Chapter 188: The Sorrow of the Middle-Aged Man

"Brother, have you encountered any emotional problems?"

The driver of the taxi asked me suddenly.

I suddenly pulled my gaze back from the window, smiled bitterly, and said, "Can you see this?" ”

"Ahem, in our line of work, you can meet anyone every day, and you often encounter people like you."

"Really?"

"Actually, it's fine, you don't look very old, I remember there was a saying that was right."

"I'll listen to what you say."

"The so-called broken love, in the final analysis, is that there is no successor...... Think about it, if you were kicked by Maggie Cheung on the front foot and accepted by Wang Zuxian on the back foot, would you still be sad? ”

I suddenly laughed, and it was a joke, but it made sense.

In my wry laughter, the master said again: "Really, brother, there is nothing you can't think of, you can go find a bathhouse tonight, take a bath and sleep comfortably, and there will be nothing to do when you get up tomorrow morning." ”

I laughed again, although it was a bitter smile, but it was still difficult to make me laugh at this time.

I closed the window, and the sound of the rain outside the window gradually subsided, but a layer of mist quickly rose from the window.

I reached out my hand, and the mist of my fingertips formed into droplets and slid down the window.

It was as if the tears I had endured fell gently on my heart that was ached by sadness.

Just one drop so lightly that it hurts me.

You said that no matter what happens, we have to face it together.

But why can't you trust me? Why can't you give me a chance to explain? Why be so ruthless?

Really, at that moment I realized that pain can be so realistic.

It turned out to be more painful than Xiao Wei's betrayal of me, because An Lan blamed me, blamed me for betraying her.

Liang Jing, the dead woman......

I hate her so much!

……

I suddenly remembered that Liang Jing called me a few days ago, and she told me that she was popular and had signed a new Internet celebrity company.

How can there be such a coincidence in this world?

She is a fledgling little girl, and she has no talent, but she is just a little better-looking.

Why is it inexplicably hot?

There must be a deal in this, although I don't know what the deal is, but that photo can't be passed on to An Lan for no reason.

She must have taken advantage of that photo, and I suddenly thought of Min Nolan again, she figured out everything about me, and naturally she might have found someone close to me.

It is likely that it was because Min Nuolan gave Liang Jing benefits, and then she took the benefits and did something to frame me.

I don't know if I'm right, but my mind is clearer than ever.

If so, then she's a terrible woman!

I couldn't help but shiver......

He even wanted to kill her to calm his mood.

The traffic is getting denser and the lights are getting more and more psychedelic.

But my consciousness felt like I was crushed under the wheels that kept moving forward, sometimes in pain, sometimes in blur......

I took my phone out of my pocket and found Liang Jing's number.

Right now, I wanted to call her to ask her the truth, but at the moment when I was about to dial out, I put down my phone again.

Because if it was really her who did it, then if I called this, she wouldn't admit it, and even if she did, what could I do?

Could it be true that he killed her?

Then I felt ridiculous, pathetic......

At this time, the taxi driver asked me again, "Little brother, are you in a better mood?" You've been sitting for almost a hundred dollars. ”

"I know, it's okay, you can keep driving."

I didn't know where I was going, to be precise, I was homeless.

Isn't it sad that I have already resigned from the place where I lived in Xia Haoli, and I don't even have a place to live for them now?

And Anlan She knows that I have nowhere to go at all, and she is still so ruthless.

It's all been an hour, without a single phone call, not a single text message.

My heart was also about to cool, and then I said to the driver: "You can find a hotel to put me down!" ”

The driver answered, stopped at a junction in front of him, and then said to me, "Brother, a total of one hundred and thirteen, I will take you one hundred." ”

I still took out my phone and scanned one hundred and three to him, and said, "It's not easy, it's like it, it's like it, thank you." ”

After getting out of the car, I dragged my suitcase to the hotel.

The rain had stopped, and the moist air was blowing in my face, caressing my stiff cheeks.

The water in the ground glows with a flowing aura, reflecting my lonely figure.

Came to the hotel and opened a room.

When he came to the room like a walking corpse, he threw himself on the big bed of the hotel.

I was so sleepy and tired, and I fell asleep on this cold bed......

……

I had a dream that I was standing on a cliff and didn't know who pushed me from behind.

I fell into the abyss, but I couldn't get to the end.

And I kept feeling hopeless in that feeling of falling, and that feeling was worse than falling to death.

Finally, I woke up scared.

Only then did I realize that half of my body was hanging from the bed, no wonder I had such a very real dream.

The sunlight outside the window was already shining through the gap in the curtains, and when I looked at the time, it was only seven o'clock in the morning.

After lying on the bed for a while, I went to open the curtains and let in all the sunlight.

At this time, I want to see the sunshine, so that I can feel better.

But as soon as I remembered what happened last night, the muddy tears still fell uncontrollably from my eyes......

I was devastated, completely devastated.

But what is devastating is that I am like this, and I have to go to work.

I have to go! In order to keep myself alive, I can only collect my emotions and face the rights and wrongs in the mall.

I'm really tired, my relationship is not going well, my family is not going well, and my career is not going well.

Is this the sorrow of a middle-aged man?

It's okay, it's okay......

Although my mother has been sick all the year round, it is not a serious illness, and maybe this is the best comfort for me.

After an hour's delay, I went to wash up, and then went to the office in a daze.

Originally, I didn't want to investigate those dirty things, I just wanted to be a monk for a day.

But now, I suddenly want to be motivated, to seek a breakthrough.

Otherwise, what's the point of me staying in this company?

Even though I don't have the mood to deal with this mess right now, I still have to bite the bullet and cheer myself up.

When I rushed downstairs to the company, I happened to meet Huang Xiaoquan and Zhang Li waiting for the elevator, and the two of them whispered, as if they were planning something.

Zhang Li wore heavy makeup today, and she was like two people in peace.

I don't know why, but the way she looks at me is always so complicated, and there is an inexplicable hostility in the middle.

However, Huang Xiaoquan has a better attitude towards me now, and took the initiative to ask me if I didn't sleep well last night, why are the dark circles so thick?

I simply passed it perfunctorily, and when I came to the office, Huang Xiaoquan actually called me to his office.