After a night of observation in the intensive care unit, the attending doctor said the next day that he could be transferred to the general ward, and he would be hospitalized for about a week, and he would be able to go home to recuperate.

The sun rises and sunsets are a new day, and the time is still ticking.

It's as if nothing has changed, but only Xu Jinghao knows what she has lost.

Are you sad?

The sad ones are dying, and the sad ones are dying.

But she has already learned the despair of reality, there is no way back, there is no choice.

Xu Jinghao buried her head on the computer screen, ten fingers were numbly typing on the keyboard, even she didn't know what was typing out, and the dense words in front of her gradually turned into his deep eyes, which were silently scattered with sadness......

"It's finally time to get off work!"

A colleague stood up and stretched out in the opposite compartment.

In a few short minutes, almost everyone packed their things and left work one after another.

Xu Jinghao finished punching out of the office building, stood on the side of the road for a moment and didn't know what to wait for, and only after a long time did she reach out and stop a taxi, open the back door and sit in, her eyebrows were a little dumbfounded reflected on the window glass.

"Miss, where are you going?"

The driver in front waited for a long time, and couldn't help but turn around and take the initiative to ask.

Xu Jinghao raised his eyes and replied in a trance, "I'm sorry! Go to the family of the military region near Zhongshan Road to ......."

Halfway through, he stopped abruptly and realized that something was wrong.

A little astringent tugged at the corners of his mouth, it seems that returning there every day has almost become a habit, that home carries too many memories of the two of them, and now I just feel that it is difficult to breathe.

The mobile phone in the bag rang, she took it out, and it was her sister Xu Jingyi calling.

After picking it up, Xu Jingyi said with a big grin: "Hey sister, Mom said that she made something delicious, let the two of us go over to eat it at night! I'm going over from school now, I'll be there soon!"

"Okay, I got it. Xu Jing replied.

After hanging up, she and the driver reported the address outside the old road.

What I didn't notice was that when the taxi was driving with a turn and disappeared, a jeep with a military license plate slowly drove away in a hidden position on the side of the office building.

Xu Jing climbed to the top floor in one breath and opened the door to change her shoes.

Xu's father may have worked overtime and hasn't come back yet, the range hood is buzzing in the kitchen, and Xu's mother's figure wearing an apron is busy in front of the stove.

Xu Jinghao took off her coat and put down her bag and walked over, for a moment, she mistook Xu's mother's figure for Yu Qicheng, and what appeared in front of her was the appearance of him standing in front of the stove and rolling up his sleeves to cook for her.

Inhale and exhale hard, telling herself to come out quickly, even though she knows it's going to be tough.

Xu Jingyi, who was reluctantly sitting on the small bench with a face full of reluctance, saw her and immediately stood up and gave up her position, "Sister, you're back, hurry up and help our mother pick beans!"

Xu Jinghao knew that her sister was too lazy to die and didn't say anything in the past.

"Have you picked all the beans, pick them and bring them to me to wash, and then they will be sliced and blanched in water and fried to eat!"

Xu Jinghao was holding beans in her hand with a wooden expression.

"Quiet, are you okay?" Seeing this, Mother Xu couldn't help but step forward with concern.

Xu Jinghao raised her eyes, and saw the warm and concerned eyes of Xu's mother close at hand, the corners of her mouth moved, and the sadness in her heart surged out, and she was unconsciously choked, "Mom, I'm out of love!"

"Huh?" Xu Jingyi, who was stealing ham over there, was the first to be surprised.

stared at her in disbelief with two round eyes, a little suspicious that she was joking, but seeing her instantly reddened eyes and nose, she was stunned, and thought of the complicated relationship, and also fell silent.

"You and your boyfriend broke up?" Xu Mu was also surprised, frowning and asked.

"Hmm......" Xu Jing nodded well, tears falling.

Xu Jingyi ran to the living room and came back with a bag of paper, dragged several sheets and handed them to her, comforting in distress, "Sister, don't cry, wipe you with a tissue!"

"Thank you. Xu Jinghao looked at her sister who was squatting in front of her, and squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"It's okay, it's okay!" Mother Xu hurriedly patted her on the shoulder and said comfortingly, "Jinghao, you are still young, we are not in a hurry to get married, we will meet more suitable people slowly!

Xu Jing just shook her head with tears in her eyes.

