But Yan Nu doesn't want to give up like this, she is unwilling, even if she has always been at a disadvantage now, but this also requires her efforts, just like when she was promoted to deputy chief before, if it weren't for her efforts, how could the position of deputy chief have her share?

Sometimes Yan Nu also wondered why her master had adopted her in the first place? Why couldn't she be treated the same as Meng Yun after adopting her? She kept wondering, where was the gap between her and Meng Yun? If it weren't for Zhao Bo's cleansing since childhood, Yan Nu would even wonder if Meng Yun would be Zhao Bo's illegitimate daughter?

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Yan Nu often compares Meng Yun with herself for this reason, and even for a period of time, Yan Nu used to be a model Meng Yun, but the final result is still like that, there is no change, Meng Yun is still Meng Yun, she is still her, and she still hasn't found the root cause.

But even so, she is still very grateful to Zhao Bo and is very central to Zhao Bo, because if Zhao Bo hadn't brought her back, she really wouldn't know what her current fate would be.

With her appearance, naturally she will not be living on the streets, no one will let her be so wasteful, like this beautiful appearance, but homeless woman, the best destination is Qinglou, leaning on the door every day to laugh, selling her ** and soul, and finally being lonely for life.

Even if you are lucky enough to be accepted as a concubine, what can you do? The eldest woman's harm, the stain of her identity, these will accompany her for the rest of her life, so whenever she thinks of these, her heart is like being pinched by something, she knows, that is in the back, so she is very grateful to Zhao Bo, no matter when, she is loyal to Zhao Bo, even if she is treated unfairly, it is Zhao Bo who hurt her, but she has no complaints about Zhao Bo, but she has transferred all her anger to Meng Yun's body, in the eyes of Yan Nu, her qiē is all caused by Meng Yun, if there is no Meng Yun, the person the master cares about the most must be her, and her Yan Nu is the best。

Now that she was blocked by Meng Yun, Yan Nu decided to remove that big trouble, and now Yan Nu also feels that she has let go, after all, her innocence has been lost, what else does she care about?

Yan Nu felt that she was like this now, she even had her body broken, and she wasn't here yet? Really, what is there to be afraid of? What is there to be angry about? Since she has lost so much, she will take it back.

The position of the deputy manager, the favor of the master, and the forces in the shadow guard, these must all be her slaves, if anyone moves, she will definitely not let them go.

Yan Nu thought of this, immediately wiped away her tears, she could only cry once, Yan Nu is important to cheer up, people like her, since it is not as good as others, then a qiē is to rely on themselves, with their own efforts to fight.

Yan Nu slowly stood up, her squatting body in the dark was fortunately not seen, otherwise others would have been able to see her like a kitten, but now that she stood up again, all those weakness and helplessness disappeared.

At this time, the sky has darkened, the curfew has begun, and there is no figure on the street, which is exactly in line with the thoughts of the slave, her current appearance is still rare and good, no matter how she cheers herself up, how disguised, her current appearance must be a little haggard.

Or let her walk slowly on the street alone, and slowly adjust her mentality, even if it is difficult to adjust, she has to force herself to adjust, otherwise, the previous determination will become a bunch of nonsense, she can't just say it and not do it.

And not only do you have to do it, but you also have to do it very well, because no one will pity her, no one will tolerate her, as long as she has any mistakes, she will definitely be attacked, just like today's incident, she sued herself, today's incident, it will never happen a second time, Meng Yunxiu wants to hurt her a second time.

But the more she didn't want to see her, the more people came to her, and she saw two people coming in front of her, none other than the local tyrants of the capital at night, Jing Zhaoyin's fast catch, and the two patrolling fast catchers, as soon as they saw Yan Nu coming over, they shouted loudly: "Hey, that person, you stop." ”

Yan Nu has no choice, she can only stand, after all, she has to verify her identity, this is the rule, even if she is a high-level figure, now in this environment, it is also necessary to abide by the rules, besides, with her identity, the last person who will be scared must be those two catchers.

The two of them dared to stop the deputy head of the shadow guard, and their courage must not be broken.

Yan Nu is still the deputy head of the shadow guard, although she has been dismissed, but she has never thought that it is only temporary, and she will return it sooner or later, after all, she is her master's apprentice, and even if the master is eccentric, it is impossible for the master to be eccentric to that extent.

And then it's herself, she still has to snatch it back for herself sooner or later, so the loss of office is only temporary, or you can ignore it at all, it's just a small accident, maybe it's over in the blink of an eye, why bother remembering it? It's useless to write it down.

This kind of thing is simply small, like a child walking, maybe he will fall at some point, and then immediately get up and continue walking, nothing at all, it is simply too common.

As for those children who cry when they fall, they can choose to ignore it, they are all a bunch of spineless little things, what is there to cry about when they fall? If they fall, they will get up again, this is the most basic thing, and no one can change it, nor can they be afraid.

If that's the case, how do you learn to walk? or even how do you learn to run?

This is a process, a process that everyone must go through, whether to do it or not to do it, is not something that you can decide, even if you don't do it, things will be there, so the only thing you can choose is to do this thing well and do it beautifully, so that you will not lose your identity and wisdom.

That's what Yan Nu thinks, she is still the deputy manager