Chapter 64: The Obsession of Leaving

At nearly ten o'clock the next morning, Qin Tiantian woke up. He slowly opened his misty eyes, his head aching slightly, leaving his consciousness a little blurry.

Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he turned over violently, only to find that his surroundings were empty, and Chu Yan was not by his side.

He hurriedly turned his head to look in the room, but he didn't find any trace of Chu Yan.

He rubbed his face vigorously to try to clear himself, then got up and searched the room for all the places where he could hide, but found nothing.

At this time, he already understood that Chu Yan had already left.

He sat back on the bed dejectedly, with an inexplicable sense of loss in his heart. How he wished he could go back to bed and sleep again, and then when he opened his eyes again, he found that it was just a dream, and Chu Yan did not leave.

But he knew it was impossible, so he let himself fall back into bed with gravity, his hands parted and trying to sink himself completely into the bed.

Suddenly, his hand seemed to touch something, Qin Tian turned his head to look, it turned out that the bed sheet had broken a big hole, and his hand touched the exposed cotton tire.

Looking at the hole in front of him, which was obviously cut by scissors, Qin Tian's heart moved, and he seemed to understand something.

After lying on the bed for more than half an hour, Qin Tiancai lifted his spirits a little, he got dressed and then went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, and used cold water to cool down his hot head and make himself more sober.

After washing and grooming, Qin Tian did not leave the hotel room immediately, because he wanted to be alone and calm down the whole thing, and this quiet room was undoubtedly an ideal place, because there was still Chu Yan's breath here.

Qin Tian came to the small study where they were drinking last night, only to find a piece of paper pressed under the wine glass of the coffee table.

Qin Tian picked up the piece of paper suspiciously, opened it and saw that it was Chu Yan's message to him.

"Qin Tian, when you saw this message, I should have already left. Thank you for this unforgettable night, and I will treasure it with that little sheet as an indelible memory of my life.

At the same time, I hope you don't come to me, as you said last night, I have resigned myself to my fate. There are so many things in my life that I can't let go, the nurturing grace of my parents, the doting affection of my elders, and the friendship of my children, all of which I can't part with in my life. Let me give up all this, I can't do it, maybe it's fate, or fate.

I only hope that my willfulness didn't bother you too much, and I don't really blame you for what happened last night. I'll let you in on a little secret, I added a little aphrodisiac to last night's drink, so your reaction is that of a normal person, and you don't have to blame yourself for it.

In fact, our feelings have not really reached the level of love, at most they have a good impression of each other, and they are far from the point where love is dead and alive, so there is no need to make it seem like life and death.

I hope you forgot about it. If only it had never happened, and not come to me, lest it affect our lives.

Because even if you come to me, I won't follow you, let alone admit what happened last night.

Forget about me!

I also want to have happiness and be a happy woman.

But God didn't give me the right to choose, I just hope that people who don't love each other can be happy together.

Goodbye! Qin Tian!

I hope you can have your own happiness and have the happiness that you can choose freely. ”

After reading Chu Yan's message, Qin Tian couldn't calm down in his heart for a long time.

Chu Yan, this elf-like woman left quietly like this. She walked very freely, but she left Qin Tian with a lot of troubles.

Qin Tian is not the kind of person who likes to evade responsibility, and he is certainly willing to take his due responsibility for his own actions.

But Chu Yan's request was to ask him not to interfere in her life and not to embarrass her, which made Qin Tian in a dilemma.

On the one hand, if you go to find Chu Yan, then you will first be obstructed by Liu Yinghao and Chu Yan's family, and most importantly, even Chu Yan will oppose it. This makes him not know what kind of identity to use to face all this, after all, if the name is not right, it is not good, and he is not reasonable in this matter, so why is he embarrassed to chase people to other people's homes to find people?

On the other hand, if you don't go to Chu Yan, then you will first violate your own principles of being a man, how can you be a real man if you dare to do it?

Qin Tian thought hard for a long time and couldn't figure out a clue, so he had no choice but to leave the room and take a taxi back to the martial arts hall.

This unexpected accident made it difficult for him to calm down and cultivate, and there were many problems in his cultivation.

Regarding this change in Qin Tian, as Qin Tian's master, Niu Kui was the first to discover it, he called Qin Tian to the front and then stared at Qin Tian and said: "Qin Tian, what has happened to you recently? Why do you keep going out of trouble? If you have something, you can talk to your teacher." ”

"Master, I'm fine. It's just that I've been in a bad mood lately, and I can't calm down and cultivate. Qin Tianneng felt the master's concern, and he didn't want to deceive the master, but this kind of thing was not easy to say to the master, so he replied vaguely.

Niu Kui also saw that Qin Tian had something inconvenient to say to himself, and he was not reluctant, he just patted Qin Tian on the shoulder and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it! No matter what makes you in a bad mood, as a master, I may be able to give you a little advice from me, do you want to hear it?"

