Chapter 191: All My Life

wwW. Reading Room.com speed and new} The huge bedroom was very quiet, because Xiao Jingyue was ill and needed to rest more, and the bright night pearl in the glass lamp on the table was also replaced by a lamp. /www.Kanshutang.com/The warm yellow halo shrouded the whole room, and the incense burner in the corner of the house kept burning Ningshen sandalwood, Sang Qianxue walked into the house with a food box, and felt Xiao Jingyue's calm and calm breathing, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Deliberately taking a light step, she had just walked into the back room, bypassing the screen and placing the food box on the sandalwood low table, when she heard a low call.

thought that Xiao Jingyue had woken up, but when she turned around, she saw the cheeks that were whiter than paper. I don't know if it was a dream, or if the pain in his body was getting worse again, he frowned at the moment, his thin pale lips were closed one by one, but his voice was extremely soft.

Holding her breath, Sang Qianxue frowned, and it took a moment before she could hear what he was saying. Seeing his appearance of frowning and pleading in pain, Sang Qianxue finally turned his head unbearably, but saw the dazzling scarlet at the corner of the bed, and his chest suddenly tightened, as if he was about to suffocate.

She had seen such a strange scarlet color countless times, but it was always spit out of the mouth of a dying person, and she naturally knew very well what kind of dangerous information it was. It seems that there is no room for reversal of his three-day covenant.

Hearing that he was also calling his name when he was sleeping, Sang Qianxue had to endure the sourness in his eyes, took a deep breath and slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, but heard him whisper softly, "Qianxue, I really hurt, maybe I can't accompany you back to the Snow Mountain to see your father ''''''''''''"

"Qianxue, don't blame me for not keeping my promises, I really want to be with you forever'''''' protect you, and cherish you, but I '''''' I will wait for you in a very peaceful place, even if I can't be by your side, I will also protect you, until you are a hundred years later, I will still wait for you. /www.Kanshutang.com/"

Listening to his intermittent whispering, Sang Qianxue finally couldn't help but close her eyes, two tears fell in an instant, and the pain pierced her heart, and her heart ached. Sitting there, she didn't move, let the pain in her heart scream wantonly, and finally opened her eyes slowly after a while, looking at Xiao Jingyue, who was sleeping groggily, and said softly, "Don't worry, I will definitely be able to find you, and I won't let you wait too long." ”

I heard that it was cold and dark down there, how could she bear to make him wait alone for too long.

Slowly reaching out, she stroked Xiao Jingyue's furrowed brows, and gently stretched for him. Slender fingers slid down his cheek, and a hot tear slid down her fingertips and into her palm, burning her hand and making her shudder.

If she could, she really wanted to share all the pain for him, that man was so cruel, he must be in great pain at this moment, otherwise how could he cry. /www.Kanshutang.com/

Thinking of what the man said, she hated herself a little, hated her incompetence, and hated her identity as such a scourge. Why is it not her who suffers? But the people she cares about the most should endure such suffering!

She helped him, but she was still watching him be manipulated by a man, enduring pain that shouldn't have belonged to him. It's not just God who likes to play tricks on people, but also the cold, ruthless and evil man, but they play with her in a different way and put her in such a situation.

It was hard for her to imagine that since Xiao Jingyue, there would be more people who would suffer such torture because of her, and even her father would not be able to escape such a fate, what should she do to atone for her sins.

The silver teeth clenched, she finally withdrew her hand and looked straight at Xiao Jingyue who closed her eyes.

Perhaps, her fate is as the man said, destined to be forever desolate, and she will be lonely all her life, and she will not be loved by anyone, not even a little.

After a while, she held back her tears, and before she could stand up, Xiao Jingyue held her hand tightly, looking a little nervous, and said vaguely, "Qianxue, don't leave, even if it's to accompany me for the last moment, I'm not afraid of pain'''''' let alone death." Yao Guifei said that you will leave me, saying that I will be buried alone in the mausoleum and no one will think about it, I am really afraid, afraid that I will never be able to wait for you when I lie in the dark underground. ”

Feeling that he was so powerful at that moment, Sang Qianxue frowned slightly, and then comforted softly, "Don't worry, you won't die, I won't leave, and you won't be alone." ”

As if she could hear her words, Xiao Jingyue finally stretched her brows, but did not let go of her hand, "Qianxue, I seem to be very happy and very disappointed''''''"

"Lost on what?" In fact, she wanted to ask him why he was happy, but the words stopped abruptly.

No matter why he is happy, even if it is only for a moment, it is good, so why care about the reason.

Lowering her head, she saw Xiao Jingyue pursing her lips and chuckling at that moment, "Fortunately, I haven't married you yet, otherwise those old stubborns in the palace will definitely make you mourn and be widowed." I know you don't like those constraints, but when I leave, you help me settle the people in the house, and then go to live the life you want to live but I can't live with you. However'''''' I don't want to lie alone in the imperial mausoleum, if you can, you can take me with you, and I will follow you wherever you go''''''"

"No, you can't. Without the slightest hesitation, Sang Qianxue immediately nervously rejected his offer.

In peace, how could she let him be a lonely ghost, then he would be more miserable.

"I said that you will be fine, and I will naturally not leave, even if we can't get married now, and I have never visited the church, but I have always regarded you as my husband, and you must also regard me as a close relative, even if you ''''''" Even if she is buried in the future, her name will definitely be found on the tombstone.

Ignoring her words, Xiao Jingyue still closed her eyes and said to herself, "I'm lost because I can't leave anything for you, not even a child who can accompany you for the rest of your life." I'm afraid you'll be as lonely as I am''''''"

The words he had promised were once again broken, and he was afraid that he would never be able to do it again in this life.

In front of the bed, Sang Qianxue turned her head, a few almost inaudible sobs, her cheeks were full of tears, she raised her head and stopped looking at the pale cheeks that could break her heart. The two red lips were bitten by her repeatedly, and the tooth marks were so deep that the flesh and blood were almost visible, but she endured the pain that she had already screamed in her heart and prevented herself from crying.

Feeling the strength in her hand, she hurriedly wiped away her tears, looked down at Xiao Jingyue, who was gradually waking up, tried to pull the corners of her mouth and smiled at him, and said softly, "If you don't wake up again, my hard work will be in vain." ”