Shi Xinliang felt that he was really fainted.

She didn't follow the agreement with Zheng Weixi to stay in T City for a few more days, so she fled directly into the desert, in the early morning of the day she was just about to be discharged from the hospital.

She was afraid that if she continued to delay, she would not have the courage to leave.

She was too reluctant to just smile like a sunny face, too greedy for the tenderness he gave her, and too unable to let go of the deep sting in his eyes.

She could only force herself to run away from the saga.

On the morning train, she wanted to call Qin Kainan several times on the train and tell him the news that she had returned, but in the end she held back, she couldn't tell why she was so timid, but she was very afraid to hear his voice.

She thought, she was already back, and there was no need to call or not.

However, when she stood in front of Qin Kainan's villa that had been locked, she was stunned.

How is it possible, how can it be possible to leave without even saying hello, this is not his character.

After a moment of hesitation, Shi Xinliang began to go crazy to find this man who disappeared out of thin air, asked the neighbors, and then asked the people in the law firm, everyone gave her the same answer, no one knew the whereabouts of this lawyer Qin, but someone had seen him drag his suitcase out in the morning.

She realized something, could it be that he had misunderstood something in the past few days since he disappeared, so he chose to leave alone?

When he was at a loss, Shi Xinliang took a taxi and went directly to the airport with a hint of luck.

At that time, the radio was still broadcasting the notice of how many flights were canceled due to foggy weather.

And what makes her happy is that from morning to now, there has been no plane to the United States to take off, so does it mean that he has not left yet, and like many people, the fog in a certain city has delayed his trip?

She rushed into the waiting lounge, because most of the passengers were stranded, there were so many people inside, and it was almost as difficult as finding a needle in the sea to find a person out.

She was so anxious that she kept shuttling through the hall, her feet were sore and her legs were numb, and just when she was already a little desperate, she actually let her find Qin Kainan.

He leaned back in his chair, his eyes closed, as if he was asleep, and his brows were slightly furrowed, even in a dream, as if he was preoccupied.

After hesitating again and again, Shi Xinliang still couldn't bear to call him, but put his clothes on his body.

She originally wanted to just wait for him to wake up, but because she didn't eat in the morning, and after such a toss, her pestering stomach problem flared up again, and the pain made her unbearable, so she really couldn't do it, so she had to find a place to buy water and take medicine.

Originally, I thought that this flight should not take off for a while and a half, but it was too coincidental, and not long after she left, the radio began to broadcast a notice that the flight was about to take off.

Hurriedly swallowing the medicine, she rushed back non-stop, but there was no shadow of Qin Kainan in the seat.

Looking at the plane whirling in the sky, Shi Xinliang stood in place for a long time and didn't come back to his senses.

Until, tears in her eyes flooded her face, and the plane gradually disappeared into the sky, never to be seen again.

She couldn't help but sob.

He left, still in such a way, without a word of greeting.

Is it because she blames her for not returning for a long time?

Or is it because I'm tired of her hesitation.

Suspect or some other reason.

He appeared in her life when she was most lonely and hesitant, and gave her enough courage and faith to support, she can't remember how long, three years, five years, ah no, it was seven years, eight years, or ten years, she couldn't remember clearly, she only knew that he was the closest person in the world, and she couldn't do without him.

And at this moment, she feels like she has lost a loved one all of a sudden.

Since then, no matter how lonely he is, there is no comfort from him.

His warm smile seemed to be fixed in her mind, and she felt extremely relieved just thinking about it.

But from then on, it was impossible for her to really feel his existence.

She couldn't bear the feeling of emptiness and despair that hit her heart, and left the airport step by step, and many people looked at her with strange eyes, like looking at a lovelorn woman who was so desperate that she couldn't want to live, while talking about it.

But Shi Xinliang didn't care about these at all.

A long time ago, she had already learned to be strong, hadn't she, in the eyes of the world, she had already disdained it, hadn't she?

Her legs are a little weak, it should be because she hasn't eaten for a long time, and her recent body is really bad.

The stomach no longer hurts like just now, but because of taking medicine on an empty stomach, it is still uncomfortable at the moment, and there are bursts of vomiting, and my face is pale.

Just when she was about to make a close contact with the ground, there seemed to be a shadow of a person in front of her, familiar and warm, holding her firmly in her arms, she thought, this should be her own illusion, it must not be him, how could it be him, he is obviously far away in another city, it is impossible to appear in front of him all at once.

......

Zheng Weixi's face was indescribably gloomy, so much so that Ya'an felt that Zhou was cold and fluttering.

"Han Lei is said to have gone abroad, also today, but I don't know if he went with Lawyer Qin. ”

Zheng Weixi was silent, still with a straight face, glancing at the door of the tightly closed ward from time to time.

"I think, maybe Xinliang bumped into them together, maybe she said something to Lawyer Qin, so she should be able to see him in time. ”

Ya'an cautiously voiced her guess.

