"Yesterdayoncemore" is playing in the car, and Kong Ling's thoughts return to the scene of his junior high school days with Every-sha-la-la. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoAt that time, Kong Ling was in the third year of junior high school, and in early spring, the weather was warm and cold, and Kong Ling would jump the rope with his classmates to relax for a while. Boys and girls huddled together to jump the rope, male and female classmates crowded in a pile, occasionally a male classmate pushed a girl who had been in love for a long time, and was seen by other students, and everyone began to burst into laughter......

That day, Kong Ling was wearing a new red shirt, he thought it was very beautiful, with a long ponytail on his head, and when he jumped up the rope, the long ponytail shook one after another, which was very dazzling. Just when Kong Ling was intoxicated with his wonderful feelings, Liu Yi, the male god in the eyes of the girls, suddenly was pushed by someone and bumped into Kong Ling's face. Out of instinct, Liu Yi's hands held Kong Ling's shoulders hard to avoid being fallen. Kong Ling's face turned red all of a sudden, Liu Yi is the male god she has always had a crush on, with a slender body, a handsome face, and excellent grades, which is the goal pursued by many beautiful girls. And Kong Ling has an ordinary appearance, ordinary grades, and introverted personality, and she doesn't even have the courage to look at Liu Yi squarely, so how can she not blush, heartbeat, and shake her heart when she suddenly has such an intimate contact?

Later, Liu Yi was admitted to a key high school in S City, and then to a key university, Kong Ling learned a lot of information about Liu Yi from his best friend Qian Sha, such as Liu Yi worked in the municipal party committee, Liu Yi married his college classmate, and gave birth to a boy......

As for Kong Ling, she has always been ordinary, she went to an ordinary high school, was admitted to an ordinary university, met an ordinary Li Sheng, got married, gave birth to two children, and lived an ordinary life.

Liu Yi's unconscious gaze was caught by Kong Ling's godless eyes, Kong Ling's heart jumped violently, and his body sat up. Lewi? Could it be him? Isn't he working in the city of L? Got to S City? I haven't seen it since I graduated from junior high school, and I'm now the mother of two children, the male god I had a crush on more than 20 years ago, and now I see it by chance, and my heart is still pounding......

Kong Ling didn't get out of the car, staring at Liu Yi as he opened the door of a white BMW, got into the car, and walked away......

Kong Ling took out a small mirror from his bag, looked at his slightly dull face, the bangs that were a little rough by the wind, the godless eyes under the bangs, and then looked down at the loose floral cotton skirt that showed that his waist was fatter, and he was lucky to stay in the car.

After Li Sheng paid for the gas, he restarted the car, Kong Ling didn't say a word, and continued to sit in silence in the car. Li Sheng turned his face and glanced at Kong Ling, "If you're tired, you can sleep." I'll send you home first, and then I'll go to Brother Wang to find a way. Kong Ling nodded.

Kong Ling bought dinner for the two children on the road, and in her current state, she really didn't have the energy to cook for the children, she just wanted to go into the house and lie on the bed to sleep.

After briefly explaining to the two children and letting them eat their own dinner, she went into her room, took a simple shower, changed into her pajamas, and lay down. I took my phone in my hand, opened WeChat, and saw a message from my friend Qian Sha, "Are you really not going to attend tonight's class reunion?" Kong Ling immediately understood why he saw Liu Yi at the gas station. He's here for a class reunion.

The notice of the class reunion was posted in the group more than ten days ago, but Kong Ling didn't notice it. She has no intention of paying attention to her classmates, she has encountered a big event at home, how can she have the heart to go to the party, tomorrow's bread is not where to fall, how can she be happy with old classmates who have not seen her for many years, not to mention, she hasn't seen her for more than 20 years, she doesn't remember many classmates, she is such an ordinary person, how many old classmates can remember her? Maybe you have to introduce yourself there, old classmates just met, it is impossible to tell people that their family is in debt, let alone open their mouths to ask people to borrow money, if there is nothing to talk about, just go.