She knows that life is long, but how can she fall in love with someone else after loving him?

Provincial Hospital, surgical floor of the outpatient building.

Not long after Xu Jinghao went to work in the morning, she received a call from Xu's mother, saying that Xu's father had back pain and couldn't hold on, and he was also accompanied by severe diarrhea, and she wanted to go to the hospital for a check-up.

After a series of examinations such as queuing and registration, the diagnosis was multiple kidney stones, and the doctor recommended that he need to be hospitalized for surgery.

It's just that there are some problems now, and by the end of the year there are too many people to see a doctor, and there are no extra wards, and even the empty beds in the corridors are said to be gone.

Xu Jinghao frowned and looked at the overcrowded hospital, temporarily handed over the backpack to her sister Xu Jingyi for safekeeping, and said, "Jingyi, you wait with your parents first, and then I will go and negotiate with the doctor!"

"Hmm!" Xu Jingyi nodded.

More than ten minutes later, Xu Jinghao came back again.

Mother Xu stepped forward and hurriedly asked, "Be quiet, how is it?"

Xu Jing frowned and shook her head helplessly.

"Then let's change the hospital and see if there is a place elsewhere!"

Xu Jinghao still shook his head and sighed, "Just now I asked the doctor to help me ask if I can transfer to the hospital, but a few hospitals that do kidney stone surgery are better, and the beds are also tight!"

"Then what to do!" Mother Xu didn't know what to do.

Looking at Xu's father, who was sitting on the chair and feeling uncomfortable, Xu Jinghao comforted Xu's mother, "Mom, don't worry, if you really can't help it, I can call grandpa......"

Situations like this are easy for the rich and powerful.

It's just that she doesn't want to open this mouth if it is not necessary.

took back the bag from her sister's hand, flipped out her mobile phone and was about to dial the number, when a doctor in a white coat and glasses walked straight up to her, "Miss Xu Jinghao, is it?"

"I'm ......" Xu Jing was stunned.

"Which one is the patient?" asked the optician.

"It's my father!" Xu Jinghao pointed to Xu's father in the chair.

The glasses doctor nodded, explained something to the nurse next to him, and then said, "You guys come with me first!"

Xu Jinghao's family of four followed each other in a daze, walked through the air corridor directly to the back inpatient department, and then took the elevator to the floor of the senior ward, and finally stayed in front of the innermost ward.

As the door was pushed open, there was a comfortable hospital bed inside, and there was also a ** bathroom, with a lot of space and perfect facilities, and a blue and white clean hospital gown was placed on the bed.

The optician opened his mouth and said to her, "Miss Xu, your father is temporarily living in this ward, I am his attending doctor, and I will arrange the operation as soon as possible, and there will be nurses who will come to the routine examination and then hang the bottle!

"Okay, I'll go now!" Xu Mu immediately nodded and went out.

Xu Jinghao looked puzzled and asked, "Didn't you say that there is no ward?"

She had just been inking with the doctor for a long time, and she always said that there was no spare room.

"The dean personally greeted you and moved you out!" replied the optician.

Dean?

Xu Jinghao frowned.

Where can she have such a big shelf, and her phone number to Old Man Lin hasn't been dialed yet......

Suddenly thinking of something, Xu Jinghao looked at her sister Xu Jingyi, and sure enough, the latter's gaze immediately looked away from her, and she dodged left and right with a weak heart.

"Jingyi!" she shouted in a quiet voice.

"Ahem. Xu Jingyi couldn't hide it, so she had to confess honestly, "It's really me! I called my brother-in-law......

When Xu Jinghao heard the word "brother-in-law" in her mouth, her heart was suffocated.

"It was me who called your little uncle!" Xu Jingyi also found out and quickly changed her words.

It's just that the effect of saying it doesn't seem to be very good, which indirectly reminds them of the relationship they can't go back to now, Xu Jingyi scratched her head, "Uh, I called Yu Qicheng......"

"I'm going to help my mom line up to pay the fee!"

The more she said it, the more she was wrong, seeing her increasingly gloomy look, Xu Jingyi hurriedly excused herself and ran away.

Xu Jinghao looked around the ward, looked down at the call record on the mobile phone screen, and felt like a little beast was biting.

