Chapter 120: The Growth of Youth (Finale)
~Sui~Dream~Small~Say~щ~Suimеng~lā Cloudy days always make people feel depressed, and now the sky is black and oppressive Chu Han's mood is particularly heavy, and he doesn't understand why, maybe it's because of that dream At this moment, he found Han Xue, in fact, he wanted to find someone to chat with, so that his mood for so many days was relieved Of course, for the object of the chat is Han Xue, it is also a helpless move, Xia Lan is not by his side, and Yulong is the maker of his bad mood these days
"Is Yulong better?" The two of them walked on the road, and Han Xue spoke under the black oppressive sky
"I can't see it, sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad" Chu Han sighed after speaking, this is what he is not worried about, he is now unpredictable about Yulong's thoughts
"yes, it was all too sudden!
"I'm afraid he doesn't need time"
"What's that?" Han Xue stopped and asked
"Lin Xi"
Han Xue didn't speak, just looked at the sky, "It's so dark!Chu Han, do you think it will rain?"
"Yes," Chu Han replied firmly
"Did you see the weather forecast?"
"Nope"
"Then how can you be so sure?"
"What should come will always come"
Chu Han's answer made Han Xue retract her eyes, "Do you have something to say?"
"Hmm"
"You can't rest assured?"
"Well, I can feel that I've known Yulong for so long, what kind of person is he? What does he think in his heart? I know very well that especially now, he always pretends to be fine, which makes me more worried."
"Maybe you're too sensitive, right? It's been so many days, if something happens, it should have happened sooner?" Han Xue's words were sometimes Chu Han's words to persuade himself, but now Chu Han didn't think so, "You know what? I had a very strange dream in the morning."
"What dream?"
"I dreamed that Yulong said goodbye to me and said that he was going to accompany Lin Xi"
"Really?" Han Xue was also a little nervous, after all, she still believed a little bit in some superstitious things, "Who is accompanying Yulong today?"
"National Strength"
"Oh" Han Xue didn't speak again, just walked forward slowly, and Chu Han followed
"This dream still makes me a little flustered," Chu Han continued, "Although I know it's a dream, I just feel very panicked."
"Let's go back" This time Han Xue suddenly stopped, "I also feel a little fear"
"Are you scared by my dreams?"
"No, I suddenly panicked a little in my heart" Han Xue finished speaking and took Chu Han's hand, "Let's go back to school"
"Oh" The two of them walked towards the school, and suddenly a lightning bolt slipped across the sky, and Han Xue clenched Chu Han's hand tighter, because she knew that there would be a loud bang next Of course, this loud noise did not disappoint them, it came so fast and so loud
"Chu Han, let's hurry up, shall we?" It started to rain
"Hmm" The raindrops of beans fell from the dark and oppressive sky, and it was still very painful to slap on the person's body, Chu Han took off the coat he had prepared for the cloudy day and covered Han Xue's head, "Don't smash your head"
"I don't need it, you can put it on"
"Don't shirk, let's go"
It took only five minutes from lightning to heavy rain, and at this moment the two of them didn't leave anymore, because they couldn't even open their eyes because of such a heavy rain, they hid in the bank's indoor ATM, "This rain is too urgent!" Han Xue stroked her head and sighed
"yes, I didn't even have time to get back to school"
"It's also our fault, we didn't bring an umbrella even though it was cloudy"
"It's useless to bring an umbrella, such a heavy rain, you can only hide" Chu Han finally found a good excuse for not bringing an umbrella to himself, the rain became heavier and heavier, the highway soon turned into a river, and the cars on the road also stopped, and the drivers closed their windows at this moment, Chu Han's mobile phone rang, and this caller made Chu Han's nervous heart jump out, "Guoqiang, what's wrong?"
"Chu Han, come back quickly, the jade dragon wants it"
"What do you want?"
"He wants to see you"
"I'll be right away"
Chu Han's most worried thing was still born, he didn't say goodbye to Han Xue, pushed open the glass door and rushed into the heavy rain, his vision was blurred, his legs were staggering, after all, the water resistance of the river was too great Chu Han ran desperately, even if the degree was not as good as walking in normal weather, but only running could make his heart beat normally, the road was slippery, and it was inevitable that he would fall, at this moment he had fallen heavily on the road, fortunately there was no car, and the pain in his body was much better than losing his life
Chu Han ran into the school, and downstairs in his dormitory, he saw a lot of umbrellas, but the owners of so many umbrellas didn't see him, because their eyes were fixed on a windowsill on the sixth floor
Chu Han's legs were weak, although the heavy rain covered his eyes, it did not affect him to see the jade dragon clearly, the person sitting on the windowsill Chu Han wanted to shout, but he felt that his throat was stuck by something, and he couldn't shout
"No, no, I'm going up" Chu Han's brain suddenly sobered up again, he squeezed in the crowd, in the stairs, in the corridors, and finally he squeezed into the dormitory
"Chu Han, you're back, you call him down" At this moment, Guoqiang was sweating profusely, probably due to tiredness this time, Chu Han's legs softened again, and he panted and moved forward, "Teacher Xie, I'll come" Chu Han's words trembled so much at the moment that the teacher who was persuading didn't hear Chu Han say again, "Teacher, I'll come, I'll come"
"Chu Han, he's looking for you, please persuade him"
"Hmm" Chu Han only felt unsteady at the moment, he grabbed the railing of the bunk with Yulong in the morning, "Yulong, what are you going to do?
