After drinking a little wine, my head was dizzy, and as soon as I drank, I wanted to talk, and although I don't know if anyone would be able to see what I was writing now, I still wanted to talk.

Now I'm going to talk about how I wanted to be a writer.

To be honest, I haven't been around fiction for a long time, and I only started reading fantasy novels in high school, and it's been less than five years at best.

At that time, as an ordinary reader, I was undoubtedly very satisfied and happy, because I was immersed in the fantasy world and could not extricate myself, and my mood often changed with the plot of the novel.

And that simple touch, 21 still remembers it very clearly.

Well, human beings are not easy to satisfy, and after being moved by a lot of shocking plots, I wanted to have my own novel.

When I was in high school, my grades were not good, so to speak, very poor. I even figured out that if I failed the college entrance examination, I would write a novel seriously and create my own world.

I'm not escaping from reality, but I really want to write a story, a story of my own, and I want the story I create to be even touched by myself.

This is actually the charm of the novel. Of course, it is difficult for people to feel the artistic conception created by the author just in words, but on the contrary, the scope is much broader, and you can completely shape the world according to your own imagination.

High school,21's first work,I don't know much about online articles.,I can say it's completely an idiot.,This idiot came to the starting point when he wrote the sixth chapter.,Started his own writing career.。

I don't really know if anyone watched me in high school, but it was my most real experience, the most real world.

Frankly speaking, I read this high school book myself no less than ten times. I watched it over and over again, and I couldn't get tired of watching it at all. Every time I see a plot that I am moved by, I have a smile on my face.

I am very, very fortunate that I wrote this book when I was just in college, and at that time, I was most deeply moved by the high school years.

It's been almost a year since the end of high school, and I don't really know how much I've changed in that time, but what I do know is that my simple feeling has not gone away.

I want to write, I want to write, it's all from the heart. Whether anyone reads it or not, I want to write it.

"The Dark Road" is actually a book that I had high expectations for, and at the beginning I was waiting for a contract at the beginning, but I never waited, and two applications were also denied.

To say that I am so strong that I have never thought about giving up is impossible and unrealistic, can you imagine that a writer who does not get any response after typing every word with his heart, that feeling will be better?

I also thought that if I changed the vest, maybe there would be a different ending, but I really couldn't abandon my first two books. So even now, the results are dismal like this, and I still keep writing.

As an authority, I don't know if I can watch "Dark Road" at all, but I did write it very carefully, and even if I didn't get any response, I would have to finish it.

Because this is the story I have the most heart for, a dream story, and a story that 21 wants to write the most.

Before that, I really wanted to give up on this path, but I found that I really couldn't do it, anyway, since I have given the beginning of the story, I must give the story an ending, right?

To be honest, I am a very lazy person, and I have always been, and this problem has never been changed, but I also have my own persistence and beliefs.

So, no matter how bad my grades are, I'm going to write it down, not just to you, but to myself.

Writing novels, I may give up, but definitely not now.

The dark path will definitely end, it's just a matter of time.

I really want to know how I'll feel after writing about the Dark Path.

For a while, my life was so depressed that I threw myself on the brink of decadence, doing nothing every day, and not wanting to do anything even when I had the most time I had.

However, I soon realized that that that kind of life was not what I wanted at all, and that a full, high-quality life was what I longed for the most.

When I started writing novels, I was actually quite stressed, and I'm willing to admit that I was a bit naïve in my initial thinking, thinking that I just had to tap the keyboard lightly. Completely ignore the cumbersomeness.

It's not that you have to update it every day, and you have to think about the plot every day.

But to be honest, I've learned so much in the more than a year I've been writing. Of course, I am not qualified to get the manuscript fee or anything now, but the emotion I felt during the writing of the novel has always been in my heart.

I'm living a very fulfilling life now, so fulfilled that I have to think twice about watching a movie. However, I really enjoyed the process.

As soon as I finish drinking, I think a lot, and it's the same with my current complaints, and I don't even know what I'm doing now.

Sometimes there is nowhere to vent my worries, and it feels very cool to come to my own work to vent, just like I am now.

Okay, I'll continue to write about the dark road, and I'll continue to apply for the starting point, ignoring the results, and I'll be so willful at all, how cool.

I've always been a person who yearns for freedom, and I can do whatever I want, so that's what life is, isn't it?

I'm really looking forward to what kind of mood I'll feel when I finish writing Dark Road

Okay, after the drinking, the complaining is over, let's grind slowly, grind out this story that belongs to me, now nothing is so important to me, whether it's a contract or a reader, these are floating clouds, if you can't stick to it, it's useless to blame anything.

I whine, but I don't complain, I keep writing, I keep living, I continue to live at my pace, what do I have to do.

This is called life, this is called life.