He did things quickly, and it took less than ten minutes to talk to his sister Xu Jingyi, but in these ten minutes, he arranged everything.

His finger stayed on the three words of Yu Qicheng, and finally did not dial it.

The next evening, Xu Jinghao took two more days off to stay in the hospital.

The doctor with glasses arranged for Xu's father to have surgery tomorrow, although she knew that it was a minor operation, but she had to see Xu's father come down safely from the operating table before she could be relieved.

The ward was very lively, and Bai Huanting came over to see Father Xu with a fruit basket.

When she got off work, the other party called her to ask her to have dinner together, and when she learned about the situation, she came over immediately.

Bai Huanting's personality is lively, although she has a lot of sad things on her body, she still makes Xu's father laugh from time to time, and temporarily forgets the nervousness of tomorrow's operation.

Not long after Xu's mother came back from washing the fruit, someone knocked on the door and came in.

I thought it was a nurse and didn't care, but I didn't think it was a tall figure.

With a three-breasted black coat with a stand-up collar and dark trousers tucked into military boots, Yu Qicheng's appearance was too presence, and the space in the ward seemed to have become small because of his sudden appearance.

Xu Jinghao's hands hanging on the side of his legs were clenched one by one.

"What's the matter today? There are really a lot of guests, Qi Cheng, why are you coming? Sit down!"

Mother Xu put down the washed fruit, smiled in surprise, frowned at her eldest daughter who was not moving on the sofa, and scolded: "Jinghao, why are you so rude, don't hurry up and say hello!"

Xu Jing glanced at her parents, and seemed to have just turned around and stood up from the sofa.

Moved the chair next to her to Yu Qicheng, and looked at the pair of deep eyes, just for a short intersection, she felt a sour nose and hurriedly moved away.

Her voice was low, "Little uncle...... You sit!"

"Thank you. Yu Qicheng replied in a deep voice.

Bai Huanting realized something, found an excuse to leave early, and didn't let her send her, and pushed her back when she left the ward.

Xu Jinghao closed the door, walked back again, and heard Xu's mother saying to him, "Qicheng, I have heard Jingyi say, this time I can have a ward to have timely surgery, thanks to you to greet the dean! Even if you don't come today, I will personally thank you!"

"It's not a big deal. Yu Qicheng said lightly, "There is a comrade-in-arms who is related to the dean here. ”

His explanation was very simple, and he didn't mean to take credit at all.

"That's thanks to your relationship, otherwise I might not even be able to occupy a seat in the corridor now!" Xu Mu was still grateful.

"Yes, Qi Cheng, thank you!" Father Xu also echoed beside him.

"You're welcome. Yu Qicheng said.

Seeing Xu's father's complexion on the eye disease, he asked again, "Will you have surgery tomorrow?"

"Yes, tomorrow afternoon. Father Xu replied with a smile and nodded.

"I asked the attending doctor when I came here just now, and he said that although it was a multiple stone, the good thing was that the stone was not big, and there was no risk in the operation, so I could rest assured. And I know the attending doctor very well, and his medical skills are very good. Yu Qicheng said slowly in a deep voice.

After hearing this, Mother Xu couldn't help but sigh, "Oh, you still help worry about this, how embarrassing is this!"

"It should. Yu Qicheng looked at her.

Swept by his gaze, Xu Jinghao's throat tightened, and she knew that what he said should not refer to the relationship they presented in front of Xu's father and mother, but another layer full of deep meaning.

It was because she understood that she felt uncomfortable.

After chatting for a few more words, Yu Qicheng answered the phone, and then said that he was leaving.

When Xu Jinghao got up, he pursed his lips and said, "...... I'll send you!"

"Good. Yu Qicheng looked over and nodded.

The ward where Xu's father lived was in the innermost, some distance from the elevator.

Xu Jinghao followed his steps forward, how much she looked forward to this road being able to go endlessly, even if she followed him without saying a word, but the cold reality reminded her.

Soon I arrived at the elevator and was ascending from the ground floor.

Yu Qicheng took out a cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and then reached out to take out a lighter and light it.

When the two were together, she put the words that nicotine in cigarettes can poison a mouse, persuaded him to smoke less, and sometimes when she saw him take out a cigarette, she would often reach out and grab it for him not to smoke.

It's just an instant, Xu Jinghao almost didn't control herself.

