Chapter 136: His heart, distant and ethereal, made her unreachable
Xiao Qingqing was very puzzled, why did her brother care so much about Shi Xinliang's affairs, just because she was Su Tutu's friend, why did she let go of that woman so much, could it be that the child was really his?
Xiao Qingcheng couldn't wait for her answer, and asked again: "I heard what you said just now, I want to know, what bad things have you done, what is going on with that Zixiao, and who is the mastermind behind this matter." ”
"Zixiao, Zixiao is not called anything, and I haven't done anything bad. Xiao Qingqing immediately denied it, what happened to Sututu last time was not a bad thing, she was good at justice.
Moreover, Zixiao gave her a good impression, but although the things that that person had done were measured, many of them were not visible, and if she was loose for a while, something big would happen if she shook it out. Although she and Shi Xinliang have no substantive conflict of interest, after the last two-for-tat confrontations, she has always been reluctant to see her feel better, so she is also unwilling to see her enemies feel bad, such as Zixiao, who gave her a lot of benefits.
"When I didn't hear it, it doesn't matter, I don't care about this, I want to know more about who did it this time, don't tell me you don't know." ”
Xiao Qingcheng happened to meet a few of them in the bar, and he happened to be sitting in the seat not far from them at the time, and the reason why he didn't move was because he heard what they said seemed to be hiding some conspiracy.
The affairs of the Zheng family actually have nothing to do with him, but I don't know what kind of psychology it is, because it is related to Shi Xinliang, he suddenly wants to find out the inside story.
"You stupid big brother, haven't you thought about it, who looks at Zheng Wei'an the most?" Xiao Qingqing didn't hide this question.
Who looks at Wei An unpleasantly, this question is asked, in fact, there is no suspense.
Xiao Qingcheng was silent, speechless for a while, he originally wanted to help Shi Xinliang as much as possible, and he had been working hard to take care of her children, but now it seems that there is no need, because because he can't help her at all.
He can conclude that between his mother and his wife, Zheng Weixi's choice will never be the latter.
His father abandoned his wife and children in his early years, and it is needless to say that he has deep feelings for his mother, and the reason why he and Shi Xinliang came together, who doesn't know that it is because of Old Man Zheng, now that the old man is dying, it is time for their marriage to come to an end, and no one can stop it.
So, how could Zheng Weixi choose to stand on Shi Xinliang's side and question his biological mother because of outsiders' unsubstantiated speculation?
"Brother" saw him stunned in a daze, Xiao Qingqing called him.
"What. ”
"Do you want to help Shi Xinliang, I advise you to forget it, she is not one of yours, she can't be committed, and the affairs of the Zheng family are just a trip to troubled waters, no one can go to it, and no one can have a good time. ”
Xiao Qingcheng smiled bitterly, he also knew this, didn't he, the Zheng family was indeed a trip to troubled waters.
"Brother, why are you so concerned about Shi Xinliang's affairs, is it true that Su Tutu's child is really yours?" Xiao Qingqing asked cautiously, while nervously waiting for his answer, staring at his face, for fear of missing his expression.
In fact, this question, since the last time her brother slapped herself, she has been suspicious.
It's just that she didn't dare to bring up such a sensitive topic at home.
The sister-in-law in the family helped when the Xiao family was almost bankrupt, and now, she is pregnant and has a child, and her status in the family is much higher than that of her sister-in-law who has not gone out. Moreover, her temper is almost like a dominatrix, and it's okay to say anything else, if she knows that her brother has a child outside, I don't know what the reaction will be, I'm afraid she won't stop if she doesn't make a big fuss.
Xiao Qingcheng looked out of the car, smiled wryly, and looked a little dazed, but he didn't say a word, as if he hadn't heard his words at all.
At night, all kinds of lights flickered, and the dappled light and shadow projected in reflected one of his faces in various colors, just like an actor wearing a mask during a theatrical program.
Isn't this how most people's lives are, living with a mask and hiding their true colors, although they feel very tired, but people are happy to do it.
Everyone's choice was to feel that there was no hesitation at the time, but later, how many people will regret not doing it at the beginning, but it is difficult to turn back.
Xiao Qingcheng felt that the current Shi Xinliang should be the same as the current him.
Now, every time he closes his eyes, he thinks of his unfortunate child, and he also thinks of his former wife, the person who is now tormenting in prison, and thinks of her shrewdness and ability in front of people, and the little birds behind people, and the joy and happiness she once brought him. I have to admit that the days with her are the happiest period of his life, but it's a pity that he can't go back, one wrong step, one wrong step.
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He blinked vigorously, not wanting tears to fall.
"Brother, I don't believe it, how could your child be like that, you must have been deceived. Xiao Qingqing insisted on his guess, on the one hand, but he was weak-hearted, if that child was really his brother's, then what did he do before?
Moreover, she really doesn't understand, how could such a smart brother give birth to a fool?
"No, that's not my child. While the car started slowly, Xiao Qingcheng slowly spoke, as if he was talking to his sister, and as if he was talking to himself.
"That's good, that's good. Xiao Qingqing leaned back in the chair with a relieved expression.
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Shi Xinliang stepped into the door of the hospital again, surrounded by a dazzling white, which pierced her eyes.
Not long ago, she sent away her only relative, her mother, who had been dependent on her life for more than ten years, in such a ruthless white, and it was also in this atmosphere that she verified the doctor's diagnosis of Wei An, but they were not the same hospital.
