Shi Xinliang came out of the bathroom, and Qin Kainan was already busy in the kitchen.

She leaned back on the couch, stared at the beating images on the TV screen in a daze, hesitated for a moment, and went over to help.

A few rapeseeds, she washed them around, I don't know how long they washed, they were still subconsciously rubbing, Qin Kainan stewed the fish into the pot, and looked back at her: "Do you want to knead the vegetables and cook them again, it's not so dirty." ”

She smiled awkwardly and turned off the faucet.

"If you have something on your mind, as soon as you come, I will see that you are not giving up"

"No, no, I just didn't sleep well when I told you. ”

"Then you go to sleep, call you when you're done, it's not strange that pregnant women just sleep a lot, they should have a good rest. ”

Shi Xinliang was reluctant to leave, but he was afraid that he would be suspicious, so he nodded: "Okay, I'm not hungry either, you don't have to cook too many dishes." Excellent"

"Got it, Lori is verbose like a housewife. Qin Kainan laughed at her: "Have you stayed with me for a long time and found the feeling of home." ”

Shi Xinliang was in no mood to quarrel with him, and ignored the profound meaning of his words, and went back to the bedroom directly, leaning on the big bed, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

How was she going to talk to him about it?

His illness must be unpromising, he must be operated on immediately, and there is still a little more hope, isn't there?

No, she must talk about the matter, and she must let him be hospitalized as soon as possible.

She sat up from the bed and was just about to go out, when the bedroom door was pushed open from the outside, and Qin Kainan walked in, still with a casual smile on his face.

"It's all ready, and it's ready to be eaten after another stew. ”

"Oh. ”

"My heart is cold, I have something to tell you. ”

"What, what's the matter. Because of his initiative to speak, Shi Xinliang felt a little relieved, but he couldn't even speak clearly.

"I thought about it for a while, and I plan to go abroad to deal with a case in a few days, and see a friend by the way" Qin Kainan wrapped one hand around hers and warmed her cold fingers one by one: "But I'm not worried about you, I have never been able to take care of myself." ”

"Then I'll go with you," Shi Xinliang blurted out.

She hoped that he would leave as soon as possible, but when he really decided to leave, she felt even more uneasy.

If, if his surgery is not successful, will this time of departure be forever?

She was really scared, afraid that she would never see him again.

The panic after learning that her mother had an incurable disease hit her heart again, and she couldn't help but want to cry.

"Aren't you worried that I won't be able to take care of myself, take me here"

Qin Kainan smiled, rubbed one hand on her head, as if to comfort a child: "You are still not convinced when you say that you are childish, is this what a person who wants to be a mother said, with such a big belly, or such a weak body, take you over, do I take care of you or deal with things?"

"Well, okay, but you must remember..."Shi Xinliang said half of the words, she couldn't go on, he had been telling him all along, but now that she had changed her position, she didn't know what to say.

Tell him to be strong and he will definitely be able to defeat the disease, obviously he still pretends not to know anything.

Tell him that he must come back well, she really can't do without him, and she can't say anything.

"I remember coming back as soon as possible, after all, I really don't worry about you being here alone, whether you will be scared out of your soul when you give birth. Qin Kainan's hand slapped her on the back twice comfortingly: "Moreover, I can't get used to staying abroad, don't worry, I won't leave you alone." ”

Shi Xinliang finally couldn't help it, put his head close to his chest, and cried.

She was so scared, afraid that if he left, they would be hopeless.

She regretted why she had always only cared for herself, and never thought of caring more about him, wasn't that the case, he wouldn't have been so sick out of control? But now, all the chagrin can only be chagrin, and everything is irreparable.

"Since you can't do without me so much, when I come back, will you marry me?" Qin Kainan blurted out a sentence, and he was surprised, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Good" Shi Xinliang dragged his cry.

"I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously, I don't want to have to learn from other people's old cows to eat tender grass, it's good, it's not good. ”

"But I'm not kidding. ”

......

Zixiao's phone call finally got through in the early morning of the next day.

Zheng Weixi on the other end of the phone had a hangover in his tone: "Who, what's the matter with you?"

Beside him, a woman's voice rang lazily: "Whose phone, so early, is noisy"

Zi Xiao was stunned for a moment, but immediately reacted to something, his face turned red, but he was puzzled in his heart, how could he be like this, obviously he has not been close to women recently, why did a woman suddenly appear next to him, in such a time, it is impossible for people not to suspect anything.

"I'm Zixiao, I want to meet him before leaving"

"Okay, I'll go over and pick you up right away" Zheng Weixi reacted quickly and agreed very happily, as if he didn't expect her to make such a request.

Before Zi Xiao could say anything, the delicate female voice over there sounded again: "Why are you in such a hurry to leave..."

Zheng Weixi's speed was very fast, and the car arrived downstairs in ten minutes.

However, it seems that his face is very bad, his eyes are bloodshot, obviously he didn't sleep well last night, and he drank a lot of wine.

Zi Xiao got into the car directly, and before he could ask anything, the car had already started, and the speed was amazingly fast.

