Zheng Weixi sighed: "I think there are very few people in this world who know me, but you are definitely one of them, Jinsheng is just my grandfather's work for me, so I must manage it well, and I can't let it fall into the hands of outsiders, as for the rest, I am not interested." Le-wen-"

Shi Xinliang smiled, indeed, she understands him, because he is the same character who has no quarrel with the world and no extravagance, so she understands him, doesn't she?

But so what, no matter what the reason is, he will always carry forward the Zheng family's company, and no matter what the reason, she will choose to leave him.

The ending is already doomed, as for the original story, what does it matter?

"You know, I've been very happy and fulfilled these days, and I really can't stand it anymore after a long time alone. Zheng Weixi leaned on the head of the bed, his deep eyes locked in Shi Xinliang's somewhat evasive eyes, and he was not instantaneous.

"But, if you can't stand it, you have to endure it, and in the future, you won't be alone, and you'll be alone. ”

Shi Xinliang looked at her daughter who was already sleeping on the bed next to her, and suddenly realized what a wise choice she had made, just her pistachio before, so in the future, let her bring happiness to her father, and she can leave with peace of mind, isn't it.

Love can make some people selfish, and it can also make some people forget themselves.

"Then what about you, I think, Qin Kainan can give you a perfect home on the surface, but he can't fill your heart, if you want to go, it's better to go alone, without her, you won't be able to stand it." ”

A lot of words are a load in the heart, but it is cruel to say them.

"No, we'll still have our children, no. ”

Shi Xinliang hung his head, and when he said these words again, tears rolled in his eyes, but he tried his best to restrain it from flowing out.

What is needed and what is not, who can say clearly?

She suddenly felt that she was so desperate, she felt that she had given up not only her daughter, and the man she had loved, but also the unknown second half of her life.

From then on, she had nothing, nothing.

"Can you stay a few more days, it's just enough to get sick. Zheng Weixi sighed: "It seems that the matter on his side is not over yet, and I didn't see that he didn't urge you." ”

Speaking of Qin Kainan, Shi Xinliang also felt a little strange, why he had been a little strange in the past two days.

"Okay, I can play with him for a few days before leaving, and he should be busy. ”

It's like talking about some inconsequential family trivialities, pretending to be relaxed on the surface, but at the bottom of my heart it feels like a heavy stone has been pressed.

Zheng Weixi went out to pour herself a cup of coffee, but Shi Xinliang came back with a drink, the orange-yellow liquid, with a lemon aroma, that is her favorite taste, all the way.

"Thank you. Taking the cup in her hand, she spat out two words briefly.

Zheng Weixi was speechless, and the two words that were so formulaic that they made him feel alienated and indifferent seemed to have pulled the distance between the two people even further.

If you say something, it's hurtful, but it's better not to say it.

"It's better to drink less coffee at night, it's not good for sleep. Holding the cup of warm juice, Shi Xinliang didn't drink it: "And drink less in the future, many diseases are caused by drinking, and your body should pay attention to yourself." ”

She also wanted to say that she wasn't young anymore, was she, she couldn't compare to before.

She herself is already twenty-six years old, time flies so fast, are they all going to be old, before they have time to feel the joy of youth, they are going to be old.

Some people say that living is a mentality of living, and when the heart is old, people will grow old quickly.

"I will. ”

Zheng Weixi took a sip of coffee, looked at her, and nodded.

"Also, you have to eat on time, you can't cope. ”

Shi Xinliang suddenly felt that he couldn't say a lot of things, he was a person who kept improving his food, but many times he didn't eat three meals a day, after all, he was too busy, and many times he was sloppy.

Qin Kainan got a stomach problem because of this, and she didn't want him to repeat the mistakes of the past.

"I see—but sometimes I really wish my body was going to collapse all at once, and I guess then you wouldn't leave me, would you?"

Zheng Weixi's tone was half joking and half solemn.

Shi Xin was stunned for a moment, and then didn't start: "These are two different things, I think you think too much, even if you are really sick, it won't change anything." ”

"Oh, it seems that I overestimated my place in your heart. ”

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Qin Kainan was scheduled for the early morning plane, so he packed up early and drove to the airport, without saying hello to anyone, just wanting to leave quietly alone.

After several days and nights of hard contemplation, he finally made up his mind.

Although there is too much reluctance in my heart, let's leave, and if I leave, I can return her freedom and stop being tied to each other.

That time, outside the hospital, he witnessed the family of three driving away happily, and his heart was indescribable.

He followed them, watched them enter the villa, under the lonely street lamp, looking at the flickering lights in the luxurious house, and the faint laughter and joy, the two shadows of intimacy reflected in the window, his feelings at that time were really indescribable, bitter like the taste of eating coptis.

I wanted to surprise her on her birthday, but in order to make time, he even stayed up all night last night, and almost had an accident while driving on the way.

