thought I wouldn't see him, but suddenly I got a call from him, saying that he was back and would come to see me immediately. Before I could react, he was already knocking on the door outside. It was his first time at my house, and I don't even know how he knew the address. After he came, he stayed for three days, sorting out the minutes of the meeting and accompanying me at the same time, I cooked for him, and ironed his clothes. The two of us walked hand in hand in the community, went to the gymnasium to swim and play tennis, and it really felt like he was my husband. ”
"He often had to go on business trips, so I went to see him, all kinds of poor rural areas, the accommodation conditions were very poor, the food was difficult to swallow, in that filthy little hotel, he did not dare to undress me, but he himself, but he did his best to satisfy me, he was afraid that I would be cold, and once he wrapped my whole body in the clothes of two people, and knelt on the bed to do it with me. I want to change clothes, he always holds the change of clothes in his arms first, covers the heat before putting them on for me, he is afraid that cockroaches will crawl into my shoes, every morning I have to carefully check, put on my socks and shoes. The most amazing thing is that every time he goes on a business trip, he must bring a pair of my slippers in the box, I am actually a shoe control, I can not pay attention to anything else, but I must wear shoes comfortably. I never told him, I don't know how he knew, he always brought my slippers, all seasonal, so that my feet were comfortable wherever I went. ”
Ye Ling is like this, he is so sensitive and considerate, I haven't experienced it, I don't know, once I experience it, I really can't accept those mediocre and rough men. Even if they sincerely want to be good to women, do they have this observation, do they have this gentleness and thoughtfulness, can they persevere, it's not that you want to be good to me, I think it's good, love depends on it, you have to know what I want, you have to be able to give me the ultimate delicate and considerate, you can dial the root of my heart. After so many years, when I think of this, I still feel a warm heart, a pain in my heart, and a sour heart. Ye Ling has been irreplaceable in my heart for so many years, just because no one can give me this 360-degree gentleness like him, which makes me indulge to suffocation. ”
"He has an official girlfriend who he left in college and has been talking about for 56 years, although he hasn't seen each other for a month, but he has been dragging it out. He is very cautious about women, has a strict tone, and never comments on women who have a relationship with him in front of anyone. I don't know how his girlfriend knew about me, maybe she didn't, it was just a coincidence. It was his birthday that night, and the two of us were at his house, having a candlelight dinner, and were teasing each other, when his girlfriend suddenly came. ”
"His girlfriend also had his house key, and the two of us were glued to a chair rubbing against each other at the time, with nothing on at the time. His girlfriend suddenly came in and caught us off guard and was very embarrassed. He told me to go to the inner room to get dressed, and then calmly asked him what his girlfriend was looking for him. His girlfriend said to celebrate his birthday, and while he was dressing, he said okay, you can sit down, I'll add two dishes. I came out after getting dressed, and hurriedly said goodbye, I can't sit and eat with three people facing each other like this. He didn't hold back, he just sent me to the door. ”
"After I left, he fried another steak and invited his girlfriend to eat it. After his girlfriend finished eating, she offered to spend the night with him. He has always been gentle with women and does not hurt his face, so he said, "Okay, if you want to sleep, go to sleep." That night, they were lying in the same bed, his girlfriend was undressed, he was wearing only a pair of panties, and the two of them lay down all night, and he didn't do anything, not even touch his girlfriend. ”
"I don't know how his girlfriend spent that night, in fact, this kind of behavior, although it is more elegant than driving people away, but it is worse and hurtful than directly refusing, his girlfriend is after that time, completely dead to him, and then found a man to marry. ”
"His girlfriend is gone, and he's completely mine. That's when his training for me began in earnest. He calls me almost three times a day, and as long as he doesn't go on business or stay up all night, I go to him, and he almost keeps me up all night. Every time I went in, he was working overtime, so I went to bed and waited, and he always laughed at me: obediently strip naked, put on a good posture, and serve a man with a good brain, not just a beautiful ass. He instructed me on how to dress up, told me how to tidy myself, highlight my temperament, and hide my shortcomings. He took me to a high-end reception, taught me how to socialize, told me what news to care about, how to keep up with other people's topics, including how to phrase, how to talk elegantly, and how to tell ambiguous jokes to adjust the atmosphere. ”
