With-Dream- . lā A letter left by Lin Xi, the last pen of a dying man, deeply pierced Yulong's heart

Dedicated to the love of my life

Jade Dragon

Dragon, it's been a long time since I've called your name like this, I remember when I used to call you that, I couldn't stop laughing, because I seemed to think that I was your mother or elder, I was with you at that time, carefree, bullying you to my heart's content, your aggrieved look made me happier Do you remember? When we skipped class in elementary school, I came back and told the teacher that you pulled me out, but the teacher beat your hands swollen and in the second year of junior high school, I accidentally broke the beaker of the teacher's experiment, I was very scared, but you patted me and said"It's okay, what's this?" Later, you put your father's teacup on it, and the teacher showed it, and you still said stiffly, "I broke it, didn't I already pay you for it?" You were beaten again, and not only the teacher's, but also your father's, hehe, I don't want to, I used to laugh when I thought about this, but now somehow, I actually want to cry Anyway, thank you for those days, those days, and the laughter you gave me in those days

I gave you back your diamond necklace, and I still want to advise you to "return it" But seriously, I am really touched that although you have misunderstood me, you have also been angry with me, but I have always known that you love me I can tell you now why I don't love you, I didn't dare to say it before, but now it doesn't matter because I don't deserve you, I was pregnant, I secretly beat it myself, I am no longer the pure Lin Xi in your heart Maybe you don't care, but I care, I said to myself, if I want to love you, I will give you the most beautiful and cleanest Lin Xi, I can't let your grievances finally say it, my heart is very comfortable In fact, I also want to go on like this with Huayang in this life, but I'm tired, I'm really tired, I'm tired several times at night, crying all night long

The most guilty thing about me is my parents, I, I, please take good care of them for me I don't know what to say to them, because I don't have the face to tell them, so please leave it to you

Feng Yan is actually very good, although it is extreme, but I can see that she loves you, at least you don't feel sorry for me if you do better than me, go face your bright future, right, dragon, do you think it will be cold in the water?" "Do you think the world over there will be very dark?" Also, and "Do you think I will be lonely over there?" Will I be afraid?"

It's been a long time since I've had this easy

After reading the letter, his tears seemed to dry up gradually, his face became whiter and whiter, his fists clenched more and more dead, he felt that there was a fire burning in his stomach, but he didn't know how to spit out the anger in his heart hit his head again and again, after more than a dozen impacts, he exploded "bastard-bastard-liar-excuse" The letter has been torn to shreds, he stood up suddenly, kicked the bridge railing next to him fiercely in this water, on this lonely bridge, in this wind, the jade dragon went crazy

"Yulong, what are you doing?" Chu Han, who ran over, hurriedly hugged him, but his strength was really limited, "Yichen, you hug your legs" Yichen also got started

"Let Me Go"

"Alright, alright, it's all over," Chu Han shouted as he hugged Yulong's arms tightly

"Chu Han, do you know who she is? Do you know?

"I know, I understand"

"Don't you know, she actually lied to me, she actually said that she didn't love me, I used it to let her think about me?" At this moment, Yulong's words, Chu Han didn't know what they meant, after all, he hadn't read the content of the letter, the only thing he could do was to shout, "Okay, okay, stop making trouble"

Tossing until everyone was exhausted, Yulong stopped and he sat on the bridge again, but this time he smiled, but this smile made Chu Han and Yichen's backs flutter, "Yulong, are you okay?" Chu Han hurriedly asked

"Chu Han, did you say it's dark over there?" Yulong stared straight ahead with his eyes, his body motionless, and Chu Han didn't know what he was talking about, "Which side?"

"Will she be lonely over there?"

"Which side?"

"Will you be scared?"

"Afraid of what?"

"Let's go back" Chu Han understood the sentence "Oh"

The two people walked out of the park with the jade dragon in their arms, "Let go of me, I'll go by myself" The jade dragon broke free of the two people, and the jade dragon walked very slowly, his legs were moving forward, but all he was thinking about was Lin Xi

"What should I do if I fall ill?" Yichen was very worried

"Take your time" Chu Han comforted Yi Chen, and at the same time comforted himself

Lin Xi's matter stung all the people related to her, and also made many people reconsider the value and meaning of their lives, Yufei is no longer so estranged from Guoqiang, and now they are sitting together and studying by themselves, Guoqiang peeks at Yufei from time to time, and the unhappiness in his heart for so many days has disappeared

"What are you looking at?" asked Yufei as he stopped his pen

"Nothing, just don't understand"

"I don't understand why I've changed?"

"Hmm"

"Actually, I feel a lot about Yulong and Lin Xi," Yu Fei said, and completely put down the pen in his hand, "Do you have to wait until you lose to prove how important a person is to you?" For the sake of the so-called "face", or for the so-called "care" and "good for others", deliberately alienate the distance between the two people, but the heart is tormented Guoqiang, do you say this is really good?" Yufei said and gently leaned his head on Guoqiang's shoulder, in fact, Guoqiang didn't understand this question, "Maybe it's a last resort?"

"What's a last resort?"

