Yan Nu can accept her weakness in her heart, but she can't let others see her weakness, if others see her weakness, then she will feel that she is weak and can be bullied, so Yan Nu has always shown her strongest side in front of others. "Co*music*words*love*first*hair(http://www.klxsw.com

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Only when she is alone will she express the helplessness and pain in her heart.

She seemed to be worse than Meng Yun in everything, when she was young, Meng Yun started a year earlier than her, it can be said that she got the favor of the master, and the master appointed Meng Yun as the deputy head at a very early age.

Later, through her own efforts, she finally got the approval of her master and made her the deputy manager, but the master assigned a new task to monitor Qin Jian.

Although this task is very difficult to handle, but who is Qin Jian? That is a great trouble in the emperor's heart, if Qin Jian can be monitored well, he will be able to leave an impression in the emperor's heart, and it will be of great benefit to take over the post of chief manager in the future.

It's a pity that the master just thought about Meng Yun, and said to her that this task is very dangerous, and he doesn't want her to take risks, it's really ridiculous, what they do is what they do, when is it not dangerous? `

You must know that every cent of her income was obtained by her through hardships, and the master actually said that he didn't want her to get into danger, but in fact, those last dangerous tasks were all given to her by him, why didn't they be handed over to Meng Yun?

Besides, what danger can there be in spying on a Qin Jian? Isn't it just a hairy boy who has just come out of the rivers and lakes? As long as he uses some means against him, he can be fascinated, and he can do whatever he wants, but what does Meng Yun get from that slut? Three years, except for being played with by others for three years, she has no achievements at all.

If she was allowed to go, the Qin family's jewel would have already been obtained by now, and it would not give Qin Jian a chance to come to the capital to make trouble.

Now it's okay, the whole capital is in chaos because of Qin Jian, but the master still didn't blame Meng Yun, but removed her deputy manager, which made her very dissatisfied, why? The same apprentice, why is Meng Yun more favored than her?

Yan Nu just wants to vent, she wants to get drunk, but after getting drunk, she is really unlucky, how can she meet such a man?

Yan Nu didn't want to give it to people casually, so she never broke her body, but what about it? She was so precious, but she didn't expect that she was still a person with a hard life, and she met an ordinary man who couldn't be more ordinary.

Even from the point of view of men, Yan Nu also feels that it is much worse than Meng Yun, although Meng Yun is also **, but the man of the family is Qin Jian, in terms of identity, it is also the young master of the Qin family, a member of the dignified country, even if the Qin family is now extinct, but the prestige of the Qin family will never die, even the emperor's heart must admit the past merits of the Qin family, so Qin Jian's identity is also there.

Moreover, Qin Jian is the apprentice of the medical saint, even if he is in the rivers and lakes, it is also a well-known weight.

Moreover, Qin Jian himself is good-looking, he can be called a good son with a good demeanor, and even his strength is not weak, he trampled Yan Nu and Meng Yun under his feet at the same time that day, just by virtue of this, Qin Jian is a hundred times better than her man.

Yan Nu was already in a bad mood, and when she thought of such a thing, she felt even more dark, really, she really didn't have any hope at all, as if she was going to be in the shadow of Meng Yun all her life.

The more Yan Nu thought about it, the more sad she became, it was indeed good for her to come out to cry at this time, otherwise, if she looked at Qin Jian, she was afraid that she would kill Qin Jian, but although it was able to relieve her anger, she still couldn't close that level in her heart, no matter what her man was, if she killed it with her own hands, it would be different from killing other people, she thought, if she killed her first man today, then she would dare to kill more men in the future, this feeling she could experience, just like her first killing, as long as she started to do it, then she couldn't stop it。

Yan Nu didn't want to let herself fall into that kind of nightmare, which was why she didn't kill Qin Jian, of course, she also had a reason not to kill Qin Jian, that is, she felt very strange about Qin Jian, she actually didn't hate Qin Jian, even if Qin Jian did something like that to her, she was actually able to control her feelings, which made her unable to attack Qin Jian for a while.

Maybe this is her calamity, everyone doesn't know what the person they are destined to look like, maybe the person she is destined to be like Qin Jian.

So she is really a hard-working person, what is this? I really can't say anything, Yan Nu smiled bitterly, tears pierced her smile, making her really speechless, she didn't know what she should do next, the current thing is actually too sudden for her, she can only keep it like this now, otherwise she really doesn't know what she will do next.

Really, she has always been in a very bad mood now, since Meng Yun attacked her, she has been losing and retreating, she really regrets why she rushed to find Qin Jian in the first place, if she let Meng Yun find it, then she would definitely be able to attack Meng Yun.

In that case, the winner should be hers, Meng Yun is definitely the easiest person to attack, not to mention anything else, only the relationship between Meng Yun and Qin Jian, they have been together for three years, and they have shared the same bed for three years, so how can the feelings between them be clear? If they say that they have no love, I am afraid that no one will believe it.

But the master is still biased towards Meng Yun, but the hateful thing is that Yan Nu has no favorable evidence, so he can't fight back against Meng Yun, but he was hit by Meng Yun