"Is this what it's like to be rejected? It's really so sour that you don't want to go through it again. lā”

He finally experienced the feeling of loss, and it was impossible to say that it was okay to feel good and not care. Although he is a traverser, he is also a mortal, not to mention the superiority brought by the traverser's identity, he has discarded it for a long time.

But perhaps because he had never gotten it, his mood at this time was far from being painful.

His sadness is not too deep. Therefore, he still has a smile in his voice when he says uncomfortable, and he still has the leisure to make himself not too ashamed and gaffe.

It's impossible to force the other person to like you too, isn't it? It's very common, and there are countless similar things happening every day.

Moreover, with his own understanding of her, even if the confession fails, it will not ruin the previous relationship between friends and confidants.

"I'm sorry, I just think...... It's too fast. It was so fast that I couldn't react and was unprepared. ”

Perhaps feeling his loss, she hurriedly defended herself behind the wall, and timely alleviated the embarrassment after his failed confession.

A glimmer of hope swelled up in his heart, for she had not said anything to death.

"Soon? We've known each other for almost a month......

"No, I mean you confessed without even seeing my face. It makes me feel very uncertain, and I'm not sure if you did it on the spur of the moment, because you didn't even know me and made such a promise, which seems too rash. ”

Her prudence and seriousness made him deeply impressed.

That's right, Lin San also doesn't believe in love at first sight. In fact, the reason why she did not shy away from telling her a lot of things about herself and expressing many of her opinions during this period was precisely to let her better understand what kind of person she was.

Only if she sees as much of herself as possible, regardless of her strengths or weaknesses, can she promise herself, that is really reliable and real, right?

That means that she can accept that she is as comprehensive as possible, and will not have the feeling of 'buying a fake and defective' in the future.

If they come together without knowing anything, they will also feel unreliable, and they will not even be sure why the other person likes him. gives him the feeling that the other party is impulsive, sees a certain shining point and makes a move, and then gives up after being disappointed, what is the difference between this and just playing.

She doesn't want to play, she's serious. This moment made Lin San's mood instantly better than before, because he was also serious.

"Let's meet, then. ”

......

They didn't cross the wall that day, but they met at the same time the next day, on a river bank south of Qiping Castle.

This is actually a 'scenic spot' in Qiping City, and even though most people are still busy at this time, this leafy riverbank still attracts many people, including some young men and women in groups.

In the crowd, Lin San easily found her in a plain long dress. Of course, this is not because he imagined that she should be like this, but because she was holding a white jade flute in her hand that had been agreed beforehand.

Not forty-five, at least eighty-five or more, and a touch of ecstasy welled up in his heart, although this change of mood seemed somewhat despicable.

And she naturally saw the young man who was limping towards her.

It's just that when they met for the first time, the two couldn't suppress a smile on their faces, as if it was funny and funny.

"It's ok, much better than I expected. She looked him up and down, and said what she was thinking.

Lin San said with interest: "Oh, what do you imagine it to look like?"

She tilted her head and thought about it, then smiled narrowly, "You guess?"

"Forget it, just like me now, you will be pleasantly surprised, but you can imagine how unbearable it was. ”

She couldn't help laughing, and then covered her mouth as if she felt that this was a little unladylike, so she was not to be outdone: "What about you? Tell me your first thoughts after seeing me, don't lie, don't hesitate!"

"Me? I feel like I've found a treasure, it's so much better than I thought. ”

She feigned anger and said, "You think I should be an ugly girl?"

"That's right. ”

"If I'm really ugly, do you pretend you don't know you and turn away?"

Lin San shrugged his shoulders: "It's not enough to turn around and leave, but if it's so ugly that it's miserable, disappointment is inevitable, right?"

"Your words also disappointed me. Isn't it true that you're also a judge of your appearance, and I don't think I have promised your confession yet?"

"This ...... I'd love to say something nice, but would you believe it? It's not wrong to say that people are judged by their appearance, but it's not the whole story, there are many factors that attract people, and appearance is only one of them. ”

"But if I'm ugly, all those factors are useless, aren't they?"

"It's not all useless, is it? After all, I'm attracted to it because it's within. And if I had both broken legs now and needed someone to push me to see you, how would you feel?"

"I don't know ......"

"Why do you have to assume that you are ugly, and then expect a man to like you only on the inside and ignore your appearance? is it like a king who dresses up as a beggar and then expects other women to come to him, and despises those who miss, thinking that they have no eyes, but forgetting that he himself is cheating, and wants to exchange true affection?"