She actually wanted to visit the old man a few more times, but Dongdong couldn't do without taking care of her, and now, Ya'an was here, and she could share a lot of things for her, so she seized the opportunity to come.
I was a little apprehensive in my heart, worried about meeting Mu Yifei, but I wanted to meet Zheng Weixi, thinking about it and being afraid, and all kinds of emotions were entangled together.
At the end of the long corridor is Zheng Qinghao's intensive care unit, where people come and go.
Shi Xinliang's steps are very slow, she really hopes that there will never be an end.
However, no matter how long the road is, there is an end, right?
Standing outside the familiar ward, she didn't move for a long time before she gently pushed the door shut.
In the room, even the sound of a needle hitting the ground can be heard clearly, and the old man on the hospital bed is sleeping deeply, it should be with the help of drugs to make him sleep so sweetly, right?
She gently closed the door and sat down carefully on the edge of the bed, looking at the old man's peaceful sleeping face and obviously haggard bloodless face, and her heart was inexplicably sour.
Mom is gone, and now grandpa is also leaving, and the doctor's inference is that he will not live for half a month, or without any stimulation.
They're all gone, so what is left of them in this world?
Tears slipped down uncontrollably, and she hurriedly wiped them away, but she couldn't wipe them off, just like the darkness in her heart, no matter how warm the sun was, it couldn't shine in.
She tried her best to hold back the sobbing, worried about waking up the old man, but Zheng Qinghao on the bed still woke up, opened his eyes tiredly, looked at her, and when he saw her face clearly, there was a smile in his eyes, with great satisfaction.
"Grandpa... I've come to see you. She grabbed his bony hand, and the tears dripped down even more ferociously, and even her voice was choked and hoarse.
"What's the matter, sad for grandpa?" the old man smiled instead, and patted the back of her hand with his other hand as if soothing: "Don't be like this, grandpa is old, and he has enjoyed enough of the blessings he should enjoy, it's time to make room for the next generation, if there is only life and no death, the earth will not explode." ”
Shi Xinliang cried even more, and he couldn't stop it.
She wanted to say, as usual, to say some comforting words, to tell some white lies, but at the moment, she couldn't say anything.
"My heart is cold, in fact, I have always treated you as my own granddaughter, I have already arranged it, my property is divided into three parts, leave one for you, and give Wei Xi and Wei An one each, Grandpa doesn't know if it was right to tie you and Wei Xi together, I don't know what happened to you recently, but grandpa is not confused, some things can be guessed, grandpa is sorry for you, and sorry for your mother, forgive grandpa for being an old man, sometimes it is too twisted. ”
Zheng Qinghao said so much at once, he was a little tired, and stopped and closed his eyes to recuperate.
Shi Xinliang was surprised by his decision, and even more surprised that he was a patient who was bedridden all day long, how could he guess the contradiction between himself and Zheng Weixi, and it was clear that no one would mention it to him, right?
However, since he knew this, wouldn't it have a bad effect on his mood?
She tried to make herself look calmer: "Grandpa, actually, you think too much, Wei Xi and I are very good, we don't have anything, as for the property, you don't have to rush to divide it, and I don't want it." The doctor said that he is importing a special medicine from abroad for your treatment, and I believe that you will get better soon, but don't think about it anymore. ”
What she said was actually not a lie, the Zheng family had money, so the medicine was also changed and changed, but the old man was old and weak, and no matter how much medicine he used, it was just in vain.
"Yes. Zheng Qinghao didn't expose her, and smiled:
"But my heart is cold, you must take the property I want to give you, otherwise grandpa will die and feel uneasy. ”
"You're talking nonsense again, and it's not now that you want to give it to me, I'll only want it when you live to be a hundred years old. Shi Xinliang said while tucking the quilt for him.
"Actually, you and Wei Xi are still quite suitable, he is a stubborn person, and he is a tendon, you let him do something, I think, he still has you in his heart. ”
Shi Xinliang nodded silently, but he had mixed feelings in his heart, with his grandfather's eyes, he shouldn't be unable to see through people's hearts, so, is his words true?
She and Zheng Weixi have been together for so long, sometimes they can really reveal their hearts like a real husband and wife, but sometimes, his heart is like a cloud in the sky, distant and ethereal, she can't reach it, she loves him and loves hard, but he and her are always so separated.
Just like this time, she thought that maybe it was because she answered his phone call that day, which caused Qinglan to misunderstand what made him suddenly go abroad, he suspected what he said, but he didn't even give her a chance to explain, and he had already sentenced her to death.
and Wei'an's accident, it was really just an accident, but he didn't even take a picture afterwards, without asking a word, just like his domineering mother, he was cold to himself.
She is tired of his marriage to her, and she is tired of singing one-man shows, isn't she?
Now, she just wants to get away from him and find a peace of her own.
"Have you listened to grandpa's words, grandpa won't lie to you, and he won't not understand his grandson who grew up?"
"Listen, in fact, grandpa, you are too careful, Weixi and I, nothing happened at all, but the nanny who took care of Dongdong recently resigned, and he was sick again, and I was too busy to take a break. Weixi is really busy in the company, so they rarely get together, and it's really nothing. ”
"That's the best, I really want to see you grow old together."
"And grandpa, I have one more glad thing to tell you. Shi Xinliang said as he took out a thin piece of paper from his coat pocket: "You must be happy if you know." ”