Chapter 146: I really want to play the drama of not loving the country and loving the beauty
Zheng Weixi felt his hands tremble.
She still had the cold of the night on her body, and no matter how tightly he hugged her, he couldn't warm her body.
He suddenly felt that he was so powerless, and wanted to tie her up to his side, but he couldn't give a real promise, so why did he, why did he let her exhaust her good youth in the long wait? Why did he ask her to waste her life while he was flowering?
In the distant past, there was once a Wang Baochuan who guarded the cold kiln for 18 years.
But that was only in the past, when people's minds were clogged and feudal.
Indeed, similar stories are playing out every day, especially in this new era of people's pursuit of excitement, there are more Pan Renmei and more Xue Pinggui.
Ironically, is he going to be one of them?
Firmly clamping her hand, a little weak, a little loose.
Shi Xinliang also lost the last glimmer of hope because of his withdrawal, the warmth he brought to her once warmed her body and her heart, but now, he left, and she fell into the ice cellar again.
Not only because her body was too weak, but also because of the excessive overdraft of sleepless nights, without his support, her feet went limp, and she almost fell.
Zheng Weixi stood a few feet away from her, but she couldn't react in time to help her, and when she reached out, she had already controlled the balance of her body, and dodged his arm.
"Take care of yourself"
There was a flash of strangeness on his face, but in an instant, he had regained his composure.
Shi Xinliang had already turned around, and when she heard his words, her heart froze, but she still quickened her pace and left as if she were running away.
If she doesn't leave at this moment, she is worried that she will not be able to control her heart, she will change her mind, she will turn back, and she will be doomed again.
In the cold wind, Zheng Weixi stood in place, looking at the back of the hurried person without a trace of expression, and did not move.
This time, she left him completely.
He gave her up with his own hands.
Waiting for the rest of his life, there will be no woman who laughs as lightly as water, perhaps, there is still a purple and red around her, but there is no more pure and bright girl like her, and loss is forever.
Her back fell in his eyes, for some reason, with an indescribable weakness, every step seemed to accumulate the strength of the whole body, which made people feel pity for no reason.
It's like a scene in the depths of memory, when he and her first met.
Helpless, lonely, hopeless.
But at this moment, he has no reason to support her, does he?
From then on, he could avoid the cruelty that he couldn't face, or he could forget all the pain that had been inflicted on her, and treat it as if nothing had happened.
He slowly turned his gaze back and bowed deeply to his grandfather's still kind smiling face on the tombstone.
There were tears, drop by drop, dripping on the petals of the lily, which had lost its previous vitality in the cold wind, dripping and whirling, and finally, sliding to the ground, blending into the earth, never to be seen again.
He said hoarsely: "Grandpa, I'm sorry, I couldn't fulfill my promise, I let her go, because, I don't know how to protect her, I don't know how to give her happiness, I'm really sorry, grandpa." ”
He rarely made any promises to anyone, and once he said it, he never broke his promises, but this time, he violated his life creed.
People change, don't they, they have different experiences and different tolerances to pain, so everyone changes, and he is no exception.
One last glance at the old man on the monument, Zheng Weixi turned around and prepared to leave.
He didn't control his eyes, and looked again in the direction where the man had left, and in the mottled shadows of the trees, her thin figure was still there.
Moreover, by her side, there is one more person, a man.
The bitterness that spread out of his heart became more and more intense, but he couldn't control his eyes, and he still locked on her body.
She was covered with a man's tweed coat, and her steps were slow, and she struggled step by step, half of her body leaning on the man's shoulder, as if she was very weak.
When she was about to disappear from his sight, Zheng Weixi involuntarily took a step and chased after her in the direction she left, they walked slowly, and he was very quick, and soon narrowed the distance, and he slowed down again.
The person in front of him, who had only left his back for him, suddenly turned around, and the pair was light
eyes, caught off guard against him.
His eyes were just a hurried meeting, he seemed to see the shallow smile on the corner of her lips, and the relief in her eyes, when he wanted to capture it again, she turned her head quickly, and didn't know what to say to the man next to her, and the two of them also sped up, and soon disappeared from his field of vision.
For a long time, Zheng Weixi couldn't come back to her senses, what did she mean by that smile?
But for some reason, his heart that was originally full of heart was no longer so depressed because of her smile.
......
Mu Yifei was drinking tea in the office, looking at the documents on the table, after Zheng Qinghao passed away, she was often like this, every time she came to the company, she would help deal with some things, and the secretaries were used to it.
Zheng Weixi didn't come back until near noon, and greeted as soon as he entered the door: "Mom, you're here"
"Didn't you come out early in the morning, why did you come now?"
"I felt uncomfortable after drinking, so I went to my grandfather to take a look"
Mu Yifei was slightly stunned, but quickly removed the discomfort on his face: "I didn't drink too hard last night, I just called back, Wei Wei hasn't woken up yet."
"She drinks better than me, but she drinks more than me"
Zheng Weixi had already hung up his coat, sat at the desk, and began to read the documents.
"Weixi, you, have you ever considered it, you and her..."
