Chapter 145: She smiled bitterly because of his long promise
Qin Kainan got out of the car and stood helplessly on the side of the road to stop a taxi, but in such weather, the car was not easy to intercept, and every car that passed by him was carrying people.
Zheng Weixi had already turned the front of the car and slowly drove away from the place, and puffs of dust and smoke rose from the back of the car, and disappeared in an instant.
Qin Kainan stood in place, looking at the direction where his car disappeared, frowning, not knowing what he was thinking, at this time, finally a car stopped beside him, and the driver politely rolled down the window: "Sir, where are you going?"
A place name was reported, and he urged: "Trouble master, can you open it quickly." β
The driver looked depressed: "But sir, you see, this car is blocked when it is blocked." β
Indeed, the road that seemed to be clear just now is now lined up not far in front of it, which is usually the case during rush hour.
Qin Kainan only had a bitter smile.
is only a little bit short, because of this point, he Zheng Weixi can be smooth sailing, and he has already been blocked in this embarrassing life.
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In the suburbs, Shi Xinliang stood in front of the tomb, his eyes were blurred, looking at the loving smiling face on the photo, unable to take his eyes off.
Once, he treated her like a dear relative, and because of his insistence, she was able to get to the man as she wished, but as a result, he had just closed his eyes when she had to flee.
Now, she wants to give herself a chance, she wants to give her unborn child a chance, but she is still one step too late.
She remembered the scene she saw with Ya'an outside the hospital, the scene where he and the yellow-haired beauty were together, and then remembered that the woman who was with Mu Yifei last night was a person at all.
She knew she had no choice.
From last night to now, her heart has been struggling and hesitating, like a lost lamb, unable to find the direction to go.
The biting chill couldn't match the desolation in her heart at the moment.
Leaning down slowly, she put a bunch of white lilies in front of the monument, half-knelt down, and said in a hoarse voice: "Grandpa, it's too late for the cold heart, the cold heart has come to see you, I'm sorry, I let you leave prematurely because of me, but it's not my fault, I know that you know the spring, and you won't blame me." β
She choked up a little and couldn't speak.
In order to give her a hat that killed her grandfather, that person did not hesitate to let the old man die early, indeed, she was a victim, wasn't she, but if it wasn't for her, how could all this be staged, who would embarrass an old man who is terminally ill and can't live for a few days?
"Grandpa, you told me that I am actually very suitable for him, and you also said that he has me in his heart, but there are many times when there are many people who can't live according to their own wishes, I can be desperate, but he can't, isn't it?"
All that answered her was the merciless mountain wind, rustling across the clusters of flowers in front of the tomb, with a chill.
Another harsh winter is approaching, and whether people are ready for it or not.
"Grandpa, in fact, I think that there is really a long distance between me and him, we haven't had much honesty to see, he is the same as before for me, far away like a cloud in the sky, how can I not catch it, I can't touch it. β
She finally burst into tears, dripping on the white petals, like early morning dew, rolling and shining with a crystal clear light.
"I think, from beginning to end, he didn't have much affection for me, and he married me just because of you."
Shi Xinliang sniffed, wiped his eyes with a tissue, and with that astringent smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he suddenly remembered something to be happy about: "Grandpa, I forgot to tell you......"
Halfway through her sentence, she came to an abrupt end.
Because at this moment, from far and near, there was a sound of footsteps behind her, calmly, firmly, and step by step approaching her direction.
She held her breath and carefully judged the footsteps, so familiar, so familiar that she didn't have to look back to determine who that person was.
Her heart stopped beating suddenly, and the tears on her face stopped flowing at this moment, but she still maintained her original position, not moving.
Until, the voice stopped behind her, and the familiar aura of his body was already approaching.
The two of them, neither of whom said the first word, just confronted each other.
After a long time, Shi Xinliang moved his numb limbs, stood up from the ground with the tombstone, swept the dust hanging on his clothes, as if he hadn't noticed the extra person behind him, still turned his back to him, got up, and left.
Zheng Weixi's hand firmly wrapped her arm in the next second, like electricity
The eyes seemed to look into her heart and lock her firmly.
The eyes are intertwined, the same without temperature.
"Where have you been, where have you been silent for so long?"
"It's strange, if you want to know, won't you find me?"
Shi Xinliang tried to get rid of his hand, but he couldn't, his strength was too great.
"The world is so big, and I'm not an immortal, do you think I have that ability?" Zheng Weixi smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said: "Since you're back, why don't you go back and come here alone." β
At least, now, she is still his wife, isn't it, why Qin Kainan knows everything about her whereabouts, but he doesn't know at all.
He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, the appearance of that Qin Kainan made him feel depressed, could it be that for such a long time, she was not with Ya'an, nor with Zixiao, but with this man?
How could she do that?
