Chapter 137: If you really want to die, if you don't believe her, you really can't die

When the door of the ward was pushed open, Shi Xinliang's heart sank.

Footsteps sounded behind her, and then, stopping at the side of the hospital bed, the tall figure of the man was beside her, and his hoarse voice revealed exhaustion: "Grandpa, it seems that you look good today, I brought your favorite soup dumplings, eat them while they are hot." ”

Although Zheng Qinghao's family is worth it, he never seeks complexity in terms of eating, but he likes those flavored snacks very much, xiaolongbao is one of his favorites, and almost every day, Zheng Weixi will come to eat with him.

Steaming buns, filled with a large porcelain bowl, fragrant martingale.

Shi Xinliang didn't look up, didn't make a sound, silently adjusted the seasoning, and handed it to Zheng Qinghao.

The old man's complexion today is indeed better, he has a great appetite, he took the bowl and took a bite: "It tastes good, it must be the authentic ancestral brand, you can't go so far every day to buy it." ”

"If you like to eat, it's fine"

"You and Xinliang can also go out to eat something, these buns are enough for me to eat alone"

"I'm not hungry" Shi Xinliang blurted out, she wasn't hungry, she just wanted to stay by her grandfather's side for a while, although Dongdong was there with Ya'an, but she was a pregnant woman after all, and it wasn't good after a long time.

"If you are not hungry, you have to eat, look at your little face, how thin you have become, go quickly, my old man's spirit, he will not die for a while, you should be busy with you, and besides, you can't be wronged My great-grandson. Zheng Qinghao insisted on bombarding people.

Zheng Weixi raised his eyebrows inadvertently, glanced at Shi Xinliang, but saw her stand up quietly: "Okay, grandpa, you eat, I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”

"Okay, you go to yours, don't worry about me, there are nurses, who can take care of people better than you. Zheng Qinghao waved his hand and continued to eat the buns.

The two men then turned and left together.

Zheng Weixi's arm naturally wrapped around her waist, and his demeanor was quite intimate.

"Why don't you wear more, it's so thin, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?" ”

Shi Xinliang naturally responded: "No, don't feel cold, look at yourself, you must be working hard again, don't do everything yourself, it's not that no one can intervene, you also have to pay attention to your body." ”

The door of the ward closed at this moment, Zheng Qinghao paused the movement of his hand, looked at the door, and lost his mind.

Shi Xinliang deliberately avoided him a little, but was picked up by him again: "What, the acting is over here?"

"You're going to act, not just me. ”

"Yes, then, what's going on with grandpa's great-grandson, this is not my idea, is it?" Zheng Weixi looked at her, his eyes full of questions?

Shi Xinliang was silent, yes, what was going on, she didn't want to tell the old man, but seeing that he had been depressed because of the torture of the disease, she still couldn't help but say it, and took out the pregnancy test form to show him, just to let him have a spiritual pillar to support his life.

Except for her grandfather, she really doesn't want anyone to know about this matter, she is not in good health and is prone to miscarriage, and she doesn't want many people to be happy in vain.

She was betting in her heart, betting on whether Zheng Weixi could judge the truth of this matter.

His eyes are as sharp as a torch, he can see through himself many times, he is like a roundworm in his stomach, whether he wants him to know or doesn't want him to know, he can't hide it, right?

She even wondered if his relationship would be bright if he knew about the existence of this child.

Obviously, all the mistakes she made were because of accidents, weren't they?

"I don't think you should be so flustered, even though I know you have good intentions. ”

Zheng Weixi's voice was dull and magnetic, without any emotion, but it was not as cold and cold as before, but to Shi Xinliang, it was like a basin of cold water, which made her heart freeze instantly.

In the past, she tried to hide many things from him, but she pierced his mind again and again, but this time, she obviously didn't want to hide it from him, but he self-righteously judged that it was a scam.

For a while, I couldn't say anything, and I felt like something was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't swallow it.

has already left the gate of the hospital, it is not a very strong wind, but it brings a biting chill, Shi Xinliang couldn't help but stiffen her neck, autumn has come, another winter is approaching, and the severe cold that she is unwilling to face is already approaching little by little.

"I'll just take a taxi myself. She sniffed, as if she was giving the cold wind a chill, not because she was choking on someone's heart.

"Together

Let's go back after eating, it's not good for your stomach to be hungry. He said lightly, as if he was just saying it casually.

"It's okay, my stomach problem has long been cured, you can go with your business, don't delay your time for me. ”

"I'm going to eat too, and my stomach isn't good. ”

Zheng Weixi's insistence surprised Shi Xinliang, but she didn't refuse, because she couldn't bear to miss the rare time with him.

She followed him, looking at his tall back, breathing in the smell of the good smell of grass and trees on his body, and her nose was a little blocked.

In the luxury box, there was still a table of light side dishes she liked, but she didn't have a little appetite.

"Order meat many times, look at your skinny, a gust of wind will blow away" put a piece of pot-wrapped meat into her bowl and said casually.

