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In the inner room, Sang Qianxue changed into a snow-white Luo skirt, sat on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at the man in front of her, holding the porridge bowl in her hand and not moving. A small bowl of porridge was only drunk a little, Xiao Jingyue had no appetite at all, and even this was forced to drink it in order not to worry her, how could she not see it.

However, it is better to drink a little than to eat nothing.

Secretly gritting her teeth, she reached out to wipe her mouth for Xiao Jingyue, then put down the porridge bowl and put a bowl of hot soup to his mouth, smiled and said softly, "It's better to drink some soup, this is also made by me, it must be very suitable for your appetite." ”

Leaning on the side of the bed, Xiao Jingyue pulled her somewhat pale lips, pursed her lips and smiled, trying her best to squeeze out a few words, "No, I really can't drink it." A jet-black green silk hung out, and a few of them remained on the side of his cheeks, making his already bloodless face even paler, which made people feel extremely distressed. Although he still has a bit of morbid beauty at this time, this appearance will only make Sang Qianxue's heart ache, and there is nowhere to vent.

This qiē is because of her, it is she who has allowed her beloved to suffer such torture, and she has to stay by his side to witness his sin, such pain far exceeds any physical pain.

But she couldn't leave. Because she had promised, promised to be with him forever, even if it was to watch him die '''''' her own eyes''''''

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Holding back the pain in her heart, she put down the soup bowl, raised her eyes but touched Xiao Jingyue's guilty eyes, and then listened to him say slowly, "Qianxue, I'm sorry, I really can't drink it." ”

If not, how could he have been so kind to her that he couldn't even finish half a bowl of porridge.

He really, really tried hard to swallow the porridge she had boiled with her own hands, and wanted to eat all the dishes that looked delicate and delicious, but he really couldn't.

Nodding slightly, Sang Qianxue hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's getting late now, it's normal that you can't eat, I'll help you make it for you tomorrow." Gently helped him tuck the corners of the quilt, Sang Qianxue got up and put away the dishes and chopsticks, went out and handed them to the maid guarding the door, and then like the maid found some sandalwood and added it to the incense burner, then waved them away and closed the door.

Looking at the moonlight outside the window, she estimated that it was almost time, she turned to look at Xiao Jingyue and said softly, "The imperial doctor said that you need to rest more, it is better to turn off the lights and go to bed." ”

Hit the sack?

Xiao Jingyue was slightly stunned, then nodded slightly, "Okay, you haven't rested all day, you go back to your room and sleep." ”

"Why do you want to go back to your room? /www.Reading the Book Hall.com/" Hooking her lips and smiling, Sang Qianxue walked to the window and looked at him with a smile, "Your bed is so wide, can't you sleep one more person." ”

"I '''''' I still like to sleep alone these days, and I can't sleep well when someone is around. Actually, he just didn't want Sang Qianxue to see him endure the pain, and he didn't want her to find the little scarlet at the foot of the bed and under the pillow.

Looking at his flickering gaze, Sang Qianxue slowly lowered her eyes, and then pretended not to care and smiled, "Okay, I'll stay by the bed." ”

"You'd better go back to your room and sleep, unless you want to see me angry. Suddenly, he remembered that when she followed him into the palace, he actually asked her to hang on the stool all night, which was originally an old thing, but now he thought about it, but it made him feel very distressed, and he would definitely not ask her to stay by the bedside like this.

His pain can be borne by one person, so why let his beloved worry about suffering.

Seeing that he was so serious, Sang Qianxue didn't say anything more, then nodded and said softly, "Okay, but I won't go back to the Lan Courtyard, I will sleep in the side room next door." Even if she wanted to leave, she could only pass through the wall, and she couldn't accept it no matter how far she went.

Naturally understood her thoughts, Xiao Jingyue no longer objected, "You have a good rest, with you next door, I will be able to sleep until dawn, and I will '''''' when I am in better spirits" Speaking of this, he suddenly stopped, just looked at Sang Qianxue and smiled apologetically, "I'm a little sleepy, let's sleep first." ”

Perhaps, he promised that he could not accomplish anything, and the more he promised, the more disappointed he was afraid of her.

That's it, it's okay not to say it, since you can't do it, don't commit to it.

"Hmm. Without asking more, Sang Qianxue nodded immediately, turned around and blew out the lamp on the table, and walked towards the outside of the house.

When she closed the door, Xiao Jingyue finally sighed, curled up in the quilt, and slowly closed her eyes. He listened to what she had said to the people outside the house, and listened to her go into the side room, and it was not until a moment later that there was no sound that he was sure that she had fallen asleep.

Now that he was the only one left in the room, he no longer had any restraints, and he did not have to endure the pain in his body, allowing the indescribable pain to consume the nerves of his body inch by inch, making him gradually become numb.

There was not an inch of skin on his body, as if there were thousands of sharp knives stabbing him from the inside out, and the colic pain in his chest gradually made him lose his clear mind, and the thoughts in his head were not as clear as before. Clenched his fists and put his hand on his waist, he inadvertently touched the amulet, which made him stunned, and he immediately pulled back all his thoughts that were swallowed by pain.

Perhaps, he doesn't want to live until winter, I'm afraid he won't be able to live for three days!

I can't live it!

But he couldn't rest assured that the only woman he cared about in his heart, if he left, she would live alone in this world, and she would be as miserable and helpless as he was before. He really didn't want Sang Qianxue to live like that, not even for a day.

Suddenly a little open-minded, he no longer plans to call her to love only one of himself in this life, if there is a better person who knows how to cherish her, he thinks that he will be able to hold back the sourness in his heart below, and smile and watch her live happily for the rest of her life.

I once heard my mother say that if you love someone, you will tolerate her, and even don't hesitate to put down yourself for her sake, he originally thought that this was just wishful thinking on the part of his mother, but now he couldn't help but sigh softly, they are really mother and son, and even falling in love with someone is in the same state of mind, and he can't even care about himself.

Thinking that Lin Zifei had told him before, that the young city lord of Jiangnan stayed in the capital just to wait for a woman, he couldn't help but chuckle.

Perhaps, he can find someone who is not much worse than him to continue to love her for him, and God treats him well.

Carefully holding the peace charm in his hand, he tried to calm his body, rubbed the peace charm with his fingers, and slowly pulled the corners of his mouth and whispered, "Qianxue, after I die, you must live well, so that I can '''''' peace of mind." ”

- Live my share, I want you to live better.

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Outside the window, the night was getting thicker, the guards outside the door had changed, and there was no movement in the house. Only a touch of scarlet gradually seeped into the sheets and quilts, like a blood-like cuckoo competing to spit out the ruins, slowly blooming on the silk white satin, extremely bewitching.