"I'm not worthy of you...... Stay with me, I don't ask you to love me, I beg you to live......" Jun Zhi's voice was unsteady, as unpleasant as his original voice, almost harsh. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

No matter how beautiful the love words are, Bailijing has heard them, and no matter how touching the emotions, she has already done them, so she was still sober when she was dying, and she was not moved by the pain of Junzhi: "I have become like this, I can't accompany you anymore...... Do you love me or not, does anyone love you or hate you, with me...... Why ......?"

What does it have to do with her?

Jun Zhi was dumbfounded.

How can a person be forced into such a situation, there is no way out. He can't love, he can't hate, he is afraid that she will go, but she insists on leaving.

The Ninety-Five Venerable was completely out of his mind, and coaxed incoherently in her ear: "If your face is ruined, you can be cured, I will cure you, and the pain can be cured...... It doesn't matter if you don't love me, you can love if you want to, if you don't want to love, I can wait...... I'm willing to wait......"

The servants couldn't recognize that this was the Great Qin Emperor who had been humiliated and did not make a decision to kill, and they were all silent and didn't even dare to breathe, the Emperor may still be decisive, but in front of the queen, what is the use of him wanting these ruthlessness?

Everyone said that thin appearance is the emperor's favorite, but those frivolous jokes are just verbal jokes, and now that I really see the emperor's madness, I understand who he is the favorite of his heart. The emperor can't take care of anyone at the moment, but if this queen is gone, who can survive these slaves?

The bloodstains on Bai Lijing's face were shocking, she held Junzhi's hand with her bloody hand, and with the only strength she had left, she said silently: "Don't wait...... Don't tremble...... You've seen so much of the world and killed so many people, you should know it...... When a person dies, you will be fine if you are in pain for a while...... When you lose someone, you forget it over time...... I've forgotten Mo Qian, and you've forgotten me...... Don't torture me, torture yourself......"

She didn't listen, she didn't understand, she didn't want anything but death, Jun Zhi's mind was blank, the only thing she thought was that she was leaving, no matter how rampant and noble he was, he couldn't forgive her, how could he not tremble?

His heart had been crushed to pieces, and at this time, it forced out his stubbornness and cruelty, he couldn't care about anything else, he only used his internal strength to protect Bailijing's heart, and said in his ear: "Why should I let you go?!" My original intention, first love, and first time were all given to you, and you can't pay it back, so you want to leave? Bailijing, don't forget, you provoked me first! You dragged me into the love bureau and trapped me in prison, you can't just leave! Everyone in the world is an ant, you are my love, my heart, my life, who do you compare yourself with? Who can beat you?! ”

Bai Lijing suddenly laughed, she was about to die, but he was thinking about which of them had lost more, and she had provoked him first...... She closed her eyes and listened to him continue, "...... Even the first marriage was given to you, even if I hid my identity, but I have never visited any woman in the cave room, Mo Wen has married three women, I have only married you, and you will be the only one in the future...... Don't think about Mo Wen, that's not Mo Wen, that's me...... It's all me...... Loving you, I've been ...... from beginning to end."

Nothing is meaningless, with the power of one person, you can't get back Bailijing's pain, those pasts are no longer important, it doesn't matter who loves her and hates her, she has even lost her parents, and her lover has changed a few, so what are the gains and losses? It doesn't matter if it's Mowen or Junzhi.

The sense of survival is weak, her body is held by Jun, but her strength is a little bit scattered, the numbness at the time of dying temporarily relieved her drug addiction and pain, she leaned on Jun Zhi's arms, and her half-open eyes gradually closed......

"Jing ...... Jing'er ...... "Jun Zhi felt her body soften, he couldn't tell if it was a dream or real, even if she was alive and had a breath left, he could feel that she was by his side, he just needed to find a good medicine and a famous doctor, there was always a glimmer of life, but if she swallowed her breath, he would have no hope."

"Jing'er......" Jun Zhi called again, in his own voice, hoarse and harsh.

He had died, died completely, everyone in the world knew that Princess Rongchang's concubine died of assassination, Princess Rongchang collapsed several times, he saw cruelly in his eyes, and at this moment he got retribution......

He had seen too many dead people, and knew how they would become cold inch by inch, and the people he had killed before came one by one, laughing at the retribution he had received, and pulling to take his wife away.

Junzhi's arms tightened more and more, the person was so stiff that he couldn't move, he couldn't hear the slightest movement, his mind was full of his wife was dead, and she left him to find her stability, but he never believed in the Buddha, didn't believe in the Bodhisattva, didn't believe in the afterlife, even if he died with her, where could he go to find her?

The world is vast, he has lost his lover and his heart.

"Your Majesty...... Your Majesty, you can't hold your mother anymore! Your Majesty! ”

The peacock called anxiously several times, but the emperor did not respond at all, and his hearing and vision disappeared together, leaving only an empty shell. The peacock couldn't wait any longer, and he couldn't care whether he exceeded the rules or not, and stabbed the emperor's acupuncture points with silver needles.

The severe pain forced the emperor to come back to his senses, and his cold and smoky eyes looked at her emptyly, and he forgot to even be angry, as if asking: "She's dead?" ”

The peacock's heart is extremely painful, anyone who sees the emperor's expression at this moment will also understand what is the acute pain attack heart six gods have no master, the peacock spread out the acupuncture belt, and replied: "Your Majesty, you let go, let Niang Niang lie down, she only has one breath left...... Lift Your Majesty to your feet......"