"Chu Han, you're here, hehe" Yulong's face couldn't see any expression at the moment, the stiffness of his muscles and the paleness of his face made people shudder
"Come down for me"
"Chu Han, please help me with something, I put the diamond necklace under your pillow, please help me bury it in Lin Xi's grave" Yulong exhaled deeply after speaking, his face was calm, very calm, and he didn't seem to have any regrets
"I'm not going, you go by yourself" Chu Han thought of all the ways that could save the situation
"You'll go," Yulong said and smiled
"You bastard, why are you?Is a Lin Xi more important than your mother?" Chu Han saw Yulong's smile at this moment, he was angry, and exploded, "Is a Lin Xi more important than so many of your brothers? You coward, you can bear to let your mother stay alone in this world? You can bear to let him die alone? You can't bear to have no one to die for her? You are ****** a coward" Chu Han's anger made the people behind him extremely afraid, because they were afraid that this would stimulate Yulong
"You scold well, I'm a coward" This time Yulong didn't laugh, but cried for his mother, how could he cry once in these days?
"Yulong, come down, I beg you" Chu Han also cried, these tears were so helpless "Brother beg, I hope you are well, we want you to be well, we want you to be well"
"Chu Han, do you know? How many nights has Lin Xi told me that she is very cold, she is very lonely, and she is even very afraid that I will protect her, can you understand me?"
"That's an illusion, Jade Dragon, wake up, look at our gang, the gang behind me, this is real, this is real, come back to reality, don't dream, okay?"
"Chu Han, can you not interrupt my dream? Lin Xi needs me, he really needs me"
"We need you more" When Chu Han shouted this sentence, his voice had already changed his voice seriously
Yulong stopped talking, at this moment his tears and snot were already flowing involuntarily Suddenly, he shouted "Mom, I'm sorry" and then put his arm in his mouth, this bite hard, this action is so fast, people's hearts are about to jump out "Yulong, don't", "don't", "stop" Everyone is still shouting late, at this moment Yulong has spit out a mouthful of flesh and blood out of the window
Looking at Yulong's bloody arm, Chu Han wanted to rush up, but Yulong slowly stood up, he smiled at Chu Han with tears in his eyes, "Chu Han, my good brother, if possible, please let my mother be less sad"
"You bastard, you give it to me" Chu Han's words were not finished, he couldn't shout out, his brain was blank, he was stunned, his head exploded, and blood rushed out of his nostrils
This jump, everyone opened their mouths but didn't make any sound, but the tears flowed smoothly Chu Han may have given Yulong the best summary, and it was also the last sentence Yulong heard "You bastard" But now everything doesn't matter, everything is quiet, the rain is beating his body lying on the ground, and it is also beating everyone's heart, everything is over, maybe many years later some people will say that this is beautiful love, but at least no one now admits it, they think it is selfish, extremely selfish, and extremely ugly
Pain is inevitable, there is no most pain, only more pain
A month later, the autumn was crisp, the corn stalks were neatly put down, the green in the field was gradually replaced by yellow, and the straight stalks or stems had begun to wither, but in the farmland of this village, a large piece of unharvested corn grew there crookedly, in the heart of this corn, Zhengxin, the two graves connected together lay quietly here, Chu Han slowly buried the diamond necklace deep into Lin Xi's grave
"Hehe, it's ironic, the two of you are finally together" Until now, Feng Yan still couldn't let go, Liu Lan came over and patted her on the shoulder, this action Feng Yan naturally understood what it meant
High sky, yellow earth, two conjoined tombs, and a circle of people lying around Zhang Da, Liu Lan, Zifeng, Hua Qian, Chu Han, Han Xue, Guoqiang, Yufei, Yichen, Ruojun, Feng Yan
"Chu Han, look at it, those two white clouds in the sky seem to be laughing," Han Xue shouted as she lay there
"Well, it's beautiful!"
Quiet, the breeze blows, the cool air hits people at the moment without you fighting for me, at the moment without you beating me and scolding, at the moment there is only laughter, the purest laughter, the cleanest laughter ()