The prison where Cheng Gefan was suppressed was not local, so the drive was very long, and along the way, Zheng Weixi didn't say a word, his face was tense, and his mood was extremely bad.

Zi Xiao wanted to say something several times, but he stopped because of his expression.

Two hours later, the car finally stopped.

"I've already arranged for you to go in and just say you're seeing him, and someone will take you there. ”

Zheng Weixi, who finally spoke, only briefly explained two sentences, without a single superfluous word.

"Thank you" Zixiao thanked her as she got out of the car, she didn't expect him to arrange for her to see Cheng Gefan so easily.

"Thank you for what I do, I just look at his face, maybe Wei'an's face, otherwise, do you think, I will do you something to call me after you come out, I will come to pick you up"

The car kicked away in the next second, leaving Zixiao alone in a silent daze.

Originally, she was eager to see him, and she seemed to have too much to say to him, but at this moment she was a little timid, standing there, and didn't move her steps for a long time.

Indeed, as Zheng Weixi said, someone received her and took her directly to the place where her family could see the prisoner.

Cheng Gefan has not yet arrived.

Zixiao sat on the chair alone nervously, twisting her hand, and looked uneasily in the direction of the door.

I don't know if it's because she's too anxious or if it's been too long, in short, she feels that every minute and second is an incomparable torment, making her feel like pins and needles.

Perhaps, he doesn't want to see himself?

It's very likely that he is completely desperate for himself.

A staff member came in and brought her a cup of tea: "What, look at your appearance, can't wait for you to be his girlfriend?"

"Oh. She didn't react to his words, and responded vaguely.

"I just passed by there, he doesn't seem to want to see you, saying that it has nothing to do with you, don't go to your heart, once you come here, people have an inferiority complex, maybe he feels that he can't give you happiness to say so, but it's only three years, if you really have feelings, what's not to wait, and people who have committed crimes don't see what is a great evil, and many of them also have their own hardships, or are forced to be helpless, or impulsive, I see that your boyfriend is a talent, don't give up easily"

The female criminal police officer loves to talk and laugh, she is not very old, and her enlightening tone is old-fashioned.

Zi Xiao smiled and was noncommittal: "Thank you." ”

Footsteps rang out the door.

The female detective winked at her and smiled: "Look at the person coming, don't compete with him, be more tolerant, I believe you will be happy." ”

Zixiao smiled at her mischievous appearance, and nodded in response.

Cheng Gefan looked no different from before, striding in with a meteor, still with cynical eyes, looking her up and down, before he could do it, he used a somewhat impatient tone to urge: "If you have something to say, I don't have time."

Zi Xiao was a little nervous when she saw him, but she calmed down at the moment: "Do you hate me so much?"

"What do you say?"

Cheng Gefan looked at her with a provocative look, not only provocative, but also sarcastic.

Zixiao felt that her heart was dull and painful, but she still tried her best to suppress her emotions.

"It's true that you hate me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be where you are today, and I admit that if possible, I'd rather be the one here"

"Oh, I can't imagine it, you can say such sensational things to me, I will misunderstand that you are reluctant to me, why, the little white face surnamed Shen has abandoned you from the beginning, and you want to eat back grass again. ”

Cheng Gefan said every sentence harshly, as if he had to provoke her to the fire and leave with his sleeves away.

Zi Xiao's face was red and white, white and blue, and she couldn't tell whether she was embarrassed or annoyed.

But in the end, she still chose to calm down: "I'm leaving here for the time being, I hope you can make a good transformation, I hope you can come out as soon as possible, and then, live a good life." ”

She felt that every word she said was so powerless, but she couldn't find a more suitable way to say it.

"I didn't expect you Su Zixiao to have such a bodhisattva heart, I really can't see that you have become a Buddha on the spot. ”

It's still a cynical tone.

Zixiao lowered her head: "Of course I'm not a bodhisattva-hearted person, I'm just because I owe you a favor, so I don't have to live with guilt, so I came here to say two humble greetings, you understand, don't misunderstand that I will come back to eat your back grass."

This kind of-for-tat seems to be more suitable for the mode of getting along with two people.

Cheng Gefan looked at her with a smile, but he smiled meaningfully, and the person who laughed was cold.

Zi Xiao couldn't stand his eyes, nor could she stand his smile, and stood up: "That's it, I'm leaving." ”

Since it is better not to see each other, since hatred has buried all the old feelings, then let's never see each other again.

"Wait a minute, are you going to go like this?"

Cheng Gefan suddenly asked.

"What does it matter to you where you go, you hate each other, don't you. ”

Zi Xiao sneered and turned to leave, but her heart was shattered into pieces at this moment.

Since then, she has lost a lot of concern by her side.

It seems that half of her life has been in vain, fighting to take it away, and in the end, she is empty-handed.

Since then, she has been alone, no sisters, no lover, and the only relative can't sleep for a long time, and she has been left with only herself for the rest of her life, and she doesn't know what kind of despondent loneliness it will be.

The moment she turned around, she restrained her tears, but when she got out of the door, she burst into tears......

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