Before you know it, the number of words in the dark road has come to 500,000, and 21 is about to apply for the fifth time.

Originally, I had great expectations for this book, but the reality is often very cruel, and until now, its results and my expectations are completely different results. It's 500,000 now, and the clicks have just broken 1,000.

I'm just an ordinary person, and it's obviously unrealistic to say how strong I am, and the failure of the first four pledges still had a very big impact on me. At one point, I thought about giving up, and instead of writing a novel with no response, I would play with my own.

It's just that I don't want to live like this with nothing to do.

Writing fiction has always been a very desirable career for me, and I would love to be able to continue on this path. But the gap between the ideal and the reality is indeed very big, and by now, the number of words I have created has also stepped into 100W, but in any way, I am just a writer at the bottom that no one knows.

A lot of times, I feel like I'm at a loss, and sometimes I really feel like I can't write, but every time, I get back on my feet and I'm still holding on.

The number of 500,000 words is not a lot in online novels, and it can even be said to be very small, but it contains a lot of my efforts, even if no one reads it, I admire myself during this time.

Maybe my style is still very immature, but I'm really serious about it. I'm just a student and I have a lot to do besides writing books, and it's impossible to put all my experiences into fiction at this stage, but I can promise that I will continue to write.

No matter how dismal the grades are, I will write them down.

I'm only twenty years old, and I still have a long way to go in my life, and I want to go crazy and pursue a career I love. Even if no one pays attention to me and knows me, I want to keep writing, for myself and for love.

Whenever I click on the page to manage my work, I see that the collection on the dark path has increased, even if there is only one, I will be very happy and happy, this collection may not be anything in the eyes of other authors, but for me, it means that another person has seen me, even if he just clicked on it.

In fact, I am quite unwilling, and I don't like the feeling of silently coding words without anyone commenting, but I know that this is my test, and if I can persevere, maybe a beautiful tomorrow will come.

I often fantasize that one day I will be able to write a testimonial on the relevant column of my work with great pleasure, but this kind of testimonial is still very, very far away from what I am now.

But anyway, the 500,000-word novel is a milestone for me, but that's all in the past, and I'm going to write many, many more and a half million, even if no one sees it, I want to stick to it.

Okay, that's all nonsense, I'll have to apply for a contract later. I asked customer service, and he told me that I can apply for every 100,000, and there is no upper limit, which means that I can stick to it all the time, and you can rest assured that you can collect it.

But there is one thing I have to apologize for, because I am about to graduate, and I am about to get in touch with society, and I have been busy with a lot of things recently, including finding a job, studying for a certificate, and so on. So lately my updates have been a bit slow and not very stable, and I have to apologize here.

Okay, that's the end of the story, I'll get out of here and apply for a contract, I'll be happy if I succeed, if I fail, we'll wait until 600,000, I don't want to be a coward who doesn't dare to face challenges, even if I fail, I have to be defeated heroically, I must put a label on the dark road.

Haha! Classes are full tomorrow, so the update may be in the evening.