The door of the ward opened at this time, and the doctor took off the mask and said: "Mr. Zheng can rest assured, it's nothing, it's just that the body is a little worse, I haven't eaten, and then I am stimulated, resulting in sudden fainting, and I will be fine if I recuperate, but her physique is not very suitable for having children at this time, so I must pay attention to it at ordinary times." ”

Zheng Weixi was stunned, and Ya'an was stunned.

What a child is not a child.

After the doctor finished what he had to say, he turned around and was about to leave, but he grabbed Zheng Weixi: "What did you just say, what, child?"

"It's that the patient has signs of early pregnancy, I'm not sure, I recommend you to go to the gynecology department for a check-up, after all, I'm not very professional in this field. ”

The doctor has made it very clear.

Ya'an was stunned first, and muttered: "How is it possible, they are all pregnant, but they have to get Qin Kainan back quickly, how can he be so irresponsible." ”

Zheng Weixi glared at her fiercely: "Don't get involved in our affairs." ”

Ya'an was even more puzzled, what was their business, but she immediately reacted to something, could it be, child, isn't it Qin Kainan's?

As a result of the examination, Shi Xinliang was indeed pregnant, but the time was very short, less than half a month.

Zheng Weixi's nerves, which had been tense, suddenly relaxed when he heard the test results, about half a month, then the child could also be his, isn't it, although it can't be sure, but it's not impossible.

He was only worried that it would be Qin Kainan's child before.

Shi Xinliang had already woken up, and according to the doctor's explanation, Ya'an bought her a small bowl of rice porridge, and originally wanted to feed her, but she refused to eat it herself.

Several people kept silent about Qin Kainan, after all, it was an overly sensitive topic.

"My heart is cold, do you feel better? Ya'an asked cautiously.

"It's fine. ”

"That's good, the doctor said that it is better to keep a body like you in the hospital for a few days, which is good for the child. ”

"I think it's okay, it doesn't have to be so serious. ”

"You can't do it without being hospitalized. Zheng Weixi said: "You must be hospitalized, but the conditions here are not very good, wait for a day or two, and we will go back to T City." ”

Shi Xinliang glanced at him and nodded.

Because Ya'an wanted to go back to take care of the child, he saw that Shi Xinliang had nothing to do here, so he left.

There was one less person in the room, and it immediately fell silent.

There was something awkward about the atmosphere.

Zheng Weixi was silent for a while, but he still spoke first: "Pregnant people are not suitable for holding mobile phones, and it is said that it is not good for children." ”

Shi Xinliang let out a casual "um", but still obediently put the phone aside.

It seems that she has been like this since she woke up, with a cold face, and even when she heard that she was pregnant, she was indifferent.

Zheng Weixi had almost concluded in his heart that the child was his own, but at this moment, he was shaken, and his heart began to be apprehensive.

However, on such a sensitive topic, he couldn't ask about it anyway, so he could only wait for her to say it herself.

"The heart is cold. ”

"Hmm. ”

It's still a cold expression.

Zheng Weixi sighed: "You should put aside those unpleasant things for the time being, after all, if you are pregnant, a bad mood is not good for the child." ”

Shi Xinliang finally raised his head and looked at him, but his eyes were also alienated.

"I can't do it, you know, Qin Kainan and I mean something, for more than ten years, I have maintained a very close relationship with him, he left, or left in such a way, you won't understand my feelings, like the only relative around me betrayed his feelings, how uncomfortable and uncomfortable it is, you know. ”

Zheng Weixi nodded stiffly, and his expression was no different, but those eyes had obviously lost their previous warmth.

The attitude she showed towards Qin Kainan was beyond his ability to bear, he was surprised, he was shocked, he was almost angry, but in the end, he still held back, despite the hard work - her body was like this, and she was pregnant, no matter what, she could no longer be stimulated at this time, and more importantly, he was worried that if he was impulsive, he would further distance the distance between the two people.

But Shi Xinliang didn't seem to be aware of his perseverance, and still continued: "When he left, it was like the whole world was darkened, and there was no point in anything." ”

Zheng Weixi sighed, sat down beside her gently, and hugged her: "Why do you say that, is there no one else in your eyes except him, you still have me, we still have single, are we all meaningless existences in your eyes, the heart is cold, he can betray you, it proves that he is not worthy of your thoughts on him at all, isn't it." ”

His words, word by word, revealed deep helplessness, and there was a deep pain flowing in it.

A woman who is in deep love, in front of him, keeps saying that he will never forget his love for another man, how can he not be heartbroken?

It's just that this kind of pain can be buried in the bottom of my heart.

"But he is irreplaceable, and no one can replace him. Shi Xinliang muttered and choked.

"It doesn't matter, time will dilute everything, and besides, there is no one in this world, the earth is the same rotation, it's just that your vision is too small, no one is irreplaceable, Qin Kainan is the same, I want to replace him by your side, I must do it and do it well, do you believe it?"

Proud as he Zheng Weixi, when was he willing to be a substitute for others, but at this moment, he said word by word with sincerity, and the persistence in his eyes could not be questioned.

He didn't think that Qin Kainan was better than him, and he didn't think that he was so failed that he wanted to be someone else's shadow, but if all she needed was a replacement, he would admit it.

As long as you can stay by her side, nothing else matters, does it......

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