Extra: "You Are My Years Quiet" 49,

Yu Qicheng just asked the attending doctor about the old man's condition, but in just a few seconds, she received a slap, and her voice echoed in the corridor.

He rushed over in a few big strides, and when he saw the swollen five finger marks on her face, he was distressed.

"Brother-in-law"

Lin Ye gritted his teeth and pointed at her angrily, as if he wanted to tear her apart in the next second, "What are you doing to stop me from letting go of me, I'm going to kill this shameless girl who lured you"

Yu Qicheng didn't mean to let go, and the muscles in his arm rose up.

"If you dare to touch her again, try it," he said, and his eyebrows and eyes darkened, and he drank suddenly.

Lin Ye had called his brother-in-law for more than six years, and the most impression he had was that he was taciturn and unsmiling, and he had never seen him like this.

What's more, his body is tall and burly, coupled with the relationship between soldiers, his strength is not comparable to ordinary people, no matter how unconvinced he is, he can't shake half a point, and his arrogance was suddenly suppressed a lot, but he is still violent.

Lin Ye glared at her and asked in disbelief, "Brother-in-law, are you crazy and you are still protecting her, I see that you are really stunned by this dead girl, I underestimated her before, I didn't expect her to be so bold and shameless."

"If you dare to say anything about her again, try it"

Yu Qicheng interrupted his words in a deep voice, repeating it again as before, and the tail echoed.

Shaking off his hand violently, Lin Ye was staggered back two steps in the end, and then stood firmly, his twisted wrist stared back, and the atmosphere in the corridor became even more rigid for a while.

Xu Jinghao was protected by him, and he could feel how stiff his body was.

It was also the first time she had seen him look so angry, and his deep eyes were full of cold fire.

If he hadn't been protected by him, Uncle Lin Ye's second slap just now would not have been spared, and he might have slapped him in the face even harder than just now, watching the two confront each other, as if he would roll up his sleeves and beat each other at any time

Xu Jinghao tugged at his sleeve from behind.

The situation was hard enough now, and she didn't want to put him in a more difficult position because of herself.

Yu Qicheng turned around, frowning and staring at the finger marks on her face, "How is it, does it hurt?"

His concern and distress were written on his face, and Xu Jinghao shook his head.

Even hearing from someone else's mouth is one thing, seeing it is another.

"Brother-in-law, do you still know your identity, although my sister has passed away, you are still my sister's husband, the son-in-law of our Lin family" Lin Ye looked at the picture in front of him hatefully, "If it weren't for her, how could Dad be lying here"

"The old man wants to see his granddaughter"

At this time, a nurse came out of the intensive care unit.

After Xu Jinghao changed into a sterile gown, she followed the nurse inside.

The first thing to see is the various medical machines, especially the screen on the ECG monitor next to it, and the undulating lines make people's hearts tremble.

Old man Lin was lying on the sick bed, except for the needle inserted in the back of his hand, with a ventilator on his mouth and nose, he looked very weak, and his face was as white as paper, after all, he was an old man, and every time he had a sudden illness, it was very dangerous.

Xu Jing took a lot of effort to walk to the bed, and shouted in a buzzing voice, "Grandpa"

"Quiet good"

The old man opened his eyes slowly, and turned his head very weakly.

Slowly raised his hand towards her, after she took the initiative to hold it, her voice was very difficult, but the words she said were so decisive, "Separate from him, be quiet, listen to grandpa"

"Grandpa, I" Xu Jinghao's tears fell down.

"Separate from him" The old man grabbed her hand hard, his chest rose and fell, the sound of breathing out was denser than the intake air, and the ventilator was full of white mist, "Do you want me to die without blinding"

Xu Jinghao felt that tears blurred her vision, and the hot pain on her face only increased.

Uncle Lin Ye is actually right in every word, the old man is lying here because of her.

Even when she just entered the door, the nurse said that she was fortunate to be rescued in time, there was no danger, and she could be transferred to the general ward after the observation period, but who can guarantee that the next time will not be so lucky

It is normal for people to live, age, sickness and die, and many parts of the body will have problems when they are old, and they will always face such and such sudden illnesses, and the danger cannot be avoided. But if it was just because of her relationship that the old man had any accident in the end, then she would definitely be to blame

It's like the words that the old man used to persuade her, how can she go to see her biological father underground at that time, not to mention, Old Man Lin is already the only relative in the world who is related to her by blood.

Die with a grievance or everlasting regret

These four words were so terrible, so terrible that she felt that her heart was clutched and she couldn't breathe.

What to do, what is she going to do

The old man's old cloudy eyes were still looking at her, and he repeated those four words in his mouth.

Xu Jinghao buried her head and cried out in a collapsed voice: "Grandpa"

At three o'clock in the morning, Xu Jinghao came out of the custody room.

Lin Ye, the uncle who was angry and crazy before, had already opened a ward to sleep with no physical strength, she looked towards the safe passage of the empty corridor, and sure enough, she saw the tall figure standing by the wall.

She knew that as long as she was inside, he would be with her.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Yu Qicheng extinguished the cigarette in his hand and strode towards her.

With eyes fixed on her pale face, he reached out to hold hers, frowned at the coldness on his fingertips, and led her to the bench next to her.

"How is the old man?" Yu Qicheng said.

Xu Jinghao didn't answer, and there seemed to be a mist rising in her eyes.

