used to be the most longing thing, I wanted to imprison her in my arms everywhere and everywhere, and do those ecstatic and bone-eroding happy things with her, but now I tossed and bleed, and the ecstasy was gone, leaving nothing to eat and bones, and I couldn't advance or retreat. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When the person in his arms fainted, the monarch repented, he should not be so ruthless, and treat the person next to him like an enemy. Although he hated her and still thought of Han Ye, she was unconscious, and she was bent on death, he wanted to be jealous and revenge, so he had to wait until she was sober. When it comes to pain, how can he beat her by half a point?

He thought that as long as he won her temper, he would be able to win her, but he dealt with a dying heart with a heart eager for quick success, he was indeed not Mo Wen, he did not have Mo Wen's patience and softness.

The imperial doctor who specializes in gynecology in the palace is old, and once he is summoned, he is busy and rushes to come. The situation on the dragon couch was embarrassing, the monarch tidied up each other, and then let the imperial doctor in, the heads of the palace maids were almost broken, and they didn't dare to look at the women on the dragon couch, let alone look at the emperor.

After the pulse was diagnosed, the old lady bowed down and said: "Your Majesty, the mother is weak, and she can't recuperate, I'm afraid it's rare to have an heir. It is also the blessing of my Great Qin. ”

Even a gynecological doctor also remembered his family and country, Jun Zhi's brows were twisted, his black eyes were heavy, and he was already unhappy to the extreme, but Baili Jing slept in it, he was not good at seizures, and he read the imperial doctor's medical skills, so he restrained his temper and asked: "Write a prescription to take care of the queen's body, she is the only one in the entire harem, she is honored, you are honored." ”

The old lady was trembling, and obviously heard the meaning of the emperor's words, if she withered, he would die.

"Old minister...... Compliance. The old lady was busy.

It was determined that Bai Lijing was fine, but he was weak due to frequent sexual intercourse, and his hands were too heavy, so he fainted and did not wake up.

The broken string of coral beads was picked up by the palace people and put in a glass cup, but the broken crappy purse became powder and could not be put back. Jun Zhi picked up a piece of scrap and stood in front of the dragon couch for a long time without moving.

He still remembered what Fang Cai said angrily, Dongxing was in civil strife, and he had the intention to kick Han Ye to death, because Han Ye made him feel like a fish in his throat. He is a high emperor, who does not have the ambition to dominate the world? Whether it was the Turkic disaster or the Great Qin Revolution, which one of the choices he had made chose to spare others? In the way of the emperor, it is mixed with bloody wind and blood, and there is no personal affection for children.

"Your Majesty, the mother is awake." The palace maid stood on the dragon couch with low eyebrows and reported in a low voice. is also a woman, everyone hopes to be favored by the emperor, but seeing the miserable appearance of the queen's mother, how much do they have palpitations, the emperor doesn't like women, isn't it a rumor? No matter how gentle she is, what is the difference between a woman becoming sick and weak?

Jun Zhi was looking out the window at the snow, listened, turned back to the dragon couch, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Bailijing, waiting for her to have a seizure.

When she first returned to Chang'an, she found faults, lost her temper, disliked the unpalatable food, disliked the embroidery of the cloud quilt in a non-Jiangnan style, and disliked whether the pillow was high or low, and he had people change them one by one. After living together for a few months, Jun Zhi is scheming again, what she loves, when he is "Mo Wen", he has already touched it thoroughly, and it is not difficult to do it to her heart.

But at this moment, although Bailijing woke up, she stopped complaining and losing her temper at all. The palace man brought medicine, he fed her, she drank, fed, she ate, did not feed, she never shouted hunger. When she was drugged, she didn't move, she didn't stop her, and she was completely at their mercy.

Curled up in a ball at night, I don't know if it hurts or is cold, he hugged Nuan and coaxed to ask, she didn't resist, but she didn't say it hurt. When the drug addiction attacked, the sobs flowed and she was crazy, she was so shabby and cold sweat that her lips were almost bitten, he noticed it, so he shook her hand, folded her body, and gave her a gentle touch, relieving her addiction with love. Kiss, she suffers, pain, she suffers, pleasure becomes a pantomime of two people, but this time it is she who is dumb.

When she was in the clouds, she lost her mind, and occasionally called him "Mo Q", and he answered, no different from before, and she was silent again, refusing to give him a response. is still a husband and wife, but from the west chamber of Dongxing Zuoxiang's Mansion to the Qingxin Hall of the Great Qin Palace, even the body has not changed, but the monarch has lost all the "ink questions", except for the bitter way of husband and wife.