Clenching her fingers, she found an excuse and said, "Little uncle, you can't smoke in the hospital!"

"Hmm. When Yu Qicheng heard this, he took it without lighting it.

The elevator door opened at this time, and someone came out of it, and then the two walked in one after another.

I don't know if God took pity on them and gave them the opportunity to be alone, and they descended from more than ten floors in a small space, and no one pressed them halfway.

Xu Jinghao turned his head sideways and looked at him secretly from the reflective ladder wall next to him.

She didn't dare to take a closer look in the ward before, but it was only two or three days later, and he was much haggard.

The lines are hard, the outline seems to be more profound, obviously still unsmiling, but there is a heartbreak between the eyebrows and eyes.

Xu Jing felt that her eyes were uncontrollably hot, sour, and swollen, but fortunately, she pretended to look at the elevator and hid it to prevent him from discovering it.

It's really painful.

I want to love, but I can't. Can't continue to love.

The "ding" prompt sounded, and the elevator door arrived in the lobby on the first floor, where someone was waiting outside, and they had to come out of it.

Seeing that he walked out of the hall, Xu Jinghao clasped his hands behind his back for a long time, and secretly adjusted his breathing several times before squirming the corners of his mouth to speak, "Little uncle, I didn't know that Jingyi called you...... Thank you!"

"Do you have to be so polite to me?" Yu Qicheng's eyes stared.

"......" Xu Jing pursed her lips.

He just has the ability to make her want to cry with a simple sentence.

Yu Qicheng still had the cigarette in his hand, even if he walked out of the hall at this time, he didn't smoke it, but asked her, "How have you been in the past two days?"

“...... OK. Xu Jing replied against her will, cheered up and asked, "What about you?"

Yu Qicheng didn't answer her, just looked at her silently.

"Eat well, you're a little thin. After a long time, he said in a deep voice.

"I see. Xu Jinghao nodded.

I just did so much psychological construction and it didn't work, and I couldn't breathe in pain at this time.

Sending him to the jeep with a military plate, Yu Qicheng took out the car keys, but he didn't mean to get into the car for a long time, and turned around as usual, "You go back, I'll watch you go in." ”

Xu Jinghao swallowed two mouthfuls of saliva, nodded and turned around.

Walking step by step towards the inpatient building, even if he entered it, he still felt the deep light in his eyes.

On the night of the surgery, it was dark outside.

Xu's father's operation went very smoothly, and he slept after being pushed out of the operating room, and woke up in the evening, and his sister Xu Jingyi recently had a graduation thesis to prepare, so she went back to school early.

After dinner, Xu Jinghao went to the doctor's office to reconfirm the precautions, but when she came back, she found that there were more people in the ward, and the action of pushing the door was a little sluggish.

Compared to yesterday, I changed my clothes, and I had an open down jacket, a high-necked sweater inside, and the only thing that remained the same was the pair of military boots under my feet.

Xu Jinghao closed the door, said hello silently and sat on the sofa by the window, pretending to fiddle with his own affairs, and heard him chatting with Xu's father and Xu's mother, many times it was the couple talking, and he said very little.

I don't know how long it took, she heard Yu Qicheng look at her watch and say, "It's not too early, I'll go back first." ”

"Okay, then you should pay attention to safety when driving!" Xu's mother suddenly said to her eldest daughter, "Jinghao, you can go back too! Your father's operation here is fine, just have me with you, aren't you going back to work tomorrow?" Rest early!"

"Hmm. Xu Jing nodded and picked up the bag.

Coming out of the hospital room, the lights in the corridor stretched the figures of the two to the ground.

There were very few doctors and nurses walking around, and it was somewhat like a picture of the night they broke up.

"Little uncle. ”

Xu Jinghao took two steps and called out to him.

When he stopped and looked back at herself, she bit her lip and said, "You don't have to come here every day!"

"I was just passing by and taking a look. Yu Qicheng explained in a deep voice, but after explaining, even he felt that this excuse was too unconvincing.

"We're over......" The heart seemed to be screwed up, and Xu Jing was so astringent.

"I know. Yu Qicheng's throat moved.

Xu Jinghao met his deep eyes with the light on his back, like a moonless night sky outside on a winter night, unable to find half a ray of light, and almost cried when he heard his next sentence, so low, "I just want to see you." ”

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