Chapter 63: Resignation and Struggle

For Chu Yan's situation, Qin Tian also felt that it was more tricky. On the one hand, family affection, on the other hand, one's own happiness, which side should you choose? This is really a bad choice.

Chu Yan also seemed to know that Qin Tian couldn't help her situation at all, she just wanted to find someone to talk to.

Just like Qin Tian said, maybe it will feel better to say it!

She didn't wait for Qin Tian to respond, she just said to herself: "Actually, maybe what my mother said is right, as a woman, you should learn to accept your fate." Can I really abandon my mother who loves me, I can abandon my relatives who dot on me, and break off the relationship with my family, just to gain the right to freely decide where I belong, or just to find a happiness that I don't know where I am. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Yan gently wiped the tears on her face, took a deep breath, and smiled at Qin Tian with a self-deprecating smile: "Hehe! I have thought a lot about it in the past few days, and I found that I couldn't give up these at all, for the sake of my love, I couldn't give up my family affection and break with my family." I just hope that my mom is right, like the older generation, people who don't love each other can be happy together. ”

"Have you accepted your fate?" Qin Tian also took a deep breath, stared at Chu Yan and asked softly.

"What else can you do if you don't accept your fate?" Chu Yan also stared at Qin Tian and asked rhetorically.

Qin Tian was a little speechless about this, he was silent for a while before he spoke: "Since you have already made a decision, what else is there to worry about?"

"Hehe!" Chu Yan still had tears on her face, the corners of her mouth were slightly upturned, and she smiled a little poignantly, "Yes, since it has been decided, there is nothing to worry about." I just want to get drunk tonight, will you get drunk with me?"

"Since it's your request, then let's not get drunk tonight!" Qin Tian also felt very depressed about this matter, and his heart was panicked, so he nodded and agreed.

So Qin Tian no longer stopped Chu Yan from adding wine to the spilled glass, but took the initiative to fill it, and the two of them drank it in one gulp when the wine glasses touched lightly.

"Ding!"

"Ding!"

"Ding!" ......

With the sound of the light touch of the wine glasses again and again, the two of them had drunk a bottle of red wine before they knew it.

At this time, the two of them were slightly red, but their consciousness was still very clear, Chu Yan saw that there was no wine, so he asked the waiter to bring two more bottles, Qin Tian wanted to stop it, but Chu Yan said: "Didn't you say that we won't get drunk tonight? It's just the beginning, you won't be afraid of losing to this girl, right?"

Chu Yan, whose face was slightly smoky, seemed to be in a much better mood, her small mouth pursed slightly, and she looked at Qin Tian provocatively.

She didn't realize how provocative her action was, and Qin Tian's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up a little when she saw it.

Qin Tian tried to take his eyes off Chu Yan's delicate face, secretly swallowed his saliva, and countered: "Just wait and don't drink too much to lie under the table, otherwise I don't dare to guarantee that such a big beauty will sleep in front of me at that time, and I won't secretly be rude." Hmph, are you scared?"

"Hmph, who is afraid and doesn't know? Do you have the audacity to look at it, are you afraid that you have a lustful heart and no lustful guts?" Chu Yan scoffed at Qin Tian's intimidation, and she also defiantly stood up at Qin Tian's plump twin peaks.

"I'm a fork! The current woman really can't be provoked, and she dares to take the initiative to provoke. Okay, then let's fight it out. Qin Tian was also taken aback by Chu Yan's boldness, but he couldn't bow his head in this situation.

"Hmph! What is the duel between the male and female? This doesn't have to be better than you! It should be a one-point victory!" Chu Yan disagreed.

"Well, one point is one point of victory. You're going to have to worry about that, too?"

"I'm going to take care of it, can you take care of it?"

"Okay, okay, you can say whatever you want, let's get this cup dry first!"

"Who's afraid of whom?"

The two were fighting and drinking, and before they knew it, it was time for the bar to close, but the two still didn't completely separate the winners.