Within a few days, Bo Yan reported the court's political opinions, and the vast majority of the courtiers advocated participating in the war, so that he could make a final decision as soon as possible. But he didn't want Jun Zhi to ask: "Who presided over the festival at the Sui Tai Temple?" ”

Bo Yan was stunned for a moment, before he figured out what the emperor meant, and replied: "Your Majesty is accustomed to neglecting ceremonies, but the Queen Mother and the elderly pavilion elders dare not slack off, so when Your Majesty leaves the palace, the second prince will perform the sacrifice on his behalf. ”

Bo Yan was accustomed to observing words and feelings, and when he saw that the emperor had this question, he took the opportunity to ask: "Your Majesty has not returned to Chang'an for three years, and it is reasonable to go to the Taimiao Temple to worship your ancestors." ”

"Hmm." The emperor responded, but his eyebrows lacked the sharp majesty of the past. Bo Yan sighed secretly, the power of heaven is inviolable, but a woman is weak, forcing the tyrant of the world to look like this. Perhaps, it is not enough......

In the blink of an eye, the heavy snow in Chang'an has passed, and the emperor who returned to the dynasty should go to the temple to worship his ancestors according to the ancestral system. But the courtiers don't know that the emperor did not recite the ancestral etiquette in previous years, and it was rumored that he ascended the throne in the name of killing his father. After returning from his palace recuperation this time, the emperor has indeed changed a lot.

In front of the ancestral tablet of the Jun family, a group of courtiers had already knelt down, and the ceremonial officials peeked to look at the emperor, and saw this cold-blooded tyrant in the eyes of the world kneeling down religiously, and his eyes faded to the cold, only sincerity. Several pavilion elders nodded secretly, quite pleased, Bo Pavilion elders sighed and said to Bo Yan on the side: "Your Majesty returned to Beijing this time, but remembered the suffering of the people, and came to Taimiao to worship the ancestors, I hope that the first emperor and the emperor Gaozu can bless my Great Qin for thousands of generations!" ”

Bo Yan's shrewdness is in his stomach, he never knows it, and he has to think carefully before he is willing to say it, even in the face of his grandfather. He nodded silently yes, but his calm black eyes looked at the emperor who was wearing a dragon robe and bent his knees......

Since he first came to Chang'an seven years ago, the day he served the emperor, he has never seen the emperor kneel to whom, the ancestral system is the ancestral system, a tyrant with bloody hands, he can conquer the world, but he does not have to abide by the ancestral system. The rules of the world are set by him, to whom does he need to bow down and pray?

Bo Yan unconsciously remembered the lady in the Qingxin Palace, and since she lived in the Qingxin Palace, no one has seen her recent situation except for the close attendants and a few imperial doctors. According to the emperor's temperament, when the princess Rongchang was famous all over the world in the past, he couldn't wait to tell the mountains, rivers and plants how beautiful his wife was, but now he is hiding it, and he refuses to reveal even a trace of wind, and only uses him Bo Yan as an arrow target, which shows that the lady is probably not very good.

Long before the ancestor worship, the emperor instructed the Qintian supervisor to calculate a hexagram, and when the ancestor worship ceremony was over, the emperor looked at the Qintian supervisor: "How is the good luck?" ”

All the courtiers looked at Ruan Chongming, the supervisor of Qintian, thinking that the emperor was calculating the fortunes of the country, perhaps asking whether he should participate in the civil strife in Dongxing and waving his army to the east, so that everyone had expectations.

Only Ruan Chongming, the supervisor of Qintian, was weak and dry-mouthed, he didn't want to speak, but he couldn't dodge in the emperor's gaze, so he had to bite the bullet and say: "Your Majesty...... Weichen divined three hexagrams in a row, all of which were ...... None of them are auspicious. ”

The courtiers were in an uproar.

"Ruan Jianzheng, you can't talk nonsense!"

"yes, let's test again!"

"My Great Qin is like the sky, why is it unlucky? It's just a lie! ”

Everyone talked about it, Ruan Chongming's legs were scared and weak, the position of measuring the Dao of Heaven in ancient times can make people get the Tao once, and it can also make his whole family come to see him, taking a big risk. In previous years, the emperor never asked about the way of heaven, and he had no interest in ghosts and gods.

Ruan Chongming listened to the courtiers' complaints and reprimands, and had to open his mouth to defend himself: "Your Majesty, the hexagram is dangerous, I'm afraid that the things you ask are more auspicious and less auspicious, even if Ruan Chongming has a hundred guts, he doesn't dare to say anything." ”

The emperor's thin lips were pursed, his eyebrows were frowned, and he looked at the magnificent mountains and rivers under the high platform and the countless courtiers, and his heart kept sinking. Although he is the emperor of Great Qin, this time he came to Taimiao to worship his ancestors and ordered Qintian to supervise the hexagram, but he did not ask about his family and country, he only asked about the safety of one person.

