Chapter 197: You can hold on to a glimmer of hope in a slow and indefinite wait
That ambiguous tone made the listener burn at once.
Shi Xinliang instinctively wanted to refuse, but she didn't have the strength to refute him, in front of him, she would never have the slightest resistance, it was like this a few years ago, and it is still like this.
In the bedroom, the soft orange light shrouded them, blurred their eyes and lost their hearts.
He took her around carefully and kissed her lightly on the forehead.
Embracing each other, at this moment, the invisible but seemingly unresolved separation between the two people seems to have disappeared.
In the eyes and hearts of two people, there is only each other.
All the resentment, all the hatred, seemed to have become meaningless at this moment.
Since they are in love, what is the need to torture each other for things that are not worth it, life is so short, why bother with yourself and yourself?
It's good to live for your own heart.
"Cold heart, no matter what happens, wait for me. Zheng Weixi muttered.
"I'm waiting for you, waiting until your hair is gray, when you're old and can't walk, I'm waiting for you the same, all my life, I only love you, you call me, is there any other choice?"
Eyes, moistened.
The word "wait" is easy to say, but how difficult is it to really do? Is it a month or two months, or a year or two years, or ten or twenty years, who can give the answer?
"But, the premise is, you don't lie to me, you know, you don't."
Shi Xinliang added with a wry smile, you can wait, you can wait slowly and indefinitely, and live with that hope, but what you can't tolerate is deception and concealment, I hope you won't, you won't.
Zheng Weixi paused for a moment, wanting to say something, but before he could say anything, the mobile phone on the table shouted, and his brows couldn't help frowning, obviously displeased, obviously helpless.
Shi Xinliang felt like there was a basin of water coming down, and all his passion disappeared at this moment.
However, she was still very indifferent, and distanced herself from him a little: "You, answer the phone, don't delay the serious business." ”
In the middle of the night, she called at this time, if it wasn't for Qinglan, it would be strange, she deliberately said that this was a "serious matter", but in her heart she was questioning what kind of thing it would be, but she just wanted to get him back.
That woman, when was it simple?
Zheng Weixi couldn't help frowning when she said to her: "Are you willing to let me go, if I answer the phone, I will have to leave?"
"But what if you don't take it, you're absent-minded now, isn't it interesting? ”
Shi Xinliang pushed him away a little and looked at him with a smile.
"I didn't"
"You have, obviously you have, you can't fool yourself, let alone me. ”
Zheng Weixi smiled back, turned off the phone directly, leaned forward, lowered his head slightly, and almost stuck to her face: "Okay, I'm not absent-minded, is this okay, we can concentrate on it, it's fun, right?" ”
In his eyes, it was as if a fire was burning.
Shi Xinliang wanted to say that she wanted to try to push him away, but her little strength couldn't move him at all.
Between breaths, it was the familiar breath of grass and trees on his body, which he had not seen for a long time.
In front of him, his enlarged face is still angular, more of the charm of a mature man than three years ago, and his eyes are also more profound, looking into it, it is like looking into a bottomless pool.
He reached out and fumbled for the switch on the wall, and pressed it off, and suddenly hugged her tighter in his arms.
......
Tonight, the dream is also extraordinarily beautiful.
I don't remember, it's been a long time since I've had a dream like this.
He and her, walking slowly, the flowers and birds singing, the scenery is pleasant.
There is no deceit, no conspiracy, only happiness is like a trickling stream, flowing arbitrarily.
However, they always responded to that sentence, and they were easy to wake up from good dreams, and they felt that they had just fallen asleep, and someone came to disturb them.
Footsteps came from the living room, and then the boy's nervous call, dragging and crying: "Daddy, Daddy, come out quickly, go see Mommy, Daddy..."
Shi Xinliang sat up suddenly, and couldn't react to what was going on, until the bedroom door was pushed open directly from the outside, and the tear-stained boy looked at her with incredible eyes.
That kind of look made Shi Xinliang feel that Zhou was full of chills, and for a while, he was stunned and couldn't say a word.
Zheng Weixi was a little surprised at first, then immediately got up and got out of bed, put on his coat, and asked, "What's wrong Chenchen, what's wrong?"
Chenchen has always been in the hospital, he specially arranged someone to take care of him, and he hurried over before dawn this morning, and it was still in this state, he couldn't help but remember the phone call last night, it must be, something happened to Qinglan.
"Mom had a bad time last night. ”
Children can't tell what happened in detail, just a few simple words "no" can already think about what happened.
Zheng Weixi's face was very ugly: "Did you run back by yourself, Auntie?"
"She called you last night, but she couldn't get through, she wouldn't let me come back, saying that you were busy, so I took advantage of her inattention and ran back by myself. ”
As Chen Chen spoke, he looked at Shi Xinliang, who was only wearing pajamas, and his eyes were still full of hostility.
Zheng Weixi couldn't take care of this anymore, and hurriedly put on his coat.
"My heart is cold, I'll go over for a while, you can rest well. ”
Shi Xinliang didn't seem to hear his words, and his eyes were just locked on Chenchen's body.