"The bar is closing, let's go back, right?" Qin Tian asked.

"No, we haven't decided the winner yet, don't you want to run!" Chu Yan denied.

"Then what should I do?" Qin Tian looked at Chu Yan, who was already half drunk, and said a little embarrassed.

"In this case, let's bring a bottle of wine from here to my hotel room and continue drinking. ”

"Isn't that right?"

"What's wrong, I'm not afraid, what else are you afraid of?"

"Huh?"

"Okay, don't talk nonsense, hurry up and get the wine, let's let'sgo!"

Qin Tian had no choice but to go to the counter and get a bottle of wine, and then took a taxi with Chu Yan to the hotel where she was staying.

Although the hotel is only a 4-star hotel, there is no downtown area around the hotel, so the environment is very quiet, and it is suitable for people to calm down and think about things.

Chu Yan lives in a luxury single room, the layout of the room is very comfortable, in addition to the spacious master bedroom, there is also a small study room next to the balcony, where people can drink, read books, surf the Internet, or go out to the balcony to bask in the sun when they are tired.

When Qin Tian walked into this small study, he found that there was already half a bottle of drunk red wine on the table in the study, obviously Chu Yan had been drinking alone in this small study during this time.

Chu Yan sat lazily on the long sofa in front of the table, patted the seat next to her with her little hand, and motioned for Qin Tian to lean over and sit down.

Maybe it was because the wine strengthened the bear's guts, Qin Tian also let go a lot at this time, he generously sat down beside Chu Yan, and then opened the bottle of wine brought back from the bar, and poured half a glass for each of the two people's wine glasses.

"If you still want to drink, let's get started!"

"What are you doing in such a hurry, do you want to get me drunk, and then you will have a chance?" Chu Yan said to Qin Tian with a smile.

"What do I have a chance? I think you want to get me drunk, and then you have a chance!" Qin Tian replied unashamedly.

"Hehe, this is not for sure! Wait until you're drunk, maybe I really have a chance, and then I'll see how I clean you up!" Chu Yan stared at her big eyes that were slightly hazy, her mouth was slightly upturned, and she said to Qin Tian provocatively.

"Ahh

"Hmph, cheers, who's afraid of whom!"

Of course, Chu Yan was not to be outdone, so the two fought again.

The bottle of wine brought back from the bar was quickly wiped out by the two.

Although Qin Tian was already quite drunk, he saw that Chu Yan was actually not drunk yet, so he had to cheer up, otherwise he would be drunk by a little woman, and his reputation would be ruined in one fell swoop.

The bottle of wine had been drunk, but Chu Yan did not stop.

Seeing that she gently picked up the half bottle of wine on the table with her little hand, she hesitated for a moment, paused, and then quickly opened the bottle cap and filled Qin Tian and herself with a glass of wine.

The bright red wine slowly swirled in the goblet, Chu Yan was not in a hurry to drink it this time, but sniffed the wine lightly with her nose first, her eyes narrowed slightly as if she was tasting the fragrance of the wine, and then she picked up the wine glass and gently touched the glass with Qin Tian, and drank the glass of wine in the last sip.

Qin Tian saw that Chu Yan was so simple, of course he couldn't fall behind, so he also drank all the wine in the wine glass in one gulp.

After drinking a glass, Chu Yan filled it up for the two of them again, and picked up the wine glass again, Qin Tian had no choice but to sacrifice his life to accompany the beauty.

After drinking two or three more glasses of wine, Qin Tian suddenly felt a little hot, and his forehead began to sweat a little.

"Isn't it a little hot? I see you're sweating on your forehead. Chu Yan asked with a look of concern.

"yes! Somehow, I suddenly felt a little hot. ”

"I also suddenly felt a little hot, a little out of breath. As she spoke, Chu Yan pulled her collar a little apart with her hand to breathe.

