Indeed, the failure of the application to sign a contract still affected me a little. Because the path that I thought I was sticking to now doesn't look very rosy.

And in the past two days, I have been a little lazy and watched so many episodes of The Walking Dead

Then I saw a bunch of kids playing games, and I thought, if I become a person who is addicted to games all day, can I accept myself? So what can I do now? I don't know anything.

To be honest, seeing that the current results are in such a very tangled state, I did think about giving up.

However, the thought is now dead. Because I said that even if I really gave up on this path, it would have to be after I finished writing the dark path.

So, number one, I can't bear the promise I made to myself and what I myself once said.

Second, I am also reluctant to play small tunes, and I am reluctant to create every character I have created.

So I decided to write it, whether I signed it or not, or whatever, and wrote a story that I would never want to leave, and that's what I've always wanted to do.

I started writing this book after the end of Goodbye, I was busy at the time, I was lazy when I was not stressed, and I wrote slowly, but I also had more than 500,000 manuscripts, which I thought were still very good at the beginning.

However, before I started to spread the dark path, I threw away all these manuscripts, and I didn't lie to you at all, all of them. So I'm in a state where I'm writing chapter by chapter, and now this book feels a lot better to me, much better than my previous manuscripts. Of course, I haven't gotten rid of the influence of the dark road in the early stage, and the plot hasn't changed much.

In fact, I have always walked into a pit, and these days I regard writing as a dead task, and I can't wait to write 10,000 words every day. But now I realize that I was wrong, this is not what I wanted, it is completely different from my original intention, I don't want to and don't want to be a keyboard-only machine.

From today on, I want to write about the dark path with a completely relaxed mood, and completely throw myself into it, to enjoy the world, not to create it.

As for signing a contract or something, it's very simple, 20W application, but it's 30W, if it's just 40W to continue to send it, I guess it's annoying to see me at the starting point, and it will let me pass, haha. Of course, I don't know if 40W can still be applied.

Well, that's all I want to say today, I also plan to write about him for a few years, grind it slowly, and one day it will be finished by me.

Of course, I'll still ask for favorites, recommendations, and clicks by the way. Most of the current recommendations are favor votes, I don't like this feeling, I want you to vote willingly based on the quality of the book.

And every recommendation ticket that I don't know where I came from, every favorite, and even every click, will be my biggest and biggest motivation.

Okay, that's all I have to say, I'm going to have to fuck off after the keyboard, get out of the air, get out and hang around for a while.

Let me take a break, tomorrow, I will be back

Whether anyone sees it or not, that's what I want to say, and this is also an explanation I give myself, and I'm done with my words, thank you