After a few days, I was still in a mess, I didn't even have a stall, and I didn't have enthusiasm for anything.

I felt more and more depressed, and even had a hint of wanting to die.

I knew it was scary, so I went to a psychiatric hospital early that morning.

There are two reasons, one is to come and see the situation of Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing, who haven't come for some days; The second is to do a check-up on your mental condition.

I went to see Dr. Jia first, and as soon as he saw me, Dr. Jia said to me, "Mr. Chen, you haven't been here for a few days, what have you been busy with lately?" ”

"It's a little busy, I'm delayed, Doctor Jia, Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing, they've been doing okay lately?"

Dr. Jia nodded and replied, "It's all good, it's been quite stable, our director said that they can be discharged, but no one has come to pick them up." ”

"May I?"

Doctor Jia said with a solemn face: "It stands to reason that you can't, because it must be signed by their immediate family members, but our hospital has also contacted Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing's families, but they have not been able to contact them." ”

"What then?"

Dr. Jia added, "I'll go and ask our director for advice later, and see if this situation can be made an exception." ”

"Okay, that's hard for you, Doctor Jia."

"It's okay, I'll take you to meet them, they've been asking me why you didn't come."

I was silent for a moment before I called out to Dr. Jia: "Doctor Jia, don't worry, I have one more thing." ”

"What's the matter?" Dr. Jia stopped again.

"I want you to show it to me."

"You? What happened to you? Dr. Jia looked at me with a puzzled expression.

I sighed softly and said, "I've had a lot going on lately, I feel like I'm in a bad mental state at the moment, I'm not interested in anything, and I suspect I've changed to depression." ”

"No, isn't it? How so? Dr. Jia's brow furrowed.

I sighed again and said, "To tell you the truth, my girlfriend passed away unexpectedly some time ago, and then a lot of things happened one after another, and I now have nightmares every night." ”

"This ......," Dr. Jia frowned and paused before he said to me, "I'll do a test for you first." ”

I nodded, and then cooperated with Dr. Jia to test me.

After spending more than half an hour and doing some tests, Dr. Jia said to me with a very heavy face: "Xiao Chen, judging from the symptoms you are showing now, you are already moderately depressed. ”

I had thought of it before I came, but when these words came out of the mouth of a professional doctor, I still felt extremely uncomfortable.

In my silence, Dr. Jia said: "I still hope that you can adjust and control it by yourself, and it is not recommended to have drug intervention, because this will make you dependent on the drug, and if you stop the drug, the risk of recurrence is very high......"

After that, she paused and asked me again, "By the way, have you had any thoughts of misanthropy lately?" ”

"Not really, but sometimes you just don't like anything and want to destroy everything."

Dr. Jia frowned and said to me: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you must learn to channel your emotions by yourself, your current situation is already moderate depression, fortunately it has not evolved into severe, if there are any thoughts of suicide and disgust, you must seek medical attention in time." ”

"Okay, I see, so how should I go about it now?"

Dr. Jia was so professional that he didn't think much about it, so he said to me, "You should try to get yourself out of the previous circle, go to a new place, meet a new circle, and meet new people...... It's best to have a more optimistic friend around you who can help you get out of this shadow as soon as possible. ”

I thought about it, isn't what Dr. Jia is talking about Sun Xiaoxiao?

Sun Xiaoxiao's circle is something I have never stepped into, and she is also an optimistic person, anyway, I haven't seen her sad because of something bad.

I nodded again and replied, "Okay, I see, thank you Dr. Jia." ”

"It's okay, I'll take you to see Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing now."

"Hmm."

……

Because it was cold, Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing didn't play outside, and the two were playing table tennis in an activity room.

As soon as I walked through the gate, I heard a burst of laughter, and the laughter healed me.

Walking into the activity room, Dr. Jia called out to Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing, and said to them, "Who do you see coming?" ”

Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing both turned their heads to look at the door, and both of them recognized me at a glance, and they both put down their rackets and walked over to me.

I also tried to adjust my condition and walked over to them with a smile on my face.

"Why are you here?" Zhao Liang asked me as soon as he saw me.

I sneered and replied, "I've been so busy lately, how are you doing?" ”

Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing glanced at each other, and both of them replied with a smile: "No problem, we're all fine." ”

Listening to them say this sentence so clearly, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if it had been several years since I had not been here.

At this time, Dr. Jia said to me, "You talk first, and I'll go and ask our director." ”

After Dr. Jia left, I chatted casually with Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing.

From chatting with them, I can feel that they are indeed back to normal.

Zhao Liang even said to me: "I know what the reason is for the company, and I have some evidence here that our company is being persecuted." ”

I smiled and said to Zhao Liang: "Zhao Liang, I have known about this matter for a long time, and now the dust has basically settled, and the person who harmed us behind it is Wang Hao." ”

"It's really him, so how is he now? Punished? ”

I nodded and replied, "He's already in jail, and now we've cleaned the stain on his body, so don't worry." ”

Zhao Liang let out a long breath, and then looked at a certain place in front of him with some distraction.

After a moment of silence, he spoke again, "And what are you doing now?" ”

"I ...... I've experienced too many changes over the years, so I'll tell you about it slowly! But you, do you have any plans for going out? ”

Zhao Liang turned his head to look at Xiaoqing and said to me: "I don't want to enter the workplace anymore, I discussed it with Xiaoqing, I plan to go back to the countryside with her, and we have no quarrel with the world." ”

Xiaoqing also looked at Zhao Liang, and I saw a kind of happiness in their eyes.

I nodded and said, "It's good, it's good to stay away from all this sqit in the city." ”

Xiaoqing said to me at this time: "Brother Chen Feng, I know that you have always helped me, including my mother, and you rescued her from that bastard, I thank you!" I especially thank you for ......"

Xiaoqing said, stood up, faced me and prepared to bow.

I hurriedly reached out and pulled her up, and said to her; "Xiaoqing, don't be like this, now that I can see that you are all fine, I am really more relieved than anyone else."

"Well, I will never forget your kindness."

Zhao Liang also echoed: "Yes! Brother Chen, we are college classmates again, after graduation, we started a company together, stumbling all the way, I am really grateful to know you, I recognize you as a brother in this life, no matter what happens in the future, as long as I can help, you can just talk to me. ”

I'm really touched, and now I need this kind of encouragement, I want to find a sense of existence, and I need this kind of recognition.

At this time, Dr. Jia returned to the activity room.

I hurriedly asked her, "How's it going?" Dr. Jia, can I take them out of the hospital? ”