"Of course I want to hear it, Master, do you have any good suggestions?" Qin Tian suddenly lifted his spirit a little when he heard this, and he also hoped that someone would give him some useful advice at this time.

"Hehe, we martial arts students, in fact, the best way to relieve our mood is to release all kinds of unhappiness, all kinds of frustration, and all kinds of bad emotions in our hearts through martial arts moves and martial arts cultivation, and integrate our emotions into our own boxing techniques, so that our emotions can be relieved, and we can also improve the realm of boxing, which can be described as killing two birds with one stone. ”

"Master, this kind of thinking is good, but how to do it?"

"Actually, it's very simple, it's okay to vent, it's okay to yell while practicing, or it's okay to be silent while refining, anyway, there are no specific rules. You just need to grasp a key point, abandon all burdens and scruples, and do how you can vent your negative emotions as much as possible. Vent until you're exhausted, and so on a few times, and then it's no longer a problem. ”

"Is that really going to work?"

"Of course, I tried. This is a matter of experience. ”

"Master, why did you ......?"

"That's not what you should be concerned about, don't ask what you shouldn't. ”

"Oh, master, have you ever fallen out of love?"

"Are you itching?"

"Hehe, master, it's good that I didn't ask. ”

Regarding Master Niu Kui's suggestion, Qin Tian felt that he could give it a try. I have been so distraught by this incident that I can't calm down all day long, if I continue like this, let alone cultivate the secret method, I'm afraid I won't even have the heart to continue my usual cultivation.

So from this day on, Qin Tian kept cultivating every day and night, because he found that when people were so tired that they could fall asleep, their minds would be blank, and all their troubles would disappear, and people were so tired that they had no strength at all, and naturally they didn't even have the strength to worry about it, and it was really comfortable to sleep until dawn!

With this discovery, Qin Tian almost completely entered a state of madness.

During the day, he practiced the "Swimming Dragon Body Method" until his feet cramped, and then immediately entered the cultivation of internal strength, and the exercises of the "Twelve Meridian Wheels" were practiced over and over again until the body's tolerance reached the limit, and then he turned to the content of "Qi and Blood Internal Tempering" and "Three Cleansing Records".

The internal strength he cultivates every day will be completely consumed by him on the same day, either to warm up the internal organs and strengthen the body, or to open up the meridians and acupuncture points.

And at night, he was even more crazy and constantly impacted the "Stone Steps", and his crazy state had an extraordinary effect.

The seventy-first step, he originally thought that he would have to go through many life and death experiences before he could have enough accumulation to impact, but only under the continuous impact of his mad state, he quickly broke through.

This unexpected breakthrough strengthened his determination, and he became more and more crazy.

He rushed to the higher steps again and again, even if the terrible pressure made him feel as if his spine was about to break, even if the invisible negative effect made him physically and mentally exhausted and haggard, but he still did not hesitate, did not hesitate, firmly gritted his teeth again and again.

He didn't make a single sound, but in his heart he kept roaring, shouting, whistling, as if the heaven-like avenue was the greatest enemy in his life, he wanted to challenge it, he wanted to defeat it, conquer it, trample it under his feet.

He roared like this, attacking the higher stone steps again and again, moving towards a higher goal step by step, as if nothing in this world could stop him, at this moment he was not afraid, even in the face of the catastrophe of the apocalypse, he would never retreat a step, this is great courage, great courage to dare to challenge anything.

People say that "if you don't go crazy, you can't live", madness is a state and a realm, and it is also an invincible obsession.

Only by persisting can people achieve success.

Attachment is obsession, and obsession is a harmful thing in the eyes of Buddhism, but the fact is that all those who achieve great things have obsession, and it is a great obsession.

Only people with great obsession can have great perseverance, and in the face of great calamity, they can stick to their own hearts, maintain their beliefs, run various means, and finally achieve themselves and realize their dreams.

So for people who want to achieve something, obsession can be said to be an indispensable factor.

In the face of all kinds of disasters, if there is no obsession, people will easily get lost in the journey of life, unable to find their own direction, and eventually will not reach the other side of their pursuit.

It was driven by the obsession of this mad state that Qin Tian gradually realized that only by persisting can people be invincible and invincible.

With this mad demon-like state, Qin Tian marched forward bravely, step by step, from the first step to the ninety-eighth step, only one step away from stepping on this last step, entering the small palace, obtaining the reward he dreamed of, and finally refining his fist intent.

But it was this last step that Qin Tian couldn't take for a long time. He tried again and again, failed again and again, tried again and again, and failed again and again. Even if he was fearless, even if he tried his best to the last of his strength, in the end he couldn't step on this last step.

It was close at hand, but it was like the end of the world, and this step was like an invisible moat, so that Qin Tian couldn't take it no matter how hard he tried.