Since that day he had been mad and angry and hurt her, she had not spoken to him for half a month, not even her temper again, and let him play with him like a wooden man, and this morning, when she saw him dressed in the sacrificial dress, she opened her mouth and asked, "Do people like you also believe in the blessings of your ancestors?" ”

He turned to face her, who was thinner than she had been half a month ago, and her eyes were bigger and more blank. She was mocking him, no doubt.

"If I can ask you to be obedient, I will believe it." He walked over to the dragon collapse to check on the injury on her leg, and after half a month, it was finally better. He changed the medicine for her, covered her with a cloud quilt, and fed her some soup, then wiped the corners of her lips and said, "I will come when I go, you sleep, and I will come back." ”

said, to kiss her lips, Bailijing did not dodge, let him kiss, and when he let go, she held his face and asked the second sentence: "People like you, what do you want?" What do you like about me? ”

He's the kind of man...... is the emperor, but he is more vicious than her father, full of calculations, and even his mother hates him to the core, he is still somewhat self-aware. He didn't know or care about "a person like him" in the eyes of others, but he understood what she meant.

He was still good-tempered, and his slender fingers touched half of her cheek: "From the inside out, I like it, my face, your body, your heart, I can't put it down." ”

This sounds, like what "Mo Wen" said, with a little ambiguity and flirtation, but from the perspective of an emperor of the world, it is a bit out of place anyway.

Perhaps it was because of this that she fell silent again and did not respond.

"Well, go to sleep, you have to make trouble, and I'll make trouble when I come back." He touched her head, helped her to lie down, looked at her back sideways, and his heart was even more worried, so thin that he could only feel the bones. He was worried and manic, and he could only ask for the protection of his ancestors.

The sky was overcast, and a layer of black clouds shrouded in the sky above the Taimiao, seeing that there was about to come a rain, Jun Zhi did not reproach Ruan Chongming for talking nonsense, and said: "Since there is a dangerous hexagram, there must be a way to resolve it, I will give you a few days, and you will find it." ”

Ruan Chongming's underwear was already soaked, and he didn't dare to shirk anymore, so he knelt down and said, "Weichen obeys the order!" ”

Although the courtiers were confused, they all pinned their hopes on Ruan Chongming, and even the second prince, Jun Yue, Uncle Bai Guo and others, did not dare to catch up with the monarch and talk about the Eastern Crusade.

The royal driver walked to the Qingxin Palace, it rained, and Yuan Chu, the commander of the imperial guards, held up an umbrella and waited outside the sedan chair, although he was not enough, no one dared to laugh at half a point.

However, as soon as the emperor got off the sedan chair, Yuan Chu frowned, pointed to the front of the Qingxin Palace, and said, "Your Majesty, they ......"

Jun Zhi raised his eyes and saw a group of chamberlains kneeling in the rain, their bodies low, all trembling. Those attendants were supposed to be serving in front of Bailijing, if something hadn't happened to her, how could they dare to leave without permission?

Yuan Chu's umbrella was waved away by the emperor, and countless black-armored soldiers saw the emperor rushing towards the Qingxin Palace, and even those servants who were shaking like chaff didn't have time to ask half a sentence, he rushed into the warm pavilion like a gust of wind in the rain curtain.

Many attendants were crying, kneeling in front of the dragon couch, there was a smell of blood in the air, Jun Zhi was already panicked, and almost tripped over his dragon robe, he tore off the veil hanging in front of the dragon couch, and the sight of the scene made his soul fly away-

The four palace maids pressed Bai Lijing's hands and feet, and a layer of blood was spread on her pillow, and what was even more terrifying was that her cheeks and nails scratched out several bloody marks, which ruined her face......

"Your Majesty!" The peacock was cleaning her wounds, and when she saw Jun Zhi coming, she knelt down busily, her voice trembled violently, the gauze in her hand was full of blood, and the wound seemed to be treated from nowhere.

"Your Majesty, please persuade the lady to ......" The palace maids were frightened and frightened, and they all cried hard.

At first, Jun Zhi thought she was dead, and she stared at the top of the bed with her empty eyes. His feet were frozen in place, and his three souls and seven spirits were scattered.

Suddenly, those hollow eyes looked in his direction, and a terrible smile was torn apart, and the corners of her lips moved, as if she wanted to speak, but her voice was too small for Jun Zhi to hear clearly.