Kong Ling planned to lie in bed like this, unable to sleep, and didn't want to sleep, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't solve the problem at home, so he simply didn't want to. She has always been like this, she feels very powerless, she has always relied on her husband to solve the big problems in the family, he rarely asks what he is doing outside, in addition to his own work, he has invested in business, and he has made a lot of money in the past few years, but when he encountered such a thing, he lost it all at once, and he was in debt of several million. He didn't want to get back the money that people owed him, but he tried his best to repay his debts......

I don't want to, it's useless to think about it, I can help everything I can, and if I can't help it, I can't help it, and the credit black account will be a black account, it's a big deal to go to jail with him. What about the kids? Let their grandmother take it...... The more Kong Ling thought about it, the more discouraged he became.

The mobile phone rang, and by feeling, Kong Ling felt that it must be Qian Sha. Picked up the phone, and sure enough, it was her. "Ling, come tonight, it's very close to your home, Gloria Hotel, don't take a taxi, most of our classmates are here, there are Liu Yi, Huamei ......" Kong Ling listened to Qian Sha's excited voice, reporting a long list of names, she didn't even have the time to interject.

After a long time, Qian Sha's voice finally stopped, looking forward to Kong Ling's response. Kong Ling simply replied "don't go", which attracted a scolding from Qian Sha, what is inhumane, what is too ruthless, why did you become like this...... No matter what Qiansha says, Kong Ling just won't go. In the end, Qian Sha was so angry that she left a sentence, "Let's break up!" ”

Kong Ling understands Qian Sha's character, and she doesn't care about the last word she says, and she guarantees that within two days, she will have to take the initiative to find Kong Ling, and she has to bring the vegetables she bought to her house to cook for Kong Ling's family. Moreover, he will spit on her and describe the scene of the party...... Qian Sha knew about the situation of Kong Ling's family and wanted to help her, but she was really weak. Qian Sha's husband Huang Datong worked with Kong Ling to teach mathematics, while Qian Sha worked in the same hospital as Li Sheng. Qian Sha only gave birth to a boy, who was in the same class as Li Yue.

The two families get along well and often travel together. Since Kong Ling's family fell into an economic crisis, Qian Sha's family has also helped.

Hanging up Qian Sha's phone, Kong Ling closed his eyes, intending to close his eyes and concentrate for a while, thinking about his life in the past few years. Because of the dilemma that Kong Ling couldn't solve, when she was really bored, she would find some books on Buddhism to read, and also went to participate in the Bodhi group in the city, participated in the Bodhi group's release activities, meditation, chanting, vegetarian food, trying to get rid of the troubles of the world, but chanting can make her calm for a while, but it can't solve the real problem, and the huge debt is still there. Kong Ling thought that when sharing in the Bodhi group, one of the members said that "ten thousand laws are idealistic", and she has also been exposed to the topic of physical, mental and spiritual growth, which means that she has chosen to create her current reality. Don't want to live a good life and want to experience the feeling of being in debt? How does it feel like to be persecuted? The feeling of being destitute......

She felt a little hard to figure it out.

Isn't it because of the crackdown on the wave of illegal fundraising, isn't it because Mr. Ji went bankrupt and imprisoned, isn't it because of ...... That's where we are. Aren't the two of us victims? We are very kind, we don't want to hurt anyone, we want the world to live a good life, why is there such a dilemma?

When the thoughts in her mind were chaotic and she couldn't sort it out, the mobile phone rang again, I thought it was still Qian Sha's heart and she called to persuade her to go, but who knew that it was an unfamiliar number. She lazily picked up her phone and said "hey" weakly and with a little boredom, only to hear the magnetic bass whisper her name. She was stunned for a moment, and just wanted to ask who the other party was, but the other party reported to herself: "Hello classmate Kong Ling!" I'm Liu Yi, long time no see. Still impressed? "There is an impression, there is an impression", Kong Ling immediately sat up straight from the bed, and nodded again and again, as if the other party could see her.