"Me and her?" Zheng Weixi raised his eyebrows, with a puzzled expression: "What's wrong with me and her, she's my sister, isn't she?"
"But you are not really brothers and sisters, and Wei Wei, she likes you very much, can't you see it?" Mu Yifei was a little impatient with his knowingly asked, obviously people all over the world could see Wei Wei's good impression of his former brother, didn't he know it himself?
"Because of this, because Mom, you can see her thoughts, and you spread rumors about how I and her are, so that many people think that yesterday's drinking party is our engagement party, right?"
Mu Yifei was stunned for a moment: "So what, don't say it's such a rumor, in the past, no matter how bad it was, when did you take it to heart?
Zheng Weixi smiled, but sighed again: "But Mom, aren't Xinliang and I divorced yet." ”
"Isn't that a matter of time or time, do you still want to get back together with her?" Mu Yifei's face tightened, and his eyes lost their previous softness, so he was just afraid of the case: "You and her, aren't you just one formal, if it weren't for her like this, she wouldn't dare to show her face and disappear, wouldn't she have already handled the divorce." ”
"However, she didn't give us this time after all, so I and her should still be husband and wife. Zheng Weixi's unwavering expression was just a statement of facts.
"That's true, but legally, doesn't it mean that after six months of separation, you can automatically divorce the marriage?"
"This, I don't know much, Mom should check it out by herself, as for Weiwei, I don't have any feelings for her at least for the time being, so I'm not in a hurry about the divorce, and I'll talk about it when I really have a marriage partner." ”
Zheng Weixi is still indifferent to this topic, and there is no enthusiasm in it.
Mu Yifei was unhappy, but it was not good to continue to entangle, but he still emphasized: "The divorce matter must be dealt with as soon as possible, I don't want you to delay because of that piece of paper, you are already over thirty, and you are not young." ”
Zheng Weixi didn't insist this time: "I know this in my heart, it is impossible for me and her to be together, so I must hurry up on this matter and strive to let you hold your grandson as soon as possible."
After two more gossips, Mu Yifei planned to go down to eat with him, but he called a friend and made an appointment, and the office was quiet.
Leaning back in the chair, Zheng Weixi half-squinted, out of concentration.
Cheng Gefan broke in at this time, neither knocking nor greeting, sitting on the seat opposite him, picking up the teacup in front of him and pouring it into his mouth.
"The intimate little secretary that your mother arranged for you won't even pour a cup of tea, and you still come to me to drink?" Zheng Weixi couldn't help but tease him.
Zixiao didn't come back after leaving, and even signed a divorce agreement and sent it back to him by express, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother went home, for fear that he would continue to stumble, he deliberately found a talented, good-looking and considerate little Meimei who had just graduated from college to be his personal secretary, hoping to impress his "heart" , but Cheng Gefan didn't have a cold to people at all, and refused to go out in Zheng Weixi's office all day long, treating others as flood beasts to prevent them, which has almost become an interesting thing that everyone in Jinsheng talks about.
"What a sweet secret, you rarely sent it to you, the tea brewed smelled of French perfume, and I wanted to vomit when I drank it. Cheng Gefan looked bitter and hateful: "If you don't find a way to get people away, I will resign." ”
"So serious?" Zheng Weixi frowned: "That's the person arranged by my aunt, if I deal with it, how embarrassed." ”
"Are you embarrassed to offend my mother, so you are embarrassed to watch me suffer alive?" Cheng Gefan was unconvinced, rolling his eyes: "It's really not interesting"
"I'm amusing you, how dare I not help you with your help, but you can give me some attention to my business"
"I know, I know, alas, Weixi, the old man's will said that he would wait for him to be released for a month, but it's time, aren't you panicking?"
Zheng Weixi smiled, extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and sighed: "I wish there was no penny for me, then I would be free."
If he can choose to stay out of the matter, then he and her don't have to choose to separate, right?
"You can let it go, I didn't see my aunt can't sit on the stool for this matter all day long, that's billions of net assets, not counting villas, cars, antique jewelry, ordinary people can't think of it, you're good, you have worked hard to run Jinsheng for so many years, and in the end you can't wait for a penny, you really want to play the drama of not loving the country and loving the beauty? But it's not a loss, my sister-in-law is a big beauty."
Zheng Weixi smiled and didn't speak.
How could he selfishly choose to escape, how to do that, how to give an explanation to his grandfather under Jiuquan, how to win a guarantee for Wei An, who is still lying in bed unconscious, and even more sorry for his father who died a long time ago and Su Jieyu, who had no desire and no desire?
"If you want me to say, the old man knew it in his heart until he died, so ah, some people must be busy in vain, and most of the property should still be in your name. Cheng Gefan made his own guesses.
Zheng Weixi was noncommittal, and after a while, he sighed: "If that's the case, it's more difficult for me to do, isn't it?"
"That's right, if that's the case, you won't be staring more closely like a fly, and don't drink your blood dry, how can those fox spirits let you go?" Cheng Gefan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by a phone call that suddenly rang on the table......
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