"Just because we think it's good doesn't mean it's recognized...... I can't help but think about ~щ~~lā"

Although her words did not surprise Lin San and made him very pleased, he could only shake his head.

At the mention of recognition, her eyes couldn't help but darken.

She never told her parents, because she herself understood that they were unlikely to accept Lin San as a person.

Although Uncle Tai's family is far from the wealthy family of the empire, it is still considered a famous family after all, isn't it? In addition to the family background, their family actually has a noble title of baron......

"Why do people pay so much attention to things outside of them, as long as they feel good, isn't it?" she couldn't help but grumble.

Lin San rubbed his forehead helplessly: "You are doing well, you are easy to be satisfied, and you don't have any comparison, so you have this kind of thought......

"Xi Zifu has never been rich in his life, but now he is a painter admired by countless people, and his name has even been praised by countless people, isn't he successful? In my eyes, you are already very powerful, smarter than me, and know a lot of things that I don't understand, and I often feel that I am not as good as you......"

Lin San had also heard what she said about Xi Zishi, who was a painter in the Bilan Empire eight hundred years ago, who left many hand-me-down paintings, and was even regarded as a master-level figure after his death.

"Your praise makes me feel a little fluttery, but when Xi Zifu was alive, life was once poor, and many people will instinctively have a feeling when they mention this period of history. ”

"How do you feel?" asked Uncle Tai involuntarily.

"His paintings didn't get a lot of money, so he failed during his lifetime, and it wasn't until after his death that he was taken seriously, which is a tragedy for many. The measure of the value of his paintings is not how good they are, but how much they are worth.

No matter how good they are in that line and how deep their attainments are, if they can't use that line to bring in a lot of money, they will still be considered by many people to be meaningless, or even incompetent. Perhaps the only people who can be excluded from this criterion are politicians and practitioners, who have their own set of criteria. ”

Uncle Xue didn't think about all this carefully on weekdays.

She wanted to refute it, but after thinking about it for a long time, she found that she couldn't refute it at all.

A musician, no matter how beautiful her playing is, even if she studies music very thoroughly, if it can't bring her money......

Like herself, if she hadn't been paid for teaching that group of children, she would have been judged differently. And if those people who played better than her in Linglan Academy back then don't earn as much as she now, then now others will think that those people are not as good as her.

Not many people pay attention to their strength and so-called attainments, people pay attention to the 'value' that comes out of 'conversion'.

"This ...... How so?" she felt shocked.

"That's normal. Lin San's face did not show the slightest unacceptability, for him, this did not seem to be surprising at all: "Money is a medium used to exchange many things, so it has become the foundation of people's lives. For many, money is everything, and it's not surprising that it can be used as a measure of ability and worth. ”

"But isn't it sad that each line has its own domain, and that the value of everything in painting, music, poetry, and so on is measured by how much it is worth?"

"I understand what you mean, achievements in your own field should be respected. But it has to be said that making money also belongs to a field and will make money...... In fact, it is also a manifestation of ability, and it is understandable to be respected. ”

"But don't you think it's a bit too much? both are the best in their respective fields, and a successful businessman is bound to be much more respected than the most skilled farmer, the former who will make countless people fall at their feet, and the latter may be ridiculed. The realm of the former seems to be naturally superior to countless other realms......"

She didn't seem to be able to agree with Lin San's point of view, and the examples she gave also made him feel ridiculous.

He already regretted talking about it a little, because it was too grandiose for him to resist.

This kind of topic, where is he qualified to point out a small person like him? That would also make people laugh, wouldn't it?

"I really can't answer this question. Perhaps it is because the money of the former can be exchanged for what many people themselves dream of and fulfill many of their own wishes, while the latter cannot do it...... So many people will envy and even worship the former, right?"

"But we can eat and have a place to live, we can live well, we don't envy them at all, why can't we pursue the way we like? Why do we have to be respected and recognized by others, and achieve what they think is success?"

"This, I want to too. What I consider to be success is not like that......" he sighed softly, if it was just him, he would not have cared too much.

But the key is now two people, and there are some things that I didn't care about before, but now I can't care less. At the very least, to get her parents' approval, you can only show that kind of value, right?

While he was pleased with her thoughts, he couldn't help but feel a little surprised.

He didn't expect that she could think so far and have novel ideas that many people in another world rarely have.

......

That controversy didn't affect the relationship between them, in fact, it wasn't a debate, deep down, Lin San didn't want to refute her at all.

He quit his job at the Jane Kee Dyeing Workshop and began to look around for new opportunities.