"You can say that it looks like I'm going to change my opinion of you. Anyway, this is the first time you meet, and you are not doing well. ”

"Okay, okay, I was wrong......" Lin San spread his hands helplessly, of course he knew when to say something, those words just now were actually stupid, but for some reason, he couldn't help but pour it out in front of her.

Maybe it's because she understands that even if she says that, she won't lose her as a friend.

"So, what about your reply?" he asked, smiling, as he sat down beside her.

"What reply?"

"Hey, don't play stupid. ”

"I still have to think about it. ”

"Huh?

"Look at how you behave in the future, you have to please me before you say yes, right? And I always feel weird to fall in love with someone who looks so much like me. She laughed and teased.

......

Although he just said it was just consideration, a day later, Tai Shuxue officially agreed to him. And from that moment on, they really became a pair of lovers.

Lin San fell into the happiest time of his life, and at this moment he only felt that he was the luckiest person in the world. The so-called time-traveling, the so-called memories of the past are no longer important, only the time is important.

Every day he felt as if he was living in a cloud, an experience that he had never experienced before.

For a man like him, who can always be sane and sober, it seems strange that he can fall into an impulsive relationship, and he will often examine his own practices, recall the bits and pieces of getting along, and even infer some future possibilities.

At this time, he seemed to be constantly hovering between sanity and fall, clearly knowing what he was doing and what his state meant, but he was unwilling and unable to extricate himself.

It's been a long time since they've had that wall conversation, and more often than not, the two of them get along with each other as strolling through Qiping City. Or go shopping, or sit side by side to enjoy the view, or listen to her play, or go out of the city together.

Even, they cooked together at his residence, and sang for the first time under her 'pressure'.

Perhaps his previous point about the dialogue on the wall was correct, because he already knew enough about it, and although there were occasional arguments between them, it was more of a tacit understanding.

The topic of the two has been more involved in the future. After all, they are so similar, they don't just think about the present, they also have to think about whether they will live in harmony after they really get married in the future, they think a lot and long-term.

They envisioned what they would look like when they got married in the future, agreed on the division of labor when they lived together in the future, and even how the relatives and friends of the uncle's family should cope with the coming, and even the sexual affairs were all within the scope of their discussion......

It's like a different kind of playhouse. It's just that both of them are enjoying themselves.

After getting along in reality, they realized that the two of them were still very compatible together, although there were occasional problems, but they were far less than they imagined. And more importantly, both know how to be tolerant.

Lin San has completely decided, he will live in Qiping City in the future, be a real Bilan person, and get married and have children until he is old.

As for the big events and wars out there, what does it have to do with him?

The only thing he was worried about was the attitude of Uncle Taixue's parents.

Yes, it sounds a little ridiculous, they have already thought about how to raise children after many years, but in fact, the things they have been dating have not been known by any acquaintances around them.

Although they didn't want to admit it, Lin San and Tai Shuxue seemed to understand that it was impossible for Uncle Tai's family to accept such a lame son-in-law. They were worried that the relationship would be forced to end because of certain external factors.

They never thought about the so-called elopement or something, not because they didn't have courage, but because they were too sensible.

Lin San regretted that he had given up the road of the army, if he was now a celebrity in the military department and a young general, then these troubles would not exist.

As for the medal of the second-level combat hero, in fact, it has no much effect. He was expelled from the military academy, which was a serious stain, and he couldn't really get anything for it......

He quickly erased this thought that made him feel a little regretful, if he hadn't left the Second Military Academy, he wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet Tai Shuxue at all, wouldn't he?

"I'm going to change jobs. That day at his own residence, he solemnly announced his decision.

"Oh, what are you going to do?"

"I don't have too many eyebrows for the time being, maybe go to the big chamber of commerce to run business, and then consider doing some small business by myself in the future, haha." ”

"What is running business?" is a word from another world, and Tai Shuxue is obviously the first time he's heard of it.

"You can think of it as selling things for them, selling to other people or chambers of commerce. ”

"It's going to be hard, right? And you have to deal with a lot of people. ”

"If someone else can do it, so can I. Lin San patted his chest with confidence.

This line of work doesn't seem as laid-back and decent as Mr. Bookkeeper, but there are more opportunities for change, and what he needs now is change. He hopes to 'get ahead', make some 'achievements' and then propose to her parents.

Of course she could see his intentions.

"Actually, as long as you are not lazy and have no vices, you don't have to think about it so much, and now this is already very good. ”