She lowered her eyes, her voice low and choked, "It's all me"

"Don't take all the blame on yourself. Yu Qicheng said in a deep voice, shook her shoulder, and asked her to face him, "Let me see your face." It doesn't hurt anymore."

The five finger marks were so clear, even if she didn't say it, how could it not hurt.

Yu Qicheng's chest rose and fell slightly, and he still blamed himself for not protecting his woman from harm, if he took a few steps forward in the morning, then she would not have received a slap.

The swollen and high part of the face is cold.

Xu Jinghao raised his eyes and saw him pick up an ice pack and carefully apply it to her.

It seemed to have been prepared a long time ago, and she noticed that there was still a cup of milk tea on the chair next to her, but it had been too long and there was no more heat.

Yu Qicheng followed her gaze and wanted to get up and say, "It's cold, I'll go buy you another drink." ”

"It's okay," Xu Jinghao stretched out his hand and picked it up.

Holding the cold milk tea, she lifted the lid and brought it to her mouth.

It was obviously milk tea with added sugar, but she only drank the bitter taste, down her throat, drop by drop, as if it had all poured into her heart.

Xu Jinghao tasted what despair is in just a few hours.

The reality is so desperate.

Obviously, two people are good, but no.

The half-drunk milk tea cup was taken away, as if she was afraid that she would be uncomfortable if she drank too much cold at night, Xu Jinghao turned her head to look at him, didn't speak, just looked at him silently, as if she could last forever.

Yu Qicheng's Adam's apple twitched, because she found the tenacity that was gradually disintegrating in her eyes.

Xu Jinghao knew that he knew himself so well that he couldn't hide anything from him, and he had already guessed what he was going to say.

Although I have practiced many times, every word is still so difficult, I don't know if it is the relationship between the half cup of cold milk tea just now, my heart is cold and painful, and my throat and eyes are like a needle.

"Let's forget it. ”

Xu Jinghao took two breaths in the middle before he finished speaking.

She had said the same thing before, but at that time there was mostly an element of temptation, and it was far from being told to him as she was now.

Yu Qicheng's eyes stared at her deeply for two seconds, and he suddenly stood up from the chair.

His hanging forearms were tense, his chest was rising and falling slightly, as if he was calming down something, and his voice was very deep, even a little hoarse, "I said I could take you away." ”

Xu Jing endured the pain in his heart, looked up at him as usual, and found that a trace of red blood appeared in his left eye at some point, just at the end of the eye.

Almost as soon as he spoke, she echoed what he had said.

"We can live abroad. ”

"Then what about your troops"

"Don't. ”

The picture that I once imagined also resurfaced in front of me, a small Chinese restaurant on a certain street corner, with simple decoration, solid wood tables, chairs, benches and open kitchens, he stood in the kitchen wearing an elbow-up shirt and an apron, while she just sat outside at the bar, munching melon seeds to collect money and find money

Those pictures were like gold edges, and she wanted to step into them.

But at the same time, a voice broke down: "Say that you are willing to pay any price for you, don't care about the future, don't care about other people's eyes, and don't even care about taking the honor of being a soldier for so many years." But can you bear it?"

Xu Jinghao's vision continued to blur, and she tried her best to hold the tears inside and look at him.

The stiff facial features that were as hard as when they first saw her had hardly changed, except that the stern eyebrows and eyes had changed significantly when facing her, and she had never been more thoughtful and pampered from him.

She really couldn't bear it.

Xu Jinghao has seen his high spirits when he wears a military uniform, and he has seen him respected by thousands of people in the army. He has a very good future, for example, he is in the army at his age, it is a good period of promotion, and many officers will not be able to reach his position in their lifetime.

From the day she met him, she felt that he was a natural soldier.

Studying in the military academy and entering the army, before she broke into his world, he has been career-oriented for so many years, how can she bear such a deep man

What's more, now there is the old man's hard work.

Even if she can really ignore it, how long can they be happy?

Three years ago, she relied on her youth and had no scruples, never thought about what she might have to face in the future, and finally made him fall in love with her with her persistence, but at this moment, she was a little confused, was she wrong in the first place

"Let's forget it. ”

Xu Jinghao heard her suppressed and desperate voice repeating.

Yu Qicheng habitually took out a cigarette case from his pocket, but he didn't light it, put it in his palm, looked at the empty corridor in front of him for a long time, he retracted his gaze and looked at her, "You think about it"

"Hmm. Xu Jinghao nodded quickly.

She didn't dare to hesitate, otherwise she was afraid that she would change her mind.

"Are you sure?" asked Yu Qicheng again.

Xu Jinghao looked down at the knees that were close together, the muscles in her calves and stomachs were tightening, and the light was making a miserable white on the floor tiles, making people feel desperate just looking at them.

She nodded again, "OK"

It's just two simple words, but it's so difficult that it exhausts all her strength.

It's been a long time.

Xu Jinghao raised his head slowly, and found that he was looking at himself for a moment, and there was a red light in his deep eyes, but it was not as cold as before, but sad.

Such an iron-blooded man was sad, and her heartbeat stopped at that moment.

"Good. Yu Qicheng only said one word in the end.

As if he could easily perceive her thoughts, Xu Jinghao also understood his character, knowing that he was a thirty-seven-year-old mature man, who had already passed the age of hysteria, would respect her decision, and would not do tangled things.

If you say yes, you agree.

Xu Jinghao looked at his tall figure with a sound of footsteps, tears falling down, and in the blink of an eye, there were countless tear stains on his face.

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