Shi Xin was cold and bored eating meat, but his heart was extremely tormented, such a scene was very similar to their past, he took good care of her, but she was at a loss, at that time, she was like a child who was just starting to fall in love, and when she saw her sweetheart, she was dizzy and couldn't find the north, and she felt ridiculous when she thought about it.

Everything he and she have been through for a while is reasonable and clear in such a scene, right?

If she misses this opportunity, she is afraid, and there will be no chance in the future.

Even if you decide to leave, you must make it clear what you need to say, and draw this ridiculous marriage to an unsatisfactory end.

"Wei'an's affair is really just an accident. ”

"Oh. He was eating, just uttering a syllable so indifferently that he couldn't hear the attitude, whether it was approval or denial.

Shi Xinliang pursed her lips: "Also, Qinglan's call, I didn't answer it on purpose..."She didn't know how to explain that incident, she was selfish at the time, but she just wanted to hear what the woman said, but later, she couldn't admit her identity, so she could only let the misunderstanding continue.

She was wrong, she didn't talk to him afterwards, did she?

At that time, Qinglan drank wine, she guessed that maybe she did something extreme, Zheng Weixi would suddenly go to the United States to see her, and then there was that "wedding photo" of the two of them, she had checked the newspaper, she looked at their intimate behavior, a loving look of honey and oil, and almost didn't sleep all night.

She had imagined all kinds of possibilities, and finally overturned them one by one, and she only believed that the person concerned gave her an explanation in person, and she believed it.

These things, she admits that she herself is not without fault, but he doesn't, his mother died, he is not around, even after coming back for so long, he has not been to the old man's grave.

And the matter of Vian, isn't it just an accident?

She didn't mean to frame her, and she tried her best to redeem it, and even almost slipped away her child, she was also wronged, but no one was willing to accept her explanation.

At the mention of Qinglan, Zheng Weixi was obviously stunned for a moment, and then a trace of anger ignited in his eyes, and Shi Xinliang's heart sank.

"She almost died because of that phone call, you know?"

"But isn't she dead? ”

Shi Xinliang replied lightly, if a person really wants to die, she can't really die if she doesn't believe it.

The heroes and heroines in movies and TV series, who run away from death again and again, are just apocryphal plots, and it's actually very easy to die, isn't it?

"You seem to want her to die?" The thin anger in Zheng Weixi's eyes was gone, replaced by a shallow smile, but the smile was a little unclear.

Qinglan's incident did give him a great fright, when he rushed over, the person was still in the hospital for rescue, the deep wound on the wrist was terrifying, it took four whole days to get out of the dangerous period, but then he had severe depression, and tried to commit suicide several times, he really couldn't do it, so he stayed with her for a few days before the psychiatrist arrived, and then took those photos at her behest, but what he didn't expect was that someone would send them to the newspaper.

In that incident, the phone call that Shi Xinliang answered actually played a certain role in urging her, so in his heart, he somewhat blamed her.

After all, Qinglan and him are not ordinary friends who can be compared, they grew up together, from elementary school to college, they have been almost inseparable for more than ten years, although the end of the world is now close at hand, but the concern in my heart is still there.

Looking at Shi Xinliang's reaction today, and the attitude he showed towards that incident, he was very brainy, he felt that she shouldn't have said such unkind words, not to mention, she was still one of the culprits that caused this to happen, wasn't she?

"I don't want her to die, I just despise her for not even having the determination to die, if she really lives enough, isn't it easy to die?"

She looked directly at him, and said clearly word by word, many things,

He didn't give her a chance to explain, he didn't put himself in her shoes, so she didn't have to explain anything in vain.

He is her husband, but he cares so much about another woman in his heart, why does she try to win his forgiveness, obviously he is also wrong, isn't he?

It's like a long time ago, she sent her father to prison, and she ushered in too many cold words for this, if she cared, would she still live to this day?

If you ignore me, I will ignore you.

Zheng Weixi was silent, and looked at her coldly, as if looking at a stranger.

"Just like you said Sututu, isn't it the same, you say that you despise her, that she shouldn't choose to fall, that she is cowardly, isn't this all your words, how can you change to the person you like, you have changed your attitude?

Shi Xinliang looked at him, pouted with a smile that was colder than him, and fought back.

Speaking of which, she herself was surprised, all along, when had she ever been so sharp against him?

Zheng Weixi was also unexpected, when did he rob people like this, and he was speechless.

I have to admit that he is also wrong in this series of things.

However, now, isn't it just wrong to be wrong?

And didn't he have no choice?

There are a lot of insider stories that he can't say and doesn't dare to say.

He didn't know the bitterness in her heart, but so what, it couldn't change anything at all?

"Where do you live now?" he asked, ending the unpleasant topic.

Shi Xinliang smiled, shook his head, and on the other hand, took his coat and put it on little by little, what should be said was finished, and it was time to leave.

Zheng Weixi frowned, what kind of attitude does she have, do you break up in two?

Is it because of his indifference to her for a while that she has already become disheartened?

Indeed, because of his mother, he also thought about it, but in all fairness, he couldn't let go of her, he didn't think he had much affection for her, but if he really wanted to say that he broke up, it really didn't taste good in his heart......