"It's like you told me not to bother you anymore, I'd rather have my own heartache than bother you for your good"

"Do you think I'll be happy, then?"

"I don't know, but I think if I go to you, you'll be upset"

"Hehe, it's such a complicated thing! Actually, I don't let you look for me, it's just that I haven't thought of a better way to get along with you, but if you really don't come to look for it, I'll feel that you gave up, and I'll be more uncomfortable."

"Hehe, it's really complicated!" Guoqiang sighed deeply, and at the same time was very glad for himself

"Let's start, Lin Xi's matter makes me feel that we should face it, maybe we will really find a better way to get along?" Yufei's firmness made Guoqiang very happy, this may be the only thing that makes him happy these days

Since Lin Xi's incident, there has been no smile, no ridicule, and no lively mood in this dormitory for nearly a month, and the mood of the jade dragon seems to be gradually calming down on the surface, but what is the real situation? No one is sure

"Yulong, why don't you go home and rest for a while?" Chu Han spoke, this plan was the result of everyone's discussion, "Anyway, you won't go to class here, why don't you go home and accompany your mother?"

"I'm not going back"

"Then how about you go out for a walk?"

"I don't want to go"

"But"

"Leave me alone, I'm fine, I just want to be alone, you don't have to worry" Yulong finished speaking and got up from the bed in the morning, "Chu Han, you can also go and do your own things, you don't have to accompany me"

"Oh, I'm okay too" Chu Han's stay was also the result of everyone's communication, and they decided that everyone would take turns to accompany Yulong for two days until he got better

"Are you and Han Xue still ignoring each other like that?" Yulong's opening made Chu Han a little relaxed, after all, Yulong's mouth was no longer about Lin Xi, "Hmm"

"Cherish it!"

"It's not, it's a phone call once in a while"

"Hehe" Yulong moved to the window, looking out of the window, "Chu Han, why do I think everything has changed?"

"What has changed?"

"Come and see"

Chu Han hurriedly walked over, "What?"

"Look at this school, it's rustic, why isn't it as tidy as when we first entered?

"It's no difference, isn't it?" Of course Chu Han knew why Yulong thought so, "It's just that you're in a bad mood, and you'll get better slowly."

"Really?"

"Yes, it will be fine soon"

Yulong stopped talking, his eyes swept out aimlessly, the campus was getting stranger and stranger, and it was getting worse and worse, he began to hate in his heart, hated this school, hated this city, hated everything here

Chu Han's shift time has passed, and on this Saturday morning, he woke up early, not because he wanted to get up so early, but he couldn't sleep anyway, everyone was still asleep, Chu Han was a little strange, "I didn't go to bed early last night, why did I wake up so early today?"

Chu Han looked at the jade dragon who was sleeping opposite him, and was a little happy in his heart, "Now his sleep is getting better and better" Just lying down like this made Chu Han feel very uncomfortable, he reluctantly got up, and went downstairs after washing

"It's so quiet in the school!" Chu Han, who was standing at the entrance of the dormitory building, thought, "Haven't I ever gotten up at this point? Why is it so quiet?" Chu Han smiled, he remembered a sentence at this moment, "The early birds have worms!", "Hehe, such a big campus is my own"

There was nowhere to go at the moment, so Chu Han went to the playground to run, the strange thing is that today's running is so easy, and he doesn't need to gasp after a few laps, "Am I in such good health?" Chu Han was a little suspicious of himself, and after a few laps, Chu Han was still so full of physical strength, "It's really evil! When did my body get so good?"

"Chu Han, speed up" Just as Chu Han was running and thinking, someone passed by him, and Chu Han was taken aback, "Who?" Chu Han stopped, looking at the back, familiar and unfamiliar

"Keep up," the man shouted

"Coming" Chu Han chased after him, and soon he caught up, and the running man made him a little surprised, "Yulong, are you so early?"

"yes"

"When I came down, I saw that you slept soundly, huh?"

"I was already down, I was already running when you stood at the door of the dormitory, I called you, and you ignored me."

"Impossible, you're sleeping when I come out"

"Hehe, you were still sleeping when I came out, okay?"

"What are you kidding?" Chu Han wanted to debunk this prank as soon as possible

"Okay, let's not talk, you run, I should go, in fact, I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I'm saying goodbye to you"

"Where are you going?"

"Accompany Lin Xi"

The jade dragon ran away, Chu Han suddenly stopped, and the time in the entire playground stopped, Chu Han silently said, "This is not right, what is wrong, where is it?" Chu Han grabbed his head, and suddenly he stared at his eyes and shouted, "Where is the light in the cafeteria?" Chu Han only felt that his whole body was sweating, just like the sweat that had run so many laps just now, and it flowed out at this moment, "It's hot, it's hot"

"Chu Han, wake up, wake up, what's wrong?" Chu Han opened his eyes at the noise and looked at Guoqiang standing beside his bed

"What's wrong with you, Chu Han?" Guoqiang hurriedly asked

"Where's the Jade Dragon?"

"What about sleeping?"

"What time is it?"

"It's half past seven"

"Oh!" Chu Han took a deep breath, "What a strange dream!" ()