The lives of those servants were tied to the peacock alone, how dare they be disobedient?

The heart of the doctor, Jun Zhi never believed it, but at this moment he had to believe it, he saw the peacock piercing Baili Jing's several big points with silver needles, and wanted to ask, but he was afraid of delaying her diagnosis and treatment, his fist was clenched tightly at his side, and he couldn't loosen it a little, and he suppressed it without saying a word.

The big points all over the body were pierced into the silver needle, but Baili Jing did not react, the peacock knew that the emperor must be anxious, when piercing the last silver needle, she wiped the sweat on her forehead, and explained: "If it is an ordinary person, piercing these acupuncture points is a way to die, but the situation of Niangniang is different, the result is naturally different, I hope to protect Niangniang's heart......"

Seeing that Jun Zhi's eyes were still empty, without a trace of trust in her, although the peacock was sad, he added: "Your Majesty, don't worry, my father-in-law is already on his way to Chang'an City...... The father-in-law has excellent medical skills, and His Majesty knows that he will be able to save the phoenix body of the mother. ”

Don't ask for anything, just ask for this poor woman to be safe, even if she is no longer worthy of the emperor, she is the love of the emperor's life, from Dongxing Shengjing to Daqin Chang'an, no one can replace her position in the emperor's heart. This is her life, and it is also the life of the emperor, even the heavens can't control one or two.

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A good royal sacrifice, not only divination out of the omen, but also almost the life of the Emperor of Great Qin, the Emperor since that day, no longer on the early court, state affairs are still handed over to Bo Yan to deal with, the Emperor lived in the side hall of the Qingxin Palace for a long time, did not dare to leave half a step.

The ministers inquired about the Eastern Expedition several times, but they were all stopped by Bo Yan, and in the end, they really couldn't hide, and several old ministers jointly wrote to Bo Yan to accuse him of favoritism and disregard for the government, which forced Bo Yan to go to the Qingxin Palace.

In the blink of an eye, spring has begun, although Chang'an City in the northwest is still very cold and the grass and trees have not yet appeared, but there is already a little smell of loose soil in the wind, and the seeds buried deep in the ground are breaking through the soil.

These days, Bo Yan forbade Fanhua's feet, and warned her to go anywhere, only not to go into the palace to mess around, and he himself can avoid it, and not to touch His Majesty's reverse scales - in front of that lady, His Majesty has reverse scales everywhere, and the only way is to avoid the holy face.

"Lord Bo Xiang, what is your important business?" Yuan Zhu, the commander of the imperial guards, saw Bo Yan and asked with an embarrassed face.

Bo Yan looked at Yuan Chu's face was not very good, but his smile was as calm as ever: "What is Your Majesty doing here?" ”

After hearing this, Yuan Chu glanced back at the door of the palace behind him, and lowered his voice very helplessly: "On that day, at the festival, after Eunuch Ruan of Qin Tianjian was divining a hexagram, His Majesty never forgot it, and has been seeking a way to crack the evil omen. Later, Ruan Jian Zheng didn't know what to say to His Majesty, Your Majesty ...... today welcomed a holy monk into the palace. ”

"Holy monk?" Even Bo Yan's brows couldn't help frowning slightly.

Dongxing worships Buddha, from the emperor to the common people, all of them respect Buddhism to the extreme, but Daqin often does not believe in ghosts and gods, especially since the emperor ascended the throne, even the law of the ancestors has been abandoned. If it is said that the people of Dongxing are desperate for stability in the next life, the people of Daqin cling to the peace of this world and will not pin their hopes for life on ghosts and gods.

If it is really as Yuan Chu said, the ruthless emperor welcomes the holy monk into the palace, what kind of gaffe should it be? But where there is the law of this world, the emperor will not fail to find it, but ask for the blessing of ghosts, gods and Buddhas.

Bo Yan was the most well-informed here, he knew that the lady was hanging and could die at any time, he was puzzled and worried, but he didn't ask, he didn't mix, and waited for the emperor's will. Mistakes in state affairs can still be made up, but if there are mistakes in the emperor's family affairs, he Bo Yan will not be able to live.

"For specific matters, Lord Bo Xiang can ask His Majesty, and Yuan Chu doesn't know much about it." Yuan Chu sighed helplessly.

Bo Yan smiled, nodded, turned his head, looked at the clouds in the west, and still responded calmly: "When the holy monk comes out, maybe there will be an answer." ”

"......" Yuan frowned, but he didn't quite understand the meaning of thin appearance, what does this "answer" refer to?

Legend has it that Ruan Chongming, the eunuch of Qintian, after divining the unlucky hexagram, in order to seek a way to save him, he stayed awake for several days and nights, and finally got a ray of holy light from the west, and led the holy monk from afar into the palace to face the saint.

At this moment, in the main hall of the Qingxin Palace, Ruan Chongming stood aside, listening to what the holy monk said, he was already frightened to the back of a cold sweat, and he was even more frightened than the bad luck of the day, just because the holy monk spoke bluntly in front of the emperor, and everything he said was a great rebellion: "...... Among all the karmas, if we talk about sins, it is the heaviest karma of killing. His Majesty used to treat human life as a mustard and killed countless prisoners of war, so it is natural that today's disaster will occur. Sinful karma cannot be fulfilled in His Majesty's body, and it can also make His Majesty helpless and painful, which is cause and effect, Amitabha. ”