Zheng Weixi had already left the bedroom, and Chenchen was not in a hurry to follow, but glanced at Shi Xinliang defiantly: "You bad woman, you are a big villain." ”
I don't know when, I woke up and came to my mother with my eyes rubbed, and before I could figure out the situation, I stumbled into Chenchen who rushed out of the door and almost fell.
The little guy reacted, and he was about to take revenge with his fist, but Shi Xinliang was in a hurry
Shi Xinliang hurriedly stopped her: "Only, come to my mother." ”
Zheng Weixi, who had already arrived at the entrance, also realized that something was wrong, turned around and took Chenchen's hand, and went out together.
The room fell silent all of a sudden.
Shi Xinliang comforted his daughter on the one hand, and on the other hand, he couldn't say the taste in his heart.
If that speculation is really true, it doesn't seem to be a good thing.
What awaits her, she can already foresee.
But no matter what, she has to find out the answer, otherwise she will live an unsteady life in her life, right?
"Mom, he's a bad boy, why don't you let me hit him. ”
Just the appearance of grievances, the little face was red with anger.
"No, it's just that, brother, he's in a bad mood, you know his mother is very sick, so..."
Shi Xinliang tried to explain, but he couldn't go on after only halfway through it.
Although it is small, it is not that she does not know good and bad, how can she not perceive Chenchen's obvious hostility towards her.
If that thing really happened as expected, how would she resolve the relationship between these two people.
......
When Zheng Weixi rushed to the hospital, Qinglan had already undergone a first aid and was pushed back to the intensive care ward.
The man was still in a coma, with a pale face, his eyes tightly closed with love, and there was no trace of life.
Chenchen was about to cry: "Dad, Mom, she won't die, right?"
"No, Daddy is here. Zheng Weixi sighed and comforted the child.
The doctor's face was also very unsightly, obviously tossing in the middle of the night until now, and he was not lightly tired, and there were still subtle beads of sweat looming on his forehead.
"Doctor, what the hell is going on, I looked fine when I left yesterday. ”
"Alas, what's the way, she doesn't know how to move, now her body can't stand the toss, you don't know, you walk on the front foot, she woke up after a while, the mood is very unstable, and she is pulling out the bottle, and she is going to be discharged, there was only one nurse around at the time, she couldn't control her, she was crazy, she fell a wrestle, that's it, you only know that her body, but it is very dangerous. ”
The doctor's face was helpless, obviously, such a tricky patient, he also had a headache, and he just wanted to push his hand out.
Zheng Weixi was silent, he was helpless with such a sunny land.
He couldn't watch her die, even if it was just the decisive moment when she jumped out of the car at the moment of life and death, he knew what an unforgivable thing she had done, and he still couldn't give up, watching her die because of his disregard.
"Dad, don't you want me and Mommy anymore?"
Chenchen suddenly raised his head and asked, those big eyes full of water waves were so innocent, so clear, full of helplessness and sadness that a child who didn't have anything else to do.
Zheng Weixi was still thinking about his thoughts, and he gave him this sudden question before he came back to his senses.
He sighed involuntarily, how could he answer such a question?
He is going to leave his mother, but it doesn't mean that he will give up on him, it's just that there is no time limit, at least for now, Qinglan can't do without him, he can't just let it go.
"Dad, I won't leave Chenchen, never. ”
The ambiguous answer is just an attempt to divert the child's attention from the topic.
"But Dad, why do you want to live in your house alone?"
Desire for exclusivity, or a sense of crisis?
Zheng Weixi looked at his young son, and he couldn't tell what it was like.
If Shi Xinliang knew the inside story of everything, he really didn't know what kind of sadness she would become, suddenly, he remembered her words, "I can wait for you, but don't lie to me", and a kind of uneasiness rose faintly in his heart.
It's time to tell her all this, but how do you say it?
"Dad, you kicked that woman out, kicked them out, that's our home, when I was with my mother and father, why should I let someone else live in?" Chenchen, who couldn't wait for an answer, spoke again and made his own request.
"Chenchen, you know, just she is your sister, no matter what, you are an older brother, how can you say such a thing, and besides, Dad is very angry with your attitude towards her, you know?"
Chenchen had an aggrieved expression, and in his memory, this belated father had never spoken to him in such a serious tone.
Zheng Weixi looked a little unbearable: "Chenchen, Dad loves you, but Dad also loves his sister, so you can't be fierce to her in the future, you know?"
Chenchen nodded silently and stopped talking.
In the hospital room, there was silence for a while.
I don't know how long it took, but the dull atmosphere was broken by the sudden movement of someone in the hospital bed.
Qinglan still closed her eyes, but her two hands waved, and she shouted in a hoarse voice: "Get out, get farther away, don't rob my child, don't rob my child, that's my child, not yours, not yours." ”
Chenchen nervously leaned over and grabbed his mother's hand, tears crackling, but he couldn't say a word.
A child who is a few years old, but he is as sensible as a teenager.
Zheng Weixi sat in place, motionless, looking at his son's actions, and at the woman who couldn't even sleep peacefully because she had done something wrong, listening to her shouts, the smile on her lips inexplicably carried a hint of mockery.
Perhaps, his sympathy and concern for her are meaningless in a sense, but why, he will be soft-hearted again and again, he will compromise again and again, and he is not a cold-hearted person after all......
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