But she was wearing a pink dress today, and the collar was not high, and such a pull suddenly made the fullness on her chest loom in front of Qin Tian's eyes.

Qin Tian hurriedly took his eyes away from the faint ravine, and secretly swallowed his saliva, only then did he realize that his mouth was dry, so he quickly picked up the wine glass and poured it a few times.

Chu Yan had already discovered Qin Tian's small movements, but she didn't expose them, but instead got closer to Qin Tian, and her body was almost attached to Qin Tian.

"Qin Tian, I'm so hot, can you help me fan it?"

Qin Tian hurriedly held Chu Yan who was leaning over with one hand, and fanned her with the other hand, but as he fanned, his eyes were attracted by the plumpness that was close in front of him.

From his vantage point, he could even see two plump twin peaks, and a deep ravine between them.

"Is it pretty?"

The sudden voice startled Qin Tian, he couldn't help but be embarrassed, although he knew that he shouldn't do this, but he didn't know why, his self-control became much worse today, and he couldn't control his eyes.

"It's good-looking!" At this time, Qin Tian could only answer honestly.

"Do you want to touch it?"

"Ah?!" This time Qin Tian was taken aback again, he looked down at Chu Yan, only to find that she was also staring at him.

"This~~~" Qin Tian really didn't know how to answer this time, and he suddenly felt at a loss.

"Flutter!" Seeing Qin Tian's helpless appearance, a delicate smile bloomed on Chu Yan's face.

She suddenly grabbed Qin Tian's hand with her small hand, and then slowly moved towards her chest, letting Qin Tian's big hand gently cover her full twin peaks.

This time, Qin Tian was really scared stupid!

He was so frightened by the sudden turn that he couldn't move, and he didn't know if he should pull his hand back or try the feel of the twin peaks further.

"For, why is this happening?" Qin Tian swallowed with difficulty, and then asked a little tremblingly.

"Why? Because I am unwilling, even if I have to accept my fate, I will carry out this last struggle!" Chu Yan's body was now completely attached to Qin Tian's body, she firmly wrapped her arms around Qin Tian's neck, not letting him escape, and said with her small mouth almost to Qin Tian's lips.

Qin Tian's entire body stiffened, and he didn't dare to move.

He didn't know how he should deal with such a situation, if he pushed Chu Yan away directly, it would be too hurtful, in case she couldn't think about it, it would be troublesome, but it was not right to hug her directly, after all, people have fiancΓ©s, it is a bit immoral to do so, and how to tell her to face her family in the future?

As if to see Qin Tian's concerns, Chu Yan gently exhaled on Qin Tian's face and said, "You don't have to worry! Everything that happened tonight, no one except you and I will know." Tomorrow we will each go back to our own lives, and no one will interfere in anyone's life, and forget all this as if nothing had happened. ”

"And what are you trying to do like this?"

"Nothing. I'm just unwilling, I've lived my whole life according to the days arranged for me by my family, and none of them have been chosen according to my own wishes. After going back this time, I am afraid that I will not have much freedom in the second half of my life. I just want to be willful once, to do things once on my own terms. ”

"Do something stupid?"

"It doesn't matter if it's stupid, as long as it's my own choice. ”

"You still don't want to ...... Ugh!"

Without waiting for Qin Tian to finish speaking, a warm little mouth sealed Qin Tian's mouth, and a clumsy little tongue slowly stretched into Qin Tian's mouth, stirring gently, as if searching for something.

Qin Tian's only remaining reason was suddenly drowned by this clumsy little tongue, he snorted, and took the initiative to hug Chu Yan's plump delicate body, and his tongue took the initiative to catch the clumsy little tongue, and the two tongues were suddenly entangled, and it was difficult to separate for a long time.

The fire of passion burned from the study to the bedroom, and the two of them demanded each other and responded fiercely to each other, and the lingering voices came and went, and they did not subside for a long time, until four or five o'clock in the morning, when the two hugged each other and fell asleep.