"Is it interesting for me to go back? In the eyes of everyone, I hurt Wei'an, I sent my grandfather away, my heart is better than a snake and scorpion, hehe, what do you think of me, you tell me what you think of me, by the way, there is also the matter of Qinglan, don't you think I almost killed her, I am not close to people, I don't care about her life or death, I go back, what do you want to do to me when I go back, so that your heart can be comfortable and better?"
Shi Xinliang's words seemed to have consumed all the strength in his body, and in his eyes, in addition to indifference, he was alienated.
Zheng Weixi felt that his throat was blocked by something, and he couldn't say a word.
Obviously, he has a lot of doubts in his heart, isn't he?
Qinglan's matter, he once misunderstood her, so that he had been estranged from her for a period of time when he came back from abroad.
But later, he thought about some problems clearly, everything is just one-sided, isn't it, between Shi Xinliang and Qinglan, in fact, he prefers to believe in the former, after all, some people will not easily change their nature, but some people will fall into their own hands in an instant because of some hardships experienced in life, such as Qinglan.
As for Wei An, as for Grandpa, he can't take the inferences of people who have no factual basis as facts, and he can't connect the woman in front of him with that kind of sinister and ruthless person.
However, he only believed it, he didn't dare to verify anything, after all, these two things were related to his dearest and respected people, and he was afraid that he couldn't accept the truth of that fact.
In this world, there are not without what he Zheng Weixi is afraid of.
"Why, I don't know how to answer me, then let me go, I don't know how I found me with you, just when I came back this time it was really an accident, I actually, I just want to come and come to grandpa, that's all, I won't appear in front of you again in the future, I won't block you anymore, you can rest assured." β
Shi Xinliang looked at some of the forbearance things in his eyes, and suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart, it was for him.
In fact, the most tangled and painful is him.
He is just framing others, but what about him, everyone who is hurt is his closest relatives, and more importantly, the one who harms should also be the person he pays tribute to, isn't it?
He didn't dare to delve into the whole story, let alone face the conspiracy behind it, right?
"Cold-hearted, maybe it's good for you and me to leave, but I don't want you to disappear too far, wait for me for a while, I will deal with everything just like what you said to grandpa, I haven't been without your place in my heart, please believe me, we, will have a complete future." β
Zheng Weixi inexplicably softened his tone, and what flowed in his eyes was a helpless compromise, he really couldn't keep her, that would only hurt her more, but he was really unwilling to let go of her, in that way, he would regret it for the rest of his life
He can only indulge his selfishness, and he can only let her pay attention to a little room for himself.
In their short marriage, he didn't seem to have had a crazy love or love for her, but those long-term warmth, every inadvertent hand-in-hand, and the all-present attachment in her eyes were deeply rooted in his heart, making him feel full of warmth when he thought about it.
He once loved Qinglan madly, and tried hard to accept Su Qiu's paintings, but after such a long time of getting along, he couldn't give him the satisfaction and peace of mind he had from her, which seemed ordinary but not bland.
And now, their relationship is in jeopardy, external forces have forced him and her to choose to leave, his heart has never been uneasy, he is afraid, this farewell is forever, this time to leave, will be a lifetime of non-seeking.
Some people say that only when you lose can you know the preciousness of what you have.
He is now feeling like this, because he is about to lose, so worried, so entangled, so panicked.
Especially, after discovering that she came back with Qin Kainan.
He felt that between himself and her, in fact, had always been isolated from this ghostly man, and the key was that he was too good.
Shi Xinliang was surprised by his words, but because of his words, he seemed to see a glimmer of hope.
Waiting, isn't it?
He gave her a chance to wait, and that proved that he had a place in his heart, didn't he?
However, isn't he already in the right place with other women, whether it is his original intention or his mother's intention, he is already compromised, isn't he?
She can wait, a year or two, ten or twenty years, but is it really meaningful for her to wait, if after many years, her children can't wait for their father, how will she face their questioning?
"How long, a year, two years, or, ten years, twenty years?" she replied with a wry smile: "I also want to know which confidante will be by your side while I am waiting alone, you are going to be engaged, right, your fiancΓ©e is very beautiful, I am jealous of her, you know." β
Zheng Weixi's expression paused, and he stubbornly pulled her into his arms, looking at the desperate sadness in her eyes: "Who said I was going to get engaged, it was just a rumor that someone deliberately spread out, what are you jealous of her, she is my sister, that's all"
Sister, Shi Xinliang was stunned.
Indeed, it is said that he has an older sister who ran away from home a few years ago, could it be that he misunderstood something?
"I'll try to get this side done as quickly as possible, and I won't keep you waiting too long. He couldn't give a substantive answer, after all, he didn't know how long it would take for him to leave the Zheng family and leave this "home" with confidence.
"In this world, there is only one Wang Baochuan, but there are many Xue Pinggui, as far as I am concerned, he is no better than Pan Renmei" Shi Xinliang smiled bitterly, because of his long-term promise......
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