However, she had someone else celebrate her birthday, and it was such an indescribable picture of harmony.

He felt that he was really deceiving himself before, he felt that under so many injuries, Shi Xinliang could already be dead set on that man, and the reason why there could be such a subtle and unspeakable connection between the two people was just because there was a single reason between them.

He felt that as long as they left, everything was over.

Time can dilute everything, doesn't it?

He also firmly believes that he can afford to give her all her happiness and let her live in the sunshine for the rest of her life, but it seems that he is wrong.

She seems to smile so arbitrarily only when she is with Zheng Weixi, and that strange look flows out of her eyes.

After returning from T City, he was in a state of contradiction and struggle, and he also thought, maybe everything was just his own delusion, they were just in a car, so what's the big deal, after all, they have a child, isn't it very reasonable to take care of the child.

So he waited, waited for her attitude, and waited for his own dead heart.

For a few days, he lived like a year.

Finally waiting for her call, he was deliberately cold and perfunctory, he thought, in this case, she will feel something, she will come over as soon as possible.

But his hope was disappointed, and he felt that he was wrong, really misestimating his position in her heart.

So he chose to leave quietly and left, which was also to leave a way back for himself to retreat.

If she has a lot more weight than that Zheng Weixi in her heart, she will fly to the United States to find herself, if not, then put an end to the so many years of confusion between the two people, and never have any illusions again, just go their own way.

The airport is crowded with people, and for some reason, there are surprisingly many people today.

Ask the airport staff, it turns out that there is a heavy fog somewhere, and you have many flights delayed, so there are so many passengers stranded, and the flight he is going to take is also in the ranks of the delays.

Unprovoked anxiety: "Then may I ask, when will my flight take off?"

"It's not easy to say, you have to wait for the news over there, if you mind, you can refund the ticket. The staff patiently stated the facts very politely: "But my personal meaning,

Flights can resume around noon, and it's okay to wait.

"Okay. Qin Kainan had no choice but to drag his suitcase, went to the airport lounge, and rested on a chair.

He was so tired for a while, both physically and mentally, he was already overloaded, and once he relaxed, he fell asleep unconsciously.

In a trance, he seemed to be in a dream, in a festive red, he held Shi Xinliang's hand, walked slowly, and the rain of flowers fell on their heads, an incomparably gorgeous picture.

But all this quickly disappeared, and the bride, who was dressed in white veil and immaculate, suddenly disappeared in the next moment, and disappeared and was never seen again, leaving him alone in the same place.

I was startled and woke up immediately.

Qin Kainan wiped the sweat from his forehead and smiled self-deprecatingly, this dream is really fulfilled.

Stretching his numb arm, he suddenly found that he had a piece of clothing on his body at some point, and raised his head in surprise, but there was no familiar face in the four corners.

An old man who was also waiting for the plane next to him seemed to notice his doubts: "Just now, there is a girl, very beautiful, like your acquaintance, find this side, I put her own coat on you, it's your daughter-in-law, it's very sweet." ”

Qin Kainan couldn't react for a while, who could it be?

He was leaving, and he didn't say hello to anyone.

Looking at the well-made women's trench coat, it looks a little familiar, and I can't remember who it is for a while.

Could it be Shi Xinliang, as soon as this thought came to mind, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, how could it be her, she was still far away in T City and didn't come back, even if she came back, it would be impossible for her to come here.

Ya'an, of course not, they didn't have anything to do with each other in private, she couldn't know that she was leaving, and even if she knew, she would call Shi Xinliang as soon as possible, but it would be impossible to chase after her.

Could it be, Han Lei, as soon as this speculation surfaced, he immediately made a judgment.

The woman knew herself well, and with her nature, it was possible, and remembered that she should have a trench coat like this.

But this girl, why did she come and leave, it doesn't look like her style.

Thinking like this, Qin Kainan couldn't help but ask the old man who had just spoken: "Ask, what did that person look like just now, why did she leave again?"

"I didn't look at what it looked like, but it was pretty anyway, so I said I was going to buy something and I'll come back later. ”

Oh. Qin Kainan agreed, but he didn't take it to heart.

At this time, the announcer's voice came over the radio: "The flight to Los Angeles is about to take off, everyone hurry up and board the plane." ”

People got up and rushed to the gates.

Qin Kainan was a little hesitant, since Han Lei was here, he should say hello before leaving, and her clothes and children love their hands.

But if he waited, the plane would not be empty, and he didn't want to miss this flight.

The sound of radio urging sounded again, and Qin Kainan hurriedly dragged his luggage out of the lounge after another fruitless search.

He had to go, and Han Lei, although he was a friend of his confidant, didn't have the ability to tie him up, he walked all the way, while feeling a sense of loss in his heart, he thought, if that person was Shi Xinliang, there would be no need for him to leave, but unfortunately, she wasn't.

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