He had to stagger towards her before he could read her lips: "You said you liked my face, I have ruined it, and it has been ugly ever since...... You say you like my body, I'm full of poison, and I can't even make you happy, you should know...... You say you like my heart, but I don't have a heart, and you don't have to like it...... I have no place for you to like, can you ...... Let me go? ”

Jun Zhi's heart was no longer conscious, the blood veins flowed backwards, and the chill spread to his limbs and bones, and his internal strength could not be moved, and he couldn't even speak.

"The maiden silently self-destructed, the slaves and maids did not notice for a while, and the maids had ......" the palace maids explained helplessly.

If a man wants to die, who can stop him? Even if her hands and feet are tied, there is always a way for her to die.

The peacock looked at the broken body on the dragon couch, his eyes couldn't bear it, but he still had to say: "Your Majesty, Niangniang's head is severely injured, her face is damaged, and her will to survive is weak, even if the bleeding stops and takes medicine, the oil will gradually run out, please make plans as soon as possible......"

Intend? What else can be planned?

Jun Zhi gasped, opened his mouth several times, and finally said in a dumb voice: "Even if the oil runs out and the lamp is dry, she must be saved, she has to stay by my side alive...... She's got to live......"

Bailijing coughed a few times and stretched out a hand to him, the palace maids were in a hurry, but they could only make room for the emperor, Jun Zhi stepped forward to hold her hand and asked her, "What do you want?" What do you want but to die? I'll give you whatever you want! I don't get jealous, I don't complain, I didn't treat you well enough before, I lied to you, I admit my mistakes, I admit my mistakes to you, be good, don't die......"

He couldn't speak, those black eyes were so red that the peacock and the palace maids almost thought that the emperor was going to cry, but he didn't cry, he was usually strong and domineering, even if he endured it, no matter how painful it was, he couldn't shed a single tear.

Bai Lijing looked at his crazy state, grabbed his hand tightly, and was so weak that she could only use her lips: "No, none of you are wrong, and I don't blame you, I just work very hard and it hurts too much...... For the sake of our husband and wife, let me go...... I can't live with you, I don't want to live with you, you can choose your path, why can't I choose my path, please fulfill my ......"

When she spoke, she was conscious, and the words that came out of her mouth were all what she thought in her heart, she accepted her fate, she recognized everything in the past, she didn't care about anyone, she had no grudges to revenge, the addiction and pain forced her to live rather than die, she chose the easiest way to go, and begged him to fulfill it. He was in control of her life and death at the moment, and as long as he let go, she would be free.

What about pouring out the world? Jun Zhi can't wait to kneel down for her, he is a tyrant of the world, it is not difficult to guide the country and the world, but the beloved begged him to fulfill her death. He didn't allow her to die, watching her pain, as if he was in love with his family and country, and there was never a trace of softness. Even when he treats his lover, he is just as hard-hearted.

If Jun Zhi didn't nod, no one dared to stop saving her. Bai Lijing was still talking, forcing him: "They say that I am not worthy of you, and you should not be asked to work for me." You are the most handsome emperor in the world of Kyushu, and you should be the first emperor of the ages, and I, just like an ant, don't know where I came from, I don't want to go anywhere, why do you bother with ants? My only wish in the past was to go back to Shengjing after I died, but now I don't force myself to go back, I just want to be free, and it doesn't matter where I am buried after I die......"

Jun Zhi was completely crazy, she was angry, her eyes wandered, she was afraid that she couldn't get through, he clenched his teeth to help her up, and healed her with a steady stream of internal strength, he hugged her, like holding a shriveled corpse, and said ruthlessly: "Stay with me, whether you are an ant or a princess, I only know that you are my wife." I have seen you when you are the most beautiful and lovely, and I have seen you when you are the bravest and most fearless, it doesn't matter what others say about you, I only know that without you, I can really only be alone. It's me who is selfish, it's me who is cruel, it's me who sees you in pain but doesn't save me, whether you love me or not, I want you to live by my side......"

He laughed, more ugly than crying, his handsome and peerless face was completely defeated, and he hugged the person in his arms, like holding a wisp of green smoke that could dissipate at any time: "I said the wrong sentence before, I said that if I don't love you, who else can love you...... Actually, no, if you don't love me, who else can love me? You have always been lovely, loved by many people, it is I who is not good, it is that I am not worthy of you. ”

If they hadn't heard it with their own ears, none of those palace maids and peacocks would have dared to believe that these words came from the mouth of the emperor. The Emperor confessed that he was not worthy of this dying woman, even if she was worthless in their eyes......