This journey is not smooth, after all, this is a different world, this kind of position that is easy to recruit and the threshold is not high, but it is very rare in this world.

Many chambers of commerce do not seem to have this kind of work that specializes in running customers to sell commissions, and his intention is also rejected by many chambers of commerce, because they don't need this kind of person.

He quit his job and sometimes became more idle than before, and they had more opportunities to get along with each other.

The two of them, who are tired of being together most of the time, have almost become inseparable from each other. Sometimes when she was busy with her classes, he was already starting to feel lonely when he was alone, and sometimes when he was looking for a job outside and didn't go to see her, the next day she would pour out her undisguised longing.

Although, it's just not a day.

didn't encounter any twists and turns, perhaps because the people around them didn't know about their relationship, and the scene where a noble and rich young master intervened in it to snatch love with a knife never appeared at all.

There are no tragic things such as encountering natural disasters, encountering great changes, falling into the middle of the family, or being seriously ill.

And the relationship between the two of them is only getting better and better, and there are no problems at all. Although the two have completely different backgrounds and childhood experiences, and their living habits are also somewhat different, they all seem to be nothing, and they are naturally changing for each other......

But the scene I didn't want to see finally came.

He returned from outside that day and waited for her arrival at home. In fact, she would have been waiting for him in his room most of the time, but this time she didn't.

He didn't feel too surprised, after all, when they parted yesterday evening, the two were still inseparable and couldn't part with each other, and they agreed to meet again today.

But as time passed, his heart gradually became a little uneasy.

Why hasn't it come yet? Is there something wrong?

When the time came in the evening, he tried to calm down the anxiety in his heart, isn't it normal not to see each other for a day? Maybe it's just because there is something at home, maybe it's because her nine-stringed lesson is a little busy today.

Is he really sinking too deep, has he come to this point? He began to look at his state, and now he has really changed too much.

He had always felt that he could not have someone he liked. Even if there is, I will always stay calm, I will not be crazy about others, I will not be dominated by others, and I can withdraw at any time.

Now it seems that the idea was naïve.

He shook his head and secretly told himself that there was nothing wrong with this state, was it?

However, when he still did not see her the next day, his heart finally could not remain at peace.

He suddenly had a premonition that he had lost his most important treasure. This premonition made his heart empty, and his soul seemed to be about to leave his body.

He couldn't imagine losing her, knowing that his thoughts were naïve and dangerous, but he couldn't control the spread of it.

Was she sick? Or was there some accident? He thought that the sick person might be himself?

Before he knew it, he had come to the riverbank, and as far as the eye could see, her figure was not among them. So, he came beyond the wall.

"I'm coming. ”

"Are you there?"

There was no response, and his words seemed like talking to himself, which seemed a little ridiculous.

He paused outside the wall for a long time, and finally dragged his tired body back to his 'home'. He didn't go in to find out, although it was easy to do so with his strength.

After all, this is a tacit understanding between him and her, don't disturb her family for the time being, and he will naturally respect her.

It's just that this respect is exchanged for his own sleepless night.

On the third day, he had no intention of going out.

He sat in his room all morning, but countless chaotic thoughts kept hitting him.

This mood is very uncomfortable, but it is very inexplicable, he actually faintly gave birth to an 'illusion', as if his body is lighter than before, and there seems to be a long-dormant seed in his body that has finally broken through the ground.

This 'delusion' is not obvious, and he has no intention of observing such a bizarre thing at this time.

There were already countless not-so-good speculations in his mind, and the one that scared him the most was false.

The previous relationship was all fake, and the reason why I accompanied him was just that the boring eldest lady was experiencing new fun. In fact, she was just looking for someone to relieve her boredom and have fun, and now she was tired of playing, or she felt that it would become dangerous to continue to fall in, so now she simply cut off the experience and disappeared from his world.

This relationship is almost all in his eyes, but in her eyes it may just be a game......

That's right, he is a very thoughtful person, and there is almost no possibility that he can escape his expectations. Even if he falls into this state of inextricability, he still will not lose his sobriety and sanity.

But he soon dismissed this speculation, which was deeply malicious and deeply disrespectful to her.

I should believe in her, and I should believe in my eyes. She's serious, and she's not the kind of person who has the ability to act, and I've always felt this, haven't I?

However, in fact, the most fundamental reason for this conjecture is that he has always felt that this relationship is like an unattainable gift, which makes him feel like he is in an incredible dream, as if it is extremely unreal, isn't it?

He didn't want to continue to speculate like this, so he decided to go to the music hall where she taught the group of young masters.