"Can I say that all aspects of me, from body to appearance, from temperament to **, from taste to entertainment, from vision to vision, have been washed by him. At that time, every acquaintance who saw me was very surprised and said, "How did you become so good-looking?" Indeed, it was my golden age, my hair was shiny silver at the end, my skin was as smooth as silk, I ate five meals a day, I didn't get a single pimple, and all the fat went where it was supposed to be. I was well-dressed, radiant, well-spoken, well-read, and well-read, and the leaders named me at the upper-level reception in the industry, and the president remembered me. I was so hung up at work, and I was designated as a key training object. ”
"In fact, it's not just these aspects of elevation, the real change is in my thinking, he let me see his living habits, his work attitude, his pursuit and dedication to the cause, he makes me ashamed. At the same time, because of being with him, his way of thinking, his rationality, alertness, coldness, and objectivity also affected me, I was originally an ignorant girl, very emotional and impulsive, impetuous and shallow, rarely logical and rational thinking problems, and did not know how to analyze others to audit themselves, his thinking habits slowly infiltrated my heart, allowing me to think about problems from another angle. At the same time, the social circles he brought me into also influenced me, where I was exposed to people of a different level and age group, and felt their way of thinking, their opinions, and the way they handled things. ”
"I really want to say I'm very lucky that if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be where I am now. If I hadn't met him, I would have married a man like my college classmate, and I still hold my golden job bowl, ranking in turns, waiting to be promoted to account manager. ”
"There are too many vague-faced, coarse-minded, ruthless and boring men in this world, so that your life with him is as boring as a day, and a day is as long as a lifetime. But there is another kind of man, a superb man like Ye Ling, like a magician, who can turn decay into magic, make your life shine, let your youth burn, broaden your horizons, and guide your life to another level. “
Ling Ran sighed: "But in such tenderness and sweetness, in such satisfaction and gratitude. I'm starting to get dissatisfied, I want to be with him, I want to marry him. ”
"Man's greed is endless, and because he is so good and good, he satisfies me in everything and satisfies me more than I imagined, so I am not satisfied, and I want to have this satisfaction forever. ”
"But this is not the agreement we had at the beginning, this is something that he has repeatedly emphasized from beginning to end that he will not give me, I initially accepted it, because I didn't expect our relationship to develop like this, at the beginning, as long as he sprinkled me with some ganlin, I was overjoyed, but later, I became greedy, I want the whole Yangtze River. The beginning of the game between me and Ye Ling was based on the premise of not falling in love and not getting married, but then because of all kinds of good luck, I went further and further, which made me want to challenge the basic setting of this game and modify the basic rules of the game, of course, it failed. Ling Ran smiled bitterly at Yin Zibo, "You see, people are such a paradox. If I had met a garbage man, who had deceived and plundered me in all sorts of ways, would I still want to possess it forever? I would have avoided it as desperately as I had run away from the plague. But Ye Ling, just because his conditions are too good in all aspects and he is too good for me, this has become his crime. His only crime is the greatest crime. ”
"I've been hating him all these years, scolding him in all kinds of ways, slandering him, saying that he treats me as a recruitment girl, saying that he treats me as a free chicken to sleep in, in fact, I just want to be his recruitment girl for the rest of my life, and give him a lifetime of free sleep, just because I can't ask for it, so it has become the biggest hate. In fact, what is he sorry for me, no, never, on the contrary, he gave me the most passionate experience, the best years, the sweetest memories, the most glorious nights. Because of this, I had to scold him, I had to hate him, I had to denigrate him. Because only in this way can I face the pain of not being able to get him. The fox can't eat the grapes, so what can she do if she doesn't say that the grapes are sour? Wouldn't admitting that the grapes are sweet and not getting along with herself? ”
Yin Zibo smiled: "God, there is still this logic." ”
Ling Ran looked at him: "Don't be complacent. You think you won't encounter this kind of thing, your girlfriend picked up on the road, with a young man like you, sleeping in the villa, a Ferrari sitting, LV on his back, and eating in a fancy restaurant. You think they don't want to have it forever, you think they have lost it, or you can't get it anymore, and they will check that they have found gold, and they will be happy in their hearts, and they will not hold grudges against you, but they will be grateful. What are you kidding, the more you get, the more dissatisfied your heart becomes, and the greater your dissatisfaction, the more you hate your heart. ”
Yin Zibo thought for a while: "No, Ling Ran, Brother Ye said that he wanted to marry you, and he repeatedly hinted at that time that he wanted to marry you in a few years." ”